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阿零放下手提電話，愣住。沒料到大一會再聯絡她。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALyB0eoUSG
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「那個男人？今晚？」對坐的阿森將一小口和牛粒送進口裡。油香，肉嫩。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmRtYLcQvw
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阿零沒答話，直盯著阿森的臉，試圖從他的反應挑出參考線索。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83Y26EakzD
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「我可以送你去喔！」阿森的表情穩定維持在約會開始時的輕鬆狀態。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgOYpCzTmZ
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「你不介意？」阿零介意阿森的不介意。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLl0OnQEZD
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「我沒所謂。」阿森嬉皮笑臉，臉上盡是紅酒帶來的赤色醉意。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5z0Ny2de77
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阿零氣得說不出話來——她竟再次被阿森閒置在「沒所謂」的狀態。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdcHRkxBRY
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酒店大門前，阿森沒有跟阿零道別，逕自轉身離開。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcIRp9aHEF
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「你真的不介意？」阿零拉住阿森的手臂。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEsR9GNk1R
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「難道我說『介意』，你就不會去？」阿森反問。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeFXYBPonS
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「是。」阿零堅定說。她從未如此確定自己的意向。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeTGIDjBvZ
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「我沒所謂。」阿森繼續淡然。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgURVsBH97E
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阿零鬆開了手，目送阿森消失於街角不復見。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlZb9tZR21
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不捨不捨不捨又如何？憑甚麼挽留？312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzV1MjDX3Eb
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阿零抓狂反思，沒有留意到酒店大堂裡的大一隔著玻璃牆目睹一切。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBBXxCvgtR
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大一鐵定阿零今晚不會赴約。不要緊。他感覺釋懷——阿零根本不是零，只是他和她都不曾察覺。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8zf8Cx29K
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回到房間去，沒有亮起任何照明。漆黑中，他將剛買來的一盒香菸放進菸盅。點火。包裝盒首當其衝，在黑煙裡頭漸融漸化。香菸突然集體失去時間觀念，不再有菸頭菸尾之分，一下子同時燃亮起來。紅中帶橙，橙裡泛黃，最後統統成黑。滅，只餘看不見的劇臭。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaFX4R6kwu
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名副其實的遺臭萬年嗎？大一笑了，自嘲無聊。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbV7YpwnJIW
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因著無聊，他要了白酒、紅酒、香檳和魚生刺身、頂級和牛片。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPfUFhQHLQ
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因著無聊，他模仿阿零以肉沾酒在玻璃窗寫字。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBg3B1z83cS
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因著無聊，他痛哭起來。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD0o0p7nk3
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原來自己是那麼無聊。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQoThQQ2Bg
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原來自己是那麼的無意義。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RktKPlxD8
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原來自己的無意義是那麼實在。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq1eEjrQPO
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無謂再假裝。
