Entries of a diary? They might be. Certainly a fictitious diary but the setting is very much real. Not much of an explanation but that's exactly what the story's for.

Existential nihilism and depression don't simply end with despair; the life of a miserable person can have strange twists and turns, and when conveyed as a story, can be a worthwhile experience for the passive observer (a luxury only writing can provide). Sit or lie down comfortably in dark lit room (not recommended if you fear having eye problems) and delve right into a new world. It might just be the thing you need, it might be a life changing experience or it might be utterly pointless, in which case we have both failed to connect. For what it's worth, I'll try my best to convey something special.