I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.589Please respect copyright.PENANAbSTxHUqrzq
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.589Please respect copyright.PENANA3buBn4k0wS
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.589Please respect copyright.PENANAF26Vez7fNR
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.589Please respect copyright.PENANAi8Xh7JT7XP
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.589Please respect copyright.PENANAf2MzelPwR6
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.589Please respect copyright.PENANAI6eq3djFoa
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.589Please respect copyright.PENANAq4j63J1RAf
Fucken asshole.589Please respect copyright.PENANAnmgJPfW8WJ
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.589Please respect copyright.PENANAT2V3rirAVm
"At 11."589Please respect copyright.PENANAuOD4GwEQm3
Dammit still have half a day to go.589Please respect copyright.PENANAf8pb8KY0VC
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?589Please respect copyright.PENANAMrPEvGCAck
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.589Please respect copyright.PENANAObXThUsA7y
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.589Please respect copyright.PENANAMSwy5CBFYg
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.589Please respect copyright.PENANAiSJMJ1cnKw
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.589Please respect copyright.PENANA5r3wl9rvrz
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.589Please respect copyright.PENANAYZB56vrNFz
I wounder what they are doing right now?589Please respect copyright.PENANATeySBgKxDI
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.589Please respect copyright.PENANAm0vAW492EX
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.589Please respect copyright.PENANAzJOiFPe7m7
Brett..589Please respect copyright.PENANAR7erow8HVe
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.589Please respect copyright.PENANAQLFGGk643S
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.589Please respect copyright.PENANAdXlyXnThOp
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.589Please respect copyright.PENANAfBMTJxxPUE
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.589Please respect copyright.PENANAsVXDwSgH4e
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.589Please respect copyright.PENANAfV6VKvZyxH
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.589Please respect copyright.PENANA1gbMOjyLl7
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.589Please respect copyright.PENANAh2zH7XkLKz
"I have been looking for you."589Please respect copyright.PENANAwUQ82K4dHE
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.589Please respect copyright.PENANAzWLkWBJTnI
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.589Please respect copyright.PENANA0O1hBhVkng
"What? "589Please respect copyright.PENANAALaCb0QLqF
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.589Please respect copyright.PENANAWEueYWIgHs
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.589Please respect copyright.PENANAC5vcZwfIMF
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.589Please respect copyright.PENANAx9CFIbwpte
Gross, Chicky sentence.589Please respect copyright.PENANAzYstTRAzQ3
Raven you have lost your touch.589Please respect copyright.PENANAjui2JBjXmp
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.589Please respect copyright.PENANAsC6egDaiD2
I shook my head.589Please respect copyright.PENANA35q8jtOgRG
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."589Please respect copyright.PENANAOocuvzErhC
His eyes shined.589Please respect copyright.PENANA8eyMcrq2UL
"I'll wait for you. "589Please respect copyright.PENANAqiMqZ6oiQl
"Don't, Don is here. "589Please respect copyright.PENANAN4jnKpCtAc
His eyes widened.589Please respect copyright.PENANAZaINFTt7LM
" How do you -"589Please respect copyright.PENANA7dPfqWanij
" Josh told me. " I cut in.589Please respect copyright.PENANAITH5JCnxyT
He closed his eyes and sighed.589Please respect copyright.PENANAifi6qif5pK
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"589Please respect copyright.PENANAvdFgNzrSUF
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.589Please respect copyright.PENANA3E4TYvvdth
"Brett, its okay. "589Please respect copyright.PENANAzgkRX4C432
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.589Please respect copyright.PENANA8P9iTyQ7S2
Then I heard a door open.589Please respect copyright.PENANAXRbIJD9q7m
Fuck.589Please respect copyright.PENANAocLqE4XCS9
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.589Please respect copyright.PENANAgBhXpSh09l
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.589Please respect copyright.PENANAl1hJpSR8r3
I nodded and she went back inside.589Please respect copyright.PENANAuwNQcvVw0A
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.589Please respect copyright.PENANApD6YAb7ERc
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.589Please respect copyright.PENANAQShoWKRHA3
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.589Please respect copyright.PENANAYmqKt2gA20
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.589Please respect copyright.PENANAvyfsEnwDNc
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "589Please respect copyright.PENANA6XoUI9GpU3
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.589Please respect copyright.PENANARhxjTG86EY
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.589Please respect copyright.PENANAEdRaOyP3nJ
"I promise."589Please respect copyright.PENANA2izaNAPXvM
He smiled and kissed my forehead.589Please respect copyright.PENANADRwpQ6ng71
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.589Please respect copyright.PENANAm4Bv9amZWY
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.589Please respect copyright.PENANAdF4Awl8RQV
I took a deep breath and composed myself.589Please respect copyright.PENANA2QO0suUOIa
Raven is gone, Candy is here.589Please respect copyright.PENANAo0aIA467v5
Candy.589Please respect copyright.PENANAPch2tCFVUz
Candy.589Please respect copyright.PENANA26CqJkcWdI
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.589Please respect copyright.PENANA1zCoRqSsJE
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.