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人生苦短——死
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電視仍然亮著,新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律,悶人又煩人。554Please respect copyright.PENANArQWHyxp0Wa
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他打個呵欠,伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化,借力撐起整個人,避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間,大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度,但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具,一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。554Please respect copyright.PENANAKvDhYUpSOb
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人老了,身體差了,動作遲緩了,連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器,尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來,彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。554Please respect copyright.PENANABSm6yXhEr8
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怎麼辦?可以怎麼辦?吹口哨吧。口吹曲子,耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲,心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。554Please respect copyright.PENANAsUMIoSgsO6
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張554Please respect copyright.PENANA9dhTKBnymK
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誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷554Please respect copyright.PENANAIuzt4FaNaR
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逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長554Please respect copyright.PENANA3Pk0hmyGym
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何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量554Please respect copyright.PENANAiJjvJvPyNe
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小便後,步出浴室,再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。554Please respect copyright.PENANAarKxTlsSLy
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抵不住。554Please respect copyright.PENANAHQdI13mtaY
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他決定到公園散步。554Please respect copyright.PENANAOdTuRcISuU
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望望手錶,是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。554Please respect copyright.PENANAGFzGwCQdKQ
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好福氣的,或是三五成群談天說地,或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的,或是推著購物車奔波買餸,或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。554Please respect copyright.PENANAv9ObFPkzS2
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自己有福氣嗎?托賴。能走能動能講能吃,與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角,卻也沒有特別煩心事。554Please respect copyright.PENANA6VbLf119D6
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他知道自己該要感恩,奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。554Please respect copyright.PENANAAHzBRy6j17
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。554Please respect copyright.PENANA6UEzwC0Iy0
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。554Please respect copyright.PENANAMFLvsTkIMG
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他不自已憶起亡妻……554Please respect copyright.PENANAsm0VTfOmtT
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三年前的夏天,她在家跌倒,傷及腿部筋骨,自此總是步履不穩,走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息,不要外出。她明白兒子苦心,奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱,精神越益差勁。554Please respect copyright.PENANAqlnDR6GbvP
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。554Please respect copyright.PENANAoWjfJLQrpk
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「我的腿康復不了,是嗎?」554Please respect copyright.PENANAdSAjrEghyN
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「不是。你向來身體強健,這小小傷勢不是大問題。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAb8bIPqc7Dc
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「我何時可以痊癒?我想去探望朋友。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAs1Un9YAkT0
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「快了、快了。不用著急!」554Please respect copyright.PENANAOG7jjIbz94
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「即是何時?」554Please respect copyright.PENANAfw1v3FKETf
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「下一個夏天。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAH9uOBK6WOI
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她幽幽回望,驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。554Please respect copyright.PENANAQsVm5hoCu8
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。554Please respect copyright.PENANAmZ05C2JrBx
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感動,明明眼前只有絕望。554Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1wY3NgmxA
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她的手忽爾不再無力,牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。554Please respect copyright.PENANAKN6COuNHG2
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奇蹟?希望?不。僅是信念,難以言喻的,難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。554Please respect copyright.PENANAAYRJOdzfzE
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內心終於安定下來。554Please respect copyright.PENANAbHSXRBjDo5
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她沒再糾結於健康問題,開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計:「探望朋友前,我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』!」554Please respect copyright.PENANAULSOF5bt7a
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「但你的血糖……」554Please respect copyright.PENANAh37dHKess2
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「我向來身體強健,這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAN0Usld4KSR
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他會心一笑,笑她依舊貪吃如豬。554Please respect copyright.PENANAcfaPpnB3Pu
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復,走路時拐得更嚴重。554Please respect copyright.PENANAcceer9znmr
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兒子送她一根拐杖。554Please respect copyright.PENANAZjznD2CLzZ
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當晚,她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰,因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢,倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。554Please respect copyright.PENANAumbUrXrj0B
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她不知道,整個晚上,丈夫徹夜無眠,眼睜睜望著天花,細聽她的哭聲,細想她的未來。554Please respect copyright.PENANARGgxfDlsIv
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天亮,兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後,馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛!當然要吃『菠蘿油』!」554Please respect copyright.PENANATEZh8caUfb
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妻子笑了,連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪,戴上最喜歡的髮夾,塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖,因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他,她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。554Please respect copyright.PENANAvAt2YlHLk1
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鐵路車站裡,人流如鯽,彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理,繼續保持慢調,只知自己不僅是自己。554Please respect copyright.PENANAyAwYkZOooL
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終於來到馳名的冰廳,二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃,亦不是回憶中的味道。554Please respect copyright.PENANALHZ4IveCpu
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不要緊,反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。554Please respect copyright.PENANAaAWGo1mlZ6
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼,不知道,大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。554Please respect copyright.PENANA5MyZm0MsfJ
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於願足矣。554Please respect copyright.PENANAlDmeDhskNO
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沒過幾天,還未開始探望朋友,她已於睡夢中悄然離世……554Please respect copyright.PENANACFCehosGm5
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公園裡,樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。554Please respect copyright.PENANA5n382OoobJ
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他不動聲息,藏起思念,繼續開步走。554Please respect copyright.PENANAqY8cqXVi17
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總得走下去,不是嗎?554Please respect copyright.PENANAX6Fv5Gor7J
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不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。554Please respect copyright.PENANAdo7HFkah0F
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走到涼亭,看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。554Please respect copyright.PENANA43MIA0c63z
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棋局中,事事分明,步步無情。554Please respect copyright.PENANAFfXXO9nrJj
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他專注觀賽,全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
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人生苦短——病554Please respect copyright.PENANAwACiLvwlEt
他在床上徐徐張眼。554Please respect copyright.PENANAGbdghqm48J
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床褥太軟,腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。554Please respect copyright.PENANAoUry4ySzQg
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暈眩冉退,目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者,他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。554Please respect copyright.PENANAeWy3BvBeHH
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嗯。醫院。554Please respect copyright.PENANAsaxR64gtez
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接受醫生的檢查,證實無恙後,獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄,已通知兒子和媳婦,只待他們前來接送。554Please respect copyright.PENANASzpmssEpaA
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醫生離開後,護士也去忙別的。554Please respect copyright.PENANAmhxvPKTIlY
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他呆坐床上,默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回,感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀,總得要到醫院走幾趟,實屬平常不過的事情,對吧?554Please respect copyright.PENANAKciUIOsHPo
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如他所料,兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。554Please respect copyright.PENANAYEMG2BbI1f
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱,熱昏了。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAAm4tXllmv0
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「那就多待在家裡避暑,不要外出四處走動。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAtUP9tv95Qc
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「知道。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAqMWJgJ4l5c
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院,在街邊截下的士,直驅住所。554Please respect copyright.PENANAilfShlwalc
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車廂裡,二人不發一言,各自對著窗外景物發愣。554Please respect copyright.PENANAaRWUBLrKRT
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沒有怨氣或鬱結,只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。554Please respect copyright.PENANAtYSztJNz5u
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡,無窮。554Please respect copyright.PENANARHeE660dFc
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兒子倏忽開口,神色惘然。554Please respect copyright.PENANAtdzHZM0PAE
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「我有末期肝癌,剩半年壽命。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAXDqL1D3wHj
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「她知道了沒?」554Please respect copyright.PENANApKcXVupcno
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「不打算告訴她。」554Please respect copyright.PENANArjYPtgHE32
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療?」554Please respect copyright.PENANAHZlGbbgpIp
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兒子笑而不語。554Please respect copyright.PENANAMWLtAj5Rvf
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他愣住片刻,良久才道:「明白。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAis037db0qE
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊,以示感謝。554Please respect copyright.PENANAyiDggKCrka
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲,逕自到浴室洗澡去。554Please respect copyright.PENANAx3Ch96mLDJ
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蒸氣瀰漫,看得見,抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始,也抓不著終結。554Please respect copyright.PENANAd0K5irqSyi
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來,沒能選擇長大與否,沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛,沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死,全是沒能選擇的。554Please respect copyright.PENANAZSISe6vM9e
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翌日,兒子和媳婦如常上班,孫兒如常上學,家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。554Please respect copyright.PENANA5ea2hXVnKy
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他決定到公園走走。554Please respect copyright.PENANA8l7hJvAY9G
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。554Please respect copyright.PENANAMsT0w9eKZK
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此樹是否去年那樹?此鳥是否去年那鳥?此蟲是否去年那蟲?要緊,不要緊。在意,沒能在意。554Please respect copyright.PENANA4AuK22r1c2
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幽幽踏步,皆因內心焦躁。554Please respect copyright.PENANAI1oqYpJ8R7
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來到涼亭,棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他,感到難過。他認為無論難過與否,該死的時候總得要死。554Please respect copyright.PENANA1lSs3wDdXE
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全場一片默然。554Please respect copyright.PENANAh6X55iWthC
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。554Please respect copyright.PENANAPG6nL3GFus
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不要問為何。不要問感受。554Please respect copyright.PENANAgT6ykf8LdT
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。554Please respect copyright.PENANA6hTacc5KtG
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正午,他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午,孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦,他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間,一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上,被匆匆推送入急症室深處。554Please respect copyright.PENANA4Advd5X2Vl
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。554Please respect copyright.PENANAATsFwC3W8n
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站,然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久,醫生步出急症室,宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。554Please respect copyright.PENANAPnvyVuJBgi
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。554Please respect copyright.PENANAPWaLJY5jup
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然,皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。554Please respect copyright.PENANANNIlPmpsQ0
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「爺爺,很熱啊!」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。554Please respect copyright.PENANAmUvyikb0uV
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切,他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。554Please respect copyright.PENANA5OTgOjkA72
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晚餐後,兒子在露台抽菸,媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子,五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟,此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。554Please respect copyright.PENANA9j76bcwXXi
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跳跳跳,有節奏地跳個不停,像心臟。554Please respect copyright.PENANAQO2YZfrZUX
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心臟停止跳動當刻,棋友有何感受?掛念未完的棋局?掛念急症室外的男女親友?554Please respect copyright.PENANA1EjZcdTAed
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台,看著兒子呼出個個煙圈,圈圈復圈圈,冉升消散不復見。554Please respect copyright.PENANA0iNsUEQ0xK
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不復見。554Please respect copyright.PENANAWpz9IpILzf
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他莫名的被深深憾動。554Please respect copyright.PENANAz2E476bIFH
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走到兒子身邊,告知棋友的死訊。554Please respect copyright.PENANAVJP9njNMRf
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毋須明言,兒子已猜測到他的用意。554Please respect copyright.PENANALAQpciXla2
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「我不怕死。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAfi3gMFuNdT
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕,只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」554Please respect copyright.PENANA8v1Zimitmm
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「你有沒有想要完成的事?」554Please respect copyright.PENANAIzHwtCWbcZ
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAxl1e2dLrfv
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「她的叮囑?」554Please respect copyright.PENANAhRqG3aESzO
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「不。她離開得太突然,我沒機會問她,只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAzP0w7o2r2q
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「別傻!她不願看見你耿耿於懷!」554Please respect copyright.PENANAT40Tul1ucZ
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「她沒這麼說。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAYzCo9XngjZ
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兒子苦笑,笑他彆扭。554Please respect copyright.PENANAAZXn90IlJ8
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再次不了了之?他以為是,直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。554Please respect copyright.PENANAkmv3hKWuLZ
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無論大家怎樣勸說,兒子依然不願接受治療,堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。554Please respect copyright.PENANAAAzfzFBvKg
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半年後,兒子沒死去。一年後,兒子仍活著。三年半後,兒子依然沒斷氣。554Please respect copyright.PENANAsKcmkwVRrf
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問何解。醫生說原因不明,但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。554Please respect copyright.PENANAlw6onUTuqX
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離開醫院、歸家路上,兒子和他拐到公園散步去。554Please respect copyright.PENANAqplAng4nWk
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。554Please respect copyright.PENANAPNevNzzE9E
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「你多活了三年半。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAosu13y5mxG
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAsRMxMyCiCD
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「想繼續吃?」554Please respect copyright.PENANAcZtLpzJVqq
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAHs3xTRmUMw
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒,希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子,在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後,才重回職場繼續拼搏。554Please respect copyright.PENANACnthVRCGc2
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他為兒子衷心高興著,亦感謝上蒼的好生之德,沒有帶走……554Please respect copyright.PENANAI8PzGrjrQJ
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兒子呢?554Please respect copyright.PENANAINfJpwWThe
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。554Please respect copyright.PENANAx2hqLKo6IQ
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啊!記起來了。554Please respect copyright.PENANAGApdeV5TXT
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外,下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊,沒能重回職場,沒能享受期待已久的夏日。554Please respect copyright.PENANAtCOeSWPMxQ
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果然。554Please respect copyright.PENANA88ivNxLQyK
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不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。554Please respect copyright.PENANAsVXqFNmFEx
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中,他繼續走。554Please respect copyright.PENANAcUcnsWSnfm
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
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死病老生——老554Please respect copyright.PENANAkw5vatsdN9
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。554Please respect copyright.PENANArZZwD0qRq1
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望望掛鐘,七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。554Please respect copyright.PENANAavHCUoB1fw
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輕敲孫兒房門,不聞回應。推門內進,不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊,掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再,五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子,不需要他的照顧。554Please respect copyright.PENANAeqir1hasht
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若有所失。554Please respect copyright.PENANAJZXKSM1wSD
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到公園散心吧。554Please respect copyright.PENANAN4oOep7IW8
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公園裡,美好回憶俯拾皆是。554Please respect copyright.PENANAQMSuRWcfF2
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中,憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭,憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。554Please respect copyright.PENANAannVPwWcbm
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離開緩步徑,闖入樹林。554Please respect copyright.PENANAvuR3ocSzoU
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找樹。找到那樹。554Please respect copyright.PENANAJSIZjcsDDl
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不,不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯,刻記模糊難辨。554Please respect copyright.PENANA22o2CrpTfY
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此樹不是當年那樹,正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。554Please respect copyright.PENANAvunvM8HQ3e
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡,無論願意不願意。554Please respect copyright.PENANAMimZklirnQ
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不願意。554Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZgYIu2ay4
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想逃。554Please respect copyright.PENANA0pl2mmALte
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逃!554Please respect copyright.PENANAJK4OaoQyzz
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逃出樹林。554Please respect copyright.PENANAjIyZSZkmQb
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彷如隔世。554Please respect copyright.PENANAA0Lcun4Nz0
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陽光刺眼,氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。554Please respect copyright.PENANAPB1jhlRhaF
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倏忽忘了路,忘了如何走下去……554Please respect copyright.PENANAmmad4lYkpR
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一青年步入警署。554Please respect copyright.PENANALm4Glnjpdl
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「你是誰?」554Please respect copyright.PENANAR1pBCEt5pS
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「我是你的孫兒。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAxXhNZGq8PJ
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「嗯……」554Please respect copyright.PENANATi9sHbmHXG
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「爺爺,回家吧。」554Please respect copyright.PENANA1lDZghTRV9
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「嗯……」554Please respect copyright.PENANA2GQMuS8jPa
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著,天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著,孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。554Please respect copyright.PENANAFWQSA9gbkK
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一切近在眼前,卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的,竟顯得如此接近。554Please respect copyright.PENANAmxWuYCPJJr
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是否忘記了甚麼?554Please respect copyright.PENANAiOtsJVLAgh
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐?554Please respect copyright.PENANA67FzANRq6T
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輕敲主人房房門,不聞回應。欲推門內進,卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎?554Please respect copyright.PENANAkqk37e0FsL
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激動。拍拍拍,踢踢踢,吵吵吵。554Please respect copyright.PENANAYPU979j3Of
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「快開門!我要跟你聊天!快開門!來!快開門!」554Please respect copyright.PENANAO4DAjRhALu
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房,上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受,硬生生吃痛。554Please respect copyright.PENANAsaT4yrxH2f
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAlpVRdJYRwz
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「你騙我!他一定在裡面!」554Please respect copyright.PENANAHZQRheNWLi
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「爺爺,你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班,還在公司。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAzJKYVMDWSG
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未下班?在公司?他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……554Please respect copyright.PENANA3tjjYr24hN
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見他愣住,孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力:「爺爺,不如一起到公園散步。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAGl1MHdAGTy
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公園裡,美好回憶俯拾皆是。554Please respect copyright.PENANAqjlRvMHWpP
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲,孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧,那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……554Please respect copyright.PENANAZE6LgBImuj
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爸爸癱瘓後,媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來,乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去,離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情,一直鬱鬱寡歡。554Please respect copyright.PENANAOOwg8vCapm
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某個深夜,忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探,驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩,冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂,臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散,卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……554Please respect copyright.PENANAbpkNyVAtiE
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。554Please respect copyright.PENANA82Exgg6fW2
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「不用發愁啊!」554Please respect copyright.PENANAdXrrfQc0LG
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「你知道我在愁甚麼?」554Please respect copyright.PENANATaeUVz5Dhi
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「考試成績嘛!」554Please respect copyright.PENANAGHsXW7cwgq
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「對!我就是擔心考試成績!」554Please respect copyright.PENANAUzIk9E8Xyo
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「傻孩子!考試只是人生的一小部份,毋須將成績看得過份重要!」554Please respect copyright.PENANAKAxMXR5CYx
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「嗯,我知道了……」554Please respect copyright.PENANAZpAPYDS3rW
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孫兒唯唯諾諾,以假笑作結。554Please respect copyright.PENANAD5rC6MStNj
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結伴走了又一段路。554Please respect copyright.PENANA60HXgpF3dL
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子,也像曾經的他。554Please respect copyright.PENANAzxu0mnBlRq
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憶起關於兒子的一切,憶起關於自己的一切。554Please respect copyright.PENANAxuomBlhgri
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去,活得比兒子好,活得比他好。554Please respect copyright.PENANAcJ5e0uIWRQ
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤,留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。554Please respect copyright.PENANA1ttJDfOpyD
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。554Please respect copyright.PENANAak8maiSpAP
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「不用發愁啊!」554Please respect copyright.PENANA87nC0Arvro
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「爺爺放心!考試而已,難不倒我!」554Please respect copyright.PENANA8FjGYe3nDC
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好,如果你累了,就乾脆放下吧!」554Please respect copyright.PENANAeG68KKHcD4
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他淡然一笑,笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。554Please respect copyright.PENANA1lvDDGj92C
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孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻?554Please respect copyright.PENANAGCbx3393yj
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沒待孫兒辨清真假,他已然幽幽踏步開步走。554Please respect copyright.PENANAZv0XijGEUX
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上,但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。554Please respect copyright.PENANA4hOFf1JRGT
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去,沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。554Please respect copyright.PENANAAVNzj1rXpG
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鳥繼續叫,蟲繼續鳴,不過往後的夏天從此走了調。554Please respect copyright.PENANAEXxXuqYsVQ
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沒有在意的人,沒有在意自己的人,無論願意不願意。554Please respect copyright.PENANAiXNGZ4kzBV
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多,慢慢忘記很多。554Please respect copyright.PENANAkczyT5cgQn
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。554Please respect copyright.PENANA6Sro60AdAa
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找樹?找不到那樹。554Please respect copyright.PENANAkdoOo8Y59P
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樹不是當年那樹,正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。554Please respect copyright.PENANAmIlZCekmYV
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡,無論願意不願意。554Please respect copyright.PENANAZSvrwFgaWv
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願意。554Please respect copyright.PENANA5OMhoUfMd7
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。554Please respect copyright.PENANAHoai70lzcK
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身累,心累。就此停下來,可以嗎……554Please respect copyright.PENANArrWyW0Mvas
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一青年步入醫院。554Please respect copyright.PENANASjW8rvywt3
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「你是誰?」554Please respect copyright.PENANADbTumZzDjl
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「我是你的孫兒。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAstKmAIAroe
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「嗯……」554Please respect copyright.PENANA8zxBbGt5JW
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「爺爺,回家吧。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAwyerhnFXnq
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「嗯……」
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死病老生——生554Please respect copyright.PENANAqCV3K6XGXp
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。554Please respect copyright.PENANArufXZz0PM6
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。554Please respect copyright.PENANAx9J8WlCzcf
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。554Please respect copyright.PENANAEC2DpQ4JA2
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「口渴嗎?來,喝些許清水吧!」554Please respect copyright.PENANANQI8zmPtgN
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孫兒停步,從背囊掏出保溫水壺,欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。554Please respect copyright.PENANAyfCtQOcG50
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他沒有吸吮。554Please respect copyright.PENANALT5tWfxnvZ
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會,惟見他沒反應,也只好收起水壺。554Please respect copyright.PENANAOfsC6hFMha
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罷。554Please respect copyright.PENANAzdOK6nfpfm
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。554Please respect copyright.PENANASqDTj0PE8S
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他覺得這地方很眼熟,卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回應。554Please respect copyright.PENANAMTILfYOnY8
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不要緊。554Please respect copyright.PENANAJbjetRiPkK
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老,才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。554Please respect copyright.PENANAs3yMhIj2Og
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他仍是那個身體健康的他,每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃,尤愛「菠蘿油」,於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩,深信「一分耕耘,一分收穫」,於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪,自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。554Please respect copyright.PENANAxrovJLx7Vs
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嘴角輕揚。554Please respect copyright.PENANA6aRxTQiNhk
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三。554Please respect copyright.PENANA6RQ6y3vIRa
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。554Please respect copyright.PENANAlJNRGyfj9L
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三秒後,他忘記了前三秒的快樂,正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。554Please respect copyright.PENANAsZioIusQoI
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要緊的,不再要緊。554Please respect copyright.PENANAOSesLN2nVh
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罷。554Please respect copyright.PENANANLlnc1qblu
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。554Please respect copyright.PENANA8t8Xmmbe3M
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循著鳥蟲之聲,他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。554Please respect copyright.PENANA0oMig8xwvn
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輪椅一直前進,映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。554Please respect copyright.PENANA6Sj00vSRhg
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在最後的最後,他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。554Please respect copyright.PENANAMioK3ngDQY
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紅燈。554Please respect copyright.PENANAcXJnysamva
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「爺爺,這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」554Please respect copyright.PENANA7xitd6IDgy
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孫兒彷彿自言自語。554Please respect copyright.PENANAsq823K1o7D
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綠燈。554Please respect copyright.PENANA30WP5Tcwal
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孫兒沒有開步走。554Please respect copyright.PENANACv54LPekzC
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紅燈。554Please respect copyright.PENANA5aBJjQnxG2
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「爺爺,我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」554Please respect copyright.PENANANisiUhIMSF
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。554Please respect copyright.PENANAKnBYT55ccG
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綠燈。554Please respect copyright.PENANAqPRZ0PtB5p
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。554Please respect copyright.PENANAd4VLpUwLo1
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紅燈。554Please respect copyright.PENANAg5YGlkUMSe
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「爺爺,你會怪責我嗎?」554Please respect copyright.PENANADH2Sq1wrrH
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孫兒問空氣,縱使知道空氣沒能回應。554Please respect copyright.PENANAzlR9ZrVJWg
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綠燈。554Please respect copyright.PENANAXrxykQgA45
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「爺爺,放心。我會努力繼續走。」554Please respect copyright.PENANACGXESQeMMl
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孫兒抿抿雙唇,藏起憂思,推著輪椅開步走。554Please respect copyright.PENANAXePa9eudr4
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總得走下去,不是嗎?不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。554Please respect copyright.PENANASGXRu1AFYZ
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這是從他身上學懂的。554Please respect copyright.PENANAeAuxIFCtYR
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一生受用。554Please respect copyright.PENANACjpPdFFXxC
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「爺爺,謝謝你。」554Please respect copyright.PENANAIbpgwXPg78
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孫兒的話猶如耳邊風,進不了他的耳,到不了他的心。554Please respect copyright.PENANA32wXpjAt32
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要緊的,其實不要緊。554Please respect copyright.PENANAv6VEEzPO6L
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罷。554Please respect copyright.PENANAYvsjsDUS01
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他被送上安老院專車。554Please respect copyright.PENANAh7O4aR0ddv
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車窗外,無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡,無窮。554Please respect copyright.PENANAR2P0HA9Zud
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腦海裡,無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。554Please respect copyright.PENANAQLCsxNajIt
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。554Please respect copyright.PENANAOP4Qp6xI0G
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要緊的,不再要緊。554Please respect copyright.PENANAqWAhwulLBk
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他克盡己任,沒有遺憾。554Please respect copyright.PENANA8utenm71AQ
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他忘記前塵,沒有執著。554Please respect copyright.PENANALYtnngi5Jv
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有如被踐踏的梳化,有如被點燃的香菸,有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。554Please respect copyright.PENANAFTrCXzImvM
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毫不在意未來的每個夏日。