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近現代／家族／愛情親情／日常／姊弟搭配216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLvtRyGZYj
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＝底下正文開始＝216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5wYhzUP0t
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現在我要說的故事，真的非常平淡。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXg1F099bC
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沒有太多的激情，也沒有太多的熱血，更沒有太多的戲劇性衝突。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesZCoElNrU
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都是些再平凡不過的家庭日常生活。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUrtiMCtwh
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現在我就要開始說了……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6D487aq9Vi
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我出生在南部小鎮的富有家庭。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7Xnvsuhmg
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我們黃家目前連我在內總共五個人。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6w15D48MY1
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我，爸爸，媽媽，阿公和阿媽。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqGF6dHN1P
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阿公和爸爸都是商人，在整個東南亞經營運輸和貿易生意，到處都有據點。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUe45U4ZFM
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常常早上還在泰國，下午就到菲律賓，明天又到另一個國家，所以一般都會好幾天才回家休息一次。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiIoGJVJwk
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做的生意，就是在各國之間進行貨物運輸和販賣。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFah4v6ySf
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阿媽和媽媽雖然不必在外面奔波，不過還是要負責在家裡幫忙處理整理重要的公司文件。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLkMQ7Dwmm
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可以說我們黃家是個商業家族。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJtFC1PfNV
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自然是這個小鎮最有錢的家庭。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINUcC3TQO7
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所以鎮裡如果辦什麼活動需要錢，往往都會來家裡商量，請求我們家幫忙贊助一點。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQe43isu5yd
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所以我們黃家對於這個以務農為主的小鎮來說，是個非常特殊的存在。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3tZNTJMXU
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現在既然說到我出生的這個小鎮，我不得不說它真的是個非常單純純樸的地方。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZWxY7Qwxp
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一片又一片的農田，一隻又一隻幫忙農作的大水牛，還有到處奔跑嬉戲的活潑孩子們……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnMGcDQPX2
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但是同樣是孩子的我，只能乖乖留在家裡。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUr8tlrOSu
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因為我自從出生就體弱多病，總是大病小病不斷，不是去醫院就是乖乖留在自己的房間養病。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94qgkFHTV8
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各大醫院給我看病到最後，醫師都說我的問題是：先天抵抗力低落。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeaz54RNf9
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怎麼治療？沒有徹底的治療辦法，只能希望我的抵抗力會有自然好轉的一天。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeyJcK6onk
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因此西藥我從來沒有少吃過，昂貴的中藥補品更是三餐，童年的我真的是個大藥桶。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtkQNZl3Ps
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也幸好，我們黃家很有錢，沒有這方面的問題，否則多病的我恐怕早就已經被放棄。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBjhYEnBT1
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不過，沒有讀過什麼書的阿媽還是為多病的我著急萬分，不時責怪我的媽媽，讓媽媽受盡委屈。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTveoWTChF
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我就因此記得媽媽被阿媽罵到哭的一段記憶。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY07qR0zfOV
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當時我七歲，發著四十度高燒，躺在自己的床上病懨懨。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmjDCWBgCP
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二十六歲的媽媽坐在我的床沿，一邊聽著阿媽不停的責罵，一邊流著眼淚用濕巾為我擦涼身體。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRTWCPDG6c
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阿媽責罵媽媽知道自己身子虛弱，常常感冒不適，還敢嫁來黃家生下我這個最重要的長子，把病弱的體質傳進黃家。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJbVkoNcVD
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阿媽責罵媽媽生下我之後就像個石女，再也生不出來，讓黃家只有我這個體弱多病的長子。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiPn0q5rjb
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甚至於，阿媽責罵出身貧寒葉家的媽媽沒有半點自知之明，不安本份的嫁入黃家，肯定是為了黃家的錢勾引爸爸。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFR0g13imQr
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所以我相信，當時媽媽的處境一定比我還要難受。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJIITyBoXE
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如果不是為了我這個親生孩子而隱忍，才二十六歲的媽媽恐怕已經被阿媽罵到離開黃家。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6zIKBCVLd
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就這樣，這場把媽媽罵哭的大責罵結束不久，在外面跑的阿公和爸爸回來了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHAWPdZ3tK
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因此，我的生命就要再次不同。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9mRZ1dVNB
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我的阿公，就是現在這個黃家的一家之主。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmssFz0jhh
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雖然阿公沒有讀過書，但是很會做生意，算是東南亞貿易圈的一號人物，所以把事業做的很大，賺錢的速度就像轉開水龍頭。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCQEdVYOiF
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阿公坐到我的床沿，疼惜摸摸我的臉，然後叫著媽媽的小名：「阿素？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxg3W0wcuF
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媽媽和爸爸站一起：「爸？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrKFWcIPm1
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阿公：「前陣子妳被罵的事情，剛才妳的媽媽（阿媽）都跟我說了。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN2qfewhBU
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媽媽：「嗯……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgMidHVMKz
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阿公：「媽媽是心急孩子忽然又高燒，不是有意把妳罵成那樣，原諒媽媽吧。妳絕對是我們黃家的好媳婦。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViceanNcxH
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阿媽安靜站在阿公身邊，不發一言。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQSePErdlO
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媽媽則是低下頭，眼淚又一次滾出來：「我知道……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM88PirNIR
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阿公：「那麼來說正事。孩子的對像我們辦好了，是個不錯的對象。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBJrRGzK0b
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媽媽擦掉淚水：「已經辦好了？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbMzed1NT6
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阿公：「去他們家看過，互相說過所有情況，把一半的聘金給他們。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrjObIJmRW
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媽媽：「她什麼時候會來家裡？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxInSgorrCa
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阿公：「下個月的九日她會來台灣。二天之後的十一日是師父說的吉日，正式迎娶入門。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbs6CXknkXz
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然後，大家安靜好一會。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJhsLAn0GO
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阿公疼惜的一直看著我這個病弱躺著的獨孫。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCn9CzAW7v
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直到媽媽打破沉默：「爸……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWWw8zrT5R
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阿公：「什麼事？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFY9oAUDBr
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媽媽：「這樣做，真的好嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBgC7ygXh3
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阿公：「阿素，你應該知道，這是沒辦法的辦法了？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFJh71KrNQ
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媽媽：「我知道……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iSgJVdEUY
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阿公：「到處跑醫院都沒有用，醫生就是沒有辦法完全治好。只能照宮廟乩童說的這樣做做看，給孩子沖喜了。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKXRB8MsAr
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媽媽：「但是孩子還這麼小，就要讓他娶妻……會不會對他的未來怎麼樣？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPxEFfvH6U
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阿公唯有語氣沉重的說：「反正只是做個樣子，不是真要讓她娶。現在我們黃家只有這個血脈，先想辦法讓孩子可以平安長大吧。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjRsuuYeQw
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就這樣，改變我的生命的那個女人就要來到身邊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibiMfQOM6c
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七歲的我，為了沖喜治病，就要娶妻了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Tv4K5xYnr
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那個女人，我都叫她姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhfH71cpJm
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現在我要說的，就是以我和姊姊為中心、關於黃家的平淡日常生活故事……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87nDVtp9nZ
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《我們黃家的故事》216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeCBwncYfF
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隨著下個月九日逼近，家裡為了我的婚事越來越忙碌。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYgnda4HWV
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忙碌準備一堆婚禮相關物品。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgdtWS3uJI
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除了專心照顧我的媽媽，阿公阿媽和爸爸整天忙進忙出。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6sN9qJSC3
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甚至於，我的房間家具也完全換新。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7KMRooSCv
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但是我完全不清楚情況，同樣動不動就發高燒，只能躺平在床上養病。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqCQwolHzf
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終於，九日那一天來到。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAfPyFMVMa
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即將嫁給我的姊姊，已經來到台灣。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4F6V95qVS
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所以傍晚的時候，媽媽把狀況好一點的我抱出門，阿公開車把所有人載往大城市的餐館。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvMxxtKAsi
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我和姊姊，就是在餐館裡面的包廂第一次見面。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdVcL8AMhX
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大家坐在大圓桌，看著彼此。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEniPbMcpIQ
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我們一家五人，坐在圓桌的一邊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbrLpI5A5w
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對方二人都是女性，坐在圓桌對面。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdHs0OKoii
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一名是準備嫁來黄家的近二十歲年輕女孩，留著一頭烏黑亮麗秀髮。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02UV4VcbPa
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另一名是看來四十歲左右的中年婦女，胖胖的，是姊姊的姑姑。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyj3lJ79lw
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她們二人都穿著越南式女性旗袍。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiagx6qPLRM
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沒有錯，她們都是越南人。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1YQCUsp9W
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即將和我結婚的姊姊，可以說是所謂的越南新娘。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOr3uHesbP8
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接下來我要說的這些關於姊姊的事情，都是之後才慢慢知道。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokKivRa91r
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姊姊的名字是：『林花。』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5OSGY9CSI
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嫁來黄家的姊姊十八歲，比我年長十一歲。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKbB2SQDlD
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姊姊是她家的長女，下面還有二位年長我好幾歲的弟弟。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJHQwkLFd9
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全家在越南的鄉村務農，姊姊一邊在鄰鎮的高中讀書，一邊打工幫助家計。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx12Qy1DIl
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姊姊是成績一直在前十名的優等生。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPdttRovgD
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原本計劃在高中畢業之後繼續半工半讀大學，選讀和育幼有關的科系，未來當小朋友的老師。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEWI4d3wAj
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但是就在高中畢業前夕，爸爸忽然中風臥床，家計再也支持不下去。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8CPsXk5zM
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姊姊為了自己的家庭，只得拿我們黃家一大筆錢，告別父母和二名年幼弟弟，遠渡重洋嫁來我們黃家。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDA4nyYDFW
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先是依靠英文和阿公與爸爸溝通，之後再比手劃腳的慢慢學習漢語。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNDIvcnZDY
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這些就是關於姊姊的事情……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNhbf6Pifj
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不過當時在餐館的我才七歲，出於好奇一直看著比較年輕的姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdHug9DLqa
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內心單純想著：『漂亮的姊姊，頭髮又黑又長……』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUZXfhqWUq
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至於就要和我結婚成親的姊姊，同樣安靜看著我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gciRiIr5L
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只是面無表情，看不出喜怒哀樂。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51gD5mOyOw
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所以這時候的姊姊雖然漂亮，但是看起來冷冷冰冰，很難接近的樣子。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wBntPtZhu
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我相信，是因為姊姊對於面對這一切的不安，才會感覺很不親近人。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgDB4Jgs58
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而不論如何，冰冷就是我對姊姊的深刻印象。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9aX9qDOSO
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初次見面這天的餐館會面，就在如此面無表情的沉默中開始。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPchj3BREgG
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阿公、爸爸和姊姊，都是用英文溝通。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmfF0xTVqp
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阿媽和媽媽如果要和姊姊說話，同樣要透過阿公與爸爸進行翻譯。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFARZSkhkn
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尤其是媽媽，一再向姊姊拜託：「林花小姐，我因為和先生早婚，所以不過大妳八歲而已，真的能夠體諒妳必須嫁過來的委屈。我不敢要妳做什麼，只求妳以同樣的女人心體會我這個做母親的心情。這個孩子一直是個很聽話的乖孩子，不吵不鬧，只是從小身體一直很不好。今後真的要拜託妳幫忙照顧……我真的拜託妳了……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YGbWGmmWS
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媽媽是真的發自內心的再三拜託姊姊幫忙照顧我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HCd5XOmeG
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姊姊都是平淡回答：「好。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uQWF0NEM8
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姊姊嘴巴回答好，問題是她的內心到底又是怎麼想？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjvDoUflPP
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總之，這一晚的餐館聚餐，就這樣在姊姊面無表情的冰冷中結束了……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQkuGUXTlA
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二天之後的十一吉日。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTyI1FS66n
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姊姊穿著潔白新娘服正式嫁進我們黃家，成為台灣媳婦。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEC3JvS5rjY
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病懨懨的我同樣穿起兒童西裝，勉強支撐起精神，在什麼都不懂的情況下和面無表情的姊姊拜堂成親。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47eNEbTsfT
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一直陪在我身邊的姊姊同樣冷冷冰冰，看起來很難接近。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbB8hHZCgOL
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所以我完全不敢親近姊姊，更不敢和姊姊說句話，只能一直找媽媽。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBgTFfbdLJ
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就這樣，忙碌一整天的婚禮終於結束。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHp54XSC1p
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當晚的洞房花燭夜，只能由我和姊姊一起度過，否則不吉利。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgroAFjzFsb
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但是我才七歲，什麼都不懂，所以發現自己和陌生的冰冷姊姊一起被留在房間，我立刻撐著不舒服的身體跑出房間找媽媽。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4Vu659a9z
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畢竟姊姊對我來說是個陌生人，加上姊姊從頭到尾的冰冷態度，所以還是七歲孩子的我完全不想和姊姊獨自在一起，就算姊姊再漂亮也一樣。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLXZ8jQNr0
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已經換上睡衣的姊姊，只能一直安靜跟在我背後。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jtPnW6dNl
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剛開始，媽媽一直哄我，把我帶回房間，要我乖乖的和姊姊一起睡覺，然後關門離開。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsYk5vmNEq
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我當然又吵著追出去找媽媽。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yo94hyXlt
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就這樣來回找媽媽幾次，對我很溫柔的阿公終於大罵：「你已經是個娶妻的大人了，到底一直在吵什麼！這麼晚了還不快點回房間睡覺！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrudrIUNG5J
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這真的是我第一次被阿公罵。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHB1ClfQba
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加上對於發生的事情和完全搞不清楚整個情況。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3SGkMJLD0
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所以我怕到了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsyxw9yObL
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背後跟著姊姊，哭著轉身乖乖回到房間，坐在新床上不安哭著。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhh8hS2LpL
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一定是因為這樣，姊姊看我無助害怕的一直哭著要媽媽，就像被狗媽媽拋棄的可憐小狗。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrtUsF0vAI
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因此姊姊發現我終究只是個普通的七歲小男孩，不是什麼可怕的存在。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJ4ReqpT0x
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冰冷的姊姊，終於改變對我的態度。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIq5d9oEWc
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姊姊遲疑一會，不忍心的伸出手，把我溫柔摟在懷裡，輕輕搖著我，哄著我，完全把我當成孩子安撫。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVnzukduoV
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至於我，忽然被姊姊摟著，一開始哭叫著抗拒，努力想要逃離這個冰冷的陌生人。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Mk07hjSa0
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直到我看見姊姊溫柔哄我的溫暖笑臉。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWMhXMeaDQ
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這是我第一次看見姊姊露出的友善笑容。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul1chBHGCp
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七歲的我因此知道了，姊姊其實沒有那麼冰冷可怕。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkGjoyDP1t
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姊姊其實是很溫柔的好姊姊，否則怎麼會像這樣微笑哄我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wBod2RyXv
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於是我慢慢收起眼淚，不再哭鬧，乖乖的依偎在姊姊溫暖的懷裡。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZKrNHSiM6
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被溫柔的姊姊摟著哄，感受著姊姊的善意，直到被姊姊輕輕搖哄到睡著。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErDNPNxpDZ
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我和年長十一歲的姊姊，就從這一晚開始共同生活了……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJavV0yZl3
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姊姊被迫為錢離家，遠嫁我們黃家，讓她冷冷冰冰的，頗有拒人千里之外的感覺，很明顯就能看出來。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulCotfA3ip
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事實上，姊姊曾經跟我說過，剛來台灣的那陣子她的確一直在想著逃跑的事情。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw3cl3tule
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逃離這個用錢買自己的黃家，能逃多遠就逃多遠，躲到台灣其他地方想辦法生活。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQycxp9mMJ
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反正姊姊的聘金，她的家人已經完全拿到。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMCAyoLmcn
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就算姊姊逃走，也只能算是姊姊個人『離家出走』，不會給娘家帶來太大麻煩。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkP53K5QCq
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但是新婚之夜，姊姊看著我的無助哭泣，就像一隻不停唉唉叫需要人照顧的可憐小動物，就此讓姊姊的冰冷心情融化。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlxSzUQZIJ
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姊姊想說，先幫忙照顧我一陣子，順便認識更多同樣來自越南的朋友，收集更多台灣其他地方的資訊，再正式逃跑。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljOxd8xGGF
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結果情況卻是，隨著一天天照顧我，姊姊的想法一天天軟化。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3OKqNO3Sx
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此外，加上大家都對姊姊很好，完全以家人的平等態度對待姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYO7mAvFgQ
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年長八歲的媽媽更是把姊姊當作親妹妹對待。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxHCjJKWly
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大家同進同出，同吃同喝，而不是把姊姊當成越南勞工對待。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGNan6CGNl
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甚至於，每個月會給姊姊五千元的零用錢。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2psWASNme
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姊姊終於接受自己的命運。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kVRWARTci
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姊姊開始把黃家當成她第二個家，和媽媽一起照顧我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMJheVEeE3
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甚至於，姊姊很快就變成照顧我最多的人，也是付出最多心力的人。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlfka8aW6E
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畢竟媽媽晚上會回房間睡覺，只有姊姊才能整晚和我在一起，在我生病發燒的時候整夜看護。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAXy1MV3sm
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在我身邊時睡時醒的給我量體溫，餵我水，哄我吃藥，給我的身體擦涼。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWODxzweFUo
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所以姊姊不只是姊姊，更像是忽然跑出來的第二個媽媽。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW3X58bKJ2
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我自然很快的習慣了姊姊的存在。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKi1qQRsBg
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越來越喜歡整天陪伴我的溫柔姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42VU1Tazs3
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對於姊姊的依賴越來越重。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEL8sr0sPFB
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把姊姊當成可以整天陪我玩的大玩伴。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIpgVjs30t
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總會：「姊姊！姊姊！」的親密叫著。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfgW793NZr
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握著姊姊溫暖的手，讓姊姊陪著玩耍。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSfi3wMItI
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玩玩捉迷藏。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAaEzOv3S5
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玩玩跳房子。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelo7WHIRJV
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一起唱唱歌。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7p8OXlf4r
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讓姊姊一口口餵飯。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1XhZAAdZ0
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讓姊姊帶我上廁所。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxwdGZebyW
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讓姊姊幫我洗頭洗澡。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMciIBiuwN
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3anHGsHcn
讓姊姊哄著一起睡覺。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhosWoVKbJ
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiWf6H0HsW
讓媽媽看著我和姊姊的相處，半開玩笑的落寞說好幾次：「你這個孩子根本只要姊姊不要媽媽了。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1qKm7YR6H
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaOkkd20Qc
由此可知，我的確已經變成整天黏著姊姊，由姊姊日夜拉拔照顧的孩子。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwojDqZR684
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWmGCHUGT9
十八歲的姊姊有我這麼親密陪伴，更是完全打消逃跑念頭，為了照顧我而決心留在黃家。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sV24LkZva
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7dNGVaiIk
姊姊就這樣找到救贖和生命的出路，沒有走上躲躲藏藏過活的悲慘道路……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniN7OqnAai
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JH6TF0fgb
另一方，關於我的身體狀況。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM9kMj0ilm
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqLSpSUO2t
原本病弱的身體真的慢慢好轉，不再那麼容易生病發燒。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmwqJ3wSKr
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Qzhux6Br8
我越吃越胖，長出肉，不再像以前那樣骨瘦如材。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbvOykHSB1
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSv0jeKIx2
甚至於，我會有體力拉著姊姊出門跑步玩耍，就像那些在外面到處跑的活潑小朋友。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNIkVwf0gi
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9cphopaPT
我的身體狀況好轉，除了沖喜成功真的找不到其他解釋。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwStwJsLW1
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9mOJqRXab
阿公、阿媽、爸爸和媽媽為此喜悅萬分。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzltjwYotDr
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUvETkmj2F
他們紛紛高興表示，給我找來姊姊成親沖喜是對的。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEi0MorcYd
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81dLdT4g5a
所以一年之後，八歲的我健康的進入本鎮國民小學就讀，和其他同年齡小朋友一起接受正式教育。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbsItKYcG6
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZop5JBSdwj
姊姊都會牽著我的手，親自把我帶往學校，一直用不流暢的漢語說：「你在學校要乖乖的喔……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlao4UJicd
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzhchxkSmP
直到看我進入校園，姊姊才回家幫忙家事，或是以姊姊的英文能力幫助家族的生意文件。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLWa5TqbWi
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcHGf6cZeZ
接著，再於下午四點放學時間前來校門口接我，關心詢問：「學校過的怎麼樣？有沒有乖乖？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx7saVKNoO
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0Jopqiacq
不論風吹、雨淋、烈日，溫柔的姊姊沒有一天不陪我接我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOn6dyx92k
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuLjwOZ4lx
回家之後，姊姊更是會親自陪我寫作業，教我數學，確定我的學習沒有任何問題。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7XOYd38hn
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpQMQTBsPe
甚至於，在學校的我忽然身體很不舒服或是發燒，必須早退，趕來學校接我的也是姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2b8FfPfpV2
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfz8VrdNbIs
親密的把我當孩子一樣揹著，帶我去醫院檢查，然後再帶我回家。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eWBJxUhoW
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvBsmZWjDy
說真的，我和姊姊要說是夫妻，其實更像是感情非常好的姊姊弟弟……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Le0vjB6ga
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdaa57TDsb
不過也因此，我被學校的小朋友找麻煩了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqMnqlfkRS
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNwvhdfq1P
我和姊姊的事情，全鎮的成年人都知道。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE9WYNvLzg
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmEGOXuDWC
成年人知道長輩讓我娶姊姊是萬不得已的沖喜，所以成熟體諒的沒有說什麼。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAwqNlW85U
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3eo7cOCd3
但是和我同年齡的小朋友們，知道我和姊姊的事情之後，終於瞭解為什麼我的上下學總是有漂亮姊姊親密接送，出於幼稚的無知開始嘲笑：「男生愛女生！羞羞臉！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUx3Jd2kfk
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HMOccDjd9
像這樣的嘲笑我還可以忍受，所以不理他們。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1zAQSwd0e
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ2obzNeaO
一陣子之後，他們竟然開始當我的面嘲笑姊姊，說她是：「家裡不要的女孩！為了錢來台灣的越南窮人！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLQ5ZO5igI
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyq1z1v1Pk
他們這樣說姊姊，我當然覺得很生氣，不是吵架就是打架。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDOEI67z9V
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XrkcBMQm0
那段時間，足足一週以上，真的又吵又打的度過。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jQBFfWowH
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQHt1gFlX0
後來會解決，還是姊姊看我身上一直有打架的傷口，對我詢問到底之後親自出面處理。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY0vMpjozS
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3lSJRUiuP
放學時間，姊姊陪我在校門口面對那些說壞話的小朋友。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUOXHB4y30
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5iKnsvb4l
姊姊蹲下來，溫柔微笑，和氣說著：「大家一起當好朋友，好不好？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIqkNo8RBe
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdTOcMnT9f
就這樣，那些原本欺負我的小朋友改變態度，不再亂說話。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hgjm2PJs9
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIywhKfiZ2
甚至於，會在放學的時候陪我們一起走，開心的和姊姊說話聊天。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5FKYGTZcz
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1zuI6oywY
因為姊姊的漂亮，還有姊姊的溫柔，小朋友們一定會喜歡。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMKnGs1AqR
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9W9ZZW2W7z
喜歡和小朋友相處的姊姊，更是順理成章的成為大家的好姊姊，會在週末帶著我和大家一起玩。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xV7GkLgxc
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDsTiGHVRx
我的拳頭無法解決的事情，溫柔的姊姊輕鬆辦到。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsO5WwDoKL
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCxv8RXj6N
我真的更加佩服姊姊了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Cx7pf6TPT
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WwkwolZDx
不過，我也因此開始體會到自己和姊姊的奇妙關係。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LiKFTxK6x
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFN72chj2WU
畢竟學校的小朋友沒有人像我和姊姊一樣結婚。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcSHo28U5W
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAyb38FxxP
只有我，像爸爸媽媽、阿公阿媽和其他大人一樣結婚。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkx3PuAFuv6
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMXiKODh7c
我就是從這個時候開始思考：『我為什麼會和姊姊結婚啊？』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1DZ4wveWn
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKlWXFET94
我一個人想幾天，終於在這天放學，只有我和姊姊的時候直接問：「姊姊，我想問妳一個問題。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9xGibS1Cl
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RwBCymPR9
姊姊：「什麼問題？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Kduz2F4XO
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoE3Y1RgB8Y
我問：「我們為什麼會結婚？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLe06pByVJJ
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YnJbM5IVP
面對我的問題，十九歲的姊姊沉默了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOL54ksbxb
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OM8aQvsPw
安靜牽著我的小手，一步步帶我回家。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nngDKE72q
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxkbLMFo0V
八歲的我，完全不瞭解姊姊為什麼都不說話。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw29HJ5sOgO
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvzOQbrc1D
不過只要是個成年人，一定能瞭解姊姊不語的原因。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzOKTI4xfM
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNvTU8Ru6K
十九歲，根本還只是大學生。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyKT2NdyxK
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTwUXHUOxz
如果姊姊的爸爸沒有中風，現在姊姊應該正在越南的某間大學半工半讀。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AupX0noTY
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55qTXc5xcN
姊姊卻是拿錢嫁來台灣，和我結婚成為黄家媳婦，一年來一直日夜陪伴我生活。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yhj1T1fgF
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkZ154Fa74
姊姊的寧靜，其實是有重量的。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WMdJz9xEY
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCQBiwbIdp
生活的重量，從來不是三言二語可以輕鬆說完。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqueOu1dg5
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Jusp552jq
也或許，正是因為無奈和感嘆，才讓它這麼不容易說完。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZQWdk9AQO
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPGtfPHlBL
天真不懂的我追問：「姊姊？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdih163vvzx
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN3TDTrqmH
姊姊回答：「因為我們必須結婚。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCB3yN9DXZ
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlOicw74gI
我：「為什麼？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc5ddvwfSt
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHubRubeEw
姊姊僅能：「姊姊不知道應該怎麼說。等到回家之後，你問媽媽吧？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnNA5mPCua
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgtZpy0Tpd
所以回家之後，我真的牽著姊姊的手，跑去問媽媽這件事。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBMbc3fz9E
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNCkJLGB4j
媽媽沉默的和姊姊互看，然後回答我：「等你長大之後就知道為什麼會和姊姊結婚了。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84f0qppFVP
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8XD5Jpu9M
結果，當年八歲的我還是完全不知道為什麼自己會和姊姊結婚。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZKfiHAjg4
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRP5Ckccub
我也只能想著這件事幾天之後，開始把它淡忘掉，繼續開開心心的牽著姊姊的手，和姊姊一起生活……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2IB45p4Yy
．216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EkjYs2jiu
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216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoto4Y5Q0R
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVEbLs57Yt
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnYsZSoIWt
就這樣，幾年的國小生活迅速過去。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8nyBQUYSj
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AeQBOIDSm
姊姊嫁來黄家的時候十八歲，現在已經二十三歲。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvgfTrgBNb
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFP3Bz1E6Ib
照顧我之餘順便幫忙家事，處理家裡公司的英文翻譯工作，可說已經完全融入黃家的一切生活。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBBr4TXr1z
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXfQNv4dMC
至於越南娘家，姊姊和娘家密切保持聯絡，不論是實體信件，電子信件，通訊軟體，沒有斷絕過。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWg6A4MNbtz
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEEpW4HP2n
中風的爸爸情況好轉。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9PH4piumg
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuHQNjT4Xk
媽媽用姊姊的聘金開一間穀物貿易店，生意做的不錯。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4834UWMNu4
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DG4Ht0hNy
二位弟弟則是都在高中讀書，準備考大學。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0virc4kHI
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwG96WDaltK
所以原本窮困的娘家的確因為姊姊的聘金，慢慢發達起來。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsuzWqhpgM
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumnn8TSKk4
就這樣來看，窮人女孩為錢出嫁遠方，真的不好嗎？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VPFA2xR8G
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyPEdzbojB
當然，每個人心中都有想法和答案……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM3x3GsHj5
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPE7GWWIBsE
我則是十二歲，健康快樂的入讀國中一年級。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4dRF6go6L
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOVaUu5pWj
開始長高的我，心靈隨之成長。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdij19qBiG
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEkm6UACCB
小時候的我，整天黏著姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg2wCp7aHA
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVnZzcnYEt
但是現在的我，對於那麼黏姊姊開始覺得怪怪的。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpBxJK6Zcd
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgUzQPSIY7
和姊姊一起手牽手走在路上，以前的我覺得很自然快樂，但是現在的我卻覺得很奇怪。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNAMrvzKlS
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD76OmUs9U
尤其是如果在路上遇見認識的同學或是朋友，我都會趕緊放開姊姊的手，和姊姊分開，不想要被他們看見我和姊姊手牽手。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzXD8rfbNW
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrRYmZcI4N
甚至於，我會對於和姊姊同房睡覺這件事感到彆扭。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelAXncK2RM
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzdhiCbebX
睡覺的時候，我都已經故意側躺背對姊姊，並且離遠點，姊姊卻還是主動靠上來，從我的背後主動摟抱我在懷裡。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIflAo9esU
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGGSv3eJF1
就像過去那樣，從背後抱著我一起看電視。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihnkG6AAgb
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFbRU5NePJ
就像過去那樣，從背後抱著唸故事書給我聽。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv55bxVr9DB
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYZAyjv6wD
就像過去那樣，抱著親密搖我，唱兒歌給我聽，陪我說話。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycq91XOcfU
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91L9qkhTPi
就像過去那樣，一直把我當成孩子……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeKFNJBtNN
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因此，今晚睡覺又被姊姊像這樣從背後親密摟抱，彆扭好一陣子的我終於說：「姊姊……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIg3T2GHIG1
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姊姊：「嗯？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡav4A8JE933
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我說：「妳可以不要抱我嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRvXtcH6lM
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7zGVqkF4h
姊姊：「怎麼了？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Dw4W3tkw8
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDluVnk76Tb
我誠實說：「感覺好難為情。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZRM7s9QM3
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姊姊沉默。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgew3EMTKN
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我繼續趁這個機會說出心底話：「其實……我越來越覺得我們一起睡覺很奇怪……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KTLpfG3V3
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姊姊：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvFrU2jDJx
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我說：「我知道，好多年來我們都是一起睡覺，妳會像這樣抱著我。但是，現在我真的開始覺得好奇怪……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMJ0lcr7um
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又是幾秒的沉默。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7c5ynT1Edu
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姊姊主動移動手，不再從背後摟抱我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV5qkyIXAE
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVq7cbXm9T
我擔心姊姊不開心，回頭看去：「姊姊，我沒有討厭妳，只是真的覺得好奇怪。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefDgqgPyoQ
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICyHPh2VRh
陰暗的燈光下，側躺面對我的姊姊溫柔微笑：「阿弟，你長大了。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vaNWTGOf5
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt7GAZdTLu
不只姊姊，阿媽和媽媽也是叫我阿弟。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuIpNLkJbw
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ddFrLLxC7
我只能說：「是嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAObVr58PEG
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姊姊：「你也不喜歡和姊姊牽手被同學看見吧？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEVR55JiIz
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3P91u5EAdb
我這才知道，原來姊姊有察覺到這件事，知道我都會在路上遇到同學的時候放開姊姊的手。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZvxUYEBVl
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JWPJEzrs5
唯有乖乖承認：「嗯……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbno7xA30kI
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姊姊詢問：「你也會討厭姊姊陪你上下學？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8xfrOtV58
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhcaft77cL
我沒想到姊姊會反問這件事，所以我真的想幾秒：「上下學……我是覺得，上下學我一個人不會有問題。其實姊姊可以不必一直跟著我，感覺有點浪費妳的時間……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pArAVoDJu
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0N6Gjt4md
姊姊得到我的回答：「姊姊知道了，以後你自己上下學吧。明天你還要去學校，先睡覺。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4Ga36pk87
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說完，姊姊轉身，背對我睡覺，沒有再摸我一下。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS5YM0Y7uh
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy2b6Ut21J
我也只好同樣繼續背對姊姊睡覺。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjibMcOlkqv
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4X1SeZzQs0
我知道，姊姊依然是當年那個一心一意照顧陪伴我的姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8N6a5JOOH
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtntft23wqZ
但是開始長大改變的我，真的不再是當年七歲的我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBNLFiEBif
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2OX69pOkU
雖然當時沒有感覺，不過我和姊姊的關係，的的確確就從這時候開始不同。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGAxjwaKGr
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLPSLbK1bZ
隔天，姊姊果然讓我一個人上學，下午回家時間也沒有來校門口接我，讓我感覺好奇怪，就像有什麼明顯不對勁。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl9sJmxYrM
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidx7ZbP8wa
甚至於，回到家之後，在房間放下書包，發現房間裡面怪怪的。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzqRTdyl1g
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD2Rwm1eAy
但是那時我還忽然說不出房間哪裡奇怪。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0cENZoEUi
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpa18FM4l4o
直到進入廚房從冰箱找喝的，遇見正在忙碌晚餐的媽媽和姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzarWTRHHyg
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我先問候：「媽媽，姊姊。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsFm5ulucR
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媽媽知道我一定還沒有完全搞清楚情況，所以主動跟我說：「今天開始，姊姊會去原本用來堆雜物的那個房間睡覺。下午已經把雜物間清理好，也把姊姊的東西都搬進去，以後那裡就是姊姊的臥房。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAS76DEmdnK
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這就是剛才我為什麼覺得房間有點奇怪，因為原本屬於姊姊的東西與衣物都消失不見。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTqBCcXvns
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74CQ7Uq9i1
我小小意外到：「姊姊要睡在雜物間？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5fyEeiYMt
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDR58Kauif
媽媽：「你不是跟姊姊說不想和姊姊一起睡覺？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM2SdkFsp7
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsRUj6CSnm
我：「昨晚我是那樣說……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60znWgxj3r
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然後，我看向姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXKPNVfqjX
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kvxML5U6X
姊姊面無表情站在瓦斯爐前炒青菜，沒有看我一眼。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYpwRWNeLU
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ctJFfYROL
我：「姊姊？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTH6SsWhWFW
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3m9r10hQR
姊姊終於看我：「嗯？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2i5Q8rxlf
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiezi5UZq3S
我：「你真的要搬去雜物間？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5Z9uMYpo8
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrG815Qoz9
姊姊回我：「早上姊姊和媽媽談過之後，覺得這樣對你比較好。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4dHreQCio
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我：「可是－－－」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRSajOdaxU
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『可是』到這裡，我又半句話說不出。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggu21rRVzs
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqy5XybIIik
畢竟我究竟想要『可是』什麼？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk1zpX7ttW
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2fc5mXIV4
我的確一天天覺得和姊姊同床共枕很奇怪，親口說出這件事。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyNVJd4suE
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH4G7KjB8X
我和姊姊分房生活本來就是很自然的發展，到底還有什麼好『可是』？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGsrdyvqdT
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所以『可是』之後，我真的又沒有一句話可以說，只能站著。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtvxL700C8
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因此姊姊再說：「你真的已經長大了，開始獨立自主。姊姊很高興，可以陪伴你平安長大到今天。今後也要繼續成長為一位優秀的大人，知不知道？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKug6zCIFgC
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTl0ZeAVdL
我唯有：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmOkVLH15z
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlWu9TBczP
媽媽有意思讓這件事就這樣：「好啦！你自己聞聞衣服，都是臭酸味！快去浴室洗澡，準備吃晚飯了！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOniCinFpS
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就這樣，我們沒有再談過這件事。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfplmEVWaX
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHcKGUxXFW
我跟姊姊正式分房生活……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37XK2mq9bo
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216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQiF941s5Z
姊姊決定放手，讓我自由自在的長大，相信那樣對我的成長最好。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJ1H56RhjA
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFs0VwCGi9
我從上下學不再有姊姊陪伴，直到現在分房睡覺，真的一直有種說不出的奇怪感。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMMb1Fommz
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FTbQOoow0
就像自己的生活，忽然有什麼重要的人事物消失不見。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpI9Dlh3Oy
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這樣的消失，好像明顯是錯的。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAniGzL2bC
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但是我又感覺到，這樣才是對的。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVya5ZrGmFZ
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我相信這就是姊姊所說的獨立自主和所謂的長大吧。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hO4D2piCT
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCeNpfVAFG
卻也因為這樣，沒有姊姊常常跟隨陪伴的我，雖然獲得很高的生活自由，卻也交上壞朋友了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYfhLemZnt
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1VMpQHxMz
週六日，以前我都是跟姊姊一起出門，搭公車去鄰近城市的鬧區走走逛逛再回家。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyW0uYClqT
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uOA1BHf6H
不再有姊姊緊密陪伴的我，都和同學朋友一起出遊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlu6XwmISY
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeEDSFUGeK
姊姊都會在我出門赴約的時候，微笑的說：「路上小心，早點回來。」完全把我當成大人尊重看待。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWz96jaTGq
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYoaS9vEYa
就這樣，朋友彼此之間再互相介紹，我終於和一群大人常說的『壞孩子』認識。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkxotcxkkY
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Vc2keHhtv
一夥近三十人，男女都有，對我來說都是些大哥哥大姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTayfBHfU1x
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNFzQh6k2z
年紀大約是國中生到二十歲，最年長的幾位等著當兵，並且他們的家庭明顯都有問題。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN38eMzws9X
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpPz2BroXW
搶劫吸毒之類的嚴重事情沒有。但是檳榔喝酒，喜歡夜遊飆車，嗆聲裝大……大概就是缺少家庭關愛的鄉下8+9。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc0vgkEadp
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrj6QShvRzL
當然，認識他們之初，我也覺得和他們在一起不太好。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYM9HhYKWni
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXm8yCcho5
聰明的孩子絕對會知道不應該和他們繼續往來。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoIBtKRRzm
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但是我又無法抗拒和他們繼續來往的誘惑。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDXjESwrrK
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因為他們有帥氣的摩托車。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6ua0x8qqm
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他們是個8+9飆車族，車隊名稱叫做三太子風火輪。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGF1LmA1slj
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tgZBwoeE8
沒有錯，我喜歡帥氣的摩托車。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq2duo1qwR
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看著那樣的帥氣摩托車，我就想騎上去飆。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaLLRg7tCL
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xGOAXbdwt
聽著引擎聲怒吼，我的感覺整個嗨到不必嗑任何東西。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxyiUzmlqp
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尤其是家裡沒有摩托車，只有分別由爺爺、爸爸和媽媽各自擁有的二輛汽車。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNhnJUE9b1
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPFbp9jkQI
當年的我不懂汽車，只記得叫難聽的梅賽什麼的，看起來又黑又大又笨重，一點都不拉風的廉價車。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0DHDaXrj5
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而大哥大姊他們不只有摩托車，還都經過特別改裝，看起來又酷又炫。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLwjrXfMLb
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM969We9wF3
只要坐上去感覺就像世界無敵了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaG1GAHba0
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當年才十三歲的我，真的好希望自己也能擁有一輛自己的帥氣摩托車。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAymomQtN2z
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRPmjm2orW
所以我真的克制不住和他們一群人來往的慾望。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQEY3NVlBv
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhDjDPe3cN
他們一定是因為全都破碎家庭出身，主觀的認為我也一樣，所以完全不問我的來歷，我到場就接受我，讓我跟隊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39Fx7qvRuf
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXLAWFCDiC
所以我不必上學的週六日一出門，就是主動去找他們，大家一起出門全速衝鋒。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA6x8WdWHb
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當然，我都是後座被載的那個。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx95LbLTvx5
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大部份時間，都是在靠中央山脈的山路衝鋒兜風，大約深夜就解散回家。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgwdZEcIuw
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvpp947zq9
少數時候，大家飆的比較瘋，就是順著車少的靠海道路從台灣南部衝到台北，再從基隆衝進宜蘭花蓮直到台東，再一路騎回來。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPQBRcXOFn
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwDFAev68J
真的是完全不睡覺，從白天騎到黑夜，再從黑夜騎到白天，猛衝台灣島一圈的衝鋒。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OSbNREXY1
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每個月都會像這樣衝一次。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYWMX7vnTd
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大家都樂此不疲，我更是好開心。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrF9awuC58
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我覺得這個世界真的好遼闊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ1KvpdvVG
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我真的好想看到外面更寬大的世界。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcNybWQeqO
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我越來越不想離開這個環島飆車團體。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVaWVzH2B9
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不過想也知道，我才一個國中生，家人一定擔心追問。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkemCGLO2Z2
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如果半夜才回家，這種情況還好，被媽媽碎念個幾句就好。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80K7uxVFLI
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如果是一整天的瘋狂環島……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9U1NtEdNgo
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終於，這個週日早上，第三次我再次環島瘋回來之後，被追問到底了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrbzZVXwDc
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不只媽媽和姊姊，就連最疼我的阿媽也在一邊看。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeqDaiwAOc
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYy6ssbNzjd
媽媽一臉擔心：「昨天週六你到底去哪裡？怎麼整晚都不回來？這樣的情況已經不是一次二次了！你才幾歲啊！大家整晚等你，怕你出什麼事，一直想去報警知不知道？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczxtgdaS2P
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因為擔心會被媽媽繼續罵，所以我回答：「沒事啦。只是和幾個朋友去台北玩。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wSWf3WObV
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2ECcbbfHQ
這是事實，因為車隊的確會經過台北。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1WWBVMGUQ
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雖然抵達台北的時候都是大部份人回家睡覺的深夜。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMQhCV5oU9
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jGNRCSnxd
換姊姊問：「阿弟，你們沒有做壞事吧？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLN1RLJ0ijy
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYn7WZeV6Fb
如果說謊，媽媽和姊姊一定會看出來。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyESz7KYf0a
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWiV91pznB
我覺得很煩又很無奈的直視她們，明示自己的清白：「沒有啦。真的只是一群人出去玩而已。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYQRmqOAbK
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不過是騎摩托車瘋狂繞台灣，還會是什麼壞事？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtvHd1yc4D
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Qvqv4F4dI
姊姊再問：「下週六你們也會像這樣出去玩到週日才回家？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EhY5RXYPp
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9W2imTRSVa
我不耐煩的回：「又不是每次都這樣好不好？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGU0pu8NQ8p
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknmji995fk
姊姊：「表示以後還會像這樣？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7B6uvGOlR
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziYdNtrhcq
我不敢回答，因為是肯定的，所以生氣大罵：「妳們又煩又囉嗦！有完沒完！碎碎唸個不停！我要回房間睡覺了啦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFeVTSDLrd
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就此頭也不回，直往房間快步走。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqqHE4Iff5
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媽媽她們看我忽然這麼兇的大罵之後轉身就走，全部愣在客廳，忽然追不上來。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7em6kTHzH
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge4qy1hYdd
只有姊姊，第一時間追進房間，拉著我的手：「你到底跟誰出去？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYde8E9hC5
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就這樣，我第一次和姊姊吵架了……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3gNt2Qtl7
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzowNc7xff
發急的我，只能甩開姊姊的手：「問這麼多做什麼？是有那麼嚴重喔？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcDazd2N2S
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr47oHKD4FR
姊姊：「阿弟，媽媽剛才沒有說錯，你才十三歲，是個國中生啊！整晚不回家，大家當然擔心！加上你正在叛逆期，我們可以不擔心嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UZ6lRbkOw
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VQrMwENGE
這時候，媽媽和阿媽也追上來觀戰。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznYkhBty59
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ASW5Cruxp
不過她們暫時都沒有說話，把發言權交給姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BwLDldQwa
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDhOCAjEMN
我一心只想早點罵退她們，所以直接對姊姊罵：「到底關妳什麼事！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYvExDl9tt
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFDZU7bUqA
姊姊：「為什麼不關我的事！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfIAmvhDNt
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lY2h3HyOM
我：「妳到底是我的誰啊！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMEZPpGemo
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWRjX0NrqK
姊姊：「我是妳的姊姊啊！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMN2psV9pY
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP31ZKx0Bz
我：「我只是把妳當姊姊喊！不然我什麼時候有姊姊了！妳是媽媽生的喔？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMh1W1FzMw
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL4KDjFbiO
姊姊的確一時難以回答。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAymLYJUNxj
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWp7Cc5lAm
我繼續說：「妳又不姓黃！明明什麼都不是！妳只是個外人！就不要再對我管那麼多了啦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrPIfH94pD
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HazZ7myw1
姊姊：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOeQmUvjiJ
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40nRcyODHM
媽媽：「你這個孩子對姊姊說什麼話！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwjR8pHYiT
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0QUlAaAmB
阿媽也罵我：「是姊姊辛苦的一手把你帶到這麼大，知不知道？怕你冷！怕你熱！怕你餓到！怕你受傷生病！怕你書沒讀好！你還要去哪裡找這樣的姊姊！到底誰還會對你這麼好啊！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzn3pcMkul
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlUomNKaff
媽媽：「你的阿媽沒有說錯！姊姊真的對你那麼好，結果你竟然對姊姊說這種話！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPzUSkh4FR
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzOetxHEl9
這樣子，我又要面對她們三人了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvu7bDjenw
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rShGCUA0U
整晚沒有睡的我，又煩又氣又累，拉著房門就要緊緊關上。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS70MMdax6
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaLkayROmu
姊姊卻是踏出一步，伸手用力頂著門，不給我關。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEEkjAKSjg
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甚至於，姊姊直瞪著我，毫不移開雙眼。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOugTyYcnUD
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被姊姊這樣瞪，頓時一陣膽寒。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbNJ11tRlS
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gkPetBC1a
畢竟我是被姊姊從七歲一手帶大的孩子，對於和姊姊相處的實際記憶真的比媽媽還要多。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMSQ1n2wHa
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所以被姊姊這樣瞪，讓我感覺比親生媽媽這樣瞪還要可怕。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8GuJwNQ86
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覺得自己真的麻煩大了……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc63r9hVTFa
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1q2QUuCCg
我又急又怕：「放手！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlteU1WYnpc
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAAXoMLQgB
姊姊：「不放！你不敢說，背後一定有問題！你好好說出是和誰出去整晚！你們到底去做什麼！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxy92xLkzfE
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVJqhyOk2j
我：「我已經說了，妳沒有資格問！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m5CDo3OHJ
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14k52Z72ql
媽媽出頭：「那麼媽媽總有資格問吧！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPavTJilC4t
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBI9pw26dg
我更是不敢回答媽媽，只能繼續用力推門，對姊姊喊：「反正跟妳沒有關係，放手啦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kq8fOOzt2
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvhswsFX3I
姊姊只能喊：「我不是外人！我是嫁進黃家的媳婦！你這樣子，我會擔心啊！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFidROijMQS
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKJk4sgNFR
我：「什麼媳婦！到底是誰的媳婦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsMBB19ciI
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91s08t5hOM
姊姊：「你的啊！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzJuGpReYZ
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgnXI7BupH
當時的情況，姊姊不這樣說不行。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2zvQuXsbG
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypYutlIPgh
因為姊姊真的會在這個黃家找不到立足之地。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ROjWYKMXZ
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxAO09uzjW
只會是個來自越南卻長時間住在黃家的外人。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQoUNP9bDO
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZugO7C5LGn
我：「才不是！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI1yRfuKWn
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡert1XsqTVK
姊姊：「為什麼不是？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKkPIMFV2G
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqE7K4au6RX
我：「我又不是願意和妳結婚！再說當時我才幾歲啊！而且大家都知道只是做做樣子，又不是真的！妳才不是我的媳婦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HPtoYYr7L
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfrniPS8y2
接著姊姊的回答，我萬萬想不到。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxYb0YtgEW
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvw40U1Zm36
我真的萬萬想不到。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVxx7sTyw3
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgsI0Gmit1
姊姊問我：「那麼姊姊搬出去，和其他男生約會結婚也沒有關係了？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuU5nQY7VP2
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKvHeSl57H
當然姊姊是故意這樣說，為了嚇嚇我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcHgXpeqr5
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhDJsBWZBs
不過才十三歲的我根本還只是個不夠懂事的孩子，心臟立刻一個大跳！216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS6Mb15npl
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7whRRfJJ9S
這樣的心情，就像孩子聽到守寡的媽媽要改嫁。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFkQ76ARVc
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwBk0fqTj4
只要是孩子，一般都會很難接受這樣的事情。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhIio6Ostd
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ4aCuQGUj
到時候姊姊會被其他人搶走，姊姊就不再是我的姊姊了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhp8gC1oXr
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyN0lBSC0so
說起來，當時的我真的就像個要斷奶卻無法斷個徹底的孩子。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnxw7BQJfY
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMh6IFr5fF
當然我緊張的對姊姊說：「妳說什麼啊！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOC6M7X0ld
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscansI6TdB
姊姊說：「反正我又不是黃家的媳婦，你管姊姊那麼多。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn097so0hil
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWlubk6vdL
我：「這是不同的事情啊！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2mSmQjxSe
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvpkSV2P3B
姊姊：「隨便你吧。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj87WhWqmej
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8B4NxChVWI
說完，姊姊還真的直接放手，不再想把我的房間門頂開，並且轉身就走。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cz9gpZRlm
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pocOHAqON
媽媽配合姊姊：「你這個孩子實在是啊……看看你剛才對姊姊說什麼話！姊姊真的不想管你了，還不快去跟姊姊說對不起！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JGpbgYKFX
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2bQHFJrWN
我猶豫堅持僵持著。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHe2FCnMul
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnUzudHKKZ
畢竟如果說出事實，我知道她們一定不會再讓我去參加車隊兜風。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqp48MYEYha
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZrUPw1Gco
如果不說，姊姊又會變成別人的姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrZLAJ0o5F
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKC3HxNILQ
我的心情真的是有夠天人交戰。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcSv0Z1th6
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHfHyLEo5v
根本是逼我二選一。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAoNUKE8sH
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYAzLEDG0J
媽媽：「姊姊真的不必勉強自己一直留在我們家！現在你真的要看姊姊離開？還不快去跟姊姊道歉！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKuJDvuBQS
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkghS6S8iC
終於，我還是害怕的：「嘖！」一聲，離開房間，快步跑去找姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ShwxLGJlK
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQp3KaqaTwS
姊姊坐在客廳沙發看電視，冰冷的完全不看我一眼。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNHSDzu5ht
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohHKQlyA9s
我：「姊姊。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvksw4JKxqu
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3KIWRf8Rt
姊姊：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbZLdJH3bK
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我：「姊姊，妳不要這樣。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhG8HiEdWeT
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0WmQg0l3Y
姊姊：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGNn6ZM2ey
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOM51vn7bW
我：「對不起。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2Geyz2fsa
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姊姊：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAJVH7BOw2
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0OX22KeBF
我：「妳不要走啦。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYaxRpVfpY
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姊姊：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmoE1GtYC2
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我：「剛才我真的不是故意那樣說……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwR2l77C8p
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姊姊終於看我：「姊姊想聽到的不是這些。是你整晚到底去哪裡？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4xZ6YuqDF
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我又是一番掙扎：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYeUuEU7yR
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姊姊終於看我：「你從小到大，今天真的是第一次有事情瞞著姊姊。讓姊姊好難過。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtn6WrO0S8
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我：「如果我說了，你們一定不會再讓我出去……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhMktk6isq
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姊姊：「反正你先說，到底整晚去哪裡做什麼？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YhXqpwYki
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我：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUfi1RttIs
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姊姊：「還是不願意說嗎？反正對你來說，姊姊只是這個黃家的外人吧。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSszSyLxdJL
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我：「不是那樣啦。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbEynLJhTo
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姊姊：「那就告訴姊姊。不然姊姊真的要搬走了。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBtVERFMYn
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我只能心一橫：「昨天我是去參加車隊……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7JyXEOjH9
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姊姊：「車隊？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vwRcXp3lQ
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我：「整天跟大家坐摩托車兜風，只有那樣而已。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuSLHLLqoB
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阿媽擔心的問：「你跟人家去飆車？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcpZS0jMcc
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我拼命想著讓自己可以無罪開脫的回答說詞，可是就速度來說，又覺得很難辯駁：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cYA8bVBKk
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媽媽看我的沉默，直接有罪判定，滿臉的難以相信：「你竟然去跟人家飆車……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMs4v8UH7K
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我：「不是飆車啦！只是外面騎一圈而已！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrYvjlE6bh
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdpqYqwJCf
姊姊冰冷的說：「騎去哪裡？為什麼整晚才回來？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadrlZTG3FY
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我：「沒有去哪裡啦……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwSRfSaYTc
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姊姊：「到底跟人家騎去哪裡？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2CxlPkMF7
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我：「就是……台灣繞一圈而已……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO02eddFGPp
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姊姊略顯訝異：「台灣繞一圈？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALBZy67SRw
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我看姊姊的反應，知道不妙了：「真的只有那樣！不是什麼危險的飆車啦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEljDJnam31
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姊姊：「一天騎台灣一圈？所以整晚都在騎車？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJg7bjk503W
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阿媽再次：「哎喲！這樣不就整天在飆車！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWYG7pFBh9
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媽媽同樣受驚不小，音量非常大：「你這個孩子實在是！竟然去跟飆車族整天在一起飆車！那樣有多危險知不知道！如果出事怎麼辦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2QjoLD72C
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換阿媽哀叫：「哎喲……你這樣如果讓疼你的阿公知道，他一定會驚的血壓飆高喔……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyTpXsdIUc
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我：「真的沒有想的那麼危險啦！再說我已經參加過三次，不是都沒有出事！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JpPaQdSAM
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媽媽直接大聲：「以後不准再去參加，聽到沒有！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctUJl3w5CF
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阿媽：「黃家現在只有你這個獨孫！黃家還要靠你傳下去！你要是有個萬一要怎麼辦啊！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXIBRMvTvo
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果然，變成我最討厭的情況。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPCortFiih
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我只能做著沒有意義的抗議：「就是因為會這樣，我才不敢跟妳們說啦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCkYzzrJqQ
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姊姊接口：「你不敢說，因為你自己也知道本來就不應該去參加。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKgsPr6WDt
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我：「但是真的沒有想像的危險！你們看我不是一直都平安回來？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVVUbOdB0V
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姊姊：「不論你說多安全，我們都不會相信。飆車本來就是很危險的事情，更不必說你才十三歲。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtToeLBPYAm
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我：「所以等我十八歲就可以了，是不是？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZmJE55xid
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姊姊卻是直瞪著我，直接一句：「姊姊對你很失望。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXg5ltEI3S
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我：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo64cDIfOzB
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姊姊：「我一直以為你會開始懂事，會自己想……結果你竟然做出這麼危險的事情，去參加整天飆車的飆車族。姊姊真的對你非常失望。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBei0Szzln
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我：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RZQqzJtzV
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姊姊：「你根本還是個不懂事的孩子，完全不知道事情輕重。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXhK3C1PPh
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阿媽也在旁邊整個憂心：「會變壞……這樣一定會變壞……哎喲……怎麼辦啦……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI1jwsg1CO
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我做著最後掙扎：「事情真的不是那樣……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa59xYiYu23
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbf3HEqRnI
姊姊：「反正你不准再去參加，否則姊姊就搬出去，再也不管你了，有沒有聽到？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheGKE9xkL8
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我還能怎麼回答？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHsrRH2xLy
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只能垂頭喪氣：「知道了……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvehEmN7roP
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當時的我，真的覺得好難過，覺得好不甘願。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnraqlzso0j
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因為我真的很喜歡騎著摩托車兜風的感覺。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUhHSiew1j
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現在這一切，因為我不希望姊姊離開，所以都要被強迫終止。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdZg2sBJSH
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讓我怎麼接受？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OBxviJTvU
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我自然悶悶不樂起來。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGU2nzxTp7C
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週日的這場爭吵，就這樣結束。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSlRTDA5uC
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然後，週二這一天，在外面跑生意的爸爸回家休息幾天了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy7ycRaf6R
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所以這一天放學回家，我立刻被爸爸叫到客廳。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ563mtBGin
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爸爸一臉嚴肅，姊姊她們三人都在旁邊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8tpxZ7NHo
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雖然爸爸因為和阿公一樣整天在東南亞跑，都把我的事情交給阿媽媽媽和姊姊，幾乎沒有插手過我的教育，不過還是會在必要的時候管教我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD34OnL461O
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所以我其實還頂怕爸爸的。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SQM3iAJsq
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爸爸開口就是嚴肅的問：「聽媽媽說，你去參加飆車族，已經好幾次和他們環島？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomCYRYJQfL
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我覺得說再多也沒有意義，所以簡單的：「嗯。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMEXVu0g6L
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爸爸嚴厲罵來：「亂來！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4RzAfBieD
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我：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsfK6VYBdK
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爸爸：「你以為飆車好玩啊！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2rFdXSYzd
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不服氣又不甘心的我，雖然會怕爸爸，不過還是什麼都不管了，直接說：「很好玩。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk022BafZIx
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聽著腳下的引擎怒吼，看著二旁道路快速向後衝去的速度感，進入前方從來沒有見過的新世界，真的很好玩。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg3b1jdLeY
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我真的喜歡騎摩托車旅行的感覺。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrLO7DK269
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越是參加那個車隊，我越是著迷於那樣的感覺，難以自拔。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3VW5jc4TE
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不過，在場四人都為我這句話：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MujCDeEXe
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真的，他們都被我一句話頂到安靜。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauor6RE0vV
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好幾秒，半句話沒有。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAJ6ZA60Rp
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爸爸反應回來，更兇的說：「飆車是在拿自己的生命安危開玩笑，你到底知不知道！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVOd0hcBuV
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我：「反正你們不會懂啦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzetbhbBWd
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爸爸：「是你完全不懂！真的跟個孩子一樣！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOKRQGgdtu
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我正想要給爸爸頂嘴……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDo1ppjOpz
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一直安靜在旁邊的姊姊：「那麼你說，我們不懂什麼？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHDYfoej2n
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我：「反正你們不會再讓我去了。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjFDAsPPt7
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姊姊：「我們的確不會再讓你去參加飆車族。可是如果你說出來，至少我們還可以懂你為什麼會去參加。是因為姊姊開始不陪你，所以你覺得一個人很寂寞嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNEerqn0O6
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我：「不是那樣啦。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06lRBSoMmp
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姊姊：「那是怎麼樣？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9PGyUkVdp
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我：「我喜歡騎摩托車。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwArj6EVtI
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姊姊：「你喜歡騎摩托車？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4SeKWQYqj
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我：「我知道你們一定會覺得那些騎摩托車的人都是壞孩子，當然不會讓我去參加。可是他們其實沒有你們想像的那麼壞。我只是和他們一起騎車，一起兜風，又沒有怎麼樣……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLdslDhmRZ
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姊姊卻是說：「我們先把他們的事情放在一邊。你為什麼會喜歡摩托車？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDk4IIAsv1v
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我：「你們一定不喜歡摩托車吧？是不是覺得會騎摩托車的人都是窮人？都不是什麼好人？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo42RkPAkxx
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姊姊：「你為什麼這樣問？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGDf7iW8qK
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我：「因為一定是這樣啊！否則我們家為什麼連一輛摩托車都沒有！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F0HfMj5iW
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爸爸出面回答：「因為汽車載人載物比較方便，也比較安全！再說平時如果大家需要出門，媽媽會開車，不是都會開爸爸的車載你們出門？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe80BUTYDj
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我：「不一樣啦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAH7qcsdUBF
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姊姊：「哪裡不一樣？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKjhUHyfOF
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我：「摩托車帥氣拉風又自由，騎起來的感覺就是好棒！我們家的車又笨重又醜，名字也難聽又難記，叫梅塞什麼的……要怎麼跟帥氣的摩托車比！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXtyQekUWR
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爸爸沉默二秒，口氣好許多：「梅賽德斯？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaBBvO1efs
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我：「對！梅賽德斯！聽都沒有聽過！看起來也真的有夠醜！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L5gGynId4
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爸爸：「梅賽德斯是主名，大家常知的通名是賓士。我們家二輛車都是賓士高級車款，你知道一輛多少錢嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgAVxtD17S
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當然我絕對聽過，知道是很貴的車，忍不住確認：「賓士？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV0os2tDUG
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爸爸：「都是賓士。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJURqwN7XXz
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下一秒，我有一種極為失望的感覺，因為總覺得賓士那樣的名貴轎車應該看起來更加不同凡響才對。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7089oRERrI
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所以我發自內心回答爸爸：「好醜……真的……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWk9FiEq54
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首先，美醜是很主觀的。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpOEl5cs6E
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再來，我真的打心底覺得，賓士有名又貴到讓我很無法理解。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoibEAY5Qa
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真的，就算我已經長大成人，還是不喜歡賓士的外型，就算是賓士的跑車款也一樣……絕對是青菜蘿蔔每人各有喜好。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ2Xd08Lj4
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所以這時候的我萬分的難掩失望之情。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiioTP5RTOW
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爸爸：「賓士也有跑車款，看起來很好看。我們家二輛都是家用房車，所以看起來像一般常見車輛，不過的確都是很貴的頂級賓士。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0F46LZSqfm
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我：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyuzq4Eux8
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姊姊再問：「你真的那麼喜歡摩托車？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUnu8wDpXW
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH1XTWJwYm
我：「摩托車很棒啊！車隊的大哥大姊都把自己的車改的好酷好炫！那是因為你們沒有看過，不然你們一定也會喜歡！坐在上面騎，感覺就很舒服！真的可以騎一整天也不會膩！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFw8W6idgHW
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他們四人，幾秒的安靜。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdWk2ASRP2
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爸爸終於說：「十來歲的年輕人，真的都會比較喜歡摩托車吧？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMd5cRZpYq
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我：「所以讓我再去參加車隊啦！他們真的只是單純的在路上騎車，沒有想的那麼危險！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUpB7Dyouf
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媽媽直接大聲：「不可能！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjc5VrqhFGE
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爸爸也說：「你給我乖乖留在家裡，有沒有聽到？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqIpkzPAuN
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阿媽更是：「傻孫啊，摩托車騎那麼快多危險啊……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbVsqKjITY
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Fmy5mPMna
我還能怎辦：「我就知道！一定會變成這樣！跟你們根本白說！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6FTy4dUou
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl2wtTLhAU
姊姊：「你真的那麼喜歡摩托車？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLDY6vwkg9
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfyyuq5KmL
我開始發洩自己被強迫阻止的怒氣：「我就是喜歡！比家裡那二輛什麼醜賓士帥氣多了！就算你們現在禁止我！但是等到我滿十八歲是個大人了，一定要回去車隊給你們看！到時候看你們怎麼阻止我！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSEIfVg7UQ
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媽媽：「你這個孩子！說這什麼話！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jAmrzT8hR
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我：「我一定會回去車隊給你們看！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi8BcC0uV3
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媽媽本來想再罵我，但是看爸爸一直安靜：「你也對孩子說句話啊！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTeCOXQdTK
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爸爸卻是思考：「嗯……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRKgVeCXmb
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媽媽：「喂！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiJb3pCdxZ
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爸爸回答媽媽：「看他這樣，不如我先通知爸爸？不管怎樣，這件事都要讓爸爸知道，再看要怎麼處理。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUDyNf6wvt
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當然，爸爸口中的爸爸就是阿公。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDx7ENKs2ht
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媽媽：「要告訴爸爸？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJncIJXXRT
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阿媽：「讓你的阿公知道你出去飆車一整天，還要出去繼續飆，一定要為你急的高血壓啦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrkRHT4LGB
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然後，爸爸播起電話，開始和電話另一頭的阿公說我的事情。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bBT3DUp4j
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參加8+9飆車族。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfDTm8C3MX
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一整天的飆車，環台一圈好幾次。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdmRcYgP3y
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還放話，長大成人之後要回去繼續飆……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEfECuZR7b
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然後爸爸掛電話，告訴我們：「爸爸說他會把工作的事排開，搭明天的班機趕回來。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0cZITPNvg
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阿公一定吃驚訝異又發急，否則不會放下工作立刻趕回來。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTezE33WNGr
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阿媽：「傻孫子，你自己看看，阿公為你急的……哎喲……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK273vhNY0E
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我也只能摸摸鼻子回房間，心情忐忑又不好的準備面對明天就要回來的阿公。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqSnVm93Ca
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就這樣，隔天週三，我照樣去學校上學。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrHuNq0UVa
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傍晚回家，阿公果然已經等在客廳。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Go01DeBAy
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姊姊他們四個人，都陪在旁邊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2pP4tb2Xu
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因為阿公和阿媽一樣疼我這個寶貝金孫，所以阿公沒有像爸爸一樣嚴肅板著臉。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zAUVTE0Ld
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阿公說的很溫和：「阿弟，先回房間放下書包，然後來告訴阿公怎麼回事？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSitDbqHAg
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於是放下書包的我，回到客廳。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmyQD9MNin
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLI0gR5iVb
阿公立刻對我招手，讓我親密坐到大腿上。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLY8ejL6Ib
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阿公對待我，真的一直都像對待幼稚園的小孩子。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHG0ECsoCF
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可能對阿公來說，我不論長多大，永遠都會是當年那個可愛的小孫子吧。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jeaKd0ZUx
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於是我開始把整個事情從頭跟阿公說一次。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1RBCaDSx3
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說完之後，換阿公問我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Hmvxg7y1M
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先問我怎麼和那個車隊認識上，然後問我們都去哪裡？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFlKuDwbCB
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接著都是問一些我為什麼那麼喜歡摩托車之類的事情？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIQ8MX7kLL
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我一直把自己的所有感受告訴阿公，並且求阿公讓我回去參加車隊，才能繼續快樂兜風旅行。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3Q0slMgRq
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阿公很有耐心的仔細聽我從頭說到完。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfBPG01Vmc
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最後，阿公問我：「你真的這麼喜歡摩托車？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qJ8hMQRuq
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我當然說：「很喜歡！因為看起來好帥，騎著兜風也很開心！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVpR6ZRaJr
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阿公安靜：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPROq8qc5CJ
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我開始撒嬌：「阿公……讓我回去參加好不好啦？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe2UPNBOCP
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阿公：「不可以。真的太危險。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPOtaqxhhk
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我像個孩子拼命耍賴：「讓我回去啦！讓我回去啦！讓我回去啦！……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxMwZnerJh
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阿公一直微笑看著我，一言不發。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3b9ptFn62
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爸爸很兇罵來：「不要這樣亂！大家是為你好！長大一點！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUZy1YMsYR
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以前阿公都會袒護我，不過現在阿公只是安靜微笑看我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMmIBh2nIj
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我當然不敢再發亂：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkKOlnyUDj
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阿公哄我：「好了，去洗個澡，換個衣服，全家一起去餐館吃晚飯。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxy0lKe2cjW
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我：「可是車隊……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ980qeiaijI
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阿公摸著我的頭：「乖。去洗澡。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYvTm1DRFC
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我只好百般絕望，垂頭喪氣，前往浴室洗澡。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa38S4bI63
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在離開客廳的時候，聽到阿公叫爸爸的小名：「阿忠？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMmgFBwd1H
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爸爸回應：「爸？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPDgKahsFS
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阿公：「我們黃家的確只有他一個男孩。不管怎麼樣，今後大家一定要看好他。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuFA4jRJql
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爸爸回答：「我們都知道要看好他。可問題是再過幾年他如果成年，到時候又要怎麼管？成年人實在是很難管了。要是真的搬出去，更是沒有辦法管。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iyYeYwDzE
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然後我走遠，只聽到交談聲，聽不到他們到底在商量要怎麼看緊我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2s1UusIrK
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當時我真的是感覺徹底無望啊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhVPhyF2tG
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車隊當然更是沒有辦法再回去。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFlPvzj7rh
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因為姊姊故意會在週六日一直跟著我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1kRdpaxZI
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我因為不希望姊姊離開黃家，所以也不敢再偷跑回去參加車隊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonsPSbVKKV
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可以說我在『姊姊』和『摩托車』這二個我都喜歡的存在，選擇了姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKzanb6MVT
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不過我還是會在路上有人騎摩托車經過的時候，感覺好羨慕。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEOGvB9NHE
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一心想著：我一定要在成年之後想辦法買一輛自己的摩托車……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR3D3RO6rC
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我對於摩托車旅行的慾望，真的只是暫時自我壓抑，並沒有消失。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1lsjt5ZQx
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一個月之後的這個週六。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9G8YeTFsx
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一大早，姊姊就出門，不見蹤影。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIAwKOkYgk
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看不見姊姊，感覺就是奇怪。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVUOfcDF8i
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因為姊姊應該會主動來跟著我監視才是？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5dvOhwwrq
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我吃著早餐，好奇追問媽媽：「姊姊呢？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIXToh6AzV
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媽媽：「去城裡。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZjuL7ltyQ
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也就是說，姊姊去鄰近的城市。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlYBtQgMYp
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我問：「去做什麼？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWydKUQE3K1
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媽媽隨便敷衍：「辦點事情。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Nhpj1YKmk
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於是吃過早餐的我，回到房間寫週末作業。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvP9CGRzX0H
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雖然我想過可以趁姊姊不在的這個機會偷偷跑回去參加車隊，不過還是因為害怕姊姊會離開而……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZR2heJD0wB
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就這樣，下午大約二點。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FhlgCip9M
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我聽到響亮的摩托車引擎聲。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOayoltUEYd
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那樣的引擎聲，一聽就很不同凡響，絕對不是一般市區常見的摩托車引擎聲。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZcb6r3uL8
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvruRPz7ZUz
如果要形容那樣的引擎聲，就像是馬匹的腳蹄，很有力的踩著地面，每次都快速踩三下：『噠！噠！噠！』，『噠！噠！噠！』，『噠！噠！噠！』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2IhDwvrQm
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聽起來規律、快速又清脆，非常悅耳。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ1wfdpWPM
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尤其是，竟然不是從家門前的道路騎過去，而是騎進這個住家的廣大前院，在前院踏馬蹄。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxaYs8y4tK
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鄉下因為土地寬，像我們這樣的有錢人家一般都會有像這樣的大前院。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdb9pMJGUV
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摩托車就那樣停在前院，三馬蹄引擎隆隆作響。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABnh2CmLXD
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9OFIGnAy2
寫作業的我立刻停筆，順著聲音轉頭，心中猜想：『摩托車？誰來了？』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6hWqjVrer
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然後媽媽高興喊來：「阿弟你快來看！姊姊把摩托車牽回家了！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nAmkoURao
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我自然萬般意外：『姊姊？牽摩托車回家？』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPWOpXaoJP
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立刻拋下作業跑到前院看個究竟。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2buM292N3
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抵達前院，阿媽和媽媽已經在前院看摩托車。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc6sAL8jdE
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引擎正在隆隆作響的果然不是一般車。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7luXzaL3eN
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至少一看外型就絕對不是路上常見的車款。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5C3HDDfao
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外表看起來很拉風，很像是賽車場使用的競技車。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP2S50mYrn
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那麼是什麼車？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqLJ9x3Pmz
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是哈雷重型機車，全球限量二百輛的特別款，現在有一輛在我家。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEMEmDC5Bf
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全車幾乎都是由技術師父純手工組合和調整，可以說是精密的手工品。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5QgnVknO2
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必然是從美國出發，通過層層關卡和檢查之後運來台灣，才會一個月之久才來到家裡。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKFMkn0bgv
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至於價錢，這一輛哈雷價值將近新台幣三百萬元，抵的上一輛賓士。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyQ5IvRXmi
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把這台限量款哈雷騎回來的騎士，正是一大早就出門的姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlybVWhSQO
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漂亮的姊姊穿著全黑緊身皮衣，身材凹凸搶眼，跨坐哈雷，看起來超級帥氣迷人。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvuuLi2AIw
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過去那支車隊的所有大哥和大姊頭，從車到人都跟姊姊完全沒得比。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSxUpYe0CS
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JrMXqicEr
我趕緊跑到車邊，興奮的又叫又跳：「姊姊！這輛車是怎麼回事！是怎麼回事！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I0HNrfnWx
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTjJUhhkyH
姊姊對我溫暖微笑：「阿公和爸爸買回來的摩托車。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVruYjhyTTR
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我完全難以相信：「真的買回來？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmcb9XuCdr
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畢竟一個月來，家人都沒有跟我說要買摩托車回來。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXnUrYVrnw
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mm5XjfAsA
媽媽回答：「本來阿公是說要大家把你看好。後來是你的姊姊跟阿公和爸爸說，如果你這麼喜歡摩托車，不如買一輛回來。看姊姊對妳多好，處處為你想，你卻對姊姊說那些話……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOxJeTdoXd
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我已經顧不得那麼多，激動興奮叫個不停：「哇！哇！哇！哇！哇！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Wcsr8LXx4
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4v1s6zajrE
姊姊：「帥氣嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPokMnnoLoO
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mXcVBk63h
我：「好帥！好帥！好帥！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9hLHx9aXE
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姊姊微笑：「你真的很喜歡摩托車呢。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIt5AVWSxO
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCfFDBlqqG
我：「買摩托車為什麼都不跟我說！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNGr46Nuy6
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFv1i3Nxkj
姊姊直接說：「因為如果這一個月你趁機跑回去參加飆車，我們就會在你眼前把摩托車賣掉，懲罰你。讓你知道偷偷做壞事會有報應。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtFl6a01Bw
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到時候對我來說，會是多可怕的報應和懲罰啊？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0wfK6Mdbe
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也幸好，今天我沒有趁著姊姊不在偷偷跑回去車隊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7qYmq9wP7
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LWiIjkNkw
我忍不住又氣又笑：「好壞！你們真的好壞！都不說！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUGMhX8B8C
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姊姊伸手摸我的頭：「不過你一直很乖，沒有偷偷跑回去飆車。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLRFdlzess
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我：「所以這輛車要給我騎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgZcQePi28
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我已經滿心騎著它到處兜風的幻想。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDj9HcwOts
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姊姊：「不是喔。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5waoWyXbXb
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我：「不是？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SpVix7AGE
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姊姊：「你才幾歲，也沒有駕照，怎麼能讓你自己騎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9VpxHnq5X
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我急的：「不讓我騎，那麼買回來做什麼啦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGPqChZKS5
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媽媽告訴我：「姊姊會負責載你，讓你願意乖乖留在家裡。除非你成年考上駕照，否則這輛車都給姊姊騎，讓姊姊載你兜風。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qra5VfyxW
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這就是阿公回來的那天，為什麼沒有說要買車回來的原因。不是沒有錢買，而是阿公和爸爸整天不在家，很難常常載我兜風，摩托車買回來也只是堆灰塵，相信我一定不會喜歡……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7SvZ4eHal
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不過我聽媽媽這樣說才想到，直看著姊姊：「啊！姊姊會騎車？妳有駕照？妳真的把車騎回來？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZ5P1Xop0p
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因為就我知道，姊姊應該不會騎車也不會開車。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDcTOWcxv0
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姊姊：「這一個月，你在學校上課的時候我去考駕照。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEKghJ8Aux
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1UrGQObOK
我喜悅的：「姊姊好帥！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZOOeOyizC
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6QHgZpPZS
姊姊又一次提醒：「你絕對不可以再去參加外面那些車隊，不然這輛帥氣的摩托車就會賣給別人，知不知道？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3LHwUzXik
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnpvlqYQMg
我再問：「姊姊真的自己把這輛車騎回來？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDNjx5qNvf
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dTWSDPzuV
姊姊：「路上大家都在看，感覺有夠不好意思。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ716Y7VOvJJ
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAXurQqT1S
我：「因為看起來真的好帥啊！可是這輛車看起來好重，姊姊真的有辦法騎的動？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDPPBrjfDn
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXi5ETeMrz
姊姊：「我本來也懷疑自己會騎不動。但是實際坐上去，發現重心很穩，腳架也很容易推動，女生也能輕鬆騎動。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinYdRyZNFg
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聽到這裡，我再也忍不住。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0uBF4oPHg
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直接伸手摸握把：「讓我騎一下看看就好！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApTTlWEHoP
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就算只有一次也好，我也要帥氣的騎著哈雷限量款機車兜風！216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4AuVvinXH
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lHYBTsgoY
姊姊：「不行。沒聽到姊姊剛才說什麼嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMNyzuTD9l
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我：「只是在這個庭院而已，讓我騎騎看啦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y5avnytnu
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9X9mw8R7KM
姊姊：「剛才姊姊已經說過，除非你二十歲考到駕照，否則絕對不可能讓你自己騎。如果你自己偷騎，也會把它賣掉喔。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYJdSfIsuJ
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我：「可是－－－」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4ZUZqk4pw
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姊姊溫柔微笑：「姊姊不是說了，我可以隨時載你出門。你不相信姊姊嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayUAZoNnNE
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTnLvLoKRd
姊姊這樣說，才讓我稍微釋懷。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkwAXJW1er
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在一旁媽媽說：「讓姊姊負責載你，這樣大家才會放心。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBS05rhEF8
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阿媽也說：「對啦對啦，這樣最好，不然要賣掉喔。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33eSmeGyGL
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姊姊：「戴上這頂安全帽，上車吧。姊姊先載你在附近騎一圈。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8SBfm3a0w
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我不再多說，開心的直接坐上後座。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWLgkGdcIZ
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姊姊：「抱緊我，比較安全。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1Z4RG94nJ
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於是我親密摟著姊姊的細腰，貼靠在姊姊的背上。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKlk70iRzX
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqajUDcCLK
姊姊：「阿媽，媽媽，我們去外面騎一圈就回來。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiJAv4QbO7
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媽媽：「小心一點。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9R5M0VLC2Y
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然後姊姊調轉車頭，轉動油門，載我出發。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4l3F7PPmV3
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雖然時速只有安全的三四十公里，並且都是騎在附近的寬大省道。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxP1Vwi4ED
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不過可以再一次騎車兜風，我還是覺得好開心。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2o2tuA3J5
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當然，路上所有人還是都看著這輛車，聽著不同凡響的三馬蹄引擎聲，真的非常引人注意。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwYSsrphMm
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就此騎著騎著，姊姊忽然說：「阿弟？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySpB6opsvO
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMeOpyMapn
我：「什麼事？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7m72KJJK0
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMgP8oGWki
姊姊：「現在這輛車雖然是姊姊騎，不過姊姊其實對於自己騎車沒有興趣。所以你快點長大，二十歲考重機駕照，換你載姊姊，知道嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDelzNukFk
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我：「好。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwF3Je5W0A
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姊姊：「約好了喔？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMKFMipak1
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我當然說：「約好了！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6G2GFkj2y
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然後，又是一會的安靜兜風。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fmv23VaxR
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換我主動開口：「姊姊……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzZhZyQa3p
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姊姊：「怎麼了？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnfPhfM5Pi
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我：「那一天，我對妳說那些話，對不起……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqIFO1AVI9
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeN4QO4MiwM
姊姊：「姊姊能夠瞭解，沒有關係，你能夠平安長大，好好的成人，比什麼都重要。所以你不要再把這件事放在心上了。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJlOHLDl4t
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不過我還是開口，很想要再說點什麼。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelGeaqMVCu
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問題是，我到底還能說什麼？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SGGCm5K63
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxFT0J1zho
不論如何，我們家就這樣因為姊姊為我說話，買進一輛非常帥氣的哈雷機車。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QP3ZXr4DJ
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由姊姊負責保管，定時騎去哈雷直屬的修車場檢查，所以保養的非常好。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc0PexVfSD
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45XBFEJcwp
我當然沒有興趣再去參加那個飆車隊，因為我已經和姊姊組成一個二人小車隊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLGaYiG7np
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jDk8s8PJ7
姊姊會在我的作業寫完之後穿上出遊用皮衣，帥氣的載我出門兜風。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hd6IaW8Jp
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLrjSLOKg4
載我前往從來沒有去過的地方，騎進沒有去過的大街小巷，看看陌生的新世界。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs72gW40Sx
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2XSHdQk9m
甚至於，有計劃和安排的準備好帳篷之類野營用品，載我去遠一點的露營區過夜，週日下午才載我回家。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuVY5zPD7U
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxuhaOk9c9
整趟旅程，我們都會東聊西聊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVjHDOrVKj
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVcrs4ukCv
我都是說些最近遇到的事情。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoUSiWX1LY
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkWrfsU2UW
姊姊都會說些以前在越南的往事，或是她的父母和二位弟弟。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKOXRIhf6f
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因此我對於姊姊的娘家算是有一定程度的瞭解。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEaclRJzpU
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZbxZafWwn
我問過：「姊姊，妳很想念越南的家人吧？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6pWVgXFVf
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KblxDmUHq
姊姊：「當然會想啊。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBi35J5HbL
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我再問：「為什麼不回家看看？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qsdrc84cu
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面對這個問題，姊姊沒有回答，只是沉默。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSKXVamSBq
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Hub3ZyAya
不過我大概可以猜想到姊姊的心。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiapNhPW95
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfOCRDkOYT
姊姊一定是認為已經過來台灣黃家這麼久，加上一種難以說明白的望鄉情怯吧……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlZOxdAWWQ
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMn18pLJwe
所以雖然姊姊和我分房生活，不再於上下學接送我，但是因為摩托車旅行，我們的關係依然親密。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpCIW5OEpi
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93N8iy89PB
真的讓我一再想起阿媽罵我的時候說的：『到底誰還會對你這麼好？』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhXYkl3MYX
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSyhM5vdzj
忙碌於工作的阿公和爸爸不可能。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcBdOmiw8Y
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dvY5c8hhD
阿媽雖然疼我，不過已經有點年紀，加上必須處理很多家事，所以同樣不可能。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWRhQOAmiN
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfRXoYesCq
媽媽十八歲和爸爸結婚，十九歲生下我，雖然現在才三十二歲，不過親密感沒有姊姊對我這麼好，加上必須管教我而無法對我百依百順。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31ETu1H9Fc
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真的只有姊姊對我這麼好。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmTNHHBYK5
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7WeB9iZoN
因此，我再次認真思考：『姊姊對我來說，到底是什麼人？』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0fo2DXx3s
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5zgm7JzHp
姊姊當然是沒有血緣關係的外人，不是真正的姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6GLebTJWT
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZuHHUCLEm
真的要當成姊姊看待，我們之間有十一歲這麼大的年齡差距，很詭異。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPCwrXeeZ7
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8QlpY081s
如果要說感情，又比一般的姊弟還要親密，絕對是姊弟以上的程度。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11oCrpvVhs
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ct0G34Ktg
要說我和姊姊是情侶或是夫妻……問題是，我的確是由姊姊一手拉拔長大的孩子，完全無法產生那麼親密的戀愛感情。雖然我的確不希望失去姊姊，更別說姊姊如果真的交男朋友。我對於姊姊真的具有不能有第三者出現的獨佔心理。
反觀姊姊，雖然把我照顧的不像單純的姊姊照顧弟弟，因為真的照顧的太貼心，但是看起來也不像對我有明顯的男女之愛那樣的感覺。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQuJBn8m2x
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeW44jiQb5a
所以，姊姊到底是我的什麼人？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVk8vQ6XWLJ
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Nmn8HTT5I
姊弟以上，戀人未滿，到底應該怎麼面對這樣的關係？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVxiFgz77w
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9xv1j60N5
一天天長大成人的我，就這樣開始越來越認真的給自己和姊姊的關係尋找新定位。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibq9LUao3a
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxddLe1fqZm
畢竟我已經隱隱感覺到，如果找不到答案，最後等著我的一定只有遺憾和失落……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCq4EtqTV2
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我們家這輛哈雷，是全世界限量二百輛的限定款。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEP5D6KaXh
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUxBdQoQBL
網路上專門觀看影片的網站，只要輸入這輛哈雷的型號，就能找到不少相關影片。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38zfQn7kJm
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeQfOy20Ho
大部分的同款車都是在歐美。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgMLRyMqCZ
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台灣這裡，只有我們家這一輛。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxnV4IQ738
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所以只要是和台灣有關的同款車影片，一定是我們家。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiM8xkQpIdi
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JfAw2pJ9j
不是我們拍的影片，是路上偶然遇到的識車人拍的。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1rfaetkiN
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfF7Fy4CMG
他們看到我們這輛罕見哈雷出現眼前，當然立刻開始錄影。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJjFCjvBgL
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrR9F3jGnV
影片中的姊姊都穿著黑色緊身皮衣，載著後座的我兜風，時速都是很安全的三十多公里而已。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2GUtFm0z2
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZogM9EHDXn
姊姊看起來真的帥氣又迷人，根本像是摩托車界的瀟灑女英雄。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwkmzHKjKx
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FEMMgHHIc
然後影片底下的留言，大都是一些車友或是愛車人，否則不會從型號找進來看影片。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Sk12aunAy
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他們發表像這樣的言論：216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsNtQXXHz8
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QiY4ezXQ8
「哈雷重機引擎特殊的三節拍好棒！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmW4spOjZQ
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「這輛車多少？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrOPP1YVED
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluhk5VNjrH
「三百多萬，全球限定二百輛的特殊款，台灣應該只有這一輛。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UThQ1F8Ia
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijI9xxg5bi
「三百多萬？我要不吃不喝好幾年才買的起啊！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLtHhk9HS0
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uTCr18l8t
「她幾歲？買的起？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jUvDlRbSh
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「一定是有錢人家的大小姐。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4L61t8o4v
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「是我的菜，我可以。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK34Hicfa0B
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「不管可不可以，路上遇見離遠一點，別撞上了，當心要賣腎。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDrPJ26fTH
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RBBQ9R9XA
「如果是她撞我怎麼辦？可以要她用身體賠償？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVg3KW3UsS
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2fOqwaNAQ
「朋友在路上親眼看見過。我聽他說還不太相信，竟然真是年輕女騎士……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4O7SkJ7ucC
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「她撐的住這麼大的重機？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIoogUhAVp
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「後座載的是誰？弟弟還是男朋友？年齡看不出來。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4RCQG0Ehu
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcNgIWT4JR
「看他抱成那樣，應該是男朋友？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4aiIEZHIu
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然後有人說：「他們的關係，你們點進去這個連結的影片看看……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wBb7ohL82
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TzKxvo2Lw
點進去連結之後，又是另一段錄影的影片。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfFlwJnVt9
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH1vrhx0Na
我記得那段影片和那一天。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOc5GFK7zUk
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那一天姊姊載我跑遠一點，回程的時候在路邊的小七休息，買麵包飲料休息一會，忽然跑出一個三十歲左右的大哥哥。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNC9s47sz3
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那位大哥哥穿著同樣用來騎車旅行的緊身皮衣，也是騎自己的重型摩托車出門旅行，遇到我們也在小七休息，於是趁機邊錄影邊跟騎士姊姊搭話。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Xd5Y3rRAI
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當然，大哥哥的重機只是幾十萬元的那種大眾車……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2f9MvtV4T
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大哥哥友善詢問姊姊許多這輛哈雷重機和我們的問題。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6Jc9P0wd6
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姊姊都是面帶微笑，落落大方面對。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxJv92jGj8
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如果是關於哈雷騎起來的問題，姊姊都是直接回答。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCB2RMJeRd
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyAAtSsCuv
如果是比較家庭私事，姊姊會直接表示這個問題不能回答。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDssxHLI1t
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在一邊安靜陪姊姊的我，看大哥哥這樣一直和姊姊裝熟說話，不由得覺得討厭起來。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODGEz5N9R5
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfESbIUjqU
這樣的討厭心情如果真的要說清楚，其實更多的是：你不要隨便一直和我的姊姊搭話啦！216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YAQA1t6YB
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuww0N9cwb
可以說是獨佔姊姊的心情，希望其他男人滾遠一點。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8HIObgDCn
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkosmiC325D
所以我插話，跟姊姊說：「姊姊，回家了。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBk6hDKpsT
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之後就是我和姊姊都上車，我再次緊緊摟抱姊姊的細腰，貼在姊姊背上，讓姊姊載回家。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVPm5pVkd7
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qwtPTQoNk
那位大哥哥一直拍到我們的背影和哈雷一起消失在路上為止。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqRJhfuEHI
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大致上，這段影片就是這樣。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsbcaGTJVx
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至於底下的留言當然……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzL3zFsV9Em
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「姊姊？弟弟？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuRj5zAs2p
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「騙誰啊，臉蛋一看就不是姊弟，沒有血緣關係。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcOXye0Ac7
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcouS3UNAa
「年齡看起來也不像姊弟，差個十歲吧，差太多。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnODA77IoC
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5DuCUYEA0
「所以是個貼上有錢大小姐的年輕小白臉？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqZ2sbbhWW
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr04odPhFuN
「有可能，看他抱著那麼親密……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ08i68FSav
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjO10D9H0T
大致上，都是一些像這樣的留言。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3zqXYjrpX
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後座的我被說成是倒貼姊姊的年輕小白臉，我其實沒有太多負面感覺。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36lEWdeA89
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因為我自己也在想這樣的問題：『我到底是姊姊的誰？』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSE5CMEySE
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至少，大家就這樣看影片，的確也都認為我和姊姊不是姊弟，而是感情很好的年輕情侶……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3icgyogJbH
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然後，大約是我國中快要畢業的這個晚上。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmOG0du5Zi
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我們全家一起吃晚餐，看著電視的社會新聞。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn5tVoA7uJ
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新聞說到最近發生的一起老少配結婚事件。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeppx0qIZ4R
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女方五十多歲，男方二十來歲，女方比男方年長近三十歲。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObmKYn1weE
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當然，因為他們的年齡差距，所以立即吸引我的目光。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLRS4fWvkl
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接下來，新聞記者跑去詢問一位男女關係專家，詢問關於這件事的想法。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc80RngoGpU
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那位男女專家說：『年齡和身份地位從來不是男女在一起的真正問題。真正的問題在於有沒有用心對待另一半？』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRjGFGEwhh
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我沒有注意到當時的姊姊有沒有專心看這個新聞，她又是什麼樣的表情。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6DkR8c2Ls
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我只知道自己看完這則新聞，總會不時想著：『所以沒有愛情也沒有關係嗎？』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPHTKENqAD
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然後，十五歲的我從國中畢業了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvV2WhR1z4c
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媽媽主動問：「畢業典禮要我們出席？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOJOspEKle
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我說：「只是領畢業證書，你們不必來浪費時間。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28ZbSpAkTQ
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IKfvydaNE
我是真的這樣想，不想浪費大家的時間。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYizw3Y78Rp
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不過當年二十六歲的姊姊還是來學校，在校門口等我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXnRjGrKzn
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畢業典禮結束，我們一群畢業生被老師和學弟妹們歡送出校門，遠遠就能聽見熟悉的規律馬蹄三拍。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3S75qZuTA
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幾名從國小認識到現在的同學，因為他們都認識姊姊，所以已經圍著姊姊聊天。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYPRWqGeus
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我萬分意外的跑上去：「姊姊？妳怎麼來學校？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QcMCarNXC
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姊姊：「過來載你。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAd2vn0sXx
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我：「為什麼忽然要來載我？要去兜風？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTPOScMDUq
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頗感意外，因為姊姊對於騎車的事情總是興趣缺缺，只有我主動找姊姊載我出門，沒有姊姊找我出門。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwh2O4TPOEw
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由此可知姊姊對我多好，總是對於我的騎車兜風要求百求百應。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAEZpkVecH
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畢竟姊姊真的可以不必這樣，就是把我丟著不管也不能怪她……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9WYUxaRDh
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姊姊：「今天早上阿公已經回家。說要在餐廳慶祝你國中畢業，所以讓我來接你。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKtaOo9BrI
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我這才瞭解：「喔……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbG0At778F0
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所以是想要給我驚喜的慶祝聚餐吧。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhNG6g8RzN
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的確很像是疼我的阿公會做的事情。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBSdZKQH40
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然後我簡單跟這幾名老同學道別，讓姊姊載走。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xBcZeIDXg
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進入大餐廳的停車場之後，發現阿公個人專用的賓士已經停在裡面。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMwXk4Gt2e
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和姊姊一起進入餐廳的大包廂，果然阿公、阿媽和爸爸媽媽都在。
我又一次意外：「爸爸？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0QnPJTGvH
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因為工作的關係，所以阿公和爸爸很少同時間回家休息。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRjPf2sxR4
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會像這樣一起出現，往往都是什麼大事，像是發現我去跟飆車族。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLaBvrjAc5
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所以我小抱怨起來：「不過是畢業，又不是什麼重要大事，搞的好像很重要一樣……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjugsoV7Km
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubZCjj0UP8
阿公笑容滿面，告訴我和姊姊：「是要談很重要的事情。你們先坐，再來談重要的大事。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTaqIH4dsW
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我第三次意外：「真的有大事？什麼事？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrp6XyNvR5
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阿公：「先坐。開始吃再說。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTcUIjeq5B
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於是我看姊姊一眼，想瞭解情況。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiF6xdvyaY
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姊姊也一臉茫然，不清楚情況。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡig0KZDmiuP
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我只好和姊姊坐一起。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0e3oRNP3t
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大家給自己倒綠茶飲料，然後拿起碗筷開動。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2N1yyvlWwA
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吃過幾口，阿公先說：「阿弟，你也要十六歲了。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ81QQM0CO5
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我說：「還有二個月。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBubtCVbUay
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阿公：「今天大家來吃飯，也算是先慶祝你十六歲生日。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnamiEAIy4
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我說：「喔……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5WFVkl024
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這樣我還是不瞭解算是什麼大事。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlT0w0IFMxQ
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阿公：「阿公和阿媽本來還有生另外四個男孩。但是他們都命不好，還是孩子就夭折，我和阿媽只剩下你的爸爸。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yqy81dbbT
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我邊吃邊說：「這件事我聽媽媽說過，本來還有二個大伯和二個叔叔。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEL7eVQwg4
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阿公：「然後你的爸媽生下你之後，就沒有再生……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNDSUCj2Qt
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爸爸趕緊開口，明顯要為媽媽和自己辯護：「爸，我和阿素－－－」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwmtIIrefX
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阿公伸手制止爸爸說下去，並且表示沒有關係。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GEcur6Bjb
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爸爸發現阿公不是要怪他們，因此索性閉嘴。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3PxiVOtRe
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阿公繼續對我說：「現在我們黃家只剩下你，你有讓黃家開枝散葉的責任。現在我們黃家缺的不是錢，缺的是興旺的人丁。知道嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEXkspHr03
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我專心看著阿公。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3LTaLB1Gp
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因為我知道阿公一定想說什麼，只是我還聽不出來。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOvOIcsWHJ
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阿公：「我們黃家人一向早婚，最遲也會在二十歲結婚。早婚有早婚的好處，可以早一點把黃家傳下去，並且多生一點傳承的人丁出來。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYO4NikVqrv
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我稍微有點知道阿公到底想說什麼，不過還是安靜看著阿公。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNoaQV0m2l
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阿公：「不管政府怎麼規定，在我們黃家男孩十六歲就是成年，可以結婚了。當年我和你的阿媽就是十六歲成親，十七歲生下你的第一個大伯。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfubOVbGGZx
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我的心情沉重起來：「所以？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1hhjjBgQE
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阿公沒有回答我，看向坐我身邊的姊姊，直接喊她的名字：「林花，妳來黄家已經九年了？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bvKy1USLX
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我身邊的姊姊，表情平靜：「對。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNZaiOzplI
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阿公直說：「這九年來，我看妳和阿弟的感情一直很好，也為我們黃家和阿弟奉獻那麼多……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquMFZ9kgzm
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姊姊安靜聽著：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB2OWvUFNM
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阿公直說：「如果阿弟是要娶其他女孩進來黄家，阿公真的會猶豫，因為需要時間觀察和瞭解對方。不過如果是妳，阿公可以放心讓妳成為黃家的媳婦。再說也只有妳才能完全管好阿弟，其他女孩就不知道會怎麼樣了。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfka8C47ews
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姊姊依然沒有半句話。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5SqUkt95Z
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我則是終於完全瞭解，為什麼今天阿公和爸爸都會在場。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GMUmlFupO
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阿公想把我和姊姊的事情說出一個定論。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtLLofabE4
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因此我不只訝異，心情更是緊張起來。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzx3wIKWSZR
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我再次開始自問：『我和姊姊又沒有男女的愛情，真的可以嗎？』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkR4ra8doG0
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeCxLEjWoL
阿公問姊姊：「我們黃家不敢說是什麼大戶人家，不過我們黃家的財力妳一定很清楚。好的時候每個月百萬百萬的在賺，差的時候也有二三十萬，不是一般家庭比的起。所以這件事妳覺得怎麼樣？妳要不要乾脆正式嫁進黃家，給黃家生孩子？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprluqW6Pwl
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姊姊：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqDc6q1We6
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阿公：「女人年過三十會越來越難生，真的就是那樣。妳今年已經二十七，不年輕，不能再猶豫。接不接受真的要立刻決定。如果妳不想正式嫁入黃家，也是時候快點開始新人生，才不會耽誤到妳自己。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWo2MG9NvG
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所以阿公是想說，如果阿姐不打算正式和我結婚生子，就應該早點另外找好對象，對姊姊才是最好的選擇。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXOlouqIMg
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我擔心的：「阿公，你不要這樣逼姊姊……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedbgHLxkak
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阿公趁勢：「你看，這個孩子打心底擔心妳，保護妳。我們黃家有錢，還有像這樣護著你的阿弟。妳難道真的還會有什麼不滿？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPycqCcI6FS
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姊姊：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYczGaJMKR
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我：「阿公。不要這樣逼姊姊啦。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHqvfyReXH
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTo9mRwOMn
阿公轉移目標向我：「那你又怎麼想？十六歲成年的你，要不要正式娶這個從小辛苦照顧你長大的姊姊？剛才阿公已經說過，黃家只剩下你，所以你越早傳承下去越好。要是再拖下去，姊姊真的不年輕了。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl4Xub0fL9
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAloHesbjrW
我：「可是結婚這種事，要彼此喜歡啊。我和姊姊就像姊姊和弟弟那樣，沒有愛情，要怎麼一起生活？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhWXt2mEvA
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGOJTwI15W
阿公：「傻孫子。你認為人們結婚之後，過的是什麼樣的生活？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cOJwyFd5S
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoHToxSDDI
我不太懂阿公到底想說什麼，所以安靜看著阿公。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7BkBrnank
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLUQwXKk3U
阿公：「你和姊姊的關係，在阿公來看，已經和一般的老夫老妻差不多。所以阿公才會直接在今天問你們這件婚事。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6biI6H9fL1
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我：「可是我們連戀愛都沒有啊！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJMoTDHlMo
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阿公看向爸爸：「阿忠，你說，我們怎麼看這件事？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtfPjYMl6V
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我這才知道，阿公和爸爸竟然已經議論過我和姊姊的事情。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvFrkNjhEz
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爸爸告訴我：「阿公和爸爸都覺得，你和姊姊已經跳過戀愛那個階段。所以爸爸也覺得，今天是應該讓阿公問你和姊姊的事。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KKKpJ3rFR
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我真是深感不解：「跳過？想要結婚怎麼可以跳過戀愛？沒有戀愛就結婚，那樣不是會有很多問題？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8oB6JKgtk
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爸爸解釋：「爸爸知道你年輕，所以無法立刻聽懂。戀愛從來不是為了保障婚姻一切順利。戀愛只是其中一條走向婚姻的道路。婚姻會不會有問題，從來都是看有沒有辦法長時間認真對待對方，願意和對方長時間在一起。而你和姊姊的相處，看起來完全沒有問題。所以你們如果正式結婚，不過是把名義上的姊弟轉變成為具有實際關係的夫妻。這樣你懂嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduhT2ZU444
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阿公也說：「接著阿公要說的話，是因為阿公已經把你當十六歲的大人看待才會說。一定要戀愛才能結婚那種事，是涉世未深的孩子才會說。真正出過社會的大人都是看對眼就好，沒有那麼多什麼戀不戀愛的。這樣你懂嗎？所以阿公看你和姊姊的相處絕對可以，不會有問題，才會在今天直接提出這件事。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDn292hTAA
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爸爸繼續補充說下去：「再說，先結婚再戀愛的例子，爸爸也算見過不少。所以你們二個怎麼想這件事？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnI3lXJxeH
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我說不出半句話：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLMJWUCXwe
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因為他們這樣說，讓我忽然間懂了些什麼。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtHwLmo7dc
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讓我受到一定程度的震撼。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG65aABgNs
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並且開始瞭解，那晚看電視新聞，為什麼男女關係專家會說：『年齡和身份地位從來不是男女在一起的真正問題。真正的問題在於有沒有用心對待另一半？』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWx4F8DBGr
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姊姊安靜和我一樣：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj3GnuLNy3
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換阿公問姊姊：「林花，比起阿弟，妳絕對是個更懂世事的大人。剛才我們告訴阿弟的這些話，妳覺得有沒有說錯？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6VVjR4aJw
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqAD9QLuPO
姊姊對於那些看法的回答，真的可以相當程度看出姊姊的心思。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvkts97tKW
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因此阿公絕對是故意問姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIH9JPikWf
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姊姊沉默：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYai2PPIKpn
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阿公：「林花，妳放心的說。妳也已經跟著黃家奉獻九年。不論怎樣的答案，我們都絕對不會虧待妳。否則就是黃家無情，對不起妳。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbhLzzGNIl
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zJiB3yqj5
阿公一定是想說：就算姊姊不答應這場婚事，最後因為尷尬想要離開黃家，也一定會給姊姊一大筆補償的錢。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5UimPW0YP
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姊姊終於說：「我覺得－－－」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfl5vdllH2
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說到這裡，姊姊欲言又止，安靜打住。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEI4mbFi4e
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大家都安靜看著姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABCo29RqqF
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尤其是我，心臟碰碰跳到自己都能聽見……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCp7clQ5uvH
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姊姊幾秒的沉默：「對於阿弟，我真的年紀太大。還是年紀相近的女孩才是阿弟的好對象。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqFn36Nyi5
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大家沉默。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NO8WtMNkX
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我更是如遭重擊，因為姊姊拒絕了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrivdpuGi90
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果然，我們終究只是姊姊和弟弟。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy52rU6SCY
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所以姊姊為了避免尷尬，應該不久之後就會離開黃家，和其他男人在一起？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3LKwRLIUj
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阿公開口，語氣平淡，微帶遲疑：「是這樣啊？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kDViUw2Ou
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然後，阿公拿起自己的茶杯，喝口茶。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBm25RsEHj
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姊姊繼續說下去：「再說，阿弟剛才已經表示他並不喜歡我。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9pJ8xAcqn
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沒有錯，我的確已經透過自己的疑問，表示自己對於姊姊沒有愛情存在。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaYUlUNWiB
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不過母子連心，媽媽一定有體會到我的心情：「阿弟，快把你的真正心意告訴大家。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoQcRAHKcs
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我還在姊姊拒絕婚事的不知所措中：「我……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnSWankmt2
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媽媽：「如果你喜歡姊姊，直接說出來，不然姊姊真的會離開喔。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFuyV4jInh
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqqIdBchz2
我不希望姊姊離開：「我喜歡姊姊！當然我喜歡啊！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjbTERmGg9
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媽媽：「你願意跟姊姊結婚？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg9U0HecIR
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我：「我……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GE1UhPhbg
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媽媽：「不願意？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwDv6YZfmo
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瞬間，我幾乎想問：『不可以讓姊姊繼續留在家裡？』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjpfTkpmbu
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但是我又想到，這樣問不就表示我要拒絕婚事？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftVjHO1oha
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並且繼續把姊姊綁在家裡，限制她的人生和幸福？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefNJ6MS8W4
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這樣的我，難道不是很自私？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhr7whZgKbk
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再說，如果姊姊住在黃家，卻又另外交起男朋友，我能接受那樣的情況嗎？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSE8NqoISR
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所以我說：「我不知道……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJ3Rffk9yD
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爸爸問：「你怎麼會不知道？你是想要拒絕這件事，還是你真的不知道？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMDVUc5Qs0
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我：「我真的不知道。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzJ6V3xBlE
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爸爸問出真正的重點：「你不需要管那些戀愛什麼的。你只需要說出來，你願不願意和姊姊結婚？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ee22tNMr5
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我：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaePLztuet
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爸爸：「不願意？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4TGM3mfSO
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媽媽：「如果你願意和姊姊結婚，這是唯一的好機會。因為媽媽整天看著你和姊姊的相處，知道只有你能留下姊姊。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5wo8CwFAL
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我被問急，乾脆直說：「剛才姊姊說的，你們是沒有聽到嗎！讓姊姊勉強留下來，到底是有什麼意義啦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYorYow3KI
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媽媽：「所以如果姊姊其實願意這件事，你就也願意和姊姊正式結婚？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcdfYrsweH
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbWGVApoQ3
我：「姊姊都拒絕了啊！一直問到底是有什麼意義！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWddPFwzTq2
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媽媽：「可是媽媽看你們，總覺得是誤會……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzAYH9aiFZ
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我被媽媽這些話給說愣好幾秒。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYvowMaNLT
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如果姊姊其實是願意，我願意嗎？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvp4Y1Odui
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但是，可能嗎？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVgnjSwBhZ
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剛才姊姊不是已經拒絕我？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPyGJrpN9o
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尤其是，阿公竟然也說：「我也覺得剛才我是問錯方向了……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vk3nw5Xop
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我：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpD3AoQN13y
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媽媽轉而問姊姊：「我雖然是阿弟的親生母親，不過我終究只大妳八歲，這九年來我一直把妳當成妹妹，相信妳一定知道。雖然剛才聽妳那樣說，不過我覺得自己沒有聽到妳真正的內心話。妳真正的心意到底是什麼？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WEVgcdQAi
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姊姊安靜：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJelbphbiNT
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媽媽：「大家日夜生活九年，真的就像無話不說的家人一樣。所以請妳任何話都直接說沒有關係。如果妳真的沒有那個意思，也請妳不要拐彎抹角，直接說。至少大家不會有誤會，阿弟也不會一直有遺憾和猜想。因為阿弟剛才說的那些，絕對知道感情無法勉強。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ839bmHpIQF
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姊姊：「其實我……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68oUQoSith
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媽媽：「是的？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSXJPA9hmi
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姊姊慢慢低下頭：「我剛才那樣說，因為我以為阿弟對我沒有愛情，沒有辦法接受我……如果阿弟真的沒有辦法接受我，我能夠瞭解，絕對沒有關係，有必要的話我可以離開黃家。剛才我是想說那些。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJZ49NfJmL
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媽媽：「所以的確是誤會了？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAtxtRdwqh
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姊姊：「九年來，我真的已經覺得自己是黃家人，而不是我出生的林家人了……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyyMvVFRP8
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媽媽催促：「繼續把妳的心意說下去。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO99EVk0t6c
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姊姊靦腆說著：「這件事情，我其實都看黃家的意思……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mie62gbQ3
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持續幾秒的安靜。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiws7XkE3h
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對我來說，姊姊根本是在說：『正式娶我，讓我成為真正的黃家媳婦吧。』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ279DO0Jw7j
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我吃驚又意外的完全不知道該說什麼。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskn0InPA8I
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媽媽喜悅打破沉默：「阿弟！媽媽就知道，果然是誤會！快點！跟姊姊說，你想要跟姊姊正式結婚啊！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfpol9ymRn
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我難以置信的，轉頭看著身邊低頭的姊姊：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIp4R3X5StU
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媽媽：「快點跟姊姊說，你想跟姊姊結婚！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktGdKy8Mui
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我終於開口：「姊姊……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygyjAHgA3q
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姊姊依然靦腆低頭：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡng01cOH7DC
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我：「妳真的不會勉強和我結婚？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwqCPXjX7d
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姊姊微微向我轉頭：「你才不會勉強正式娶姊姊吧？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHS3wSfJ7OQ
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我趕緊說：「我是不會！但是！但是……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPZG1JW3P7
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媽媽趕緊代姊姊詢問：「但是？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH4f5wKwJq
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我：「我比姊姊還要小十一歲，現在也才這麼小，才要十六歲，姊姊真的不會討厭和我正式結婚？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDxnEPQKiA
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姊姊終於完全轉過頭，正面看著我，靦腆微笑：「我已經習慣整天看著像個孩子需要照顧的你。所以你比起擔心姊姊，不如先擔心自己更像個孩子，都這麼大了竟然還需要姊姊一直看著照顧。你先擔心自己什麼時候才會完全長大吧。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5i6Q1tMnvu
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我難掩喜悅和感動：「姊姊……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrp689NquY
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姊姊繼續說：「再說姊姊早就已經把我的所有青春歲月奉獻給了你，奉獻給了你們黃家……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm1IRdRaju
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我：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYeOX7uCx1
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姊姊：「所以姊姊更擔心的是，你真的願意和姊姊結婚？就算沒有和姊姊談過戀愛？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvyVm5fMuP
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爸爸在我回答之前，趕緊告訴我：「你不要想那麼多了，先把姊姊留住比較重要！真的也有不少人先結婚再戀愛，知道嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OVTon3k9w
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我當然說：「我願意！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwp1eCLgCHD
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話都說到這裡，關於戀愛結婚的事情我決定先聽爸爸的話，暫時不管它了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBCtLtdplg
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畢竟不論怎麼說，姊姊自己也願意和我正式在一起，然後姊姊都不會再離開我的身邊！216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnkah79z0W
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所以我還需要懷疑什麼？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37fsGb3y55
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姊姊：「以後你還是要乖乖聽姊姊的話，有沒有聽到？不然姊姊會生氣。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABvzzpUCvl
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我說：「好！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsPXuyvVlX
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姊姊：「一定要繼續聽話喔？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojxD9uSSWW
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我說：「我一定會聽話！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZU8HEBESx
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阿公知道真的說成這件事，笑到合不攏嘴，用台語說：「我就知道這件事一定說的成！聽某嘴，大富貴！我們黃家準備大富大貴啦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfoTCxcIty
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阿媽雖然同樣喜悅，但還是趁機取笑阿公：「我說的話，你就有聽啊？難怪你只能賺那麼一點！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWUGi1uVEN
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阿公：「阿忠！快！讓餐廳送幾瓶好酒來！今天真的大喜，一定要好好慶祝一下！哈哈哈哈－－－－－－」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvoAIeL5hQ
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大家都為我和姊姊開心不已。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOQrqLpVOJ
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我和姊姊彼此尷尬難為情好一會，沒有交談，不過還是自然的迅速要好起來，像以前那樣親密的無話不談。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8b82r9Lh7
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甚至於，感覺自己跟姊姊好像真的更加親密了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZBeSlTB8o
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所以過去幾年最困擾我的問題：『我和姊姊沒有經歷過愛情，如果真的要在一起，我應該怎麼面對姊姊？』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hudSnFSBN
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現在我已經完全知道應該怎麼面對。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOCoQJNWQL
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答案正是：『根本沒有必要去煩惱這個問題。』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5t8QKFWvH
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我和姊姊的親密感情，不會改變。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgWAPvKPA4
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我們九年來的感情，的確已經是跨越戀愛的家族親情。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sgxgxNggs
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阿公他們做的，真的不過是讓我們完全湊在一起。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnmAg9wyRU
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就這樣，我和姊姊終於決定正式成親了……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM9SomUTsk
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因為七歲的時候我和姊姊已經舉行過正式婚禮，所以在我十六歲生日那天家裡簡單準備三牲五果，讓我和姊姊一起祭拜黃家祖先，告訴祖先我已經成年，現在要和姊姊真正成親。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEkunLCygP
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阿公想要早點抱到黃家下一代大孫，加上擔心姊姊再拖下去會成為年過三十的高齡產婦，所以一直明示暗喻的希望我和姊姊快點完成好事。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekHs4Rjihf
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就在我入讀高中的前一天，正好是月底發下個月零用錢的時候。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk8HmGN1tU
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掌管全家金錢的阿公回家休息，順便把我和姊姊叫到客廳。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD38WtGTAAr
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阿公先是對姊姊說：「今天開始，家裡不會給妳每個月五千元的零用錢。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4nEd0m4LD
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姊姊安靜聽著，沒有一句話。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifJu6M5mx0
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E8j7F1XSZ
我意外：「不給姊姊零用錢？為什麼？姊姊有做錯什麼？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wpU9qyfz3
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2UEqdI05e
阿公從胸前口袋拿出二張名片般的塑膠卡片：「來，這個給你們夫妻。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmmleLkASp
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXO5mljERf3
我和姊姊安靜接過，都是一樣的信用卡。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmq4kOoC8jE
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNotOQb6gL5
阿公：「那二張卡是同帳戶的對卡，每個月最多可以刷二萬元，也可以提領小額現金出來。你們省著點用，學會節儉才是真正的持家之本。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhZa4l4lPu
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMW1zTbhy2
我這才知道，姊姊不是做錯事，是因為我們的夫妻身份一起升級了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNvrmVRQXE
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPEySZPAc5
並且阿公可以透過每個月寄來的刷卡帳單，瞭解我們的支出詳細，必要時對我們進行相關詢問。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1AkOUDbz1
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqMveVYcGv
姊姊：「謝謝阿公。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1idbIateI
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我也說：「謝謝阿公。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81Q3wDQTG6
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接著阿公拿起茶杯，順便無聲示意要我們繼續留下，所以我和姊姊只能乖乖坐著等待。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3sBBdj8S1
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP3PGlS49w
阿公喝口茶，開口詢問：「你們到底是怎麼回事？都正式拜過祖先，卻還是一直分房睡？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIh2I6bZFHC
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zN8WMLJgs
我趕緊說：「沒有啦。只是覺得暫時這樣比較好。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATDbpYzeck
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阿公：「那一天阿公已經和你說的很清楚，姊姊已經這個歲數。另外我們黃家缺的不是錢，缺的是興旺起來的人丁。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkohNKKmEXH
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我：「我知道。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG20P651E2
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阿公當著姊姊的面，直接問我：「那件事你會覺得不好意思是不是？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiEZda0WTb
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaDYWuEE9X
我趕緊說：「因為我才這個年紀，才要讀高中，真的覺得生孩子這件事－－－」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqRqFfHVkj
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阿公冷冰冰的一段話頂來：「孩子是會讓你負責帶？你在學校不說又會有誰知道？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcdtDpZ5kP
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畢竟是在鄰鎮，也都是些不認識的外地同學……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXJQV4f0eX
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再說，孩子必定是會由阿媽、媽媽和姊姊養育，就像小時候的我一樣。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxtkpmr3Tk
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我無話可答：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHEf3CF4UO
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阿公：「明年你十七歲。阿公十七歲的時候，生下已經無緣孝順我和阿媽的大伯。你要給阿公拖到幾歲？再說，你和姊姊像這樣獨睡，男人不男人，女人不女人，陰陽怪氣的不健康，真的好嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHNm9r08Sb
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我：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwZKgRG86X
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阿公：「這件事，你到底想要怎麼回答阿公？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdcDRv4u7n
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以前阿公疼我，所以都是溫溫和和。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1HaYQV4aZ
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現在，我真的感覺到來自阿公的魄力和壓力。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4QpH4BWfo
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我深深體會，這件事不給阿公交待，阿公絕對不會放過我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPU8L5Db9Eu
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相信爸爸和媽媽一定也有承受過這樣的壓力。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQBGRv5UTR
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不過我和姊姊還是沒有進一步發展，依然維持以前的分房生活。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEA8qkYU7R
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主要是我知道自己還只是高中生，加上心情沒有整理好……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8q2FjqMqPb
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我和姊姊就這樣繼續一天拖過一天，過著『有名無實的夫妻生活』。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ljbLNN7qf
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阿公也『有嘴說到沒口水』，只能唉聲不斷……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXMvxo7owa
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事情再次出現變化，是在我讀高中二年級那一年，十七歲的聖誕夜。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI3kraO7tF
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ7ynhyOpH
姊姊騎車載我進行長途旅行，從南部老家前往台北市參加聖誕夜晚會。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU7tlNKyW5
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熱鬧的聖誕晚會結束之後，又前往入住的國際級大飯店，參加飯店收費舉辦的跨夜晚會。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEva8vrlx37
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非常熱鬧，很多人都聚在一起唱歌、跳舞、吃大餐。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvmDA7nBoE
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甚至有熱情的情侶當場擁抱熱吻。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZiVBuabK7
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我和姊姊也在人群中和大家一起開心。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6Y8XdbuB5
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因為飯店有提供一種雞尾酒，喝起來又甜又清爽，很接近摻糖的乳酸菌飲料口感，一點都不像是酒類。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtg7fFaLXj
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我和姊姊開心的一起喝多。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLAlDGIDJf
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然後就……你懂……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CLTA7tk88
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我和姊姊都只有一點點記憶，不記得是怎麼開始，只記得是一個充滿溫暖笑聲的愉快自然夜晚。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbga2h38nP
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大量酒精真的徹底解放我們的心。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJxI6TiiID
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隔天中午，我們在姊姊的房間清醒，當時你說有多尷尬就多尷尬，完全不知道要跟對方說什麼。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYUOzqiKth
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一直到整理好行李退房，騎著哈雷回程南下，我照樣摟著姊姊的細腰，我們才又開始談話。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrXRI2Pu6R
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迅速恢復以前的親密感。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepmtbsmuxC
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甚至於感覺更加的親密。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1qTmDsUjl
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我們都沒有問：怎麼辦？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrYc94w63C
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姊姊和我都知道，正式拜過祖先報告了，真的也不需要怎麼辦。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRauU1zRck
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就這樣自自然然的一起面對這件事吧。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJ38J652eR
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不過回家之後，我們還是什麼都沒有跟家人說。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZcxODjYmj
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畢竟覺得這樣的私事，加上是意外，不需要特意去說。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiaJlj4LxE
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我和姊姊繼續分房，恢復以往那樣的生活，像是什麼都沒有發生過。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBo1lIxGWx
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直到一個多月後的農曆除夕，全家六人一起圍爐吃團夜飯。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PIBq94KiX
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大圓桌上面各式菜色都有，非常豐盛。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYKicFOOre
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大家開動之後，阿公拿出一瓶高級洋酒，開瓶給大家倒一杯。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwwJ9YyTMj
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阿公說：「大家喝杯迎春酒。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNhhKWGpXc
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姊姊忽然說：「我不能喝酒。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKphFOHhBlo
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媽媽一向把姊姊當妹妹對待，關心詢問：「腸胃不舒服？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bpOJCNfDX
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姊姊沉默幾秒，才尷尬說出：「我有了。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuOo1c2EiI
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大家：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9Ui2pl8Dk
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我相信，大家一定都聽出來姊姊說的是什麼。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenQRNExcDS
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我受到的震撼更是深。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSMN3HcduO
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我一直在心中問：『聖誕夜那一晚？姊姊真的有了？』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sspViSFAr
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畢竟我和姊姊也只有那一晚。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCkXkcgB3U
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媽媽緊張的進行最後確認：「妳有了什麼？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcw4riQpmdU
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姊姊：「孩子。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8jKLzxpqe
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媽媽：「真的有了？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fE9DTY2wy
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姊姊：「嗯……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoJDuRCPll
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阿公認真直問：「誰的？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7qcgSBTO3
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我可以瞭解阿公為什麼這樣追問。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBqK6eNCKr
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因為我和姊姊跟以前的相處都一樣，沒有變化。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMzlwM1qsQ
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如果我是阿公，一定也會半信半疑的追問確認，避免誤會……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQnkoVK2T7
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姊姊安靜幾秒，露出尷尬笑容：「去問你的寶貝孫子。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pn7pOKaof
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阿媽驚喜的：「唉呀－－－－－－」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLF4hZz4DRT
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阿公等待這天一年以上，同樣喜悅的：「哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈－－－」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO16etMxo7I
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爸爸直接伸手，開心萬分的在我頭上亂抓：「臭小子！看看你！真的讓爸爸我當阿公啦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjprDv6LpsC
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媽媽則是出於好奇，一邊喜悅一邊問：「怎麼回事？看你們平時在家裡都一樣啊？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGCqzgmkmW
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爸爸笑著說：「你管他們夫妻那麼多？是妳的金孫就好啦！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XSHXuixBJ
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我讓二十八歲的姊姊懷孕，家裡肯定沒有人料想的到這麼快。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKqhk2VStk
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阿公感動萬分：「這麼說，今年的團圓飯，我們黄家已經是七人同桌？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2Vup4z0Kq
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阿媽心花怒放：「明年團圓飯就能見到大金孫的面。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYVuuPl6Dy
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阿公：「快！把她那杯酒拿掉，換果汁！今晚大家好好的喝一杯！黃家真的要開始人丁興旺啦！乾杯－－－」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PteaKtaIr
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所有人都拿起自己的杯：「乾杯－－－」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfOOOgnDEs
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今年的團圓飯充滿熱鬧歡笑聲。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglKnEIMAVk
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他們都萬分期待姊姊的生產。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjFBm2fd9Z
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二十八歲的姊姊頓時取代我，成為家裡最受寵的人。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKWs3pwv33
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大家怕姊姊餓到，怕姊姊累到，怕姊姊生病，怕姊姊受傷，絕對不讓姊姊做事。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAxe6Uc5mM
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給姊姊吃的補品和山珍海味更是不必說，想吃什麼有什麼，多貴都會買回來。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ514at2Ma8J
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至於我，依然和姊姊同樣分房睡，沒有因為姊姊懷孕而同房。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrL7rtZLdz
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並且一天天看著姊姊的肚子變大，心情複雜的唯有死心接受事實。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbeTLPfSDA
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就算我有意拖著，最後還是讓姊姊大肚子。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KZ58ABVP5
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我真的只能說，早婚早生果然是黃家男性的命運……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKrzysVvIa
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升上高三之後，姊姊順利給黃家生下一個健康的白胖男孩，黃家的下一代繼承人。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJ3c0hVunq
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十八歲的我成為一個嬰兒的爸爸，照阿公的意思把黃家傳承下去，我的高中同學都不知道這件事。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz1txu6k5T
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我和姊姊真的只有聖誕夜一起意外睡過那麼一次。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODPIBOPBKt
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卻讓我們一起踏上人生下一個階段，成為一個孩子的父母。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4hwM3hi8f
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醫院私人病房內，我抱著自己和姊姊的長子，真是完全不知道應該用什麼樣的心情面對。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYkaEMwb7l
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反觀其他人，抱著這個黃家下一代都是高興萬分。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XdJ2Z8Dmq
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升格當阿祖的阿公，更是抱著黃家大金孫盡力疼愛，開心到合不攏嘴。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsY4k136mG
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黃家最受寵的人，自然又從姊姊變成我們的孩子。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Oh5DqCAzH
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把孩子從醫院抱回家，黄家開始日夜可以聽到嬰兒哭聲。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6s4thSvNF
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阿媽、媽媽和姊姊輪流照顧。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaJJ1tjTOO
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房間的我，半夜睡覺更是被客廳傳來的啼哭聲吵醒好幾次。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLP3b9iRs8I
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我雖然聽的煩，還是心想：『反正不是我在帶孩子，就這樣吧……』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7aRQBXLqq
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姊姊就此一邊照顧我們的孩子，一邊陪伴我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGNDQRSo4H
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對姊姊來說，肯定像是有大小二個孩子需要看著……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv6SZdrDxJ
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隔年六月，我從高中畢業。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpYezaDXzq
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雖然我有報考大學，但是我對於是否就讀大學有疑問。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnraMpGPBZ
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另外，也是因為我覺得自己和姊姊的關係『該是時候了』。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8idfWYGRz
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於是我把姊姊約出門兜風，表示有事想要和姊姊好好談談。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUpL8WSoiy
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黃家的大前院，阿媽和媽媽抱著大金孫，目送我們騎哈雷出門。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85q3c5XJPn
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姊姊邊騎哈雷邊問我：「你想找姊姊說什麼？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzvGn37UiY
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我說：「妳覺得我不去讀大學好嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogGDlqnmFo
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姊姊：「你不想讀大學？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyDpBuyfry
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我：「我想跟阿公和爸爸一起出去工作。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiMXz0GPmZ
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姊姊：「為什麼？你不是報考了？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHqGPx47JI
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我：「首先是我對於讀大學沒有什麼興趣。而且他們都沒有強迫我讀大學，讓我想讀就去讀。再來是因為我看著姊姊妳照顧小孩，越來越覺得自己應該跟著阿公爸爸去家裡的公司工作。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMZQoSVUih
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姊姊：「和他們說了？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qtkYGki8P
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我：「還沒。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehtWJAJoaE
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姊姊：「你沒有勉強自己工作吧？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTDOOi8YYI
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我：「沒有。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvQi1WY9ws
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幾秒的沉默。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglPmcWEhio
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姊姊終於說：「孩子的爸爸，加油喔。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG47W4w62c4
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我：「…………」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjpaQisaoL
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姊姊：「怎麼了？還有什麼事想要說？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmbva1suth
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我安靜的，確定路上幾乎沒有人車，開始大起膽子移動雙手。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqtKrS4p8o
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摟著姊姊細腰的雙手開始向上方移動，摸著姊姊豐滿的胸部。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Djv6PO7ik
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真的好豐滿……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBmx5y48VX
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聖誕夜怎麼樣，我不記得了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL4t4TF9CV
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不過從小到大除非不小心碰到，否則我都沒有碰過姊姊的胸部。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg2OXvMC9g
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姊姊安靜幾秒：「你的手？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnLkwdjl1u
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我怕被罵，有點緊張：「姊姊，我在想，我都已經高中畢業，快要十九歲，也要去工作了……我們像以前那樣恢復同房好不好？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6OcfyyENL
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姊姊沉默的把哈雷騎進路邊的無人小巷，停在路邊，一定是避免被人看見我摸胸部。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02tOjPzxM0
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我緊張不安：「姊姊，妳不願意嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPk0kZOShb
216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CAgcLUAT3
姊姊看出我很緊張：「都生下你的孩子了，你還在擔心什麼？只是孩子還是會在半夜哭吵，我會需要常常半夜出入，到時候一定會吵到你睡覺。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNS4vCMhj8
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我：「喔……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkgF7cr97l
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姊姊再問：「另外，你的手……你是在跟姊姊求愛？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF52OmU8UR
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我終究是個年輕男性，當然會有慾望，會對那件事充滿興趣。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hwvUoms5Y
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一年多以前的聖誕夜，意外和姊姊發生關係，我就開始一直想著這件事：『反正都跟姊姊發生關係了……』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokEsBlf7Ii
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簡單說：我想要再跟姊姊上床一次。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSc6iEJN3C
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一直沒有再行動，的確因為覺得還是高中生，又害怕姊姊會反對抗拒，所以猶豫再三。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIPKJgTGTt
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然後，姊姊忽然在團圓飯宣告懷孕，讓我只能完全打消念頭，不敢碰姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhASGDcfqcJ
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不過現在，孩子已經出生，高中畢業，也要出社會工作了……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZmxjdobbS
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所以我緊張的用這種方式告訴姊姊：「反正我們都有孩子了？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9KqFgxePj
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姊姊大方的說：「姊姊已經知道，放開手，衣服被妳弄濕了。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTxX24CftA
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我：「衣服弄濕？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pRwOnVIjh
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姊姊：「忘記姊姊一直在給你的孩子餵母乳？你這樣抓，皮衣裡面的胸衣已經濕掉，感覺到涼涼的。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkd96gOqv8
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我趕緊放手：「啊，對不起……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEcy1O80bo
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姊姊：「找間汽車旅館清洗吧。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YGBD3viss
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聽到姊姊這樣說，我鬆口大氣。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZUGk2ddPa
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因為不可能單純去汽車旅館。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm95o3IAf5l
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姊姊明確的給綠燈。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpbeWUehEN
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不愧是二十九歲的成年人，很大方的面對。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdqzPKIhVy
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也一定有想過我像這樣正式求愛的情況，才能反應的這麼迅速自然。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiKFIymmFm
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於是我像以前那樣重新摟著姊姊的腰。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKjZxH6m7M
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姊姊把哈雷騎回大路，載著我繼續走。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCElqMltQX
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又是一會的安靜。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwqIoiY6BU
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姊姊忍不住嘻笑起來：「明明都已經是一個孩子的爸爸，卻還像個害羞的男孩呢，呵呵……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OUHbomb2E
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我只能說：「我會盡快長大啦。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdlb1L4mi8
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哈雷就此騎進路邊遇到的第一間汽車旅館。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1A5o4AW7H
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正式拜過祖先的我們，一起開房間了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PHc4YkZRz
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明明身上帶有足夠現金，姊姊卻特意用阿公給的信用卡刷卡租房間。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LKxwLPhiW
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哈雷停進一樓車庫，我和姊姊一起上二樓。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1uFcPewzK
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姊姊先去坐到電話旁邊，撥電話回家。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Dncd0bXd5
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姊姊：「阿媽？我和阿弟正在一間叫做春田的汽車旅館，今天可能會晚點才回去……我知道夜路危險。如果太晚，我們明天再回去……孩子要拜託妳和媽媽照顧了。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBEnemUMt9
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當時我看著姊姊電話回家，光明正大的跟阿媽報告正在汽車旅館，真的很訝異，不瞭解姊姊為什麼要通知家裡。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNEGHKgQRo
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之後我慢慢想，才想懂姊姊的用意。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaglNLlGfma
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信用卡的帳單寄回給阿公，就會從刷卡明細知道我們去汽車旅館，避免阿公又追問起生孩子的事情。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp71I7sS080
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電話回家連絡阿媽和媽媽，是類似的道理。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9Zi9RJhG6
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他們所有人就會明確的知道我和姊姊關係再次不同。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdiIbIfrm8
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這樣就算我和姊姊再次同房，或是比較親密的舉動，他們也不會太意外。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdqd4Rtz0Y
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所以二十九歲的姊姊真的是個成熟女性，知道怎麼好好的處理這些家務事。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02snN6z5up
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那麼十八歲的我呢？什麼時候才會完全長大成熟？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sjCgyulcD
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不論如何，害羞的我和大大方方的姊姊、就在這間旅館度過生命中的第二次。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOjnRpHcJd
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並且是完全清醒、沒有酒精作用的第二次。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh2VHeAd7k
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在親密的笑聲中彼此試探摸索完成的第二次。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5HwVxluOD
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我和姊姊就從這一天開始，成為真正擁有親密性生活的夫妻。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVTneNqURb
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我們之間，不再有任何心理障礙和隔閡了……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZrGw9niCb
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我果斷放棄大學。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyJ2JOMBlL
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正式出社會跟著阿公，讓阿公教我做生意的道理和訣竅。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPZH7VZBu2
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平均四天回家休息二天，和守在家裡的姊姊團聚。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ452IxBt5kP
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男人在外工作打拼，女人守在家裡照顧孩子，如此生活的確是我們黃家的寫照。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SiJkpga3N
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只是，就算是家裡可以關上門的房間，和姊姊親熱我還是會覺得尷尬。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1riQEOu6D
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畢竟阿媽、媽媽總是在家裡，她們多少一定會察覺。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepMcGftG7H
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所以只要我說：「姊姊，我們騎車出門兜風？」一定會順便去汽車旅館刷信用卡報到。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZN0Wdd8Fm
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因此有我定時播種，姊姊很快又有了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4CGD0AEX9
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我二十歲那年，姊姊再次生下我們的第二個孩子，也是黃家的第二個大金孫。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQYzlLwPh2
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我成為二個男孩的爸爸。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DpkNYdM1p
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阿公真是太滿意這樣的情況。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckYlc8Mki7
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二個寶貝大金孫左擁右抱：「黃家的未來都靠你們這對寶貝兄弟了！」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZGVAX5pCl
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甚至於，阿公特意把我和姊姊的信用卡金額上限調高，擺明要讓我們盡情去汽車旅館做人。
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我和姊姊也只能：「嗯……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iZCdfeP7k
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不過我還是和姊姊一起回到房間之後：「姊姊，雖然剛才阿公那樣說……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Yv90ffqYj
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姊姊沒有反對和討厭，只有淡淡回答：「我也已經三十一歲了。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK1aYUN8zY
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我不明白姊姊的意思，所以看著姊姊。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNWtqIYfgU
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姊姊微笑：「我的確像阿公說的，沒有幾年機會了……孩子的爸爸，加油喔。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8cLxAkNIM
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姊姊都這樣說，我還能怎麼辦：「好吧……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAIPwM6TkW
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就這樣，我和姊姊不多想，能生就生。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAu8Lb8Yg8P
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從我十七歲開始直到二十五歲的這八年，我和姊姊成為三男二女、總共五個孩子的父母。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cSdM4xdeS
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姊姊將近一半時間都在懷孕中度過。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbqzib1O66
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總是生產之後幾個月，肚子又開始隆起。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfomgVrojP
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為了一直給陸續出生的孩子餵奶，乳汁沒有中斷分泌。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSorECaWbLL
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姊姊就這樣生到第五胎的三十六歲，踏入醫學上受孕機會低的高齡產婦年齡，肚皮才自然的不再有反應。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHTygTaVmO
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至少給黃家增加人口這件事，阿公很滿意。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUP53v64hd
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八年的時間，我和姊姊的確完成阿公的期望了……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWMlgkRQ8u
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現在，我二十八歲。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7DGAvFpFr
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我和姊姊的長子十歲了。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdlbzioVom
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算是已經長大懂事，會開始好奇的想要瞭解更多世事。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkmEEOqFLe
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他終於在我回家休息的這天，拉著弟弟妹妹問我：「爸爸，你為什麼都叫媽媽為姊姊？姊姊為什麼都叫你阿弟？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAD4LNLQLBY
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你認為，我應該怎麼回答孩子？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNeWlubv5h
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我當然說：「因為爸爸在七歲的時候就和十八歲的媽媽結婚，讓媽媽照顧到這麼大，當然要喊媽媽為姊姊，被媽媽喊阿弟。」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaog6IQtmQr
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沒有錯，不論我幾歲，都覺得姊姊一直像對待小弟弟那樣照看我。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyYeQJOXSv
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長子很困惑：「爸爸七歲，媽媽十八歲，結婚？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzMSe1LB0N
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我問他：「奇怪嗎？」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUT6JyI0OMM
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長子乖乖點頭。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkUvw8Ikyy
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於是我開始把自己和姊姊的故事，說給我們的第一個長子聽。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqNqLW5gq5
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讓他知道自己的爸爸媽媽到底是怎麼沒有經過戀愛，卻還是一直在一起……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiZ0twf68J
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那麼接下來我還能說什麼？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fZF1PtQEC
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我真的已經沒有太多可以說。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtV3ks9gNaC
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七歲病弱的我，娶十八歲的姊姊沖喜，讓姊姊親手照顧長大，再於十六歲的時候和姊姊正式結成連理，十八歲生下我們的長子，後續幾年再生下二男二女總共五個孩子。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4g6QXDiKkj
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十八歲為錢來到黃家的姊姊，本來想找機會逃跑，卻因為不忍心看還是個病弱孩子的我無助啼哭，開始接受我，日夜照顧我，漸漸的融入黃家的生活，最後給黃家生下五名重要的下一代。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1abqeKWqp
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我們之間，一天天培養出來的深厚感情當然有，不過戀愛般的愛情絕對沒有……216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJlIZgp1mX
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你也會覺得我和姊姊的夫妻關係真的奇怪？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiX6xt5cH7G
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年齡相差太多的男女，絕對不可能有未來？216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDUdnDPbHg
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我不知道你會怎麼想我和姐姐的事。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nobumXx1c
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我只知道自己和姊姊一路走來，覺得男女關係專家真的沒有說錯：216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1Sicpg3Hp
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『年齡和身份地位從來不是男女在一起的真正問題。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70VFzqDx4O
真正的問題在於有沒有用心對待另一半？』216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdqqxccuu4
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愛情真的像爸爸說的，只是通往婚姻的其中一條道路。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ917xpWb2wt
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維持一段婚姻的從來不是愛情，永遠都是在於是否用心對待對方。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyFHOgW2Oa
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有心了，把對方當成自己的另一半照顧陪伴，自然能刻骨銘心，自然能長久。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPof6pL49nM
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這才是家族親情和婚姻的真諦。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vZ6IPLL8Z
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因此我沒有什麼可以再說。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTPu85ffG1
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再說下去，恐怕就是那五隻兔崽子怎麼又吵又鬧又合作的興旺黃家的故事。216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqapc9c8C37
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所以現在我唯有說：「這就是黃家屬於我和姊姊的故事了……」216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdVk9gAXRE
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