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No Plagiarism!icb7koWvFrwmCVwSTIOfposted on PENANA 本來當我以為我身上的傷口都康復愈合過後,醫院就會順理成章入我出院。8964 copyright protection67PENANA9sUo5Zbggk 維尼
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但是讓我沒想到的是,事情並沒有那麼簡單的說。8964 copyright protection67PENANAlr0EpLzMvE 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAJhoqdsriwZ
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因為前幾天我在醫院胡鬧的行為,為醫院帶來不少的影響和麻煩。8964 copyright protection67PENANAWJTBUJfWWA 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAANx1Ccsj0F
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而且我是精神病患者的緣故,他們決定將我移動到另一所醫院繼續留院觀察。8964 copyright protection67PENANAALJpisXm2Q 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAmj7FBoJuRl
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我結果來到了熟悉的地方,這就是盧小桐也在住的精神病醫院。8964 copyright protection67PENANAQymbrm7k3c 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA3YpSaxuJpX
8964 copyright protection67PENANAwPaRNLyBC9 維尼
好巧不巧的我也恰好成為了盧小桐的新鄰居。8964 copyright protection67PENANAKeIuBzZ4ns 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAE0wM8WszZi
8964 copyright protection67PENANAVi0V0mgUbU 維尼
“為,為什麼?為什麼小糖大大你會在這裡?!”8964 copyright protection67PENANAKIaaPapkvA 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANACSgcp4hGQG
8964 copyright protection67PENANASQ4Epr8u8t 維尼
我尷尬地對著盧小桐笑著道。8964 copyright protection67PENANAXXc9cpZgsw 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAKuXt1tEJGo
8964 copyright protection67PENANAK07oJAUk5w 維尼
“這個說來話長,唉...”8964 copyright protection67PENANAheQXRVMpXu 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANARXuxsTnZFo
8964 copyright protection67PENANATnnoSv0ZOR 維尼
盧小桐似乎第一次看見如此情緒低落的我,比較她所認識的那一個唐可可。8964 copyright protection67PENANAQHkz3szvVD 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAsFFKwptUQX
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可是十分開朗,對生活十分憧憬積極的人。8964 copyright protection67PENANAsx5Eg7vdvt 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAm5yy1N6mPB
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而現在....8964 copyright protection67PENANACStM1JyNI1 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAnAaAW3cKZO
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我的視線緩緩從盧小桐的眼睛,下意識移向自己前臂上的傷疤。8964 copyright protection67PENANAQKGw2KSi3U 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAPIQOWE9Wqp
8964 copyright protection67PENANARi9F7KXxiZ 維尼
當然盧小桐也意識到我的手。8964 copyright protection67PENANAlc9mxvIgmc 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAdo8ScSGFDf
8964 copyright protection67PENANAto9Xm6NsXZ 維尼
她詫異地坐到我的床邊,然後緩緩摸著我的疤。8964 copyright protection67PENANAHm24AVn5FK 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAtBzZgdqHwO
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“我終於理解你為什麼一直會穿長袖衣服了。很痛吧?”8964 copyright protection67PENANANPErU554Ix 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAnCIvkGpeOL
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讓我更是出乎意料,或者是說很意想不到。8964 copyright protection67PENANAFU8gUQDb3A 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA76fKBXqDjX
8964 copyright protection67PENANAgE5dbgfZt0 維尼
她一邊摸著我的疤痕,居然哭了起來。8964 copyright protection67PENANApLezE60j3e 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAlMFQpP8uIA
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叩叩叩8964 copyright protection67PENANA4oxCTKcqBU 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAE31ZGeXCP2
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忽然一個素未謀面的男人走進了我們的病房,看著他手裡拿著用美工紙疊出來的花束。8964 copyright protection67PENANAy014qk2KuW 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAXM2JmmiWuv
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看來盧小桐在這裡也沒有少艷福啊。8964 copyright protection67PENANAaJwa8ImgSb 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAZDdQVaW7gA
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當盧小桐看見這位男士走進病房,立馬慌慌張張地擦掉自己臉上的眼淚。8964 copyright protection67PENANAF1CRy3Qkdl 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAIRjEUv7fbQ
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更是春光滿面地,用著滿都是愛意的眼神看著他。8964 copyright protection67PENANAsxUp9GnYiz 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAfNKJ0sUHJs
8964 copyright protection67PENANAGjuGXsm8xI 維尼
當我看見臉上全都寫滿了幸福二字的盧小桐,我心裡很祝福她很開心。8964 copyright protection67PENANAobMHzXeb0m 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANADyg94li8Dj
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但卻心底有一絲一瞬間覺得十分嫉妒的感覺。8964 copyright protection67PENANA3wPir3A5R6 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAqfUokXd3oU
8964 copyright protection67PENANAmOLmXkxvh0 維尼
為了不打擾他們二人,我準備要離開病房之際。8964 copyright protection67PENANAPUHiuQ1WQl 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA8HGqdTuC0r
8964 copyright protection67PENANAkNuiZNu1oz 維尼
這男人視線緩緩看向了我。8964 copyright protection67PENANAL0JuBtvNso 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAKAmTFDH6MT
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“小桐,這位不是之前一直來探望你的可可姐嗎?為什麼她會在這裡?”8964 copyright protection67PENANARpbIyzAJxj 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAUcDc5FzaSq
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雖然這聽起來好像只是普通的一句疑問句,但是我看著他的眼神和語氣。8964 copyright protection67PENANAw7tyqjiYdI 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAQzqIDpbzWo
8964 copyright protection67PENANAQRMtThWfGj 維尼
壓根就不是那麼一回事。8964 copyright protection67PENANAm5KLQqejL4 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAqnNEHxhPz0
8964 copyright protection67PENANAWxy3E07cYI 維尼
但是此時此刻的我,快要分不清到底是這個人真的不懷好意。8964 copyright protection67PENANA7bpApzzzgf 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAmCmvLVOvul
8964 copyright protection67PENANAeZF1LiKOLT 維尼
還是單純我的情緒病受到影響,看著誰都似乎不喜歡我。8964 copyright protection67PENANAcr6aLmyGf7 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAzsVxRG2vU0
8964 copyright protection67PENANAlbzkuojsFe 維尼
腦袋再一次不受控制地,莫名其妙有許多奇怪的想法冒出。8964 copyright protection67PENANAmEF6ZHVuaF 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAbvrlo4BEQW
8964 copyright protection67PENANALXdu7ds45Y 維尼
停下來丶停下來丶不要再說了。8964 copyright protection67PENANAOofYb394xr 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAAQJbzQCdW3
8964 copyright protection67PENANAJM2pV78Qrv 維尼
許多不懷好意的聲音,不斷在我耳邊環繞。8964 copyright protection67PENANAspMNgDnalW 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAS1nA9BEZpR
8964 copyright protection67PENANAswJyWSFjyz 維尼
“對不起,我先出去,你們兩個好好聊。”8964 copyright protection67PENANA4R3BOKuHbp 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA5zbsE0ncn6
8964 copyright protection67PENANAmb7tvVcVR6 維尼
我二話不說,一鼓作氣衝向病房外。8964 copyright protection67PENANAV2OMFV4MUu 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAHxJIhLlE3p
8964 copyright protection67PENANAkIGsiz6bOw 維尼
我也不知道自己走到那裡,在那裡。8964 copyright protection67PENANAbta1ZdfAip 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA2xibMYVEfi
8964 copyright protection67PENANA75eLbBkCOU 維尼
只是找到一個陰影的角落,蹲坐在那邊。8964 copyright protection67PENANACVDV9L25rE 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA6QiuMokr7C
8964 copyright protection67PENANAGmiWndBRe5 維尼
用力地按緊了自己的耳朵,希望聲音快點消失。8964 copyright protection67PENANAPGhfwIYPwb 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAHRDTcopINB
8964 copyright protection67PENANAgoxEyKUTXV 維尼
這些不知道哪裡來的聲音,能不能快點消失。8964 copyright protection67PENANAqtsp5J0O9h 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAc8HQVyJi51
8964 copyright protection67PENANAhhEXrP0CxV 維尼
他們不斷在我旁邊告訴我,我的人生多失敗,我這個人多可笑。8964 copyright protection67PENANAry8iwcNoMw 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAp5KPCK7ajd
8964 copyright protection67PENANAaxfFTU1BfD 維尼
身邊沒有一個人喜歡你,你只是一個存在世界的負累,毫無意義的存在。8964 copyright protection67PENANAzTwncnAyFp 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA8ubxBBvENr
8964 copyright protection67PENANA339K2aq9me 維尼
這些聲音丶這些聲音丶拜託....拜託...停下來好不好。8964 copyright protection67PENANApkL8G143O5 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAI8CrOeVXmd
8964 copyright protection67PENANA7xhxGSjUgq 維尼
我的情緒又再一次不受控制地,瘋狂在哭。8964 copyright protection67PENANA9Y5xZZdl79 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANASwBAdhN0Sc
8964 copyright protection67PENANAqUnaN7o6Vd 維尼
直到有人輕輕地不斷拍打我的肩膀,溫柔地輕聲呼喊我的名字。8964 copyright protection67PENANABWa1XW4yzz 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAb4DHwWZCW9
8964 copyright protection67PENANA3DIc3e8Wp5 維尼
“可可?可可?可可?”8964 copyright protection67PENANARnkk6k21zX 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAgd7MP62zJO
8964 copyright protection67PENANAt74d7rdo6B 維尼
直到我回過神來,發現自己不知從哪裡撿來了一把膠片。8964 copyright protection67PENANAP0r0AwKgFM 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAWTJZ4YebeJ
8964 copyright protection67PENANALyMCbToZVx 維尼
又再一次嘗試著傷害自己。8964 copyright protection67PENANAsraM1U0tSl 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAd3bTfaW5uT
8964 copyright protection67PENANAkcvpBgLNEj 維尼
幸好這裡有許多的護士醫生看著,他們在我失控的時候一直嘗試。8964 copyright protection67PENANAmHInVqbPNF 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAEiCzcPzHXy
8964 copyright protection67PENANA4KTStAl4LZ 維尼
不傷害到我的情況下奪走我手上的鈍器,結果發生了現在僵持的畫面。8964 copyright protection67PENANASiHqR5H0SN 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA7dgUeb2idp
8964 copyright protection67PENANAL1mA0IVBsw 維尼
然後另一位護士,嘗試不斷叫我的名字,讓我恢復理智。8964 copyright protection67PENANAO4CTfMFxbG 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA2hKBdcaVnb
8964 copyright protection67PENANAlNB7H0R8zv 維尼
大家發現我開始平復情緒之後,也緩緩鬆開了我的手。8964 copyright protection67PENANAowvE1QKMph 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAsQWibMox2S
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除了被自己用膠片磨破皮的手腕以外,還有各種被大家用力勒出的紅印。8964 copyright protection67PENANA8UsQDzTWJs 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAi6yQumtNUQ
8964 copyright protection67PENANAGNTVVKkxsu 維尼
“對不起,對不起。我不是故意的,我不知道自己在幹嘛,對不起丶對不起。”8964 copyright protection67PENANAcetwEP5big 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAgrDiIR4L7s
8964 copyright protection67PENANAYl2pnxO1iu 維尼
護士仿佛在呵護一個三歲的孩子一樣,溫柔地摸著我的頭。8964 copyright protection67PENANAPAbcWnlvHF 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAiBHZRlPyBh
8964 copyright protection67PENANA8wwyfTxqfn 維尼
溫柔地一直對我說,沒事的,沒關係的,不是你的錯。8964 copyright protection67PENANAGOm5rbuoRf 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAVL7G0jiUrb
8964 copyright protection67PENANAKULxVnT5gk 維尼
其實這些情緒早在我小時候就開始出現,8964 copyright protection67PENANAPwRNrTvQIM 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAJgaudH460f
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但是因為這些情緒困擾了我很久,我早把他當作理所當然習而為常的東西。8964 copyright protection67PENANAn23TxVhjUh 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANARPO8ZSc909
8964 copyright protection67PENANA1Wc9vAzxqf 維尼
我也以為習慣用美工刀自殘自己是正常事。8964 copyright protection67PENANAG9yyRvBxb9 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAvVvFgCr1Um
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是從開始創業壓力特別大的時候,發現一直伴隨著自己耳邊的聲音越來越大聲。8964 copyright protection67PENANAwpqDnd6nLI 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAK4X5TZcUOV
8964 copyright protection67PENANAvg4Pi4Xa32 維尼
說的話越來越清晰,我才意識到自己原來有幻聽。8964 copyright protection67PENANAKFLPM03sZY 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANARPdh1s1XKO
8964 copyright protection67PENANA4HpRodnAnG 維尼
自己主動去過醫院接受心理輔導,才發現原來這些事情根本不正常。8964 copyright protection67PENANAP9cXcFRYDx 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAwg65w3dyui
8964 copyright protection67PENANAIrPuvcEmPh 維尼
當醫生詢問我是從什麼時候開始,我便說我從小到大就能夠聽見耳邊奇怪的聲音。8964 copyright protection67PENANA9uNQihCo6U 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAN8v8LFHzpm
8964 copyright protection67PENANAm1bE9Axj0N 維尼
但是並沒有把他當一回事。8964 copyright protection67PENANAkIdCp4KlHr 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA6b8MjBj5mt
8964 copyright protection67PENANAUQjthUBzy7 維尼
然後他開始嘗試問關於我童年的事情,也讓他找到了答案。8964 copyright protection67PENANAZ1EnIHX2Y6 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA7kLWLWnh8o
8964 copyright protection67PENANAkerL2GikmP 維尼
沒錯,就是唐靈靈帶來給我的童年陰影造成的。8964 copyright protection67PENANA8YCnAQZWfL 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAU80Mpayj4F
8964 copyright protection67PENANAoGPLLB4b8W 維尼
隨而伴隨著的壓力便是,來自父母那傳統觀念無形的壓力。8964 copyright protection67PENANAdp38hCzycl 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAsYXWXvcPue
8964 copyright protection67PENANAisZtjZFPAW 維尼
因為內向的自己,選擇將情緒收起用自殘的方式令自己舒服一點。8964 copyright protection67PENANAI3MlV1TS6D 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAjyT4U0qnbw
8964 copyright protection67PENANAZpGDx06TUj 維尼
一直以來都沒有人告訴我這是不對的行為,所以我一直在用錯的方式來發洩情緒。8964 copyright protection67PENANAyCJO4fS0XC 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANASKKTpH63lC
8964 copyright protection67PENANA3AWNGESQDl 維尼
我曾經也有嘗試向父母表示,我有情緒困擾的問題。8964 copyright protection67PENANAFc2rqI4ieC 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAjjXq7hUP7a
8964 copyright protection67PENANAJ6BXjFybso 維尼
經常性莫名其妙擁有自殺的念頭,認為自己的存在是多餘的。8964 copyright protection67PENANA38BZSiuudR 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAbLuSSWejaj
8964 copyright protection67PENANAFJn64xlHOo 維尼
但是在父母的眼裡,只認為這是我逃避現實的藉口。8964 copyright protection67PENANAtUu7xvbZ16 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANADzQs9eLSxr
8964 copyright protection67PENANAEVx91gy6WJ 維尼
認為我作為成年人,應當由自己承擔去處理自己的問題。8964 copyright protection67PENANAmldmuJ0uXN 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA3K1liXIxdA
8964 copyright protection67PENANA6ZZ7B2duBO 維尼
認為我顧作用自殺作為威脅,讓他們覺得自己是不及格的父母。8964 copyright protection67PENANAWQUa9Ws3Ju 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAVvBkNoQTNs
8964 copyright protection67PENANAc125FANCiM 維尼
但我只是希望得到他們的支持和陪伴,希望他們能夠相信我的困擾。8964 copyright protection67PENANAbb4E5kvrNc 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANALg6ASTDjbU
8964 copyright protection67PENANArIEIXgukZx 維尼
我有嘗試過向很多人表示自己的困擾,自己的情緒問題。8964 copyright protection67PENANAkwz8Qi16Rg 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA32Fxm7NA2Y
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卻是得到的答案只有8964 copyright protection67PENANASTbSIlPzlA 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANASLxHyhO0Ow
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“是你自己想太多了,別想那麼多就可以了。”8964 copyright protection67PENANAahiNmCADnv 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAPUsNjwq0qa
8964 copyright protection67PENANAUQJo1pt5oW 維尼
“你看開點就好了,這沒什麼大不了的,而且比你慘的人還很多。”8964 copyright protection67PENANAriOwgxLcA6 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANA8LuoFLUkpe
8964 copyright protection67PENANAaxyRzwoEY7 維尼
但是我想得到的說話只是簡單的一句。8964 copyright protection67PENANALg2KczbWPq 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAXA6EXjMZZG
8964 copyright protection67PENANAnc31WRTBGe 維尼
別怕,我在呢,我會陪著你。8964 copyright protection67PENANAHHF1vEoW2X 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAWwVUdhYXdw
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就那麼簡單的說話而已,偏偏這簡單的說話,不知何時變得那麼奢侈。8964 copyright protection67PENANAitRz8Bu0zo 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAabuoKHvywU
8964 copyright protection67PENANAR5jhixqThT 維尼
久而久之,我自己的情緒問題變成了我心底最深處牢固地鎖起來的箱子。8964 copyright protection67PENANAYkbT0VVpn6 維尼
71Please respect copyright.PENANAgezhx4yZ9f
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