那天勞動到人都昏了，閉了一整天眼，醒後還有夢的記憶，夢見了以前的生活。原來人在異鄉真的會多了思念的情懷，無論在夢中或是躺在床上或多或少都在回憶過去和展望未來。一些在我生命中短暫出現過的人都在夢中出現了。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNPouYhbRm
我好像睡了很久，記叔和這個社區的鄰居也有來探望我，都是一些寒暄。醫生說我操勞過度，未慣幹粗活所至。手也許「傷殘」，雙腳還不至於走動不了。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCR7q2zjHt
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來了這麼多月，我也未曾好好去過這裡的地方。這裡的醫院十分簡陋，燈光微醺，又綠又黃。我四處逛逛，看看有沒有甚麼人我未曾見過面的，畢竟人在遠方，既然說着同一語言，應該可以更加明白大家的故事。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a6lYEFDvZ
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逛着逛着，有一房間是比較特別的。那房間大門的周圍都佈滿了鮮花，各式各樣都有，五彩繽紛。門上掛了個招牌，都用法羅語還有丹麥語語寫成的，我猜是「閒人止步」之類的意思吧。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSnhQl8AVT
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在好奇心的驅使，我慢慢地打開了門，房中的氣味搶先跟我打招呼，是茉莉花香味。花兒的味道令我想起袁漢娜，她喜歡花，身上都帶有花的芳香。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CySCzaMZ5
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我看到房中有一個雙眼上戴着儀器的女人被綁住四肢躺在病床。橙黃色的燈光非常明亮，牆壁上都是色彩繽紛的鮮花，但奇怪的是，病床的配色單調得很，全白色的。但我又想，其實那麼鮮艷才怪吧，醫院不應該鮮艷的，這裡又不是酒店。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFJvxkUV4a
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「係咪有人啊？」她柔弱的問。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFYHUYuFLk
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我慢慢地走過她身旁，才發現她戴上了VR虛擬實境眼鏡。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpWd08bWkY
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「係啊…你咩事嚟呢度嘅？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sASdqJeTb
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「搵我媽咪…你呢？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6P4O6QliL
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「我…唔係啊，我係想問你咩事要入嚟醫院？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMM6gTn2Xp
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「我…四肢都郁唔到…醫生唔畀我出去…」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xy5qXV7ae
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我看到她的手腕，發現手腕上的疤痕與袁漢娜是一模一樣！才刻着「正常」二字於左右手腕。我立刻捉住她的手，告訴她這些年的經歷。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMAC7JBtC8
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「Taylor…？你係Taylor！」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCvnIHKQuU
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「吓？我冇英文名…你係邊個？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJbyr9sLt6
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「你唔記得咗我？我係James啊。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKLSnMNo6g
「放火嗰個…？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LyJicKbO1
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「喂！唔好咁大聲啦！仲有，我唔係故意嘅！」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTZeAUbppG
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「哈…我都搞成咁啦…做唔到啲咩嘅…」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pD8kVxi52
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「啊…你點解搞成咁㗎…你戴着呢舊嘢做乜？你…唔會係盲咗掛…？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwlF5dgiav
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我忍着不哭，我不想讓她聽到我不開心，我們之間一定要保持一種陌生的感覺，好像大家都不會關心對方，很冷漠的那種。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNobHsGqQgV
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「我盲咗又點會戴住佢…我只係…睇唔到個天…係呢，你喊過嚟？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQi1oAwZiri
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「冇…哈…我只係冇諗過會喺呢度以咁嘅方式見返你…你媽咪呢？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BOsjIDXXL
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「佢唔知我喺呢度，我諗住畀個驚喜佢。我咪講過我終有一日會去一個有得安樂花嘅地方嘅。其實我一早就plan好咗，我會搵返我嘅親生媽咪，之後就死。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXAKvOl7nd
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「你已經見到佢嗱？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFt1rpngAu1
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「見到…佢住喺呢度間酒店。2617號房。其實我有好多嘢都想知想問，包括佢點解會喺度隱世咗多年唔認返我。我見到佢嘅時候，我諗我已經知道個答案。所以我嚟咗呢度，我知道係時候啦。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxD0ggUbzJF
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「但係你想問嘅嘢問哂啦咩？點解唔求埋個答案先死？仲有點解咁想死？你畀個答案我！如果唔係…我…我…」我內心已經心酸得要命了。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5BsoYFrVh
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「咩都有答案做人就唔洗咁辛苦啦。你估讀書考數學卷咩？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfqTJtHzkF
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「我唔理。總之我約實你，我一定會返嚟再探你。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsHiGcoych
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「嗯。」她輕聲的道。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1D7qmD5efI
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「出去記我閂返度門。仲有，門上面係希伯來文嚟。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPpXUTNGW2
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至於那些字句的意思是甚麼，我也沒有深究了，也未知她為何會知道我心裡的疑問。大概因為那場大火，我們已經心靈相通了。我知道她依然是那個袁漢娜。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxddgnzQp4
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臨走的時候，我看到床邊有自帶拉繩的大膠袋，以及載着像氦氣和氮氣般的惰性氣體的器皿。我估計是用來安樂死的器具，所以我偷偷的拿走，準備出院回家。還有牆上的花月，我也摘了一朵，常言道「路邊的野花不要採」，但在牆上，總可以吧。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm02wSrlva
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我在幻想，她的VR虛擬實境眼鏡內的畫面是一個怎樣的天空呢？我想是有一片片軟綿綿的白雲的藍天吧。
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