清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK7eoujpdE
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4CPbk5ppw
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GrNZcs4Of
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKKxrd8Jxf
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起；391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHqrZn0EGM
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1c6kgvYH8A
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNb8If4Q9TG
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4iflF5VlT
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPIOZRF5GY
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc1qhi6ysq
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCGX2UnLLM
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZaSKnAYwi
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpQS9HJBN9
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBh3KPwsKvp
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItiwVB8GvH
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj390PuZR8D
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這個過程的目的是？391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp89QyLHHEA
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dcVGqkXr8
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNyaLwTZvq
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lKxKUGna5
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO8wDuLEzg
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只是為了生存！391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3CI8O3m4g
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkxqhntDOL
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul52kdokbE
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgvSIQLI98
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvByEyUWHT
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTgWlaqKoU
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IuFKsh6lh
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSJHpaxEZ3
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyRC9Mjp9k
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRUVeXdtbh
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1kUaySqRh
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4qEe2fq2B
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVLdc80vcB
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61l324GCbZ
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDx1tQ99hCa
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWos81KRNq
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「喔？為何呢？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zXMvkRLZX
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4J9K88mMK
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想起了雙親．．．．．．391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbOJ28GDaq
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3HcHRwnZV
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkedmvfaxR
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEzAMSh4uD
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGiIaWRKLZ
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmxkAluIRS
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmeN9muEhH
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuk4XfuV0U
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「你感覺到了什麼？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86jlRJrhQh
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnyvqhydlA
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk48JjGqL6L
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我仍是搖頭。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsVpXLFMch
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6BVfGhFOh
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJxtVtKyTi
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlx32L7iow
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXvUQzRazU
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「．．．．．．．」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrepLl6KSR1
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX8toMGRmB
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8B0cLX4OOR
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「是這樣子嗎？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMfpXRUrdm
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9awsFqNWHy
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtMQLbUSEb
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSb4ipzFNM
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09yGw9nGEl
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbPQhTJzZZ
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKPcUAtkpy
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstEEhl08FQ
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「我、我的水彩？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNgJZsSNfH
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBVZauUfEK
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFh80EZHKZd
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShUTCjSqCS
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B2uJy0GvN
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xB8fJokTe
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYfBHmURIg
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Cb6W0rXBG
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PD1rAywN3
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英國；391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxT2Gf4T8m
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１９９８年１２月２４日；391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgi90VCjAe
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxMtcc2gs4
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtc1lM9arbY
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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