369Please respect copyright.PENANACgsWoxpDY0
369Please respect copyright.PENANAsMDcMnr0cc
369Please respect copyright.PENANAWqCmo6NuvC
"So you're sure this is what you want?" My dad asked, he was driving the family truck, I was sitting at the back side of the truck, I nodded.
" Yes Dad, I think it's for the best" I stared at him from the rear mirror, thinking he might met my gaze but he didn't, I heard him sighed.
"Always know we love you and would never have let anything happened to you, huh?!" He said expecting me to say something but I didn't, I sat there mute.
" You don't have to forgive your mom and I, or your siblings but let go of the hate you have for yourself,it will help you heal fast" Dad said this time he was looking at the mirror to meet my gaze.
All I did was nod in agreement to what he just said, he was right.
"Don't let anger consume you, learn to control it and always go to God when you need anything ,he's always here to help you understand?!" My dad advised.
" Yes Dad" I gave a faint smile and he nodded.
It's was a 12 hours drive from my house to my school, my body already aches from sitting down for that long.
"Dad could you please turn on the radio" I said and he did.
Guess it was just my lucky day, they were playing my favorite boy's song "Sam Smith" 369Please respect copyright.PENANAtW7uo3YCiw
369Please respect copyright.PENANABIkaXgDe2w
On the radio, they were playing one of his album " thrill of it all" I sang every song that was played from " Too good at goodbyes" to the current one they were playing " Scars" which was one of my favorite, all of his song were my favorite, I kept singing them with my inner voice I could barely hear what I sai,until it got to the chorus
" Now i say369Please respect copyright.PENANA6CwDzVYrVD
369Please respect copyright.PENANAyQ65mfy9S9
Dear mother, how you've come so far369Please respect copyright.PENANAHdyt3vVNvi
369Please respect copyright.PENANARyBTliqCuk
Your love has fixed all of our broken hearts369Please respect copyright.PENANAxhiFW2Xod7
369Please respect copyright.PENANAzJxPeMs0OY
I hope you're proud, mother, of what you've done369Please respect copyright.PENANAEK6xms8BQD
369Please respect copyright.PENANA2ME9qJl1vH
It's a lifelong lesson and I'm not pretending when I say 369Please respect copyright.PENANAweEx8eJpWv
369Please respect copyright.PENANASV0nDwTZo8
You cleared up my scars369Please respect copyright.PENANAsNvGHnSPnB
369Please respect copyright.PENANAm3DjuYktCg
You cleared up my scar...s" .
I sang my heart out in that song, wishing I could clear up my own scars but I know this was reality and it felt so good as I hear the remaining song, Sam Smith was really good,how he sang with that melodious voice of his and made everything feel so good.
my voice wasn't bad at all, I wasn't an angel but I could put a baby to sleep with that voice, my eyes met my dads, I think he had been staring the whole time, he was wearing a really big smile like he was proud of me, I couldn't help but return the favor with a little shyness.
Most times I sang,was in my bathroom and I never sing too loud.
" You should join the church choir when you get there, you have the voice of an angel!, darling." 369Please respect copyright.PENANAIepSGyid4R
369Please respect copyright.PENANAQOnzdVlNdH
I could feel a warm brim of happiness rising inside me as I smile whole heartedly.
" Thanks Dad" he winked at me.
Trust me I didn't even feel a single hate for this man, but I was angry, he wasn't just there when I needed him the most, maybe he wasn't the problem, maybe I was,just looking for who to blame, for who to curse my pain, I really needed to find peace in myself, and I think my dad had thought about that when he got me registrated in the school of priest, maybe he wanted me to find peace, peace at myself, peace with God and yes!! peace with my family.
My thought continue to play logic drama in my head and the sound of Sam Smith's voice, I felt my eyes closing as I adjust to doze off.369Please respect copyright.PENANAXXoRLOMMJO
369Please respect copyright.PENANARxcRqhEV1C
369Please respect copyright.PENANAKIqzEmCz6V
369Please respect copyright.PENANAV0yT4CZGWF
369Please respect copyright.PENANAIoVvCVLFZf
369Please respect copyright.PENANAHn1f4ClG4W
369Please respect copyright.PENANAO8LxXYgIU7
369Please respect copyright.PENANAmmFKlf77sc
369Please respect copyright.PENANAbmNHJDD5Hg
369Please respect copyright.PENANAVN5fAs2R4V
369Please respect copyright.PENANAee6PZnuF7Z
369Please respect copyright.PENANAKcsZkGWzub
369Please respect copyright.PENANAQVlJDFFnBT
369Please respect copyright.PENANAtdz3GxHXbw
369Please respect copyright.PENANAlf6Q6qoNY1
369Please respect copyright.PENANAvwT2MWPqrF
369Please respect copyright.PENANAMq5HEI4Ngt
369Please respect copyright.PENANAFBvoUwnuHP
369Please respect copyright.PENANAIBIDZClist
369Please respect copyright.PENANAKCpxgpMy4q
369Please respect copyright.PENANAIcbAJYvzuD
369Please respect copyright.PENANA2SPFjVL8yI
369Please respect copyright.PENANAWbvEbbjKyu
Hey guys!! 369Please respect copyright.PENANAGLSwL000Yl
369Please respect copyright.PENANAdUdcRsdJro
Thanks for following up with me,am really grateful.369Please respect copyright.PENANAaFtJeaf9pO
369Please respect copyright.PENANAiWDF8X3xmX
Don't forget to vote, comment and share if you find this story interesting.369Please respect copyright.PENANA2YvDgJdECm
369Please respect copyright.PENANAxFFpp3i9gx
Thanks.369Please respect copyright.PENANAx4bZhcZ39Q
369Please respect copyright.PENANAp9AT7NDkVM
Xoxo369Please respect copyright.PENANASb7L1svfES
369Please respect copyright.PENANAv37ANWce2Y
Dim Leon😘😘