在冰冷的法羅群島，於羊群裡睡着的時候，總會夢到自己過往的人和事。95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAVRkaENcL
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大概回到中學的課室是最常發過的夢。當年全球瘟疫肆虐，每個人都戴上了口罩。作為新生，他們都未有認真的了解過我的面貌，當然，我也沒有故意要揭開大家的「神秘面紗」。大概同學之間彼此都依靠着一張細小的學生相去得知對方的面貌。但是照片嘛，可以修改，也可以隨時間的流逝而褪色，大概眾人對大家記憶都只留在幻想與虛假的回憶之中。95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYk5D9Bjj5
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早會、排隊，之後上班房，在學校的每一步我都記得。在夢中，我又再次踏上那條樓梯。男生與女生形成一氣平行線，列隊上班房。我很喜歡《發條橙》這部電影，一伙子上班房的情境常令我想起它。我比較矮小，排得比較前，在我右側的女生，我常常夢見她。巧合的是，站在我身旁一起行上去的，就是我的鄰桌。95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y3bcxhsyM
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「早晨。」我先開口。95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPR6nRj6Dt
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「早晨。」她後回應。95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTsoJasdUe
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「但係都唔輪到我哋揀。」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfA8S6DYVGQ
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「有…一日唔死…點都會有。」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlrffCYwH3
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隔着口罩也能看到她臉色蒼白。憑着幾句說話，她已經在我心中佔了一席位。她說話的語氣頗為輕佻，但很成熟。像我們般年紀，平常的女生大多都因為愛情而割脈，而她談論死亡竟會談論甚麼「存在主義」的。大概我們都不正常，所以很快便多了交談的機會。95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8rwMpbIVp
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「漢娜。」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyjg0oK1qR
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「叫我James。」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqp8Mk5RgW
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「冇。」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqLzRN7ntI
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「因為有人，先會有情。」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU7Sj4JiZH
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「咁有情，先會有愛，有愛，就自然有恨？」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIbHwVbcFX
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「哈…你又幾醒喎。」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X3eIdMw0u
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「咁你愛唔愛我？」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVjEGpxOjO
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「愛…之後就係恨。」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMFiGzUI3r
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「愛恨綿綿？講笑。」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwYPfY3cb1
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「我一到十六歲就會去打工儲錢。」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6t4fzOvm5V
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「搵我親生媽咪。」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwuBOofEK3
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「係。因為我連佢喺邊我都唔知。其實一直都有好多傳聞，但我又唔知邊個真邊個假。」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAReahNPe9
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「我逐個逐個地方去搵，我一定要知佢發生咩事。」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPj2lXmViR
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「你話有好多傳聞，咁你媽咪係…？」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNGIAcXXOQ
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「都唔係啲咩大人物…但一定係一個小女人。」95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrlVKdbU7X
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夢醒後，我突然記起了一切，難怪我們在便利店都想不起對方。我不知道她到底是愛還是恨她的父母，但我可以肯定，她不討厭我。
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