那天勞動到人都昏了，閉了一整天眼，醒後還有夢的記憶，夢見了以前的生活。原來人在異鄉真的會多了思念的情懷，無論在夢中或是躺在床上或多或少都在回憶過去和展望未來。一些在我生命中短暫出現過的人都在夢中出現了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO87VeqbRl
我好像睡了很久，記叔和這個社區的鄰居也有來探望我，都是一些寒暄。醫生說我操勞過度，未慣幹粗活所至。手也許「傷殘」，雙腳還不至於走動不了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0dCciIIfL
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來了這麼多月，我也未曾好好去過這裡的地方。這裡的醫院十分簡陋，燈光微醺，又綠又黃。我四處逛逛，看看有沒有甚麼人我未曾見過面的，畢竟人在遠方，既然說着同一語言，應該可以更加明白大家的故事。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeRtKZmtvh
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逛着逛着，有一房間是比較特別的。那房間大門的周圍都佈滿了鮮花，各式各樣都有，五彩繽紛。門上掛了個招牌，都用法羅語還有丹麥語語寫成的，我猜是「閒人止步」之類的意思吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqMI4XtlFg
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在好奇心的驅使，我慢慢地打開了門，房中的氣味搶先跟我打招呼，是茉莉花香味。花兒的味道令我想起袁漢娜，她喜歡花，身上都帶有花的芳香。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyPjj8y0iw
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我看到房中有一個雙眼上戴着儀器的女人被綁住四肢躺在病床。橙黃色的燈光非常明亮，牆壁上都是色彩繽紛的鮮花，但奇怪的是，病床的配色單調得很，全白色的。但我又想，其實那麼鮮艷才怪吧，醫院不應該鮮艷的，這裡又不是酒店。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwuiT4vIx8
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「係咪有人啊？」她柔弱的問。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFRTz2AVFT
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我慢慢地走過她身旁，才發現她戴上了VR虛擬實境眼鏡。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7738nz1WWJ
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「係啊…你咩事嚟呢度嘅？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7fLnUQY6v
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「搵我媽咪…你呢？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t0uMJRkyI
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「我…唔係啊，我係想問你咩事要入嚟醫院？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakSB7FSqx6
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「我…四肢都郁唔到…醫生唔畀我出去…」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWvwX1ynm0
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我看到她的手腕，發現手腕上的疤痕與袁漢娜是一模一樣！才刻着「正常」二字於左右手腕。我立刻捉住她的手，告訴她這些年的經歷。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoE4FbcBQJ7
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「Taylor…？你係Taylor！」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyYhTOOqYa
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「吓？我冇英文名…你係邊個？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBW9nPRD2K6
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「你唔記得咗我？我係James啊。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP1N4W5y1t
「放火嗰個…？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYZVnVEXPR
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「喂！唔好咁大聲啦！仲有，我唔係故意嘅！」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi99yGmGgE
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「哈…我都搞成咁啦…做唔到啲咩嘅…」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE2Cjyw1UA
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「啊…你點解搞成咁㗎…你戴着呢舊嘢做乜？你…唔會係盲咗掛…？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiKggJ6R0h
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我忍着不哭，我不想讓她聽到我不開心，我們之間一定要保持一種陌生的感覺，好像大家都不會關心對方，很冷漠的那種。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5LbiJDgaz
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「我盲咗又點會戴住佢…我只係…睇唔到個天…係呢，你喊過嚟？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnObM9T8Jo
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「冇…哈…我只係冇諗過會喺呢度以咁嘅方式見返你…你媽咪呢？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SynvKBOuN
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「佢唔知我喺呢度，我諗住畀個驚喜佢。我咪講過我終有一日會去一個有得安樂花嘅地方嘅。其實我一早就plan好咗，我會搵返我嘅親生媽咪，之後就死。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q2Qfh3hzp
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「你已經見到佢嗱？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVaEzj696F
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「見到…佢住喺呢度間酒店。2617號房。其實我有好多嘢都想知想問，包括佢點解會喺度隱世咗多年唔認返我。我見到佢嘅時候，我諗我已經知道個答案。所以我嚟咗呢度，我知道係時候啦。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXpVX3vREH
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「但係你想問嘅嘢問哂啦咩？點解唔求埋個答案先死？仲有點解咁想死？你畀個答案我！如果唔係…我…我…」我內心已經心酸得要命了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUJrYv55SG
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「咩都有答案做人就唔洗咁辛苦啦。你估讀書考數學卷咩？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshZgjihmNL
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「我唔理。總之我約實你，我一定會返嚟再探你。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEcISqtO63
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「嗯。」她輕聲的道。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKn1KgDl9r
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「出去記我閂返度門。仲有，門上面係希伯來文嚟。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNsN1deTHc
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至於那些字句的意思是甚麼，我也沒有深究了，也未知她為何會知道我心裡的疑問。大概因為那場大火，我們已經心靈相通了。我知道她依然是那個袁漢娜。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7jRuMMjGp
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臨走的時候，我看到床邊有自帶拉繩的大膠袋，以及載着像氦氣和氮氣般的惰性氣體的器皿。我估計是用來安樂死的器具，所以我偷偷的拿走，準備出院回家。還有牆上的花月，我也摘了一朵，常言道「路邊的野花不要採」，但在牆上，總可以吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNc7eSxmce
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我在幻想，她的VR虛擬實境眼鏡內的畫面是一個怎樣的天空呢？我想是有一片片軟綿綿的白雲的藍天吧。
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