夜色如墨，家家戶戶紛紛點起懸掛於外牆的水漣燈，水漣燈的光如清透水光，明亮了沁涼如水的恬靜夜晚。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOy67jJSGvt
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悄然來訪的綿綿細雨，在水面上掀起一波波微小漣漪，雨打荷葉的輕響幽微而空靈，於朦朧的江南煙雨天聽來格外清晰。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VODinBjjw
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這場雨已經連續下了七天七夜，對我們這些水生水長的連方鎮居民而言，可是身心舒暢的好日子，不少鎮民都會待在自家水閣裡賞荷聽雨，怡然自得。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8Nt8BMAoD
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「漪洀，許久不見了，快坐下吧。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V1MERdS1S
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfyuM1J3sY
在青門客棧的水閣內烹茶的清漣，姿態端雅地如同被雨水清洗的蓮花，他看見我的到來，便熱情地笑著招呼我。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErOFdOikT5
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我默默地頷首致意，坐在他對面的座位上。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTciot1YM7
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxv8F8Sj4EO
石桌上的茶水正被炭爐煮得暖熱，飄散出氤氳茶香，與被雨水洗得清透的淡淡蓮香，融混成更加悠遠清洌的芬芳。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph4Q89cDph
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「來到這了，先喝杯茶暖暖身吧。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO51aTpLUk0
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清漣在我的青竹茶盞裡注入茶水，澄清的碧綠茶湯上浮盪著一枚淡粉蓮瓣，更顯雅致清趣。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGKdBDMzM0
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我沒有理由拒絕，清冽茶水滑入我口中的剎那，喉舌間便凝聚了一股頗具深韻的苦澀，但細嚐到底後，舒展開來的是滲入心脾的清透甘甜。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwWBOpDcMA
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDAWWDPFZj
「你煮的蓮心清露，已經跟清波姨的不相上下了呢。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4nsCgLRHC
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc91SFHCdJB
聽見我的感嘆之語，清漣的唇角勾起欣慰卻又些許苦澀的笑，說道：「娘親已經不在了，若我不能煮出來的話，這味道就要失傳了……」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbyyw5W1e9
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語畢，沉默在我和清漣周遭悄悄蔓延，淅瀝瀝的雨聲在默然中迴響著。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILlVWUnufu
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeT1v4xJ6GQ
三年前，清漣和涓兒成親後，我就搬離了青門客棧，不再當客棧的夥計。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5QiXUmx4w
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我選擇在連方鎮偏僻的某處定居，成為舟夫替外來客擺渡以餬口，避免與清漣有過多接觸。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMH0uCRwtG
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清漣似乎看出我對他的刻意迴避，他沒有向我深究原因，把心思都放在青門客棧和妻子身上，我和清漣也愈漸疏離。過去十幾年親密無間的情誼，被歲月的匆匆流逝給輕易沖淡。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL3thswUzn
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbsnbRC7TI
這幾年來，即使無法化解的苦悶於胸口不斷積累沉澱，這樣的距離卻讓我獲得了心靈的寧靜，我可以學著慢慢放下這段情思，讓將來的自己能笑著說，對清漣的這份情愛只是年少輕狂的誤解罷了。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡti9QZUirMr
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dC3Hyzb9z
但是今夜，清漣主動邀我到青門客棧品茶敘舊，不尋常的邀約讓我心底湧起強烈的不安，但隱然生出一絲的期盼，卻又讓我前來赴約……439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnVrQKkJsQ
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「漪洀，如今你過得好嗎？舟夫的工作應該很操勞吧。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWuMoOjLNA
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRk8LJO4yp5
清漣首先打破靜默，而我則輕啜一口茶，淡淡地道：「還好，工作再辛勞，習慣了便沒什麼，反正日子總得過下去……」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwcjAKv873
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雖然這些年不是沒跟清漣見過面，但像這樣坐下來好好說話卻是少見，我偷偷覷看清漣幾眼，他的眉眼已擺脫年少時期的青澀稚嫩，多了幾分成熟穩重的韻味，舉手投足間展現內在本質的清俊秀雅，讓我的目光依依不捨地在他身上流連徘徊。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BtpuYssrg
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNtgNXOPF3
此時我才驚覺，我對清漣的情意不但沒有消退，反而蘊積得更加深重，在看見他時一股腦傾瀉而出。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZVFYhISxZ
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHUFtsBhQk
難以抑止的情思滿漲於胸口，這般糾纏著我的冤孽魔障，如同無底泥沼，終究令我陷溺而向下沉淪，此生無法脫離了嗎……？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApfw1qrVGa
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縱使內心是千頭萬緒的洶湧澎湃，我卻將其壓抑在平靜淡漠的表情之下，不讓清漣察覺到我的糾結心思。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScj1JHymwN
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「是嗎，你覺得好就好了。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pHEKs2Gir
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjmT1mxbhY
對於我故作淡漠的回應，清漣露出釋懷似的神情，將目光投向水閣外的雨幕濛濛。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIjiaRyKEB
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「以前你剛來這的時候，還老是懊惱自己學不會渡舟，但過沒多久，你的渡舟仙法就使得比我還行了。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBW7aNTs1n
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMckdG0e73
「那時你總是晃悠悠地渡著蓮舟，而我就坐在你的蓮舟上頭，天南地北地說著各種故事軼聞，一同行遍連方鎮裡的每條水路。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAY2lVM7ue
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「然後等到天完全黑了，我們就點著水漣燈回家，回到家後娘親都會叨唸我們一番，卻又已經煮好了夜宵給我們，就怕我們餓著了……」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9AQISbZob
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYEaD3iUh2
清漣低啞的聲音滿溢懷思，宛若悠悠流水，溯回遙遠歲月的彼岸439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOiXcItHgy
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「那些，已是好久好久以前的往事了。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6miNIH9d5
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeT2eXFznU5
我淡然地提醒清漣，那段無憂無慮的日子，是我們已然回不去的往昔。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRSs3S1bdC
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「是啊，你說得對。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WgtGiR6hS
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清漣從我的話裡明白了，他的心緒從記憶彼端回到當下，那一雙清明澈亮的瞳眸正對著我。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4ZSotGpxu
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWsJeEY645
那一刻，一道細微漣漪，在我死寂已久的心湖悄悄擴大。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEpMti3IOx
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVYA0zdk2X
「漪洀，我有件事想拜託你。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCH3Hj3CeG
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「什麼事，先說吧。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpp9ewshZnC
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyz6IF67lN
我沒有直接答應清漣，因為清漣的態度誠懇而嚴肅，卻隱然透著一股訣別的堅決，讓我心裡生出一絲憂慮。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxJ1Y05VAo
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQn6WpQuDFj
「我想拜託你，在我離開這裡之後，替我照顧涓兒。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgfRVsLiVu
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrj3CaipYP
如同一道猛雷直劈我的腦袋，我愣了半晌說不出話。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4onFk8K0lE
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1amq8JvpAR
過了許久，我發出近乎嘶啞的聲音：「你要去哪裡？你找我來，就只是為了說這個嗎？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv9l9lZGmw
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjRnkqvZf9
「漪洀，你現在還不知道吧，我們黃朝與西方異族的戰爭，已經蔓延到武陵山南方來了。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4rilFz0cU
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7cMJgSBHm
「這是前幾日投宿在我們客棧的京城商人帶來的消息，據說前方戰事吃緊，黃朝軍節節敗退，死傷慘重。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPptMCEmKod
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJZHYsoZ0V
清廉語重心長地說道，神情無比凝重，我已經隱約察覺到這番話背後所代表的含意……439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5aJMAiwGp
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoYI7hjK15
「再過不久，朝廷就要徵召新的兵源了，之前我們連方鎮因地處偏遠，所以沒有受到徵召，但我想這次徵兵令就會來到我們這了。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJ86IfPRsZ
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CIE0rcSXq
「連方鎮裡所有入籍的男丁應該會被徵召入伍，但漪洀你不同，你是從外地來的孤兒，籍冊上不會有你的名字，你也不會被徵召。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPz1zNfOCO
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLg4nbGibd
「所以我想拜託你，在我入伍後替我照顧涓兒，現在涓兒有了身孕，留下她一人在這，我始終放心不下啊。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59XFrU5C1I
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「這是我對你，最後的請求……」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYzVrwSMIN
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清漣極為哀戚地低聲懇求，坦露出最真實的軟弱及無奈。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpYvzTotzz
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfJQT6By4H
我默默的聽他說完，然後面無表情地冷然道：「你以為我會像以前那般，答應你的任何要求嗎？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGTKGoiarp
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清漣在那一瞬面露愕然，料想不到我會這般斬釘截鐵地拒絕他。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmoub1ifYj
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y1hllAOXg
「我知道我對你有所虧欠，但你忍心涓兒受苦嗎？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwxqEqIHdV
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcDuWmeK60
「這話什麼意思？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDeXwXzNoJ
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUj44Ef7Ve
我感到不太對勁，風雨欲來山滿樓的強烈不安充塞我的內心。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNliQLRcTY
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「我明白的，漪洀，其實你對涓兒，是有情的吧……」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiefhjjgK9
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMizGwWppF
伴隨這句話朝我襲來的洶湧激流，將我整個人徹底吞沒。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEgH3i3zsG
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB21DX855R
雖然清漣滿載哀愁的清俊面龐在我眼底無比清晰，但我的心裡卻是昏黑一片，無法多作思慮，只能用嘶啞低沉的聲音，從乾澀得發緊的喉間擠出沉重的疑問：「你為什麼……會如此想？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzm3mmweW6
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhQ00q5M80
「其實很久以前，我就害怕涓兒會對你萌生情意，所以才會想先對涓兒表明心意。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTimAJCSAhn
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUR2PC2YFU
「但自從我和涓兒在一起後，你整個人就變得不太舒坦，抑鬱寡歡，像是不想看到我和涓兒走得太近。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fRwf33a5o
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9B74VP4qK
「所以我就察覺到你對涓兒有情，但我卻選擇忽略你的感受，因為我是真心喜歡涓兒。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkoTqtdfQo
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VgYbBS1Iz
「然而你卻因為顧慮我，一直隱忍下來，甚至在我和涓兒成親後，獨自搬離客棧。這一切都是我逼你的……我對不起你……」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIILIsUa0o
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAbSIQiEFQ
清漣鏗鏘有力的音調，把他深藏多年的心聲說得真真切切，他的一字一句都在緊掐著我的心房。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBPdnlzJAm
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbU4QMcHs1
我的劇烈心跳是無聲的吶喊，我想叫清漣不要再說了，卻發現自己發不出一點聲音。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWdkiN20eL
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cDzmyux8k
「你這一生都不會原諒我也沒關係，但如果你還對涓兒有一絲憐惜，在我走後，就請你替我……」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSthiAgXnx
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rIcgXt9Fa
「不，清漣，你始終什麼都不明白。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfxb7JiRyL
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpXSXvWBvE
我冷冷吐出的這句話像猛然丟進水裡的小石子，在深靜清幽的雨夜，在清漣的雙眸中，掀起困惑驚疑的重重波紋。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTgg1kw7W6
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyUTdRAlJR
我近乎偏執地凝視那滄桑俊雅的面容，一股油然而生的衝動，令我想對他宣洩蘊藏多年的深深情思，義無反顧地投身進那雙清澈如水的眼眸中，即使會就此溺斃也無所謂……439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhuj9nLFke
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1FYMCXZ6P
但，一切都只是空想。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2F8uuaSKh
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOg81skZDY
我逕自起身踏出青門客棧的大門，將那杯還留有餘溫的蓮心清露，清漣的聲聲挽留，盡數拋在身後，只留下空寂的淅淅雨聲以及最後無言的道別。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqKeqBRHPG
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