阿零放下手提電話，愣住。沒料到大一會再聯絡她。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWogFeyv30
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「那個男人？今晚？」對坐的阿森將一小口和牛粒送進口裡。油香，肉嫩。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbfEtc40qc
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阿零沒答話，直盯著阿森的臉，試圖從他的反應挑出參考線索。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIkGdw3dGU
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「我可以送你去喔！」阿森的表情穩定維持在約會開始時的輕鬆狀態。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvh7Zo82J6x
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「你不介意？」阿零介意阿森的不介意。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xDA4hlgNJ
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWF9sAx855
「我沒所謂。」阿森嬉皮笑臉，臉上盡是紅酒帶來的赤色醉意。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi09TmtMwKT
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUMSeO6V5w
阿零氣得說不出話來——她竟再次被阿森閒置在「沒所謂」的狀態。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMaYZhER58
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酒店大門前，阿森沒有跟阿零道別，逕自轉身離開。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhCyr7Ix7t
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeg7UzfWfN
「你真的不介意？」阿零拉住阿森的手臂。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJANmZrnKjc
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lScg9CU0b
「難道我說『介意』，你就不會去？」阿森反問。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Abv2Mvt8E
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「是。」阿零堅定說。她從未如此確定自己的意向。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqq9uWiiGQ
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhlSS3QkfV
「我沒所謂。」阿森繼續淡然。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYFsCg033D
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYIK9fEeUg
阿零鬆開了手，目送阿森消失於街角不復見。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPvy6OogHL
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不捨不捨不捨又如何？憑甚麼挽留？377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4kNFu3FAz
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14lxqp7F8F
阿零抓狂反思，沒有留意到酒店大堂裡的大一隔著玻璃牆目睹一切。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXz3e1G2oGX
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf3UXirgwq
大一鐵定阿零今晚不會赴約。不要緊。他感覺釋懷——阿零根本不是零，只是他和她都不曾察覺。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LUptmC9Dq
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回到房間去，沒有亮起任何照明。漆黑中，他將剛買來的一盒香菸放進菸盅。點火。包裝盒首當其衝，在黑煙裡頭漸融漸化。香菸突然集體失去時間觀念，不再有菸頭菸尾之分，一下子同時燃亮起來。紅中帶橙，橙裡泛黃，最後統統成黑。滅，只餘看不見的劇臭。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsi9v0nQ69o
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名副其實的遺臭萬年嗎？大一笑了，自嘲無聊。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqwUFvmiOe
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因著無聊，他要了白酒、紅酒、香檳和魚生刺身、頂級和牛片。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtJ7nLddSr
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XsEk3M4rJ
因著無聊，他模仿阿零以肉沾酒在玻璃窗寫字。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMJT64tBio
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因著無聊，他痛哭起來。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uzFvi1dOz
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原來自己是那麼無聊。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDCLpf5FJi
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原來自己是那麼的無意義。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJJ0CAZKJs
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原來自己的無意義是那麼實在。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡze6yQBewvd
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無謂再假裝。
