在冰冷的法羅群島,於羊群裡睡着的時候,總會夢到自己過往的人和事。93Please respect copyright.PENANAZYB9UU6CGk
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大概回到中學的課室是最常發過的夢。當年全球瘟疫肆虐,每個人都戴上了口罩。作為新生,他們都未有認真的了解過我的面貌,當然,我也沒有故意要揭開大家的「神秘面紗」。大概同學之間彼此都依靠着一張細小的學生相去得知對方的面貌。但是照片嘛,可以修改,也可以隨時間的流逝而褪色,大概眾人對大家記憶都只留在幻想與虛假的回憶之中。93Please respect copyright.PENANAxKx1HbVhuC
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早會、排隊,之後上班房,在學校的每一步我都記得。在夢中,我又再次踏上那條樓梯。男生與女生形成一氣平行線,列隊上班房。我很喜歡《發條橙》這部電影,一伙子上班房的情境常令我想起它。我比較矮小,排得比較前,在我右側的女生,我常常夢見她。巧合的是,站在我身旁一起行上去的,就是我的鄰桌。93Please respect copyright.PENANAj3vpW0SH1p
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「早晨。」我先開口。93Please respect copyright.PENANAuUg25z1VbF
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「早晨。」她後回應。93Please respect copyright.PENANA7wt4hb9zDI
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「你唔舒服?」93Please respect copyright.PENANABneqT1Aete
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「咁你都睇得出?」93Please respect copyright.PENANALtJJtW1uqG
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「憑對眼。眼神呃唔到人。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAW36UBAAt97
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「可能…因為坐你隔離掛…」93Please respect copyright.PENANARkjB1g5O95
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「但係都唔輪到我哋揀。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAMwwpcbE5Xw
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「有…一日唔死…點都會有。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAUbznigEUp0
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隔着口罩也能看到她臉色蒼白。憑着幾句說話,她已經在我心中佔了一席位。她說話的語氣頗為輕佻,但很成熟。像我們般年紀,平常的女生大多都因為愛情而割脈,而她談論死亡竟會談論甚麼「存在主義」的。大概我們都不正常,所以很快便多了交談的機會。93Please respect copyright.PENANAtOIMhZkzUf
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「點叫你好?」93Please respect copyright.PENANA6IWAThPkbv
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「漢娜。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAt6YMOiGBLg
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「叫我James。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAndc1gI6Xvv
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「有冇聽過咩係「存在先於本質」?」93Please respect copyright.PENANA8d3vPKEij6
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「冇。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAheSyT1YN8r
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「因為有人,先會有情。」93Please respect copyright.PENANA0nHVre5Kvy
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「咁有情,先會有愛,有愛,就自然有恨?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAZVBQtn47Kq
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「哈…你又幾醒喎。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAXqHq8xvewd
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「咁你愛唔愛我?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAZrURRMdj2H
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「愛…之後就係恨。」93Please respect copyright.PENANALbn05eLYmh
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「愛恨綿綿?講笑。」93Please respect copyright.PENANArTWYttBIw5
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「我一到十六歲就會去打工儲錢。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAAfWDPjGAhR
「做乜咁快出嚟做嘢?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAcTbBFBHIRf
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「搵我親生媽咪。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5GdtjkVk2
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「要儲錢搵佢?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAjDKVUWJ4jM
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「係。因為我連佢喺邊我都唔知。其實一直都有好多傳聞,但我又唔知邊個真邊個假。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAB8rranKBty
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「咁你諗住點?」93Please respect copyright.PENANA9Kdyhu85Dc
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「我逐個逐個地方去搵,我一定要知佢發生咩事。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAnagH2nMoXM
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「你話有好多傳聞,咁你媽咪係…?」93Please respect copyright.PENANApVRAtaXF2t
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「都唔係啲咩大人物…但一定係一個小女人。」93Please respect copyright.PENANADFZULz8u0L
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「你爸爸會唔會知佢喺邊?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAbuC1lx9wCC
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「佢拋低咗我哋好耐。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAL8e7wuFkGB
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夢醒後,我突然記起了一切,難怪我們在便利店都想不起對方。我不知道她到底是愛還是恨她的父母,但我可以肯定,她不討厭我。