I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.404Please respect copyright.PENANAeCUkdDgbPA
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.404Please respect copyright.PENANAAOmlzVnim0
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.404Please respect copyright.PENANAkI7AInnVoR
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.404Please respect copyright.PENANAmaE4wH7a3f
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.404Please respect copyright.PENANAyzCVsWb7Fg
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.404Please respect copyright.PENANACF7ugf32Rr
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.404Please respect copyright.PENANAkEwYzpGiuL
Fucken asshole.404Please respect copyright.PENANAaDSdE2UHvG
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.404Please respect copyright.PENANA1qlPXipsU6
"At 11."404Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZTItbTUaA
Dammit still have half a day to go.404Please respect copyright.PENANAbitrlYY7e6
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?404Please respect copyright.PENANABxBID6idRv
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.404Please respect copyright.PENANA6M5cerw9xh
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.404Please respect copyright.PENANAaGvLEkuQhI
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.404Please respect copyright.PENANAiH2hLXFAT8
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.404Please respect copyright.PENANAWDQKWvOZXy
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.404Please respect copyright.PENANAJzDnMmNW1K
I wounder what they are doing right now?404Please respect copyright.PENANA6I7I380Q0h
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.404Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ug7USUGzp
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.404Please respect copyright.PENANANildfRfgc1
Brett..404Please respect copyright.PENANAvsNHDJUtd7
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.404Please respect copyright.PENANAIgEzKFJe6L
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.404Please respect copyright.PENANApm5mSzMZRh
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.404Please respect copyright.PENANAZ33t32rhPM
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.404Please respect copyright.PENANAFKh9syGab2
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.404Please respect copyright.PENANAZMM1Jm7xeX
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.404Please respect copyright.PENANAKkF0lEYqls
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.404Please respect copyright.PENANAY5N1WTAD3G
"I have been looking for you."404Please respect copyright.PENANAKmW4ZECpF9
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.404Please respect copyright.PENANAvbWkuKNl3l
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.404Please respect copyright.PENANAonlmSNEbOI
"What? "404Please respect copyright.PENANAEkx4TFbTfS
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.404Please respect copyright.PENANA995i1CiogR
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.404Please respect copyright.PENANAUHuYRgKKnG
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.404Please respect copyright.PENANAHQNriemm4g
Gross, Chicky sentence.404Please respect copyright.PENANAhFZoUnCWJw
Raven you have lost your touch.404Please respect copyright.PENANARkFjHTG8cc
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.404Please respect copyright.PENANAaAdMUZDVs1
I shook my head.404Please respect copyright.PENANASrInnvlp0Y
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."404Please respect copyright.PENANA1bUet8MKr4
His eyes shined.404Please respect copyright.PENANAkV89wEcqa3
"I'll wait for you. "404Please respect copyright.PENANAm4vmjghlaz
"Don't, Don is here. "404Please respect copyright.PENANArtcZJeERoA
His eyes widened.404Please respect copyright.PENANAVE64MUgtSo
" How do you -"404Please respect copyright.PENANANute6koTwP
" Josh told me. " I cut in.404Please respect copyright.PENANArcPbtPF5EG
He closed his eyes and sighed.404Please respect copyright.PENANAEZAKDE5RYJ
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"404Please respect copyright.PENANA6O7Ntj6hDX
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.404Please respect copyright.PENANAnQHQr580kp
"Brett, its okay. "404Please respect copyright.PENANAzYKhpaZE6m
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.404Please respect copyright.PENANAMWZLb3dls1
Then I heard a door open.404Please respect copyright.PENANAjR2rCmS3mZ
Fuck.404Please respect copyright.PENANAISDFPGXPOm
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.404Please respect copyright.PENANAgEnpx2j3nE
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.404Please respect copyright.PENANAmqgpjRj7VB
I nodded and she went back inside.404Please respect copyright.PENANAK3CqVOsc79
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.404Please respect copyright.PENANA1JTp0qkrPS
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.404Please respect copyright.PENANAtsX9pYgBdl
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.404Please respect copyright.PENANAExI9u6eZ4P
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.404Please respect copyright.PENANA14Cq2V7eP1
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "404Please respect copyright.PENANAjQhSytwMhe
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.404Please respect copyright.PENANARAHj4Pi8fY
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.404Please respect copyright.PENANAWbEQgYKz2H
"I promise."404Please respect copyright.PENANAKYAJFjAeTl
He smiled and kissed my forehead.404Please respect copyright.PENANAEU1eOO4sGQ
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.404Please respect copyright.PENANAamVvX91pdn
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.404Please respect copyright.PENANAKKwY5Q0pAN
I took a deep breath and composed myself.404Please respect copyright.PENANAul6abCRa91
Raven is gone, Candy is here.404Please respect copyright.PENANAgyuGqoctXO
Candy.404Please respect copyright.PENANA7shJKKYeH4
Candy.404Please respect copyright.PENANAAZaCkYareA
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.404Please respect copyright.PENANALQU8u4yayN
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.