清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemKsnJNzkx
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又做了這個夢？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn0nNdsxOE
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69Myd05CHO
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcunpdARwxB
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLdRUNXLFL
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起；446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoZBML2tje
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVFmCzFTtx
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOP39yKKmc0
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eAvKVejRy
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBPFCbUlvx
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2veJBdZz1
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsgLGO2Z8E
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtTdUkCeZL
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiqGOhpC4J
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１９９８年１１月２７日：446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoStxi2iJH7
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzxVBgH2y6
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFXNzsMbTc
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我不明白；既然有生，為何又要有死？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlDyu8v6C1
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJqPAhccLA
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這個過程的目的是？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL33Fp4Iw7e
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4V3F3WBtz
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeib1RrztLx
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１９９８年１２月２４日：446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWMqCff2Xv
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBbCLgD2DQ
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMaRszESYs
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只是為了生存！446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJhRljmL4H
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje9xjhSP4h
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXtfmlCe9p
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYkiLZWDQA
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GwM8jGoKC
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeLLeCLGgm
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGCPq9Ozl7
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQh7TU0NK61
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXZjnjqcnD
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRl8zQftLJN
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj4g9WqJCl
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTjcJYwK48
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IpdXHRGwz
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgcSGkqcbc
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K7Rsy5opu
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSSoNaaZGN
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「喔？為何呢？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77kue1OJI4
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCt6OMoRLV
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想起了雙親．．．．．．446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIiW7Lc34b
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiGnw6kkTE
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTg7SNQF83U
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYnSQBeq5N
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0Pey3ljdk
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVIIpS9KV9
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHwIXajaHv
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1roYs0mbp
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「你感覺到了什麼？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9UYD33snb
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xXSrev9KN
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6H2E2fXiC
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我仍是搖頭。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjrHlKPuzW
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdOq8XS8kd
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtTh7DaRPT
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnxGa7nE26
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwmsA2QCPJ
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「．．．．．．．」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEJ5yG4XHv
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtxKU9BkTr
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8YUKahWce
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「是這樣子嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWOAZLcbt6
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCrHAmzJ0Y
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODCJ1NkRNa
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmNgio8FjS
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpsg4Ozrq8
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkyLHc3GmT
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOQMYGwsdp
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQmRvqcr49
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「我、我的水彩？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G70a0y81C
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK71g6SgVhL
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUstxgKk5qT
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsOPUSYeol
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQaeoRdU1E
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3gbjj9veN
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCqM9l2Bim
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSxvG5BDSe
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfeJW9NV47
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英國；446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVKKM2vrxl
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１９９８年１２月２４日；446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbw7FvK5S0
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTxHL0xsxq
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6vHxkzuEL
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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