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他在床上徐徐張眼。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDQ6Z2G6rA
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSUPS9xkBk
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eTaFM2rQD
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嗯。醫院。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEGiQ5CRZ9
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTpc872a6a
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EL893xeyH
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wQcTM7A2E
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5SfiCzW1w
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45QGgzz1l1
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS7unKnrWd
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「知道。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQO3oswKwN1
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGircHEGYO
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PIsyKSD0M
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLcg7RGU0Q
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgF5HcoAqr
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1OKg8uOyP
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCaK4R1AvK
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「她知道了沒？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpkTJllogP
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「不打算告訴她。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsGQ6Zw70y
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyX687BauL
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKRkWZWLBw
兒子笑而不語。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroj33GZTDg
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnmfa6KaV0
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfec9Zjtz2
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cEjqLakb1
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBi0AK2kTJd
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdHVYiNJRC
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqXUbxZUnT
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他決定到公園走走。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt9HELPwoj
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2WVpmJFyU
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xOHwLZEgL
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnRlCGO5cS
幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIlBYLuP4R
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuKAy0kh2U
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全場一片默然。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJ4VvUbS64
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFWHq6eTLg
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不要問為何。不要問感受。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAihs9dO42y
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXN0fzTB6g
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzLXBMYgbd
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedMoi2raJw
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM279Yudzzp
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TxeT9qcDC
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoRktsbGKq
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86jPMfEQj3
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0Se9xIW1b
「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3G57Df9ADC
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxyzhkiwBx
晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwUMpaithI
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kDhUA2YwG
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtXvAHlqBJ
心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWW6k3mzqcW
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzM0n0GAFcL
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不復見。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzXI4O6jQK
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他莫名的被深深憾動。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmseL0h8H5H
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfYCfJjLLf
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiepQeYFnoX
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「我不怕死。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNp10uLmBTG
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyYv9vjQBu
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTn7txmf5O
「你有沒有想要完成的事？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCU3qkF6bE
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxi5fMJiWK
「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5Xdze9pJr
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQvP2nIBgn
「她的叮囑？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iCBzSGQLy
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSLzxhTJHv
「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQxv2omrbF
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRLakOlW8O
「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk49RV7XMIa
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「她沒這麼說。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2utLdAYI8r
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSxnlVa510
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuumHhjWmrH
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbM6fKdy1e
無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGfH1vEE7Z
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmb76uuI1Zj
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4MdmLAdH1
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LJaHrGd4D
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgzsp29Zpa
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW08eO6Xw3
「你多活了三年半。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxS5Zejuq9U
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ufceJSqxy
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「想繼續吃？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIUbu5uGKk
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7zDKfeOnj
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWs8S5aYFJX
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpKxZ161AG
他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNWKGSrbwF
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兒子呢？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0vkyxTh3C
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES1HRYoV6E
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啊！記起來了。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1MBQszaf1
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqO9lFv6MM
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果然。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eqcXZczyi
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8zKaMadHC
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEij8K5c7M
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlETxy6JIa
