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—完全的隨筆，什麽也別管就好（就想嘗試這種風格w150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh42YbSu9Yq
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我，本來就像是一點一點的沉入流沙裏，越是掙扎越是沉溺，只能任由自己下墜著。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBqi6eFwyH
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只是，我好像從不住的浮沉，切換到了一個場景。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LMYIgpNha
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我好像一片很輕很輕的羽毛，被一陣風吹起。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmsXvCuum8
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我隨著風，飄著飄著，飄到了一個懸崖峭壁上。冷風凜冽，本就吹得刺骨的疼，天空還下著一滴滴豆大的雨水，落在臉頰上更痛上幾分。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnIuvvzX0Y
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雪上加霜。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7IwVnbyZ6
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而就在某一刻，我被毫無預兆的推下了這個懸崖，墜落深淵。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDG2npxSVjM
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强烈的失重感隨著恐懼、迷茫、無力一一襲來，讓我不自覺就放棄了無謂的掙扎，任由自己越陷越深，越墜越低。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIDDqmIurv
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迷糊間，我看到天上很遙遠很遙遠的地方好像還有三顆流星，背後還有漫漫星河，一如往常地閃爍著。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAI1OZOzry9
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思緒，恍惚悠悠回去了四年前我第一次看到流星的時候。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYexNNhyTTr
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他好像就在那裏，明明觸不可及，卻好像就在我身側。他就是一片完全黑暗的夜空中，唯一的一道光明。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcl5t3nPa9
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他就是那麽的溫暖，耀眼，明亮。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAjOcfkA9B
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而且短暫。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaC4o2PCct5
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那顆流星，是我見過最亮的流星。或許也可以説，是因爲那顆流星已經離開了我眼中的浩瀚宇宙，所以才在我的回憶裏永遠熠熠生煇。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrsqUkRXmW
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流星已經在那一刹那，成爲了永恆。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyshiO2nLM
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我卻覺得，他一直聆聽著我的一句句傾訴和抱怨，明明相隔千里，我卻覺得他一定聽得見。還會覺得他在溫柔的奔往自己一笑，還會覺得他在安慰自己的。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIRUiB6yxJ
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哪怕這一切，是我的幻想。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CJZ5oQDYm
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我突然就想問一句，那一刻在我的視綫中燃盡了光芒的你，還好嗎？150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOssQWK3TZ
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我再看上天上的流星。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFykCbmMtBC
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她們也是很閃亮很閃亮的流星，也是很溫柔很溫柔的一抹光呢。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ga6X6Kzcr
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或許是因爲自己下墜的速度太快，這樣看起來，流星也走得很慢。這樣看起來，現在離開她們的是我。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZLEyCNHgx
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只是我，不是她們。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGt5mkLrV0
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流星真的是一種很美好的景象，只是……恍惚都不屬於我。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM20Uad8Yn
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從頭到尾都不。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanVNu52qwO
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後面還有一些一閃一閃的星，綴上銀河。我不敢説有多少，只是多多少少都有的吧。或許他們也有很閃亮很溫柔的一面，只是……我看不到而已，或者，他的那種光不能照亮我的世界吧。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfJ8dgbsUc
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我閉上眼睛。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVkKPrLJwR
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是因爲疲憊，是因爲想放棄，是因爲附近的低溫一步步的侵蝕著我的能量，一步步地向我灌輸絕望。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fBWJrb5s9
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可能是因爲下墜，氣壓好像越來越低，我好像也一點點的在失去知覺。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJOQ7qZgxz
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又或許是對這種壓力麻木了。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pDCybAhlo
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我不知道，也不清楚，更不敢想。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2QhCFdmzM
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我也不知道過了多久，我終於到了深淵盡頭。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsLp96idNp
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這裏仰望上去，怎麽看也有幾千尺吧？居然還活著，也是奇也怪哉了。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheu5dJ7S4Z
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痛嗎？150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFAXiSr9EU
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其實不痛。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsC88J0u6R
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要痛的……應該好久好久以前就痛完了，現在的自己怕不是已經沒有了痛感這回事吧。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiql82PBNQn
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只是有點頭昏腦脹，有點四肢僵硬。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡke9Og8E19y
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我深呼吸，嘗試著起來，卻發現自己力氣好像已經早已瀕臨透支，費盡了僅餘的力氣，才勉强坐了起來。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGvRNUF0eP
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我聽到遠處傳來一句句打氣，讓我努力站起來—大概是從懸崖上面傳下來的吧，我咬牙，努力突破自己的臨界點，抓住石頭一步步重新攀上來。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sPKCwswjI
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我摒棄了一個個可以放下的包袱，讓自己走的輕鬆一些，卻發現最重的包袱卻是深入血液嵌入骨骼，無法撇除的。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJNFwJGeAJ
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我苦笑著，背著這些包袱一步步爬上去。我額角滲出一陣薄汗，回首一看卻發現，我攀得很低啊。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyT41nEfX55
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包袱好像越來越重，越來越重。我的力氣已經不足以支撐我繼續，我再次閉上了雙眼，放開了拼死抓著石頭的手。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QyVPt20PT
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一波失重感又一次朝我襲來，我居然覺得已經有些熟悉而不再害怕了。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZ1R1rLrYL
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我落到地板，自嘲地看著自己已經傷痕纍纍的雙手，看了看腰間那不能除掉的包袱。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpwDRsYoFP
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上面依然傳來一聲聲你要强一點，你要再好一點，你不能這麽脆弱了。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo7fftE2JK
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不，我不行。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvy6EZUCae
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我强不起來了，這是我的極限了。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXfYXXhQnt
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我爬不起了，我其實真的很弱很弱，我真的不行了。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQi4bPlIIT
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上頭的人依然在喊著加油你可以的，但我已經幾乎不爲所動了。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqJwMH4y0R
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沒有人能夠用這幾句話來把我救出這個深淵。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNsKm8ykji
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我不再奢求別人的拯救，但哪怕是試著放下一條繩索、扔下一張毛毯也好啊。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu1uLWLzxg
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現實就是這樣，孤單，冰冷，無奈，力竭。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Rtg2HCdvH
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我不再想著要逃離這片黑暗，而是認命的選擇去習慣它。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHZtMnXCwB
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加油？150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUN7BXnTAK
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對不起，我可能辜負了你的期望和好意。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3qTP8sm8n
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但還是請問，我可以不加嗎？150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW6EToDSOp
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反正在多的油也無法變成能量，讓我再次爬起來了。150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5sEdvSPRO
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讓我任性一次，好嗎？150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygp8pqWhWu
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