Do you ever want to cry, but can't?918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPjTCHcfkU
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ak973gtRG
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MHk2x0ejV
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKuZ2GCooS
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpc9Cx0lMC
Why does it hurt like this?918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqq5tDiue3
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzMIgaqbCe
So...918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdqfh3EUwS
So why can't you?918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXCRtHqM8T
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1kbK0pa83
Your only company is the silence that follows.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYIMlg5cnL
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwthFcNk54y
You dig.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdF4OjM2UKe
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjPzAdWUHp
Deeper, deeper,918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI7GCnbNoV
There has to be something.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbkO93ck1r
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Something that just didn't click.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEwqSAhnqa
Deeper, deeper,918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOyXHhWqCp
What else is there?918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe18s1rXHrH
Deeper, deeper,918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GgKuSX5Ja
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8f8LwBwN7
Deeper, deeper,918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlKFvw6es0
It has to be the answer!918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJHX0tmKfN
Deeper, deepest.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8PgwIDLpf
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfM1jI12BT3
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBqL1sgOEn
There's nothing.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDmsT5AW7m
It's empty!918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfAz01wmaj
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t1hb211OX
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdUKNicg95
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgm8rvtI6Fn
They never came.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifoirGeMWE
