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人生苦短——死
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電視仍然亮著,新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律,悶人又煩人。339Please respect copyright.PENANA7Uqa3IOw1B
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他打個呵欠,伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化,借力撐起整個人,避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間,大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度,但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具,一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。339Please respect copyright.PENANAOFDDbsymiK
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人老了,身體差了,動作遲緩了,連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器,尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來,彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。339Please respect copyright.PENANAfD6TCJVjDr
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怎麼辦?可以怎麼辦?吹口哨吧。口吹曲子,耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲,心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。339Please respect copyright.PENANABwWuIviU2W
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張339Please respect copyright.PENANAnAZkEtH8p0
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誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷339Please respect copyright.PENANAxzH9G2UbOd
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逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長339Please respect copyright.PENANA7zIMn5sSGl
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何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量339Please respect copyright.PENANAmfhMB7oBeH
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小便後,步出浴室,再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。339Please respect copyright.PENANA7NXkIb2dM3
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抵不住。339Please respect copyright.PENANAXS6GUD1oga
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他決定到公園散步。339Please respect copyright.PENANAyLdoyYOIuM
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望望手錶,是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。339Please respect copyright.PENANAN1yUVjqx8X
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好福氣的,或是三五成群談天說地,或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的,或是推著購物車奔波買餸,或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。339Please respect copyright.PENANAzgJkNHyC41
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自己有福氣嗎?托賴。能走能動能講能吃,與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角,卻也沒有特別煩心事。339Please respect copyright.PENANA3LSCiNd7LR
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他知道自己該要感恩,奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。339Please respect copyright.PENANAdKLPieh6yf
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。339Please respect copyright.PENANAFUA9cnLbUs
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。339Please respect copyright.PENANAJSUY3oFewh
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他不自已憶起亡妻……339Please respect copyright.PENANAXXNbY3VbUn
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三年前的夏天,她在家跌倒,傷及腿部筋骨,自此總是步履不穩,走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息,不要外出。她明白兒子苦心,奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱,精神越益差勁。339Please respect copyright.PENANAIBHWRLNDXI
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。339Please respect copyright.PENANAZqmKwEazgR
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「我的腿康復不了,是嗎?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAoCRNprJ5In
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「不是。你向來身體強健,這小小傷勢不是大問題。」339Please respect copyright.PENANA06v5RxetYr
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「我何時可以痊癒?我想去探望朋友。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAiB5wE6RXD2
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「快了、快了。不用著急!」339Please respect copyright.PENANAXpYRQgi2B2
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「即是何時?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAwZbOGc4vAY
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「下一個夏天。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAjFj2kKG8TI
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她幽幽回望,驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。339Please respect copyright.PENANA3USk2T5Vqd
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。339Please respect copyright.PENANAPHOCUEgAfz
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感動,明明眼前只有絕望。339Please respect copyright.PENANAckN2OAXgkZ
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她的手忽爾不再無力,牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。339Please respect copyright.PENANA6x3HTfdVQe
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奇蹟?希望?不。僅是信念,難以言喻的,難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。339Please respect copyright.PENANAkKrP8dwvZS
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內心終於安定下來。339Please respect copyright.PENANAHOiVJdqLRt
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她沒再糾結於健康問題,開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計:「探望朋友前,我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』!」339Please respect copyright.PENANAcrEOBpMmMD
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「但你的血糖……」339Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7fH6NZgGx
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「我向來身體強健,這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAylrRFg5nKC
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他會心一笑,笑她依舊貪吃如豬。339Please respect copyright.PENANAx7P1YK1jG2
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復,走路時拐得更嚴重。339Please respect copyright.PENANAio1R1edAy0
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兒子送她一根拐杖。339Please respect copyright.PENANAQX8o3peB1t
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當晚,她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰,因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢,倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。339Please respect copyright.PENANA6fAdkmrAjS
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她不知道,整個晚上,丈夫徹夜無眠,眼睜睜望著天花,細聽她的哭聲,細想她的未來。339Please respect copyright.PENANA6mgxjZemJ9
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天亮,兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後,馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛!當然要吃『菠蘿油』!」339Please respect copyright.PENANAd3RJPBbEMK
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妻子笑了,連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪,戴上最喜歡的髮夾,塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖,因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他,她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。339Please respect copyright.PENANAPXZOYtqIEs
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鐵路車站裡,人流如鯽,彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理,繼續保持慢調,只知自己不僅是自己。339Please respect copyright.PENANAdlQERJlyTO
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終於來到馳名的冰廳,二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃,亦不是回憶中的味道。339Please respect copyright.PENANAkH86ileMeP
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不要緊,反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。339Please respect copyright.PENANAjJ9ljsuaWY
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼,不知道,大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。339Please respect copyright.PENANAvmqGtBc4r1
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於願足矣。339Please respect copyright.PENANABg02QzFTEe
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沒過幾天,還未開始探望朋友,她已於睡夢中悄然離世……339Please respect copyright.PENANAwB9ghsfyF3
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公園裡,樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。339Please respect copyright.PENANALnFyvtyhvd
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他不動聲息,藏起思念,繼續開步走。339Please respect copyright.PENANAycoTSCcvge
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總得走下去,不是嗎?339Please respect copyright.PENANAhricC7voBZ
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不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。339Please respect copyright.PENANAFRKYNc3KKj
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走到涼亭,看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。339Please respect copyright.PENANAJba9JUhoEg
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棋局中,事事分明,步步無情。339Please respect copyright.PENANAGiSG4mOCbx
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他專注觀賽,全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
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人生苦短——病339Please respect copyright.PENANA9mVKlwlsrf
他在床上徐徐張眼。339Please respect copyright.PENANAjRN35O1HTJ
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床褥太軟,腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。339Please respect copyright.PENANANYseBqQJ19
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暈眩冉退,目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者,他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。339Please respect copyright.PENANAhGh2sEKlfP
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嗯。醫院。339Please respect copyright.PENANAbnc5uZ4ERv
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接受醫生的檢查,證實無恙後,獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄,已通知兒子和媳婦,只待他們前來接送。339Please respect copyright.PENANAVvcIJP7zCk
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醫生離開後,護士也去忙別的。339Please respect copyright.PENANAIbgWdbtXuf
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他呆坐床上,默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回,感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀,總得要到醫院走幾趟,實屬平常不過的事情,對吧?339Please respect copyright.PENANA5BZYBzP1wX
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如他所料,兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。339Please respect copyright.PENANA6Oa5awcqSw
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱,熱昏了。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAPwaHEHfMEL
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「那就多待在家裡避暑,不要外出四處走動。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAU7giXF2KDd
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「知道。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAQ32knQJczE
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院,在街邊截下的士,直驅住所。339Please respect copyright.PENANAtCOBl5Z20t
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車廂裡,二人不發一言,各自對著窗外景物發愣。339Please respect copyright.PENANAnj4ehoScwI
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沒有怨氣或鬱結,只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。339Please respect copyright.PENANA1I0wGnNRnz
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡,無窮。339Please respect copyright.PENANAtbcDrOT7bD
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兒子倏忽開口,神色惘然。339Please respect copyright.PENANAQm0nBV2lzb
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「我有末期肝癌,剩半年壽命。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAwiaXvtP1Yl
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「她知道了沒?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAKwflh01Esu
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「不打算告訴她。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAg7QtmSVh65
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAqwOrnqBG0N
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兒子笑而不語。339Please respect copyright.PENANA5ExxNZzCae
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他愣住片刻,良久才道:「明白。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAFFzSPghf5P
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊,以示感謝。339Please respect copyright.PENANA6EmTQaI0fS
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲,逕自到浴室洗澡去。339Please respect copyright.PENANALzxf1fZ6cO
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蒸氣瀰漫,看得見,抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始,也抓不著終結。339Please respect copyright.PENANAhp0ZzLOuzX
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來,沒能選擇長大與否,沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛,沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死,全是沒能選擇的。339Please respect copyright.PENANA2ogdBVpiiN
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翌日,兒子和媳婦如常上班,孫兒如常上學,家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。339Please respect copyright.PENANAIT8UFsUG0e
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他決定到公園走走。339Please respect copyright.PENANAENNdYly1i4
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。339Please respect copyright.PENANAyEkm3jjReI
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此樹是否去年那樹?此鳥是否去年那鳥?此蟲是否去年那蟲?要緊,不要緊。在意,沒能在意。339Please respect copyright.PENANAff5sES6Ajo
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幽幽踏步,皆因內心焦躁。339Please respect copyright.PENANADC2R7OyH4s
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來到涼亭,棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他,感到難過。他認為無論難過與否,該死的時候總得要死。339Please respect copyright.PENANAEaxMwgl5hf
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全場一片默然。339Please respect copyright.PENANABPsGzHGJO0
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。339Please respect copyright.PENANAdEvrzv2QAr
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不要問為何。不要問感受。339Please respect copyright.PENANAUX5lTxFZqH
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。339Please respect copyright.PENANAgIOAn2i51b
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正午,他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午,孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦,他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間,一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上,被匆匆推送入急症室深處。339Please respect copyright.PENANAnrKXYlsnqj
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。339Please respect copyright.PENANAS0t0tX359S
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站,然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久,醫生步出急症室,宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。339Please respect copyright.PENANAYmYoXw5MkW
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。339Please respect copyright.PENANAQMRZgcK7tu
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然,皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。339Please respect copyright.PENANAAvV3uXEaBh
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「爺爺,很熱啊!」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。339Please respect copyright.PENANA8iG09erdLN
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切,他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。339Please respect copyright.PENANAINMZu86Uh2
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晚餐後,兒子在露台抽菸,媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子,五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟,此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。339Please respect copyright.PENANA78CWYOjAYA
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跳跳跳,有節奏地跳個不停,像心臟。339Please respect copyright.PENANA82oWJimLUo
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心臟停止跳動當刻,棋友有何感受?掛念未完的棋局?掛念急症室外的男女親友?339Please respect copyright.PENANAEOGzSf2JgS
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台,看著兒子呼出個個煙圈,圈圈復圈圈,冉升消散不復見。339Please respect copyright.PENANA0fYWfJzUmw
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不復見。339Please respect copyright.PENANAmaWlJvIe1m
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他莫名的被深深憾動。339Please respect copyright.PENANAr9FaBzZESf
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走到兒子身邊,告知棋友的死訊。339Please respect copyright.PENANALevF7uhXqn
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毋須明言,兒子已猜測到他的用意。339Please respect copyright.PENANAKGBXCoiGX8
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「我不怕死。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAXsdwpMhoug
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕,只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAYgiichHfmm
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「你有沒有想要完成的事?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAOMpOG1btSX
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」339Please respect copyright.PENANALVWJOjlSJS
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「她的叮囑?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAxSrZ08Arx2
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「不。她離開得太突然,我沒機會問她,只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」339Please respect copyright.PENANA21Gd4SuinB
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「別傻!她不願看見你耿耿於懷!」339Please respect copyright.PENANAO6Wd6VYlzX
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「她沒這麼說。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAIrXgXb4F64
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兒子苦笑,笑他彆扭。339Please respect copyright.PENANA7GbUsQKMRP
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再次不了了之?他以為是,直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。339Please respect copyright.PENANAbryhskoBZE
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無論大家怎樣勸說,兒子依然不願接受治療,堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。339Please respect copyright.PENANAL8bsENu5pE
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半年後,兒子沒死去。一年後,兒子仍活著。三年半後,兒子依然沒斷氣。339Please respect copyright.PENANAv3Mw0TIdQ3
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問何解。醫生說原因不明,但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。339Please respect copyright.PENANA4biivDUtqT
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離開醫院、歸家路上,兒子和他拐到公園散步去。339Please respect copyright.PENANAPpKRzrApLt
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。339Please respect copyright.PENANAkHMLbdDB0T
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「你多活了三年半。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAuzTNWBOqrF
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAcA6ERNLlJy
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「想繼續吃?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAWZ5kKSqYWa
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAnDRamsLQip
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒,希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子,在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後,才重回職場繼續拼搏。339Please respect copyright.PENANACdYK1Rry0n
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他為兒子衷心高興著,亦感謝上蒼的好生之德,沒有帶走……339Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2eXTSiIv4
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兒子呢?339Please respect copyright.PENANAll99OVZFBp
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。339Please respect copyright.PENANACb7qRv8MKm
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啊!記起來了。339Please respect copyright.PENANAzNvrhulabx
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外,下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊,沒能重回職場,沒能享受期待已久的夏日。339Please respect copyright.PENANACYSJQQ0Z2M
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果然。339Please respect copyright.PENANAMW8bnLTOJO
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不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。339Please respect copyright.PENANAIjV42NueF2
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中,他繼續走。339Please respect copyright.PENANAIRFJHQAyyi
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
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死病老生——老339Please respect copyright.PENANA4pOMYcMvHi
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。339Please respect copyright.PENANAyGO8DHSK6G
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望望掛鐘,七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。339Please respect copyright.PENANAJfVhBkB4pT
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輕敲孫兒房門,不聞回應。推門內進,不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊,掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再,五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子,不需要他的照顧。339Please respect copyright.PENANAHFb3wFLV4w
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若有所失。339Please respect copyright.PENANAKJQc32GdQY
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到公園散心吧。339Please respect copyright.PENANAoyJkpBHDEj
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公園裡,美好回憶俯拾皆是。339Please respect copyright.PENANAEAfdgAEr9d
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中,憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭,憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。339Please respect copyright.PENANAeWHRuHTQ6W
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離開緩步徑,闖入樹林。339Please respect copyright.PENANAklQBRiV8hY
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找樹。找到那樹。339Please respect copyright.PENANARKE7tO4kJ9
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不,不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯,刻記模糊難辨。339Please respect copyright.PENANAILVMmkHXbA
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此樹不是當年那樹,正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。339Please respect copyright.PENANAq54cVJOJYA
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡,無論願意不願意。339Please respect copyright.PENANAVIj319vDzx
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不願意。339Please respect copyright.PENANAHQ0K8PRlb4
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想逃。339Please respect copyright.PENANAdmvFr5BIQY
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逃!339Please respect copyright.PENANAiJfHeVbzpg
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逃出樹林。339Please respect copyright.PENANAIBCXQhwFli
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彷如隔世。339Please respect copyright.PENANAHTcqlHfdRM
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陽光刺眼,氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。339Please respect copyright.PENANAKd2SHg6xDT
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倏忽忘了路,忘了如何走下去……339Please respect copyright.PENANAo14VKvg0Oo
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一青年步入警署。339Please respect copyright.PENANAvYxlsgNexR
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「你是誰?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAM2Wb5HYCX9
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「我是你的孫兒。」339Please respect copyright.PENANASrxyNhvLs5
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「嗯……」339Please respect copyright.PENANAA5rsuL8wdy
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「爺爺,回家吧。」339Please respect copyright.PENANATBat4R8cM3
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「嗯……」339Please respect copyright.PENANAPyqBHTVwVj
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著,天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著,孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。339Please respect copyright.PENANAdatPE7Y3Ki
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一切近在眼前,卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的,竟顯得如此接近。339Please respect copyright.PENANA5hIKGlAglV
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是否忘記了甚麼?339Please respect copyright.PENANAkFpSAxGSNN
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐?339Please respect copyright.PENANAqGDCUhZmqd
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輕敲主人房房門,不聞回應。欲推門內進,卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎?339Please respect copyright.PENANAE8QkgLJ8BU
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激動。拍拍拍,踢踢踢,吵吵吵。339Please respect copyright.PENANAJJkPBlq784
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「快開門!我要跟你聊天!快開門!來!快開門!」339Please respect copyright.PENANA22WTLcklzk
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房,上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受,硬生生吃痛。339Please respect copyright.PENANAvpWWAkY83Y
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAoQpD65piiI
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「你騙我!他一定在裡面!」339Please respect copyright.PENANAtWyzooE8G1
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「爺爺,你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班,還在公司。」339Please respect copyright.PENANA6B3paQCn68
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未下班?在公司?他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……339Please respect copyright.PENANA04Mc6BvG72
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見他愣住,孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力:「爺爺,不如一起到公園散步。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAGYswo6WXO3
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公園裡,美好回憶俯拾皆是。339Please respect copyright.PENANALbVmMMX2H1
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲,孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧,那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……339Please respect copyright.PENANAuiFjEu6c2i
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爸爸癱瘓後,媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來,乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去,離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情,一直鬱鬱寡歡。339Please respect copyright.PENANAZJpkaorWc2
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某個深夜,忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探,驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩,冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂,臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散,卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……339Please respect copyright.PENANA3YJZTgSG2I
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。339Please respect copyright.PENANAQeRVU8QXon
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「不用發愁啊!」339Please respect copyright.PENANAwnXOiH2YHq
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「你知道我在愁甚麼?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAMlejsKwLGp
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「考試成績嘛!」339Please respect copyright.PENANAwFoQijf1FW
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「對!我就是擔心考試成績!」339Please respect copyright.PENANAC3YDiflVKG
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「傻孩子!考試只是人生的一小部份,毋須將成績看得過份重要!」339Please respect copyright.PENANA27pzAHCtO9
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「嗯,我知道了……」339Please respect copyright.PENANAY3afdUcasF
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孫兒唯唯諾諾,以假笑作結。339Please respect copyright.PENANAQcqWPPwICq
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結伴走了又一段路。339Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZMfuTb8ts
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子,也像曾經的他。339Please respect copyright.PENANAP13M599bqZ
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憶起關於兒子的一切,憶起關於自己的一切。339Please respect copyright.PENANAqvxel7enQh
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去,活得比兒子好,活得比他好。339Please respect copyright.PENANA06Tibm7vCb
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤,留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。339Please respect copyright.PENANA4NSG5yc0LL
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。339Please respect copyright.PENANAVJXpKFEoE2
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「不用發愁啊!」339Please respect copyright.PENANAFvxxuXLVEj
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「爺爺放心!考試而已,難不倒我!」339Please respect copyright.PENANAWmNB2RFBE5
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好,如果你累了,就乾脆放下吧!」339Please respect copyright.PENANACd2ShF5tCI
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他淡然一笑,笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。339Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ax2OGP9Y0
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孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻?339Please respect copyright.PENANAA2kJW1clsS
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沒待孫兒辨清真假,他已然幽幽踏步開步走。339Please respect copyright.PENANAtDQRSMW9vz
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上,但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。339Please respect copyright.PENANAjFH6C5hkJw
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去,沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。339Please respect copyright.PENANAdfteo8oqNo
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鳥繼續叫,蟲繼續鳴,不過往後的夏天從此走了調。339Please respect copyright.PENANAnNc7pYl91E
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沒有在意的人,沒有在意自己的人,無論願意不願意。339Please respect copyright.PENANAXN6MNSR2Or
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多,慢慢忘記很多。339Please respect copyright.PENANAnmwZuNYpCf
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。339Please respect copyright.PENANAa7mbi3n5z7
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找樹?找不到那樹。339Please respect copyright.PENANAu8Tcm9VtfJ
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樹不是當年那樹,正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。339Please respect copyright.PENANAeTPSZlKpxO
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡,無論願意不願意。339Please respect copyright.PENANAA5PZaOe5iT
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願意。339Please respect copyright.PENANA1yvhLVGVdc
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。339Please respect copyright.PENANA5N4Lp0A7M9
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身累,心累。就此停下來,可以嗎……339Please respect copyright.PENANAdWZrHQbYiG
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一青年步入醫院。339Please respect copyright.PENANA4Rs5U4xH73
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「你是誰?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAXnhKg7Wzxd
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「我是你的孫兒。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAJNr3wiJE0W
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「嗯……」339Please respect copyright.PENANA8XQfb3WFBi
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「爺爺,回家吧。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAhbspT8Gzum
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「嗯……」
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死病老生——生339Please respect copyright.PENANAaAmcjlvEOQ
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。339Please respect copyright.PENANARG4tqbqpXd
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。339Please respect copyright.PENANAU3RywerUFE
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。339Please respect copyright.PENANAVDUJTtNTcV
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「口渴嗎?來,喝些許清水吧!」339Please respect copyright.PENANAMPYMCPawMT
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孫兒停步,從背囊掏出保溫水壺,欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。339Please respect copyright.PENANAOsx92tY3A6
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他沒有吸吮。339Please respect copyright.PENANALXEKYNo5Mr
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會,惟見他沒反應,也只好收起水壺。339Please respect copyright.PENANAIXaDiTm7Jh
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罷。339Please respect copyright.PENANAepgztHypv2
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。339Please respect copyright.PENANAsXtaj4pm7Y
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他覺得這地方很眼熟,卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回應。339Please respect copyright.PENANA2rJ6c3H7BV
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不要緊。339Please respect copyright.PENANA3hnu7RsbWB
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老,才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。339Please respect copyright.PENANAdTPOsJY9Gr
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他仍是那個身體健康的他,每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃,尤愛「菠蘿油」,於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩,深信「一分耕耘,一分收穫」,於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪,自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。339Please respect copyright.PENANA5Q2Ix9WhwX
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嘴角輕揚。339Please respect copyright.PENANAo75klA4Wcy
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一。339Please respect copyright.PENANAk1UhOlyFBW
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二。339Please respect copyright.PENANAvuau0gVqWU
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三。339Please respect copyright.PENANAwWbdaYeGfm
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。339Please respect copyright.PENANAQHtQ0V1rf7
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三秒後,他忘記了前三秒的快樂,正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。339Please respect copyright.PENANAByBDOhXQgB
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要緊的,不再要緊。339Please respect copyright.PENANA1VMwGEqoB9
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罷。339Please respect copyright.PENANAu3tm9cxMqx
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。339Please respect copyright.PENANAeAKP9TYIZJ
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循著鳥蟲之聲,他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。339Please respect copyright.PENANASVyUObiQ92
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輪椅一直前進,映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。339Please respect copyright.PENANAuQIO0aD2L1
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在最後的最後,他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。339Please respect copyright.PENANAa6YjWm9sGo
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紅燈。339Please respect copyright.PENANAFXTkGKMlcE
339Please respect copyright.PENANAr1BI7CVYj8
「爺爺,這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAoYUP9SqLHU
339Please respect copyright.PENANAg2vIu9YYjW
孫兒彷彿自言自語。339Please respect copyright.PENANA9BmDbub9nE
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綠燈。339Please respect copyright.PENANAM4xgaYeclR
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孫兒沒有開步走。339Please respect copyright.PENANA43Xp9UqvBI
339Please respect copyright.PENANAh5EyD6uYGQ
紅燈。339Please respect copyright.PENANA4IeFJq6Ssb
339Please respect copyright.PENANAmLTyymNCvR
「爺爺,我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAkR3MEWlNSf
339Please respect copyright.PENANA3Tko7v6Z37
孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。339Please respect copyright.PENANAQujnk7xcVd
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綠燈。339Please respect copyright.PENANAWvE5psX3U2
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。339Please respect copyright.PENANAUQg2vO5xLp
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紅燈。339Please respect copyright.PENANAYIqbZnrTfE
339Please respect copyright.PENANAjtNQRocxoS
「爺爺,你會怪責我嗎?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAvfQqHALpYD
339Please respect copyright.PENANApwCdBpsUSp
孫兒問空氣,縱使知道空氣沒能回應。339Please respect copyright.PENANAF5DLcteVVe
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綠燈。339Please respect copyright.PENANADdLcuHR2np
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「爺爺,放心。我會努力繼續走。」339Please respect copyright.PENANApl2TP87ZV4
339Please respect copyright.PENANAfAPX6W3Hh0
孫兒抿抿雙唇,藏起憂思,推著輪椅開步走。339Please respect copyright.PENANAUDR4czVmfQ
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總得走下去,不是嗎?不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。339Please respect copyright.PENANAd9LY500KbX
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這是從他身上學懂的。339Please respect copyright.PENANAQBaYTFlAI0
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一生受用。339Please respect copyright.PENANANKq8rhac34
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「爺爺,謝謝你。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAqb55D3ZrVm
339Please respect copyright.PENANA3YX58rfWPx
孫兒的話猶如耳邊風,進不了他的耳,到不了他的心。339Please respect copyright.PENANApEH5aufjRO
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要緊的,其實不要緊。339Please respect copyright.PENANAi5oslILzvI
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罷。339Please respect copyright.PENANAOKU4UitCqm
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他被送上安老院專車。339Please respect copyright.PENANADiWpOS5PYD
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車窗外,無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡,無窮。339Please respect copyright.PENANA1LukPEMwfx
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腦海裡,無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。339Please respect copyright.PENANA3oXVyyJFLq
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。339Please respect copyright.PENANA7d8YFsOxRv
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要緊的,不再要緊。339Please respect copyright.PENANAqc351Vk6dj
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他克盡己任,沒有遺憾。339Please respect copyright.PENANA9GsDmS1wmp
339Please respect copyright.PENANA7dIp0VgPHf
他忘記前塵,沒有執著。339Please respect copyright.PENANA3u6LjDsnn5
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有如被踐踏的梳化,有如被點燃的香菸,有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。339Please respect copyright.PENANAdkA17clA4K
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毫不在意未來的每個夏日。