嘉玟母親以身體狀況越來越差為由,叫嘉玟留在家中。495Please respect copyright.PENANAsc4xa7gOPm
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「佢擺明就係扮㗎啦,唔好返去住。」王裘居說。495Please respect copyright.PENANA3Gwwk5nRRW
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「萬一係真嘅呢?況且,佢要用呢一招嚟逼我返去,睇嚟,佢真係好唔想我同你租樓住。」嘉玟講。495Please respect copyright.PENANA0Vj7ukweKx
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可是,她一直都清楚母親的意願,何以此際忽然順從?他疑問,不安在內心發酵。495Please respect copyright.PENANAwGhvHfBW3j
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「咁我呢?你唔留喺度同我一齊啦?」495Please respect copyright.PENANAbRDzWLATM8
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「會,但係我想諗吓辦法搞掂我阿媽先。」495Please respect copyright.PENANAM6NEYWR8uZ
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「定係搞掂我?你真係聽佢講,揀第二個?」495Please respect copyright.PENANA4SMvaEbODa
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即使王裘居知道,嘉玟並非勢利的人,但是,他還是這樣說了。495Please respect copyright.PENANAMOsG4Obzfm
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當初,她選擇了他,就已經很清楚,他們的未來不會搭上通往豪宅別墅的天梯,只會留在平凡無奇的人間居所;預了陪他度炎夏、寒冬,並不會輕易拋下他。495Please respect copyright.PENANANi2zUmKmwD
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可是,他感到屈辱。495Please respect copyright.PENANA2iQhw3T7FD
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他不是未曾被人低看,只是今次,對方和他有親,是他的岳母。495Please respect copyright.PENANADAGjFdFl5O
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就算嘉玟真誠愛他,他的心仍有些失落。495Please respect copyright.PENANA3dN1eIlpcb
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「我點會有第二個?佢講吓㗎咋,我都唔會理。你咁都唔信我㗎。」她半撒嬌半責罵。495Please respect copyright.PENANAjaVILXUt21
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「我好擔心,真係好擔心。我哋係咪冇得一齊?」495Please respect copyright.PENANAVjzhUw7ptg
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他們之間,從來沒有第三者,美麗動人的同學和同事都未曾吸引過他們,一路互相靠倚。王裘居現在才知道,真正的情敵早已被嘉玟提記。495Please respect copyright.PENANAa5qKYPuWtX
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「唔係⋯⋯但係,我阿媽⋯⋯」嘉玟面有難色:「佢真係好錫我。」495Please respect copyright.PENANAbBj21DZNa7
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「我都好錫你。」王裘居輕歎。495Please respect copyright.PENANAY3ZZv4jBlO
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「我知啊,但係,佢係我阿媽——」495Please respect copyright.PENANAzZbszAvt9m
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「佢覺得我唔錫你,我唔係好男人,因為我畀唔到一間私樓你住。」495Please respect copyright.PENANAVHqyMIlGwC
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他也不想發火的。但最近,真的很大壓力。個個都說,成家、立室,手上應有一棟物業,才有資格建立家庭;每次三姑六婆同事問他,有車有樓嗎?而後,那些嘲笑的嘴臉,都被他記住了。495Please respect copyright.PENANATlYKxZhnsK
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他真的已經成家,也並非從前驚悉自己不是世界中心的熱血少年;可是,他仍然希望盡自己所能,給她一個家。495Please respect copyright.PENANAdgsSroOR9m
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他已經努力,可是,好像無人欣賞他的苦心。495Please respect copyright.PENANAZpByFACWCt
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「唔係㗎,我知你好好,好錫我,所以我哋先會結婚。」495Please respect copyright.PENANAY9gpm6HsNU
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她愛他,無容置疑。她的內心同樣急躁,母親與丈夫之間,她根本無法作出抉擇,想兩個都要。495Please respect copyright.PENANA8MXhycKPA9
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「但你屋企人根本冇認可過我,覺得我畀唔到幸福你喎。」495Please respect copyright.PENANADnA9Jp2Ca8
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因為他也愛她,所以,他有感自尊受損。495Please respect copyright.PENANAJQG4rtLkRl
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這是真的,所以,嘉玟沒有反駁。495Please respect copyright.PENANAtVR2A38D47
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「婚姻係兩個人嘅事。」她說,即使她不盡認同。495Please respect copyright.PENANAqMT5WqQ9td
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「而家我見到,婚姻係兩個家庭嘅事。」495Please respect copyright.PENANA2FufOmkqUz
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「我哋每日都Facetime好冇?」495Please respect copyright.PENANAnioR80XJBC
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「你有自己房咩?」他問。495Please respect copyright.PENANA7WnM9PWjhk
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「我哋可能連傾電話嘅空間都冇,點解唔可以一齊住?我哋已經結咗婚,咁拖落去,我哋係咪會永遠分開?」495Please respect copyright.PENANAw1FqEr5pXG
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「遲啲,遲啲我一定會返嚟。」嘉玟只能講。495Please respect copyright.PENANAFJXXgvwK7z
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「等到幾時?我買到樓?」495Please respect copyright.PENANAzBOm0m1W6D
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嘉玟沉默。495Please respect copyright.PENANAAdmPxXn7rb
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她當然愛王裘居,才會從未婚女子戴上具有約束力的鑽戒,成為王太太,冠了他的夫姓,以他為愛情依歸;但是母親確實盡心盡心,給予她一切所需,她只得奢侈的物質欠缺,至少並不影響她成長。嘉玟曾經以為,母親不會介意王裘居同樣出身寒門,因為他們都是這樣走過來的。怎知,她一提起他,母親都反對。495Please respect copyright.PENANAEQkwSduvSO
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唉。其實她都覺得好撚煩。495Please respect copyright.PENANA61oN0I1EbV
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「而家我返住屋企先,之後再諗辦法、我再勸吓媽咪,好冇?」她溫聲。495Please respect copyright.PENANAtQNnepjfQv
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「唔係可以點,我有得話唔好咩。」495Please respect copyright.PENANAdX3w8l5b3T
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王裘居放棄抵抗。他不想多番與她博奕,只覺得好撚煩。495Please respect copyright.PENANAvmcYaMeX9S
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女友與他戀愛多年,或者說,二人的感情一直穩定,大家都對各自的家境並無異議,卻忽然殺出了一個岳母,既瞧不起他、又驅逐他。495Please respect copyright.PENANAaf8oNDAIiz
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「所以,我哋而家就分居緊,都半年,我就住返嚟紫荊邨,退埋租,廢事嘥屋租。」王裘居總結。495Please respect copyright.PENANAzJ4VWPVwsE
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「噢,我諗你一定覺得好無奈。」我說。495Please respect copyright.PENANAkyclpUKbOU
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原來他們分居,與感情不睦無關。香江的樓價,是全球之冠,就算勉強負擔得起,其實生活環境也遠不及所付出的金錢,地方很小,空間不多,毫不化算。495Please respect copyright.PENANA1DEAoQrjrF
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可是,連我也知道,這是資本主義社會。495Please respect copyright.PENANANG8YCDGAlx
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人與人之間的感情,很難說清,好的時候二人總是不想分開的,壞的時候恨不得對方死去,情感變幻莫測,唯獨金錢是硬性數字,是流通貨幣,是有望提升的社會地位。495Please respect copyright.PENANAm5Mn2zISJL
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「係,但我真係冇辦法。」他攤手。495Please respect copyright.PENANAlgVVcqeLIy
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「咁而家同老婆嘅聯絡情況係點?」我問。495Please respect copyright.PENANAPvr0fVgS0b
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「要唔要畀佢每日重溫?」495Please respect copyright.PENANABPastmSq5F
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那把「我」的聲音又出現,我覺得煩人。495Please respect copyright.PENANA19WcxUyo9O
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王裘居思索:「我哋會見嘅,其實就係好似拍拖嗰時咁囉,食吓飯然後我送佢返屋企,有時佢都會上我度嘅。」495Please respect copyright.PENANAPh75oYioOS
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他們沒有婚姻裏「應該」有的同居,感覺,未曾成婚。495Please respect copyright.PENANAWBtEWOGCwZ
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嘉玟常常戲言,如此,婚姻便不是愛情的墳墓。495Please respect copyright.PENANAYAg5N1aq2X
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他說:「好想同你有小朋友,成日見到隔籬屋個細路,精靈可愛,仲要好有禮貌,自己都想要一個添。」495Please respect copyright.PENANALjnQOgsnb5
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她笑:「啲人話窮人生仔正仆街,將來個仔會怨我哋㗎。」495Please respect copyright.PENANAw6MlYZzerj
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他沒好氣:「但我哋都冇點怨過。」495Please respect copyright.PENANApMm48ekE4Y
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「可能係我哋好好運。」嘉玟感慨:「我哋感覺好young。」495Please respect copyright.PENANA6WUAgXEZOU
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「以為結咗婚會好唔同,點知都係咁。只係,因為真係簽咗紙,所以輕鬆咗。」他擁着她的肩。
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「咁睇得出你哋都好努力去維繫雙方嘅感情嘅。」我說。
「緊係,老婆就得一個——只係有時一諗到,呢啲嘢有取捨,而佢唔會揀我,就會有少少唔開心囉,不過都只係抱怨吓啫。」
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