i live in a box where a chandelier hangs in the middle. From the silver-colored chandelier hangs a wooden dragon and faux ivy.
On the bookshelves hang Christmas lights and more ivy. They carry books, figures, storage boxes colored in pale blues and beiges.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPZ9Tcc2q1
My bed is small, twin-sized, and covered in old toys. Two shelves rest above my head, as my bed is to the wall. Dangling from the shelves are dried flowers--flowers that died four months ago.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClugSc7PQa
I don't have a closet. Instead, I have a junky clothes rack that I cover with a sheet when I'm not getting clothes.
An ugly Swarovski clock hangs in my room. It was the price I had to pay in order to even get this small space. At least I have my mother's saber with me. It helps me forget the clock.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCccBeYfWro
In a week, it will be April. That means heat is coming through the two windows in my room. I'm glad I have a somewhat strong box fan to help.
Right now, this small room is messy. It usually is.
I always clean at the end of the week. I think it's symbolic of something, like cleaning a chalk slate at the end of a school day.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNyWuyKggx
When I'm anxious or depressed, I leave it this way. But whether or not I'm feeling better, I need to clean it up. So I start cleaning.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIBB8WYmIp
It's the middle of the night. My room is clean and all of the fairy lights brighten the room. They express the pastel hues of the faux flowers I have in my small room. 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNJwxFy8uN
I think about how this room came to be. 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw59E5Zhcjf
It was meant to be a dining room. Then it became my father's music room.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0l7iRQ34by
After I returned from my travels, it became my room. But it took time and persuasion to get this space. 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosOWoT0wIR
That was because this house was built with idea that I was moving away. I wasn't supposed to live here. 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGD3kpy2QSO
Plans changed, but this is not my house. It never will be. 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15pruu8fIZ
As long as I sleep in this small dining room filled with flowers and packed boxes, it will not be my home. 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAiQ9U1EFU
That's okay though. Soon, I'll have my own place to call home. That is; if everything goes according to plan....658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNUOb878Pg
I have four days. Four more days until I know if I can make my next move towards home again. 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyvBUAYe9w
But presently, my work calls me. So I'll take my pen up and continue to illustrate till my PaperGarden is vibrant with color. 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs50EFGCDbR
To be continued...658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAj84z6k1iN
