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人生苦短——死
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電視仍然亮著,新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律,悶人又煩人。590Please respect copyright.PENANAwgBmS03IXm
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他打個呵欠,伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化,借力撐起整個人,避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間,大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度,但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具,一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。590Please respect copyright.PENANAuVSzs4nvYN
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人老了,身體差了,動作遲緩了,連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器,尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來,彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。590Please respect copyright.PENANAkrzoi8HgAW
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怎麼辦?可以怎麼辦?吹口哨吧。口吹曲子,耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲,心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。590Please respect copyright.PENANAJk92QZlCxN
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張590Please respect copyright.PENANAQq0Y8oVXjL
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誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷590Please respect copyright.PENANAcqtpfCNwyA
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逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長590Please respect copyright.PENANAiGFd8b6uAo
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何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量590Please respect copyright.PENANAUgxlpPZ27M
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小便後,步出浴室,再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。590Please respect copyright.PENANABV1Kj07Ry9
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抵不住。590Please respect copyright.PENANAG4V3zpGZYd
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他決定到公園散步。590Please respect copyright.PENANArvtfePas9g
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望望手錶,是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。590Please respect copyright.PENANA23oLnWLoVr
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好福氣的,或是三五成群談天說地,或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的,或是推著購物車奔波買餸,或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。590Please respect copyright.PENANA3gv0ZfZ1q7
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自己有福氣嗎?托賴。能走能動能講能吃,與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角,卻也沒有特別煩心事。590Please respect copyright.PENANAZKU9u3L8i5
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他知道自己該要感恩,奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。590Please respect copyright.PENANA9HIp5Fjrpv
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。590Please respect copyright.PENANArgSfyi0bSL
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。590Please respect copyright.PENANAp4qznonvTD
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他不自已憶起亡妻……590Please respect copyright.PENANAtqd7GKk4wl
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三年前的夏天,她在家跌倒,傷及腿部筋骨,自此總是步履不穩,走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息,不要外出。她明白兒子苦心,奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱,精神越益差勁。590Please respect copyright.PENANAYF2liOmJWI
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。590Please respect copyright.PENANA5UagV0P6qc
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「我的腿康復不了,是嗎?」590Please respect copyright.PENANAGtg7IoZjOx
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「不是。你向來身體強健,這小小傷勢不是大問題。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAUSd5RSyUUD
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「我何時可以痊癒?我想去探望朋友。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAHZzV3UMQDD
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「快了、快了。不用著急!」590Please respect copyright.PENANAnntekwcmGf
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「即是何時?」590Please respect copyright.PENANANcHeh7UNYd
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「下一個夏天。」590Please respect copyright.PENANA4G8oZwVG8f
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她幽幽回望,驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。590Please respect copyright.PENANAoINlVGhgvY
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。590Please respect copyright.PENANAZB7ktSHSNm
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感動,明明眼前只有絕望。590Please respect copyright.PENANAzZ0MZtqQ3s
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她的手忽爾不再無力,牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。590Please respect copyright.PENANACx1kWgM06l
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奇蹟?希望?不。僅是信念,難以言喻的,難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。590Please respect copyright.PENANAWJ7YPzHS0D
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內心終於安定下來。590Please respect copyright.PENANAef6OTrkZiy
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她沒再糾結於健康問題,開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計:「探望朋友前,我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』!」590Please respect copyright.PENANAai6OE64TA5
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「但你的血糖……」590Please respect copyright.PENANAj6l7yBV2ae
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「我向來身體強健,這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAahzQwmEJAC
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他會心一笑,笑她依舊貪吃如豬。590Please respect copyright.PENANAhOps5zPqfo
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復,走路時拐得更嚴重。590Please respect copyright.PENANA3XTRXWevsd
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兒子送她一根拐杖。590Please respect copyright.PENANA6j2Hr8e0La
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當晚,她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰,因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢,倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。590Please respect copyright.PENANAa28T1kXc3r
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她不知道,整個晚上,丈夫徹夜無眠,眼睜睜望著天花,細聽她的哭聲,細想她的未來。590Please respect copyright.PENANAsfmf6L7VQC
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天亮,兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後,馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛!當然要吃『菠蘿油』!」590Please respect copyright.PENANAWDsShRabh0
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妻子笑了,連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪,戴上最喜歡的髮夾,塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖,因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他,她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。590Please respect copyright.PENANAidxtecDPGb
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鐵路車站裡,人流如鯽,彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理,繼續保持慢調,只知自己不僅是自己。590Please respect copyright.PENANAuUDMMpaEqC
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終於來到馳名的冰廳,二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃,亦不是回憶中的味道。590Please respect copyright.PENANA0hKijqx6iP
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不要緊,反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。590Please respect copyright.PENANAYMLPCGsQdL
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼,不知道,大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。590Please respect copyright.PENANAoxacj2T4ke
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於願足矣。590Please respect copyright.PENANANAAbWhJGWh
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沒過幾天,還未開始探望朋友,她已於睡夢中悄然離世……590Please respect copyright.PENANADUOEHgLRQX
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公園裡,樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。590Please respect copyright.PENANAdyQUGdAg1O
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他不動聲息,藏起思念,繼續開步走。590Please respect copyright.PENANAPHWMq4es9Y
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總得走下去,不是嗎?590Please respect copyright.PENANAKpAGnsEwIA
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不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。590Please respect copyright.PENANAP2LqCYw6k1
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走到涼亭,看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。590Please respect copyright.PENANAwCOeo7TfzD
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棋局中,事事分明,步步無情。590Please respect copyright.PENANAQcIBuqv9MT
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他專注觀賽,全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
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人生苦短——病590Please respect copyright.PENANAcrTHNyxdVP
他在床上徐徐張眼。590Please respect copyright.PENANAO59RHj5wp3
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床褥太軟,腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。590Please respect copyright.PENANAPobKOwWWx0
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暈眩冉退,目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者,他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。590Please respect copyright.PENANAI3xMqbaLQw
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嗯。醫院。590Please respect copyright.PENANAt0XBiMXKzS
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接受醫生的檢查,證實無恙後,獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄,已通知兒子和媳婦,只待他們前來接送。590Please respect copyright.PENANAr3er8L1aAQ
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醫生離開後,護士也去忙別的。590Please respect copyright.PENANA0oPxlOwqty
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他呆坐床上,默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回,感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀,總得要到醫院走幾趟,實屬平常不過的事情,對吧?590Please respect copyright.PENANAXyXj1jyKYw
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如他所料,兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。590Please respect copyright.PENANA81wGltdgvm
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱,熱昏了。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAsOEs9y4xvC
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「那就多待在家裡避暑,不要外出四處走動。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAtmn4kF0ePr
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「知道。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAQYssOpaY9i
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院,在街邊截下的士,直驅住所。590Please respect copyright.PENANACUcXnCJKR6
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車廂裡,二人不發一言,各自對著窗外景物發愣。590Please respect copyright.PENANAGHbi7YltGh
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沒有怨氣或鬱結,只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。590Please respect copyright.PENANAZftaB1GqbO
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡,無窮。590Please respect copyright.PENANAlK3rPsZUiy
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兒子倏忽開口,神色惘然。590Please respect copyright.PENANAGjWUNv3cdT
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「我有末期肝癌,剩半年壽命。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAA2QiWbDmbp
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「她知道了沒?」590Please respect copyright.PENANAu1tJZbEOCF
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「不打算告訴她。」590Please respect copyright.PENANA2PxW5YElmz
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療?」590Please respect copyright.PENANAfo54i1n7d0
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兒子笑而不語。590Please respect copyright.PENANAwG59mzwVg3
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他愣住片刻,良久才道:「明白。」590Please respect copyright.PENANASripOyd5KR
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊,以示感謝。590Please respect copyright.PENANAHUuUDKysrd
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲,逕自到浴室洗澡去。590Please respect copyright.PENANAbCWIkQ0xVc
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蒸氣瀰漫,看得見,抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始,也抓不著終結。590Please respect copyright.PENANAyO4tYxUn5N
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來,沒能選擇長大與否,沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛,沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死,全是沒能選擇的。590Please respect copyright.PENANAuuKhC7sdUD
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翌日,兒子和媳婦如常上班,孫兒如常上學,家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。590Please respect copyright.PENANAwzMVL8wRDP
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他決定到公園走走。590Please respect copyright.PENANAmt4pu5DyDY
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。590Please respect copyright.PENANA1jDyOEangd
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此樹是否去年那樹?此鳥是否去年那鳥?此蟲是否去年那蟲?要緊,不要緊。在意,沒能在意。590Please respect copyright.PENANAsNJUimVQR5
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幽幽踏步,皆因內心焦躁。590Please respect copyright.PENANAevYssf3nL1
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來到涼亭,棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他,感到難過。他認為無論難過與否,該死的時候總得要死。590Please respect copyright.PENANAHw9esprxIp
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全場一片默然。590Please respect copyright.PENANAw65ZWSApYS
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。590Please respect copyright.PENANAQE1a0GqpxR
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不要問為何。不要問感受。590Please respect copyright.PENANArupVFZvxnY
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。590Please respect copyright.PENANA5c7bFSIggO
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正午,他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午,孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦,他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間,一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上,被匆匆推送入急症室深處。590Please respect copyright.PENANA2ALnFeZrYV
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。590Please respect copyright.PENANAw6CoKShVgT
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站,然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久,醫生步出急症室,宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。590Please respect copyright.PENANAOrUclAl5B5
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。590Please respect copyright.PENANAy4HMR1c5uy
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然,皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。590Please respect copyright.PENANA26lKQlbkwD
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「爺爺,很熱啊!」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。590Please respect copyright.PENANAzhgnwJqHLJ
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切,他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。590Please respect copyright.PENANA8L5FpD2j5L
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晚餐後,兒子在露台抽菸,媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子,五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟,此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。590Please respect copyright.PENANAMCdW5a8Hk4
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跳跳跳,有節奏地跳個不停,像心臟。590Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3jGqLnjP4
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心臟停止跳動當刻,棋友有何感受?掛念未完的棋局?掛念急症室外的男女親友?590Please respect copyright.PENANAnY49n209Pl
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台,看著兒子呼出個個煙圈,圈圈復圈圈,冉升消散不復見。590Please respect copyright.PENANAQcwdUHRYjo
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不復見。590Please respect copyright.PENANAtkU6GPoZak
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他莫名的被深深憾動。590Please respect copyright.PENANA7bHFJE5DbF
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走到兒子身邊,告知棋友的死訊。590Please respect copyright.PENANAjVIwQ6MB9U
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毋須明言,兒子已猜測到他的用意。590Please respect copyright.PENANAnISECwVJt6
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「我不怕死。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAsK373un4kv
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕,只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」590Please respect copyright.PENANA6S0d8RorLo
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「你有沒有想要完成的事?」590Please respect copyright.PENANAXoufz0OoST
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAws7czypx8t
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「她的叮囑?」590Please respect copyright.PENANAsYD3qKyX0D
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「不。她離開得太突然,我沒機會問她,只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAk9pHbYDdCC
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「別傻!她不願看見你耿耿於懷!」590Please respect copyright.PENANAaiRmSnjSy4
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「她沒這麼說。」590Please respect copyright.PENANA0ckGTAZ3xd
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兒子苦笑,笑他彆扭。590Please respect copyright.PENANA8UhkWqIDTx
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再次不了了之?他以為是,直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。590Please respect copyright.PENANApjY1N7GycR
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無論大家怎樣勸說,兒子依然不願接受治療,堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。590Please respect copyright.PENANAymKcS9L8PI
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半年後,兒子沒死去。一年後,兒子仍活著。三年半後,兒子依然沒斷氣。590Please respect copyright.PENANAKbehVTlbMM
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問何解。醫生說原因不明,但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。590Please respect copyright.PENANAPJZcxQLP7Y
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離開醫院、歸家路上,兒子和他拐到公園散步去。590Please respect copyright.PENANAtOptbCtrYt
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。590Please respect copyright.PENANApR5MOSXznq
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「你多活了三年半。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAZTw4slxQGF
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAoi7SDt4lFz
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「想繼續吃?」590Please respect copyright.PENANA1kNIi820d6
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAXc19odIEGs
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒,希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子,在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後,才重回職場繼續拼搏。590Please respect copyright.PENANAPOq3G9ADBz
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他為兒子衷心高興著,亦感謝上蒼的好生之德,沒有帶走……590Please respect copyright.PENANAbwUAGgtA2Y
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兒子呢?590Please respect copyright.PENANANXsVwtxGo3
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。590Please respect copyright.PENANAaziAgRAefZ
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啊!記起來了。590Please respect copyright.PENANABHzlivLAMf
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外,下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊,沒能重回職場,沒能享受期待已久的夏日。590Please respect copyright.PENANA5GqMYNus5g
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果然。590Please respect copyright.PENANA4AdpU7bRzA
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不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。590Please respect copyright.PENANAiwiICi4irI
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中,他繼續走。590Please respect copyright.PENANAPNx6W1S7po
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
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死病老生——老590Please respect copyright.PENANAcAQXdUKNn7
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。590Please respect copyright.PENANApC2Ktsyykg
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望望掛鐘,七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。590Please respect copyright.PENANAoJCCBjnxxH
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輕敲孫兒房門,不聞回應。推門內進,不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊,掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再,五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子,不需要他的照顧。590Please respect copyright.PENANAawBs7gxCMV
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若有所失。590Please respect copyright.PENANALWT4ZLDTEl
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到公園散心吧。590Please respect copyright.PENANAEgH5OV29iM
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公園裡,美好回憶俯拾皆是。590Please respect copyright.PENANAzaAjwbLJ8S
590Please respect copyright.PENANArTGSLj0UyF
憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中,憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭,憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。590Please respect copyright.PENANAirJl01TGp7
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離開緩步徑,闖入樹林。590Please respect copyright.PENANA8jx7tH9OXo
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找樹。找到那樹。590Please respect copyright.PENANASPVtFdPRLV
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不,不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯,刻記模糊難辨。590Please respect copyright.PENANAbIWhw8hfsU
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此樹不是當年那樹,正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。590Please respect copyright.PENANAYgnKNrCEGy
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡,無論願意不願意。590Please respect copyright.PENANAAh1LPwvhby
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不願意。590Please respect copyright.PENANAflW1qmpo7r
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想逃。590Please respect copyright.PENANAsdoSxBEJS4
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逃!590Please respect copyright.PENANAKa9xZIZ6vo
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逃出樹林。590Please respect copyright.PENANAM6GLWycwso
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彷如隔世。590Please respect copyright.PENANAhpGS5Aw9Gj
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陽光刺眼,氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。590Please respect copyright.PENANAcJqWT1KHDS
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倏忽忘了路,忘了如何走下去……590Please respect copyright.PENANAZ25qQbHanp
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一青年步入警署。590Please respect copyright.PENANAYsw2UucgG2
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「你是誰?」590Please respect copyright.PENANA9MCmAwXXXs
590Please respect copyright.PENANAhpBeJw8gxT
「我是你的孫兒。」590Please respect copyright.PENANANEYPADJYIl
590Please respect copyright.PENANAT9fxQYUCTK
「嗯……」590Please respect copyright.PENANA74eWXYuGiV
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「爺爺,回家吧。」590Please respect copyright.PENANA9xfDJ5kdAP
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「嗯……」590Please respect copyright.PENANA4hCVJJ2u0k
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著,天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著,孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。590Please respect copyright.PENANAUpPTzfFA9O
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一切近在眼前,卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的,竟顯得如此接近。590Please respect copyright.PENANArchfbMG2oo
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是否忘記了甚麼?590Please respect copyright.PENANA5R7PSDCfUi
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐?590Please respect copyright.PENANA2Q0pEe9gtt
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輕敲主人房房門,不聞回應。欲推門內進,卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎?590Please respect copyright.PENANAUU38gvDRKB
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激動。拍拍拍,踢踢踢,吵吵吵。590Please respect copyright.PENANAtc7fHJsYpd
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「快開門!我要跟你聊天!快開門!來!快開門!」590Please respect copyright.PENANAnM5uRA3R6I
590Please respect copyright.PENANA9VV0xN7A6w
孫兒應聲衝出廚房,上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受,硬生生吃痛。590Please respect copyright.PENANA7mfeTdUD3k
590Please respect copyright.PENANAKwjaxCaWHK
「爸爸不在房間裡。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAsLCzQuDObI
590Please respect copyright.PENANA684G1ZHumc
「你騙我!他一定在裡面!」590Please respect copyright.PENANAqPVncyryZR
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「爺爺,你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班,還在公司。」590Please respect copyright.PENANA0Bkitz7Ksj
590Please respect copyright.PENANAYrVVgXGDPA
未下班?在公司?他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……590Please respect copyright.PENANA1VCMo7bpri
590Please respect copyright.PENANAi56yU2rGQe
見他愣住,孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力:「爺爺,不如一起到公園散步。」590Please respect copyright.PENANA6sNSZ0iZfm
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公園裡,美好回憶俯拾皆是。590Please respect copyright.PENANAhfxko9o2bI
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲,孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧,那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……590Please respect copyright.PENANAnKrLYJCcTj
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爸爸癱瘓後,媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來,乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去,離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情,一直鬱鬱寡歡。590Please respect copyright.PENANAiTkJP4f014
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某個深夜,忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探,驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩,冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂,臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散,卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……590Please respect copyright.PENANAnwdVUT0L5x
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。590Please respect copyright.PENANA9Umzh5wJi3
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「不用發愁啊!」590Please respect copyright.PENANASxYXZBt6Gs
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「你知道我在愁甚麼?」590Please respect copyright.PENANAWUx4jKSJmG
590Please respect copyright.PENANAXtQyFVYsaF
「考試成績嘛!」590Please respect copyright.PENANAw3VRg9M5GY
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「對!我就是擔心考試成績!」590Please respect copyright.PENANApZOdfoobs3
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「傻孩子!考試只是人生的一小部份,毋須將成績看得過份重要!」590Please respect copyright.PENANAAB37rBMknv
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「嗯,我知道了……」590Please respect copyright.PENANAnP2AjADbjR
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孫兒唯唯諾諾,以假笑作結。590Please respect copyright.PENANAEm0YTge3PP
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結伴走了又一段路。590Please respect copyright.PENANAVqn1XmOsiN
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子,也像曾經的他。590Please respect copyright.PENANAx6VOACDJS3
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憶起關於兒子的一切,憶起關於自己的一切。590Please respect copyright.PENANAW4YnVCwqDN
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去,活得比兒子好,活得比他好。590Please respect copyright.PENANAfQHY3vSp4j
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤,留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。590Please respect copyright.PENANAITQti1XFOm
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。590Please respect copyright.PENANAxpgZmppxBj
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「不用發愁啊!」590Please respect copyright.PENANA4k8PYmw8nn
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「爺爺放心!考試而已,難不倒我!」590Please respect copyright.PENANAbA9JUV0j2A
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好,如果你累了,就乾脆放下吧!」590Please respect copyright.PENANAuNbU3ghVlZ
590Please respect copyright.PENANAYsDUocJCoP
他淡然一笑,笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。590Please respect copyright.PENANAPuUQAOgkh7
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孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻?590Please respect copyright.PENANASvYuJmIVao
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沒待孫兒辨清真假,他已然幽幽踏步開步走。590Please respect copyright.PENANAJRpY5WiKV7
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上,但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。590Please respect copyright.PENANACHHxIJFlA3
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去,沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。590Please respect copyright.PENANA4PiMywzqv3
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鳥繼續叫,蟲繼續鳴,不過往後的夏天從此走了調。590Please respect copyright.PENANARjAkLnT1Lj
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沒有在意的人,沒有在意自己的人,無論願意不願意。590Please respect copyright.PENANA8CPJf89PRF
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多,慢慢忘記很多。590Please respect copyright.PENANAPOiJhUDwDc
590Please respect copyright.PENANAXKqxsiR06r
忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。590Please respect copyright.PENANAIcnpWOTHKP
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找樹?找不到那樹。590Please respect copyright.PENANAh6KA4p4CgP
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樹不是當年那樹,正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。590Please respect copyright.PENANAJk1S6NNdZX
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡,無論願意不願意。590Please respect copyright.PENANAhT5fFIUnCM
590Please respect copyright.PENANAQe2HITYiGj
願意。590Please respect copyright.PENANAwLdshLfcTV
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。590Please respect copyright.PENANAchFZAYIol5
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身累,心累。就此停下來,可以嗎……590Please respect copyright.PENANAX4Z7jCsBey
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一青年步入醫院。590Please respect copyright.PENANAW8avl52Vtv
590Please respect copyright.PENANAQWZiz7OLuT
「你是誰?」590Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZVEsUHF7U
590Please respect copyright.PENANAUprpT4Cm68
「我是你的孫兒。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAdMYHUQbkA5
590Please respect copyright.PENANArUJyHTO8aX
「嗯……」590Please respect copyright.PENANATcvD1wHxMN
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「爺爺,回家吧。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAYPTGkICTyy
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「嗯……」
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死病老生——生590Please respect copyright.PENANAkvzFCDQkgL
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。590Please respect copyright.PENANASDFaJlEqtb
590Please respect copyright.PENANAwaow3QoBtx
樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。590Please respect copyright.PENANAdHgX8FNPRW
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。590Please respect copyright.PENANAjB0gxIm0p0
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「口渴嗎?來,喝些許清水吧!」590Please respect copyright.PENANAWIhkrgSjLV
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孫兒停步,從背囊掏出保溫水壺,欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。590Please respect copyright.PENANAJhgnsjVRQG
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他沒有吸吮。590Please respect copyright.PENANAMxfSZsfRZM
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會,惟見他沒反應,也只好收起水壺。590Please respect copyright.PENANA7ka3fZEswa
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罷。590Please respect copyright.PENANATEOjysOH6n
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。590Please respect copyright.PENANAsbOyWUAK8X
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他覺得這地方很眼熟,卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回應。590Please respect copyright.PENANAmFVJqKMLML
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不要緊。590Please respect copyright.PENANAO3KgCheqHG
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老,才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。590Please respect copyright.PENANAuhMZ02DMMx
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他仍是那個身體健康的他,每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃,尤愛「菠蘿油」,於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩,深信「一分耕耘,一分收穫」,於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪,自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。590Please respect copyright.PENANA6UJ7EFS8cK
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嘴角輕揚。590Please respect copyright.PENANAgu7ucqLSSy
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一。590Please respect copyright.PENANAlFrhMJXwTc
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二。590Please respect copyright.PENANA9S6dWg9ixr
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三。590Please respect copyright.PENANAg0KJT3m7Nx
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。590Please respect copyright.PENANASIO2GWEIGR
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三秒後,他忘記了前三秒的快樂,正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。590Please respect copyright.PENANA0zpa9urEMD
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要緊的,不再要緊。590Please respect copyright.PENANAmlfwLDUa3U
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罷。590Please respect copyright.PENANAdxcVoz5XdY
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。590Please respect copyright.PENANAgvqKrAlbov
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循著鳥蟲之聲,他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。590Please respect copyright.PENANARYdAB7UZnt
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輪椅一直前進,映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。590Please respect copyright.PENANAwpW1Q3rb5l
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在最後的最後,他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。590Please respect copyright.PENANAKoIgmaRTeh
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紅燈。590Please respect copyright.PENANAcPx7G2Egb3
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「爺爺,這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAyaPRPZ1wTY
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孫兒彷彿自言自語。590Please respect copyright.PENANAw9JEJWJ3hy
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綠燈。590Please respect copyright.PENANABjZFOJjpKU
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孫兒沒有開步走。590Please respect copyright.PENANAzaFjvVDDLa
590Please respect copyright.PENANAjyy2rkEExu
紅燈。590Please respect copyright.PENANAfeywizVuUK
590Please respect copyright.PENANAS8LycPl37J
「爺爺,我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAcrQyGScZqs
590Please respect copyright.PENANAxm6ykTjHfQ
孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。590Please respect copyright.PENANARchqOXtuOW
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綠燈。590Please respect copyright.PENANA3uBTbrofhn
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。590Please respect copyright.PENANADB8Cl3WSQZ
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紅燈。590Please respect copyright.PENANAFMxtXiDfVc
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「爺爺,你會怪責我嗎?」590Please respect copyright.PENANAodjlB9T5pV
590Please respect copyright.PENANAzfeMcMjFWI
孫兒問空氣,縱使知道空氣沒能回應。590Please respect copyright.PENANAzkymBxHZrX
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綠燈。590Please respect copyright.PENANAiWjsTvTV3x
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「爺爺,放心。我會努力繼續走。」590Please respect copyright.PENANA9tkZoKcZNB
590Please respect copyright.PENANAqSoZOAypjW
孫兒抿抿雙唇,藏起憂思,推著輪椅開步走。590Please respect copyright.PENANAM5WGGdyPMz
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總得走下去,不是嗎?不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。590Please respect copyright.PENANABwghqU3VCw
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這是從他身上學懂的。590Please respect copyright.PENANAL1nancp9wj
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一生受用。590Please respect copyright.PENANAD6NBtBzAAV
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「爺爺,謝謝你。」590Please respect copyright.PENANAn8rP36AjM4
590Please respect copyright.PENANAH4MrwVHeJE
孫兒的話猶如耳邊風,進不了他的耳,到不了他的心。590Please respect copyright.PENANAEk5WHtshks
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要緊的,其實不要緊。590Please respect copyright.PENANA5Jc85Voc1E
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罷。590Please respect copyright.PENANAgU20vyBEXw
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他被送上安老院專車。590Please respect copyright.PENANAJ06HaPcnhj
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車窗外,無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡,無窮。590Please respect copyright.PENANAbhsjkJ1Z2g
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腦海裡,無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。590Please respect copyright.PENANARDf2bAQBeD
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。590Please respect copyright.PENANAZiUruOitmD
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要緊的,不再要緊。590Please respect copyright.PENANAVhtzr267ue
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他克盡己任,沒有遺憾。590Please respect copyright.PENANAuxZm7bd2CC
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他忘記前塵,沒有執著。590Please respect copyright.PENANAi6C3EELm7q
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有如被踐踏的梳化,有如被點燃的香菸,有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。590Please respect copyright.PENANAXhuei9xq9c
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毫不在意未來的每個夏日。