I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.533Please respect copyright.PENANASRd9vQ1dZ5
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.533Please respect copyright.PENANA5RFvvQKWxB
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.533Please respect copyright.PENANA8opJfgF90c
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.533Please respect copyright.PENANAhwHEXQLBx8
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.533Please respect copyright.PENANA9f848igm7K
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.533Please respect copyright.PENANAEo3SbsIAIh
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.533Please respect copyright.PENANASwUXnm1vgr
Fucken asshole.533Please respect copyright.PENANAgCYTuotas8
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.533Please respect copyright.PENANAMpSb4v7DTD
"At 11."533Please respect copyright.PENANAS8OwpsKDSe
Dammit still have half a day to go.533Please respect copyright.PENANAQZfKaQkCEW
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?533Please respect copyright.PENANAlxEXqmXrNp
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.533Please respect copyright.PENANAHbQQgFwzyR
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.533Please respect copyright.PENANAh3JVaIJxc3
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.533Please respect copyright.PENANAXqZ1lYInvb
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.533Please respect copyright.PENANA5vkAIogiEW
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.533Please respect copyright.PENANAqxXywHeL4z
I wounder what they are doing right now?533Please respect copyright.PENANAdrpgbrlhRn
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.533Please respect copyright.PENANAdtVfuSnqEa
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.533Please respect copyright.PENANAWuQNe1IfHE
Brett..533Please respect copyright.PENANABKtZtJkV0L
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.533Please respect copyright.PENANAGIEY1yJg4E
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.533Please respect copyright.PENANAqd0BFicU2k
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.533Please respect copyright.PENANAfqvyQi8NNd
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.533Please respect copyright.PENANA3cBmPD6BIg
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.533Please respect copyright.PENANAukkt3u1FKl
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.533Please respect copyright.PENANATe6GPuKHJP
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.533Please respect copyright.PENANAyIoR9l6y2y
"I have been looking for you."533Please respect copyright.PENANAudhnY9FsxZ
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.533Please respect copyright.PENANAA1R2nkl44U
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.533Please respect copyright.PENANAjnczZoYPe0
"What? "533Please respect copyright.PENANAqBddSy7glR
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.533Please respect copyright.PENANAv8RWpVgJx6
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.533Please respect copyright.PENANAwUJpJbVObe
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.533Please respect copyright.PENANAkCNvjn4acv
Gross, Chicky sentence.533Please respect copyright.PENANAQq4AVvoGjW
Raven you have lost your touch.533Please respect copyright.PENANA7oCN4VnwQD
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.533Please respect copyright.PENANAWRvJbj89u4
I shook my head.533Please respect copyright.PENANAILPztBxP29
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."533Please respect copyright.PENANAC22UoKt51G
His eyes shined.533Please respect copyright.PENANAxi2dquoOiJ
"I'll wait for you. "533Please respect copyright.PENANAtbDWYM9suO
"Don't, Don is here. "533Please respect copyright.PENANAP0AwIID5ML
His eyes widened.533Please respect copyright.PENANAjkUQEfgeK1
" How do you -"533Please respect copyright.PENANAcFJVn0VuCZ
" Josh told me. " I cut in.533Please respect copyright.PENANA6HsQ2lNXJa
He closed his eyes and sighed.533Please respect copyright.PENANAg7kEb6dQqe
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"533Please respect copyright.PENANAbtC9UKa8aH
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.533Please respect copyright.PENANA1OChEYxDK7
"Brett, its okay. "533Please respect copyright.PENANAUgpURHZQOl
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.533Please respect copyright.PENANAHlD80hZg35
Then I heard a door open.533Please respect copyright.PENANAU9tVJTT9MK
Fuck.533Please respect copyright.PENANAa4IU82ccfG
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.533Please respect copyright.PENANAJQ6fm52ufD
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.533Please respect copyright.PENANA6Qjvgoi1wE
I nodded and she went back inside.533Please respect copyright.PENANAXbS85PUu4T
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.533Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZN0tIcuR9
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.533Please respect copyright.PENANAYISakWNaeQ
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.533Please respect copyright.PENANAiqU4WMR60Z
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.533Please respect copyright.PENANAAA0Zp1BGur
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "533Please respect copyright.PENANAGrwiwzh6BK
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.533Please respect copyright.PENANA7CQF3RxU8p
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.533Please respect copyright.PENANAHJy7liAjEk
"I promise."533Please respect copyright.PENANA7quQieUsn5
He smiled and kissed my forehead.533Please respect copyright.PENANAiKkbybwPj2
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.533Please respect copyright.PENANAD3Qd90X7oZ
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.533Please respect copyright.PENANAORe35LZHKp
I took a deep breath and composed myself.533Please respect copyright.PENANAZc4EeZt9Ig
Raven is gone, Candy is here.533Please respect copyright.PENANAUea2IMZSF0
Candy.533Please respect copyright.PENANAJo8CJdWBbV
Candy.533Please respect copyright.PENANAqFhMrIhPKF
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.533Please respect copyright.PENANAylaP8XsHaA
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.