在冰冷的法羅群島,於羊群裡睡着的時候,總會夢到自己過往的人和事。50Please respect copyright.PENANAB0skBf7CuK
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大概回到中學的課室是最常發過的夢。當年全球瘟疫肆虐,每個人都戴上了口罩。作為新生,他們都未有認真的了解過我的面貌,當然,我也沒有故意要揭開大家的「神秘面紗」。大概同學之間彼此都依靠着一張細小的學生相去得知對方的面貌。但是照片嘛,可以修改,也可以隨時間的流逝而褪色,大概眾人對大家記憶都只留在幻想與虛假的回憶之中。50Please respect copyright.PENANARWWWTOZ4E0
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早會、排隊,之後上班房,在學校的每一步我都記得。在夢中,我又再次踏上那條樓梯。男生與女生形成一氣平行線,列隊上班房。我很喜歡《發條橙》這部電影,一伙子上班房的情境常令我想起它。我比較矮小,排得比較前,在我右側的女生,我常常夢見她。巧合的是,站在我身旁一起行上去的,就是我的鄰桌。50Please respect copyright.PENANA6HfaAmZ5x8
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「早晨。」我先開口。50Please respect copyright.PENANAMqZaOr1t3V
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「早晨。」她後回應。50Please respect copyright.PENANATEYdfGitfD
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「你唔舒服?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAIrvpGeXKy3
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「咁你都睇得出?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAad7Js7YfSS
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「憑對眼。眼神呃唔到人。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAsOXBn9F7fw
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「可能…因為坐你隔離掛…」50Please respect copyright.PENANAYMG7ei9IhD
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「但係都唔輪到我哋揀。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAaeYG7D0uta
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「有…一日唔死…點都會有。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAPQvblyHOp2
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隔着口罩也能看到她臉色蒼白。憑着幾句說話,她已經在我心中佔了一席位。她說話的語氣頗為輕佻,但很成熟。像我們般年紀,平常的女生大多都因為愛情而割脈,而她談論死亡竟會談論甚麼「存在主義」的。大概我們都不正常,所以很快便多了交談的機會。50Please respect copyright.PENANALZoH8xRYm4
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「點叫你好?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAwxpsF0dbP3
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「漢娜。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAvBo0xdCzK0
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「叫我James。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAgAgZbzBiCq
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「有冇聽過咩係「存在先於本質」?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4ZKi2JyV7
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「冇。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAn51RnrhB3M
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「因為有人,先會有情。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAiegarL19L1
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「咁有情,先會有愛,有愛,就自然有恨?」50Please respect copyright.PENANATal6jtuZne
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「哈…你又幾醒喎。」50Please respect copyright.PENANABq0iP6izaG
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「咁你愛唔愛我?」50Please respect copyright.PENANArVCUwWMn5o
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「愛…之後就係恨。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7yqlKfVpp
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「愛恨綿綿?講笑。」50Please respect copyright.PENANA3RvibTabal
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「我一到十六歲就會去打工儲錢。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAu229gCVSct
「做乜咁快出嚟做嘢?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAAHs79cfJih
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「搵我親生媽咪。」50Please respect copyright.PENANANFI5Kedf0M
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「要儲錢搵佢?」50Please respect copyright.PENANA3FaXz5OkcO
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「係。因為我連佢喺邊我都唔知。其實一直都有好多傳聞,但我又唔知邊個真邊個假。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAj9kpcbd63R
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「咁你諗住點?」50Please respect copyright.PENANA5nOUYM5oRi
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「我逐個逐個地方去搵,我一定要知佢發生咩事。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAxxK7nZzPiR
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「你話有好多傳聞,咁你媽咪係…?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAjCx9vPDCPa
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「都唔係啲咩大人物…但一定係一個小女人。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAUpkEcHoR0w
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「你爸爸會唔會知佢喺邊?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAgLQfJs64o2
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「佢拋低咗我哋好耐。」50Please respect copyright.PENANA7Dyes5Xshu
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夢醒後,我突然記起了一切,難怪我們在便利店都想不起對方。我不知道她到底是愛還是恨她的父母,但我可以肯定,她不討厭我。