Do you ever want to cry, but can't?521Please respect copyright.PENANAAvGF1ftzPs
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam521Please respect copyright.PENANAGtFqEzzSyo
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.521Please respect copyright.PENANAfk7putBCzK
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,521Please respect copyright.PENANAvSJoT5TelU
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,521Please respect copyright.PENANAzSFtjpODuO
Why does it hurt like this?521Please respect copyright.PENANA3TXrhb0XrU
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...521Please respect copyright.PENANACAomuge3TC
So...521Please respect copyright.PENANATwL4gHL6Nf
So why can't you?521Please respect copyright.PENANAhoQgoYornV
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,521Please respect copyright.PENANAcZ2jf0tIzv
Your only company is the silence that follows.521Please respect copyright.PENANAh5kgiKb6tU
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.521Please respect copyright.PENANAz0ILv3gyXF
You dig.521Please respect copyright.PENANAG3CtBoikJQ
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,521Please respect copyright.PENANAhw0QEShjPm
Deeper, deeper,521Please respect copyright.PENANA6HLaC6cf3A
There has to be something.521Please respect copyright.PENANA1GgCI8kMXD
Deeper, deeper,521Please respect copyright.PENANAjPmjc6oU9s
Something that just didn't click.521Please respect copyright.PENANAaUR7lLOKrH
Deeper, deeper,521Please respect copyright.PENANAy04tQBaRMQ
What else is there?521Please respect copyright.PENANAWd74jFKoox
Deeper, deeper,521Please respect copyright.PENANAbfIfZXSTQQ
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?521Please respect copyright.PENANApf3Ah5ZvPG
Deeper, deeper,521Please respect copyright.PENANAH0PsmKJ7AX
It has to be the answer!521Please respect copyright.PENANAxWYUlI4Io7
Deeper, deepest.521Please respect copyright.PENANAs9CAyVjW6q
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.521Please respect copyright.PENANA0MEqOmMce0
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?521Please respect copyright.PENANAjIUWKLTckh
There's nothing.521Please respect copyright.PENANAhI88PSDVtt
It's empty!521Please respect copyright.PENANAtlMjlit4WH
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 521Please respect copyright.PENANAKJ0CpSKJjV
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 521Please respect copyright.PENANAaF8KaH3PNY
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.521Please respect copyright.PENANAIZN4KPHhZ3
They never came.521Please respect copyright.PENANA0gkWgPVnnm