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阿零放下手提電話，愣住。沒料到大一會再聯絡她。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9r0mqhkU5
332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2y6lc2RrMx
「那個男人？今晚？」對坐的阿森將一小口和牛粒送進口裡。油香，肉嫩。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuiSB74vN9
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阿零沒答話，直盯著阿森的臉，試圖從他的反應挑出參考線索。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCUBs6RQZg
332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPo89CLrQZ9
「我可以送你去喔！」阿森的表情穩定維持在約會開始時的輕鬆狀態。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvouvGL7snN
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「你不介意？」阿零介意阿森的不介意。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczSBRWBkmq
332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZAzXpBCny
「我沒所謂。」阿森嬉皮笑臉，臉上盡是紅酒帶來的赤色醉意。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS8M1qIurL
332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaITsFmxgrC
阿零氣得說不出話來——她竟再次被阿森閒置在「沒所謂」的狀態。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtSXdiGHLw
332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlDMAGUle5
酒店大門前，阿森沒有跟阿零道別，逕自轉身離開。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGVbRJwOHp
332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9G9cqJsRQP
「你真的不介意？」阿零拉住阿森的手臂。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IJNJaovjp
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「難道我說『介意』，你就不會去？」阿森反問。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bUCdKsb6a
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「是。」阿零堅定說。她從未如此確定自己的意向。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJxu00TM9a
332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl9vJYrJTV
「我沒所謂。」阿森繼續淡然。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYgCGUpUDH
332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzYIuHsOtE
阿零鬆開了手，目送阿森消失於街角不復見。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOuZm6kmVU
332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyk8Qt6EuUT
不捨不捨不捨又如何？憑甚麼挽留？332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGyoim4ya0
332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCPHG586jS
阿零抓狂反思，沒有留意到酒店大堂裡的大一隔著玻璃牆目睹一切。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa8zU4jbxC
332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LQMmLINri
大一鐵定阿零今晚不會赴約。不要緊。他感覺釋懷——阿零根本不是零，只是他和她都不曾察覺。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgt5wy2Ssn
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回到房間去，沒有亮起任何照明。漆黑中，他將剛買來的一盒香菸放進菸盅。點火。包裝盒首當其衝，在黑煙裡頭漸融漸化。香菸突然集體失去時間觀念，不再有菸頭菸尾之分，一下子同時燃亮起來。紅中帶橙，橙裡泛黃，最後統統成黑。滅，只餘看不見的劇臭。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lJ31vJyjz
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名副其實的遺臭萬年嗎？大一笑了，自嘲無聊。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXZmFP7l4J
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因著無聊，他要了白酒、紅酒、香檳和魚生刺身、頂級和牛片。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpNKIhNK5C
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因著無聊，他模仿阿零以肉沾酒在玻璃窗寫字。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05nyQsRaye
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因著無聊，他痛哭起來。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wRQUetxI9
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原來自己是那麼無聊。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbshjtsWdlb
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原來自己是那麼的無意義。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlykXntNrVw
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原來自己的無意義是那麼實在。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpkdXXmWvh
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無謂再假裝。
