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近現代／家族／愛情親情／日常／姊弟搭配212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12FothRzG9
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＝底下正文開始＝212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKcgwR40Ie
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現在我要說的故事，真的非常平淡。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJJ2pT4dCG
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沒有太多的激情，也沒有太多的熱血，更沒有太多的戲劇性衝突。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6d5o2QM9V
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都是些再平凡不過的家庭日常生活。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yNdQzrZvw
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現在我就要開始說了……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV1uCYNXWw
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我出生在南部小鎮的富有家庭。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBR4LF0M32K
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我們黃家目前連我在內總共五個人。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBLEJf8oW7
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我，爸爸，媽媽，阿公和阿媽。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YaQCCYOWL
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阿公和爸爸都是商人，在整個東南亞經營運輸和貿易生意，到處都有據點。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxJbhWuqV0
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常常早上還在泰國，下午就到菲律賓，明天又到另一個國家，所以一般都會好幾天才回家休息一次。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTj1pRmKdV
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做的生意，就是在各國之間進行貨物運輸和販賣。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGJ9LLyS8C
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阿媽和媽媽雖然不必在外面奔波，不過還是要負責在家裡幫忙處理整理重要的公司文件。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd5ofULHJH
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可以說我們黃家是個商業家族。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy2AjQiLUM
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自然是這個小鎮最有錢的家庭。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0xX0v4AV0
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所以鎮裡如果辦什麼活動需要錢，往往都會來家裡商量，請求我們家幫忙贊助一點。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBg9zCV61M
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所以我們黃家對於這個以務農為主的小鎮來說，是個非常特殊的存在。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIR5eVxS5m
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現在既然說到我出生的這個小鎮，我不得不說它真的是個非常單純純樸的地方。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZT8UuG3OY
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一片又一片的農田，一隻又一隻幫忙農作的大水牛，還有到處奔跑嬉戲的活潑孩子們……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGFKHObzY8
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但是同樣是孩子的我，只能乖乖留在家裡。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBt9B6Xpnuj
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因為我自從出生就體弱多病，總是大病小病不斷，不是去醫院就是乖乖留在自己的房間養病。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErF1fZZpap
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各大醫院給我看病到最後，醫師都說我的問題是：先天抵抗力低落。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0xoDSvPHA
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怎麼治療？沒有徹底的治療辦法，只能希望我的抵抗力會有自然好轉的一天。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCqAEvvG01
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因此西藥我從來沒有少吃過，昂貴的中藥補品更是三餐，童年的我真的是個大藥桶。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvondAqmCwP
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也幸好，我們黃家很有錢，沒有這方面的問題，否則多病的我恐怕早就已經被放棄。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsD3bJf9dk
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不過，沒有讀過什麼書的阿媽還是為多病的我著急萬分，不時責怪我的媽媽，讓媽媽受盡委屈。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0ce1gfGzG
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我就因此記得媽媽被阿媽罵到哭的一段記憶。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEVYnhX7AO
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當時我七歲，發著四十度高燒，躺在自己的床上病懨懨。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKlUtZhWrc
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二十六歲的媽媽坐在我的床沿，一邊聽著阿媽不停的責罵，一邊流著眼淚用濕巾為我擦涼身體。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHHngDs0Cn
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阿媽責罵媽媽知道自己身子虛弱，常常感冒不適，還敢嫁來黃家生下我這個最重要的長子，把病弱的體質傳進黃家。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxC0wf7ZKQW
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阿媽責罵媽媽生下我之後就像個石女，再也生不出來，讓黃家只有我這個體弱多病的長子。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqc9zJUFZK
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甚至於，阿媽責罵出身貧寒葉家的媽媽沒有半點自知之明，不安本份的嫁入黃家，肯定是為了黃家的錢勾引爸爸。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcEQpZcLcb
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所以我相信，當時媽媽的處境一定比我還要難受。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡestS9lvfNt
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如果不是為了我這個親生孩子而隱忍，才二十六歲的媽媽恐怕已經被阿媽罵到離開黃家。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJ1lOMbFfY
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就這樣，這場把媽媽罵哭的大責罵結束不久，在外面跑的阿公和爸爸回來了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mQTGADW6f
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因此，我的生命就要再次不同。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDJjKIUbLJ
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我的阿公，就是現在這個黃家的一家之主。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrqSwYZQ52
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雖然阿公沒有讀過書，但是很會做生意，算是東南亞貿易圈的一號人物，所以把事業做的很大，賺錢的速度就像轉開水龍頭。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiCB3ndVg0
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阿公坐到我的床沿，疼惜摸摸我的臉，然後叫著媽媽的小名：「阿素？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RDfFYJrW1
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媽媽和爸爸站一起：「爸？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlNyHzY82U
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阿公：「前陣子妳被罵的事情，剛才妳的媽媽（阿媽）都跟我說了。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3L0QPozCEk
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媽媽：「嗯……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0XudLcpYR
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阿公：「媽媽是心急孩子忽然又高燒，不是有意把妳罵成那樣，原諒媽媽吧。妳絕對是我們黃家的好媳婦。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzTIHCjhyt
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阿媽安靜站在阿公身邊，不發一言。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXo96kVAOVu
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媽媽則是低下頭，眼淚又一次滾出來：「我知道……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATQr9utt3e
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阿公：「那麼來說正事。孩子的對像我們辦好了，是個不錯的對象。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaIN1141HO
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媽媽擦掉淚水：「已經辦好了？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85nif9NNxZ
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阿公：「去他們家看過，互相說過所有情況，把一半的聘金給他們。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n63qtkVUr
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媽媽：「她什麼時候會來家裡？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9NcfV3ktp
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阿公：「下個月的九日她會來台灣。二天之後的十一日是師父說的吉日，正式迎娶入門。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0E4LqhcaB
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然後，大家安靜好一會。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgXscMsTVD
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阿公疼惜的一直看著我這個病弱躺著的獨孫。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypKtNpMyU1
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直到媽媽打破沉默：「爸……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3XVIWS1cQ
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阿公：「什麼事？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc7HfiTCQK
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媽媽：「這樣做，真的好嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXu8q0cTUR
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阿公：「阿素，你應該知道，這是沒辦法的辦法了？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5C5E5L3Er
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媽媽：「我知道……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGO9LA1Uid
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阿公：「到處跑醫院都沒有用，醫生就是沒有辦法完全治好。只能照宮廟乩童說的這樣做做看，給孩子沖喜了。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XInZ4TKVE
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媽媽：「但是孩子還這麼小，就要讓他娶妻……會不會對他的未來怎麼樣？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCjy2ikGqn
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阿公唯有語氣沉重的說：「反正只是做個樣子，不是真要讓她娶。現在我們黃家只有這個血脈，先想辦法讓孩子可以平安長大吧。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWx4qsOBPN
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就這樣，改變我的生命的那個女人就要來到身邊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4OCiM1xBs
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七歲的我，為了沖喜治病，就要娶妻了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqUoAhHHVc
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那個女人，我都叫她姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnhwRhTol9
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現在我要說的，就是以我和姊姊為中心、關於黃家的平淡日常生活故事……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxEbfqh3qF
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《我們黃家的故事》212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpYBgSq5fx
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隨著下個月九日逼近，家裡為了我的婚事越來越忙碌。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIjb46GYlt
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忙碌準備一堆婚禮相關物品。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SqilcesdS
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除了專心照顧我的媽媽，阿公阿媽和爸爸整天忙進忙出。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWGyWpzQ0B
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甚至於，我的房間家具也完全換新。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH83icC5pa
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但是我完全不清楚情況，同樣動不動就發高燒，只能躺平在床上養病。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLT4IQMs8gL
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終於，九日那一天來到。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPXqXrs9vY
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即將嫁給我的姊姊，已經來到台灣。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17SWglB9qR
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所以傍晚的時候，媽媽把狀況好一點的我抱出門，阿公開車把所有人載往大城市的餐館。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDgY3EcRFZ
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我和姊姊，就是在餐館裡面的包廂第一次見面。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjGuqg1szh
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大家坐在大圓桌，看著彼此。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxbCuZOgIh
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我們一家五人，坐在圓桌的一邊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemyDVfLUYo
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對方二人都是女性，坐在圓桌對面。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB686PBYrw
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一名是準備嫁來黄家的近二十歲年輕女孩，留著一頭烏黑亮麗秀髮。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgFF0Bz4Dh
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另一名是看來四十歲左右的中年婦女，胖胖的，是姊姊的姑姑。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwenMXjzg82
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她們二人都穿著越南式女性旗袍。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXDxMxU6ID
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沒有錯，她們都是越南人。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhIUyeuy52
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即將和我結婚的姊姊，可以說是所謂的越南新娘。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOy2OgTkNH3
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接下來我要說的這些關於姊姊的事情，都是之後才慢慢知道。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qjalVZvja
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姊姊的名字是：『林花。』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8TaQsbWSf
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嫁來黄家的姊姊十八歲，比我年長十一歲。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4NLhzhrqc
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姊姊是她家的長女，下面還有二位年長我好幾歲的弟弟。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPajWUUUWd
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全家在越南的鄉村務農，姊姊一邊在鄰鎮的高中讀書，一邊打工幫助家計。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzShPqTg8W
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姊姊是成績一直在前十名的優等生。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0by65kSRuM
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原本計劃在高中畢業之後繼續半工半讀大學，選讀和育幼有關的科系，未來當小朋友的老師。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdfW8YG4v6
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但是就在高中畢業前夕，爸爸忽然中風臥床，家計再也支持不下去。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5LK77CId7
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姊姊為了自己的家庭，只得拿我們黃家一大筆錢，告別父母和二名年幼弟弟，遠渡重洋嫁來我們黃家。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQvdh3gK6q
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先是依靠英文和阿公與爸爸溝通，之後再比手劃腳的慢慢學習漢語。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKwqepi2yZ
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這些就是關於姊姊的事情……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcFGXRsJpb
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不過當時在餐館的我才七歲，出於好奇一直看著比較年輕的姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKzMlZOtZX
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內心單純想著：『漂亮的姊姊，頭髮又黑又長……』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96Tj7qZFn5
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至於就要和我結婚成親的姊姊，同樣安靜看著我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmPlPDbxIZ
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只是面無表情，看不出喜怒哀樂。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNYdl8KrGj
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所以這時候的姊姊雖然漂亮，但是看起來冷冷冰冰，很難接近的樣子。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxWBRSO0EI
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我相信，是因為姊姊對於面對這一切的不安，才會感覺很不親近人。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxewu9cfiJ
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而不論如何，冰冷就是我對姊姊的深刻印象。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXWSpq0QKF
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初次見面這天的餐館會面，就在如此面無表情的沉默中開始。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sY8LfhpZx
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阿公、爸爸和姊姊，都是用英文溝通。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdk3BWE9FdF
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阿媽和媽媽如果要和姊姊說話，同樣要透過阿公與爸爸進行翻譯。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkd0WEQFNju
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尤其是媽媽，一再向姊姊拜託：「林花小姐，我因為和先生早婚，所以不過大妳八歲而已，真的能夠體諒妳必須嫁過來的委屈。我不敢要妳做什麼，只求妳以同樣的女人心體會我這個做母親的心情。這個孩子一直是個很聽話的乖孩子，不吵不鬧，只是從小身體一直很不好。今後真的要拜託妳幫忙照顧……我真的拜託妳了……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUX5Of5wC3
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媽媽是真的發自內心的再三拜託姊姊幫忙照顧我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9SY35PjoW
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姊姊都是平淡回答：「好。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I1NsxH7RA
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姊姊嘴巴回答好，問題是她的內心到底又是怎麼想？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4ff3sEGNz
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總之，這一晚的餐館聚餐，就這樣在姊姊面無表情的冰冷中結束了……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKkKQoBkqa
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二天之後的十一吉日。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU8lsp63gk
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姊姊穿著潔白新娘服正式嫁進我們黃家，成為台灣媳婦。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0aGOkI1jT
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病懨懨的我同樣穿起兒童西裝，勉強支撐起精神，在什麼都不懂的情況下和面無表情的姊姊拜堂成親。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHexBf0Y2yY
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一直陪在我身邊的姊姊同樣冷冷冰冰，看起來很難接近。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYB2Iz8iA2
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所以我完全不敢親近姊姊，更不敢和姊姊說句話，只能一直找媽媽。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkh1cEPFmB
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就這樣，忙碌一整天的婚禮終於結束。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaRRdCHdYB
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當晚的洞房花燭夜，只能由我和姊姊一起度過，否則不吉利。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFwNqfuPOT
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但是我才七歲，什麼都不懂，所以發現自己和陌生的冰冷姊姊一起被留在房間，我立刻撐著不舒服的身體跑出房間找媽媽。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQTOGyxF0n
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畢竟姊姊對我來說是個陌生人，加上姊姊從頭到尾的冰冷態度，所以還是七歲孩子的我完全不想和姊姊獨自在一起，就算姊姊再漂亮也一樣。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eUSybgLQY
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已經換上睡衣的姊姊，只能一直安靜跟在我背後。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHPioczmNS
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剛開始，媽媽一直哄我，把我帶回房間，要我乖乖的和姊姊一起睡覺，然後關門離開。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJuZOzFoBx
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我當然又吵著追出去找媽媽。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs86IOgESYX
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就這樣來回找媽媽幾次，對我很溫柔的阿公終於大罵：「你已經是個娶妻的大人了，到底一直在吵什麼！這麼晚了還不快點回房間睡覺！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6EZc8pxhh
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這真的是我第一次被阿公罵。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlYAhjkyIw
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加上對於發生的事情和完全搞不清楚整個情況。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYg8ENy6LJm
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所以我怕到了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH08ldQGzr2
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背後跟著姊姊，哭著轉身乖乖回到房間，坐在新床上不安哭著。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mGLek6wzF
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一定是因為這樣，姊姊看我無助害怕的一直哭著要媽媽，就像被狗媽媽拋棄的可憐小狗。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9wfXSJO2O
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因此姊姊發現我終究只是個普通的七歲小男孩，不是什麼可怕的存在。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eb7qaQEsq
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冰冷的姊姊，終於改變對我的態度。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rlUUovcdW
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姊姊遲疑一會，不忍心的伸出手，把我溫柔摟在懷裡，輕輕搖著我，哄著我，完全把我當成孩子安撫。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oGUXiZhrK
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至於我，忽然被姊姊摟著，一開始哭叫著抗拒，努力想要逃離這個冰冷的陌生人。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEEHA0LMxq
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直到我看見姊姊溫柔哄我的溫暖笑臉。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYbiFAu4L0
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這是我第一次看見姊姊露出的友善笑容。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1prR77FYHW
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七歲的我因此知道了，姊姊其實沒有那麼冰冷可怕。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTZcRkJxnz
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姊姊其實是很溫柔的好姊姊，否則怎麼會像這樣微笑哄我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ihpccFg6n
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於是我慢慢收起眼淚，不再哭鬧，乖乖的依偎在姊姊溫暖的懷裡。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacG5tjzLiq
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被溫柔的姊姊摟著哄，感受著姊姊的善意，直到被姊姊輕輕搖哄到睡著。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkd5wAN6wQ
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我和年長十一歲的姊姊，就從這一晚開始共同生活了……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmF50JkgQU
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姊姊被迫為錢離家，遠嫁我們黃家，讓她冷冷冰冰的，頗有拒人千里之外的感覺，很明顯就能看出來。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPPar18Ecb
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事實上，姊姊曾經跟我說過，剛來台灣的那陣子她的確一直在想著逃跑的事情。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnY9XEyFqIf
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逃離這個用錢買自己的黃家，能逃多遠就逃多遠，躲到台灣其他地方想辦法生活。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsAwHoZKuS
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反正姊姊的聘金，她的家人已經完全拿到。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPffco0Pdlf
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就算姊姊逃走，也只能算是姊姊個人『離家出走』，不會給娘家帶來太大麻煩。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOMlGrZaXX
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但是新婚之夜，姊姊看著我的無助哭泣，就像一隻不停唉唉叫需要人照顧的可憐小動物，就此讓姊姊的冰冷心情融化。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeU2n37t9W
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姊姊想說，先幫忙照顧我一陣子，順便認識更多同樣來自越南的朋友，收集更多台灣其他地方的資訊，再正式逃跑。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe0T7TTnia
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結果情況卻是，隨著一天天照顧我，姊姊的想法一天天軟化。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCv9SAKphy
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此外，加上大家都對姊姊很好，完全以家人的平等態度對待姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaVVKlAES6
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年長八歲的媽媽更是把姊姊當作親妹妹對待。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbmTYtw6M3
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大家同進同出，同吃同喝，而不是把姊姊當成越南勞工對待。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aCIlEm0Bp
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甚至於，每個月會給姊姊五千元的零用錢。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuTiA4E9nJ
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姊姊終於接受自己的命運。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rGOs0EzyI
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姊姊開始把黃家當成她第二個家，和媽媽一起照顧我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLcjK7cf64
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甚至於，姊姊很快就變成照顧我最多的人，也是付出最多心力的人。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcS8HCzBbO
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畢竟媽媽晚上會回房間睡覺，只有姊姊才能整晚和我在一起，在我生病發燒的時候整夜看護。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GaC1lvb0B
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在我身邊時睡時醒的給我量體溫，餵我水，哄我吃藥，給我的身體擦涼。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jhseEKypt
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所以姊姊不只是姊姊，更像是忽然跑出來的第二個媽媽。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LQtZEtQIr
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我自然很快的習慣了姊姊的存在。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMVX647Y9j
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越來越喜歡整天陪伴我的溫柔姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pnYJYCmQW
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對於姊姊的依賴越來越重。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8LdSjFDvQ
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把姊姊當成可以整天陪我玩的大玩伴。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRHzBTyVUF
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總會：「姊姊！姊姊！」的親密叫著。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6LxvGYsEA
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握著姊姊溫暖的手，讓姊姊陪著玩耍。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFxSqXhmrg
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玩玩捉迷藏。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzei3XVsBb5
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玩玩跳房子。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe4foDXfKt
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一起唱唱歌。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZhvsbfrZH
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讓姊姊一口口餵飯。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlgT5DyWgH
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讓姊姊帶我上廁所。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkx9jbIBX2
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讓姊姊幫我洗頭洗澡。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yOvjN6Ks6
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKPJqCIfeq
讓姊姊哄著一起睡覺。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83VzQzJPXA
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqkIXcDUBk
讓媽媽看著我和姊姊的相處，半開玩笑的落寞說好幾次：「你這個孩子根本只要姊姊不要媽媽了。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFwryJogCM
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由此可知，我的確已經變成整天黏著姊姊，由姊姊日夜拉拔照顧的孩子。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zDkdGuZsJ
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x6aE26xk0
十八歲的姊姊有我這麼親密陪伴，更是完全打消逃跑念頭，為了照顧我而決心留在黃家。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpjm0s3hIz
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuzH6K8tTH
姊姊就這樣找到救贖和生命的出路，沒有走上躲躲藏藏過活的悲慘道路……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRB7NUGTCP
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjO4HDNlqd
另一方，關於我的身體狀況。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRgFb6pNcW
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lMgJZY71G
原本病弱的身體真的慢慢好轉，不再那麼容易生病發燒。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIJIkVBccV
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSiaFvSF4w
我越吃越胖，長出肉，不再像以前那樣骨瘦如材。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3lFskejNq
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyFqAl8wE6
甚至於，我會有體力拉著姊姊出門跑步玩耍，就像那些在外面到處跑的活潑小朋友。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQs5y6Zd03l
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P0A9PDNGC
我的身體狀況好轉，除了沖喜成功真的找不到其他解釋。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSADIJmg0E8
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhv7t2gS70m
阿公、阿媽、爸爸和媽媽為此喜悅萬分。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHvcCTvaWs
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYqIClK9KR
他們紛紛高興表示，給我找來姊姊成親沖喜是對的。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1XzEckihp
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEqBLnsace
所以一年之後，八歲的我健康的進入本鎮國民小學就讀，和其他同年齡小朋友一起接受正式教育。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc76KotJ7wr
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsmIAlSlxZ
姊姊都會牽著我的手，親自把我帶往學校，一直用不流暢的漢語說：「你在學校要乖乖的喔……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4pwNPjPxN
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgCZYYx3uB
直到看我進入校園，姊姊才回家幫忙家事，或是以姊姊的英文能力幫助家族的生意文件。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7AmaFXHJB
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8Ct0GVUaQ
接著，再於下午四點放學時間前來校門口接我，關心詢問：「學校過的怎麼樣？有沒有乖乖？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiAtPpI2Gx
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ887iXU4A0h
不論風吹、雨淋、烈日，溫柔的姊姊沒有一天不陪我接我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kxjpLZaeH
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I556Xtxom
回家之後，姊姊更是會親自陪我寫作業，教我數學，確定我的學習沒有任何問題。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRjoh6Lh2d
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEci3W0ZRZS
甚至於，在學校的我忽然身體很不舒服或是發燒，必須早退，趕來學校接我的也是姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWdorAB4ia
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親密的把我當孩子一樣揹著，帶我去醫院檢查，然後再帶我回家。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvHsxBFvsl
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5g9iwsVGL
說真的，我和姊姊要說是夫妻，其實更像是感情非常好的姊姊弟弟……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSva1mmxUR
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8Kl5AQHKi
不過也因此，我被學校的小朋友找麻煩了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWFJRUJYfk
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNWvXkOuqM
我和姊姊的事情，全鎮的成年人都知道。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3CQjr5imp
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkqW1UXMQu
成年人知道長輩讓我娶姊姊是萬不得已的沖喜，所以成熟體諒的沒有說什麼。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLl2tYkcZKQ
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJRiJuedBa
但是和我同年齡的小朋友們，知道我和姊姊的事情之後，終於瞭解為什麼我的上下學總是有漂亮姊姊親密接送，出於幼稚的無知開始嘲笑：「男生愛女生！羞羞臉！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrX1tpdxTCH
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjipxawxfLj
像這樣的嘲笑我還可以忍受，所以不理他們。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ05ipjTo19
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3MzhnrBUL
一陣子之後，他們竟然開始當我的面嘲笑姊姊，說她是：「家裡不要的女孩！為了錢來台灣的越南窮人！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcWRwo5Pzs
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOXEAQ6GXF
他們這樣說姊姊，我當然覺得很生氣，不是吵架就是打架。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8YWiVhaly
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MJJaJwNF4
那段時間，足足一週以上，真的又吵又打的度過。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQhHBUXdZr
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMFFcuWsPt
後來會解決，還是姊姊看我身上一直有打架的傷口，對我詢問到底之後親自出面處理。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C1oLYzdH1
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMozpJXLufn
放學時間，姊姊陪我在校門口面對那些說壞話的小朋友。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5AYfWhFoR
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDeNZMV8WA
姊姊蹲下來，溫柔微笑，和氣說著：「大家一起當好朋友，好不好？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9y9thFZgx
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就這樣，那些原本欺負我的小朋友改變態度，不再亂說話。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv9zL4LReW
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOd1rMX4MbE
甚至於，會在放學的時候陪我們一起走，開心的和姊姊說話聊天。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO5NnCWH16
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcthoStRvH
因為姊姊的漂亮，還有姊姊的溫柔，小朋友們一定會喜歡。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ie0xtMVxU
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNDQ8OCsGn
喜歡和小朋友相處的姊姊，更是順理成章的成為大家的好姊姊，會在週末帶著我和大家一起玩。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrvFnVb2Sg
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qU5dOnCDe
我的拳頭無法解決的事情，溫柔的姊姊輕鬆辦到。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MiWdfvojb
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡze7Louzi9y
我真的更加佩服姊姊了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4lwNSPumy
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6DTaIAKfJ
不過，我也因此開始體會到自己和姊姊的奇妙關係。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwARXQEzCSm
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAdP7X150t
畢竟學校的小朋友沒有人像我和姊姊一樣結婚。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyEcmQBmQC
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCywM6vZ4v
只有我，像爸爸媽媽、阿公阿媽和其他大人一樣結婚。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBTb0wtlZZ
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kXB0wzmzw
我就是從這個時候開始思考：『我為什麼會和姊姊結婚啊？』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAbI0aWL4Z
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyIhoEMt8R
我一個人想幾天，終於在這天放學，只有我和姊姊的時候直接問：「姊姊，我想問妳一個問題。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbJwwDRWRH
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTbwSRkGQq
姊姊：「什麼問題？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQsbiUjto9
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9zB1ZcbJO
我問：「我們為什麼會結婚？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsz7N7JhudY
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLUovUP36q
面對我的問題，十九歲的姊姊沉默了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEcfLxj0Fj
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gHYkzgk1j
安靜牽著我的小手，一步步帶我回家。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH86Z1fjpxs
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33gov46AEJ
八歲的我，完全不瞭解姊姊為什麼都不說話。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMCr37RAH1
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWI2NhXCTb4
不過只要是個成年人，一定能瞭解姊姊不語的原因。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJes8pgwRHP
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4ssoOYnch
十九歲，根本還只是大學生。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSNez8NtNe
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxs0elwYd4
如果姊姊的爸爸沒有中風，現在姊姊應該正在越南的某間大學半工半讀。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9jgIuduxF
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsa9CWSbcOe
姊姊卻是拿錢嫁來台灣，和我結婚成為黄家媳婦，一年來一直日夜陪伴我生活。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7veWvIJbI
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd4rgUg35E
姊姊的寧靜，其實是有重量的。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GAa7ijQqV
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoUZNBkfIX
生活的重量，從來不是三言二語可以輕鬆說完。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshsTsS6YoA
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTboxzGuwDm
也或許，正是因為無奈和感嘆，才讓它這麼不容易說完。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAhagyQUaN
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwCzEEisCf
天真不懂的我追問：「姊姊？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kOWKr4w0E
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcHscFBBpV
姊姊回答：「因為我們必須結婚。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvINvbyOsXY
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKFBBPMLCX
我：「為什麼？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjO7KBpvTIt
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IIouLSyVS
姊姊僅能：「姊姊不知道應該怎麼說。等到回家之後，你問媽媽吧？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnEu7tGtow
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpIqMsxxw7
所以回家之後，我真的牽著姊姊的手，跑去問媽媽這件事。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3XNAUeB0k
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoIU4BB0kG
媽媽沉默的和姊姊互看，然後回答我：「等你長大之後就知道為什麼會和姊姊結婚了。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X0oezBlh6
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaetRslPyS
結果，當年八歲的我還是完全不知道為什麼自己會和姊姊結婚。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxtX8RAKyi
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCT3shrqys
我也只能想著這件事幾天之後，開始把它淡忘掉，繼續開開心心的牽著姊姊的手，和姊姊一起生活……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjDOWfTqg6
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212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkClOzcwV2w
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWBXLcejjs
就這樣，幾年的國小生活迅速過去。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2potLvzo9E
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9t0Fti7jDQ
姊姊嫁來黄家的時候十八歲，現在已經二十三歲。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJhTZhnP4d
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLuPUTLzS2
照顧我之餘順便幫忙家事，處理家裡公司的英文翻譯工作，可說已經完全融入黃家的一切生活。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTtsOFszCu
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlZCtTuj9q
至於越南娘家，姊姊和娘家密切保持聯絡，不論是實體信件，電子信件，通訊軟體，沒有斷絕過。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNS351HE3kI
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCFLAhbEhp
中風的爸爸情況好轉。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrlRuRrD7p
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1XIl0NOk0
媽媽用姊姊的聘金開一間穀物貿易店，生意做的不錯。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtqYWoMxZG
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1F2MMVNmD
二位弟弟則是都在高中讀書，準備考大學。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetelcBl7Ln
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所以原本窮困的娘家的確因為姊姊的聘金，慢慢發達起來。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgeI6XdaVt
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFirSLViHHj
就這樣來看，窮人女孩為錢出嫁遠方，真的不好嗎？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWIXF9Gc5x
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當然，每個人心中都有想法和答案……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nBP2y947D
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我則是十二歲，健康快樂的入讀國中一年級。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQX6Ti8u5V
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開始長高的我，心靈隨之成長。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIXMb6O6BO
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn98W5TvivK
小時候的我，整天黏著姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPQjxyZ3RK
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsUxW82jIH
但是現在的我，對於那麼黏姊姊開始覺得怪怪的。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzwVnYpXTr
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6AeMJB2fT
和姊姊一起手牽手走在路上，以前的我覺得很自然快樂，但是現在的我卻覺得很奇怪。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTY3refuWRt
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk95TwP4zfn
尤其是如果在路上遇見認識的同學或是朋友，我都會趕緊放開姊姊的手，和姊姊分開，不想要被他們看見我和姊姊手牽手。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4R0d0TdVdM
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmygbloXqU
甚至於，我會對於和姊姊同房睡覺這件事感到彆扭。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tDoHmuG9J
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcf5PCQfKA
睡覺的時候，我都已經故意側躺背對姊姊，並且離遠點，姊姊卻還是主動靠上來，從我的背後主動摟抱我在懷裡。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVjxxZHOAo
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就像過去那樣，從背後抱著我一起看電視。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOOcXIElJw
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就像過去那樣，從背後抱著唸故事書給我聽。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxc4l7lbZU
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5m667JyebI
就像過去那樣，抱著親密搖我，唱兒歌給我聽，陪我說話。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjioJinRw6N
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就像過去那樣，一直把我當成孩子……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGo83j7RRvc
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因此，今晚睡覺又被姊姊像這樣從背後親密摟抱，彆扭好一陣子的我終於說：「姊姊……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdUuSJ4SC3
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姊姊：「嗯？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnO3JWKVI0
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我說：「妳可以不要抱我嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFoSJCDrdt
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姊姊：「怎麼了？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrJ3Ut9qnc
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我誠實說：「感覺好難為情。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbo9cCIHms5
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姊姊沉默。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02O5cH90Dz
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我繼續趁這個機會說出心底話：「其實……我越來越覺得我們一起睡覺很奇怪……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7BP6Q2AI8
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姊姊：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3oD2rRSTJ
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我說：「我知道，好多年來我們都是一起睡覺，妳會像這樣抱著我。但是，現在我真的開始覺得好奇怪……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhowlXD4lc
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又是幾秒的沉默。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF9qoPpPnR
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姊姊主動移動手，不再從背後摟抱我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktcn3DTzch
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我擔心姊姊不開心，回頭看去：「姊姊，我沒有討厭妳，只是真的覺得好奇怪。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYA0YTr6KhD
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陰暗的燈光下，側躺面對我的姊姊溫柔微笑：「阿弟，你長大了。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuONn0cf468
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不只姊姊，阿媽和媽媽也是叫我阿弟。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4V1YPaGe8K
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我只能說：「是嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74kcyTUrTa
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姊姊：「你也不喜歡和姊姊牽手被同學看見吧？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSLEpZKBgF
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefiW4uU7dJ
我這才知道，原來姊姊有察覺到這件事，知道我都會在路上遇到同學的時候放開姊姊的手。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7Jdd0T5St
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唯有乖乖承認：「嗯……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMrJh3TmZ9
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姊姊詢問：「你也會討厭姊姊陪你上下學？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCOz60etVT
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我沒想到姊姊會反問這件事，所以我真的想幾秒：「上下學……我是覺得，上下學我一個人不會有問題。其實姊姊可以不必一直跟著我，感覺有點浪費妳的時間……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudxP8L8HAV
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姊姊得到我的回答：「姊姊知道了，以後你自己上下學吧。明天你還要去學校，先睡覺。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMJKiMyenT
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說完，姊姊轉身，背對我睡覺，沒有再摸我一下。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNL79fCam6B
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我也只好同樣繼續背對姊姊睡覺。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLolj2HFVJ
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我知道，姊姊依然是當年那個一心一意照顧陪伴我的姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LLrtIz19b
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但是開始長大改變的我，真的不再是當年七歲的我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZTP5nkmhB
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雖然當時沒有感覺，不過我和姊姊的關係，的的確確就從這時候開始不同。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7NtiekMqA
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUfK7bdfce
隔天，姊姊果然讓我一個人上學，下午回家時間也沒有來校門口接我，讓我感覺好奇怪，就像有什麼明顯不對勁。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vQFKaaVNK
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甚至於，回到家之後，在房間放下書包，發現房間裡面怪怪的。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFZsUJFZhL
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但是那時我還忽然說不出房間哪裡奇怪。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh8cDV8WJZ
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直到進入廚房從冰箱找喝的，遇見正在忙碌晚餐的媽媽和姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyWG9EdmUH
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我先問候：「媽媽，姊姊。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY7YhouLY8
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媽媽知道我一定還沒有完全搞清楚情況，所以主動跟我說：「今天開始，姊姊會去原本用來堆雜物的那個房間睡覺。下午已經把雜物間清理好，也把姊姊的東西都搬進去，以後那裡就是姊姊的臥房。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk7BTZTjPc
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這就是剛才我為什麼覺得房間有點奇怪，因為原本屬於姊姊的東西與衣物都消失不見。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0aVxvKNMM
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我小小意外到：「姊姊要睡在雜物間？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85R3sVZxlb
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媽媽：「你不是跟姊姊說不想和姊姊一起睡覺？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu3WJmqSiK
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我：「昨晚我是那樣說……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNL4duzAZe0
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然後，我看向姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5Bg5gq0ck
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姊姊面無表情站在瓦斯爐前炒青菜，沒有看我一眼。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2ruiW4PON
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我：「姊姊？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5VNbV9pYg
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姊姊終於看我：「嗯？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiS08pI3gD
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我：「你真的要搬去雜物間？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt70PGwx1f
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姊姊回我：「早上姊姊和媽媽談過之後，覺得這樣對你比較好。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSpsZopJY5
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我：「可是－－－」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ0dILFqeo
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『可是』到這裡，我又半句話說不出。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKSCBeBIez
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畢竟我究竟想要『可是』什麼？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEiGLNXpr1
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我的確一天天覺得和姊姊同床共枕很奇怪，親口說出這件事。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpihHbsVEex
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我和姊姊分房生活本來就是很自然的發展，到底還有什麼好『可是』？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWTaU70ZG9
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所以『可是』之後，我真的又沒有一句話可以說，只能站著。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcMquB2PH3
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因此姊姊再說：「你真的已經長大了，開始獨立自主。姊姊很高興，可以陪伴你平安長大到今天。今後也要繼續成長為一位優秀的大人，知不知道？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZ31CRBJrg
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我唯有：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW61GMAKDk5
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媽媽有意思讓這件事就這樣：「好啦！你自己聞聞衣服，都是臭酸味！快去浴室洗澡，準備吃晚飯了！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AM9Flw4VQ
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就這樣，我們沒有再談過這件事。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVk1TysTOQk
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我跟姊姊正式分房生活……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG2XV0yJqF
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姊姊決定放手，讓我自由自在的長大，相信那樣對我的成長最好。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpzrBRbIqr
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我從上下學不再有姊姊陪伴，直到現在分房睡覺，真的一直有種說不出的奇怪感。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqEnFXiK1V
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就像自己的生活，忽然有什麼重要的人事物消失不見。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49jqXT4gLS
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這樣的消失，好像明顯是錯的。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZiil0VSGh
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但是我又感覺到，這樣才是對的。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qlLvDJ1t0
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我相信這就是姊姊所說的獨立自主和所謂的長大吧。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6cpRmoS2c
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卻也因為這樣，沒有姊姊常常跟隨陪伴的我，雖然獲得很高的生活自由，卻也交上壞朋友了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0lUqkvnnB
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週六日，以前我都是跟姊姊一起出門，搭公車去鄰近城市的鬧區走走逛逛再回家。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04KBBJPFDT
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不再有姊姊緊密陪伴的我，都和同學朋友一起出遊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJHlqdeQ9g
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姊姊都會在我出門赴約的時候，微笑的說：「路上小心，早點回來。」完全把我當成大人尊重看待。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQl07YDveb
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就這樣，朋友彼此之間再互相介紹，我終於和一群大人常說的『壞孩子』認識。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76WxyzxPt0
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一夥近三十人，男女都有，對我來說都是些大哥哥大姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBFwTJNiQI
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年紀大約是國中生到二十歲，最年長的幾位等著當兵，並且他們的家庭明顯都有問題。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MC6VSqs87
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搶劫吸毒之類的嚴重事情沒有。但是檳榔喝酒，喜歡夜遊飆車，嗆聲裝大……大概就是缺少家庭關愛的鄉下8+9。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sb1jWuqAV
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當然，認識他們之初，我也覺得和他們在一起不太好。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2ZtCajFlp
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聰明的孩子絕對會知道不應該和他們繼續往來。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvCoNHztDs
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但是我又無法抗拒和他們繼續來往的誘惑。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5wMcKCPUW
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因為他們有帥氣的摩托車。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QJivXYUVK
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他們是個8+9飆車族，車隊名稱叫做三太子風火輪。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpli3BlXCX
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沒有錯，我喜歡帥氣的摩托車。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD0WTENSjS
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看著那樣的帥氣摩托車，我就想騎上去飆。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSyygeQvHs
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聽著引擎聲怒吼，我的感覺整個嗨到不必嗑任何東西。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGY3ckoP2I
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尤其是家裡沒有摩托車，只有分別由爺爺、爸爸和媽媽各自擁有的二輛汽車。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB49UqdIQxu
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當年的我不懂汽車，只記得叫難聽的梅賽什麼的，看起來又黑又大又笨重，一點都不拉風的廉價車。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1FnoXacJK
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而大哥大姊他們不只有摩托車，還都經過特別改裝，看起來又酷又炫。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsteRoqpbQb
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只要坐上去感覺就像世界無敵了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbbVSVqXvQ
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當年才十三歲的我，真的好希望自己也能擁有一輛自己的帥氣摩托車。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFVXwmEwQG
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所以我真的克制不住和他們一群人來往的慾望。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUIj0jONOS
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他們一定是因為全都破碎家庭出身，主觀的認為我也一樣，所以完全不問我的來歷，我到場就接受我，讓我跟隊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYOlbtal5g
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所以我不必上學的週六日一出門，就是主動去找他們，大家一起出門全速衝鋒。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgN2FMve8L
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當然，我都是後座被載的那個。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYinSzdB0XI
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大部份時間，都是在靠中央山脈的山路衝鋒兜風，大約深夜就解散回家。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7ytf2s5em
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少數時候，大家飆的比較瘋，就是順著車少的靠海道路從台灣南部衝到台北，再從基隆衝進宜蘭花蓮直到台東，再一路騎回來。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3J9K04GNHC
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真的是完全不睡覺，從白天騎到黑夜，再從黑夜騎到白天，猛衝台灣島一圈的衝鋒。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPLFsbXRYa
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每個月都會像這樣衝一次。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoOxb73bMJ
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大家都樂此不疲，我更是好開心。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhI1CFZIgl
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我覺得這個世界真的好遼闊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSmfDtIWcm
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我真的好想看到外面更寬大的世界。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKY3uB45ZHv
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我越來越不想離開這個環島飆車團體。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2pJP1zOiy
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不過想也知道，我才一個國中生，家人一定擔心追問。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThwnM9ZTBC
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hnFOcLmfs
如果半夜才回家，這種情況還好，被媽媽碎念個幾句就好。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNS5bgOp3O
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如果是一整天的瘋狂環島……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DJeRfJ17s
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終於，這個週日早上，第三次我再次環島瘋回來之後，被追問到底了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6zGU2fZaw
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不只媽媽和姊姊，就連最疼我的阿媽也在一邊看。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoosTDbuGad
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PpVqFqPfa
媽媽一臉擔心：「昨天週六你到底去哪裡？怎麼整晚都不回來？這樣的情況已經不是一次二次了！你才幾歲啊！大家整晚等你，怕你出什麼事，一直想去報警知不知道？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRXiUL12ZJ
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因為擔心會被媽媽繼續罵，所以我回答：「沒事啦。只是和幾個朋友去台北玩。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhM3w7WKd7
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwujLH7Gvjc
這是事實，因為車隊的確會經過台北。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2CseuJmO0
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雖然抵達台北的時候都是大部份人回家睡覺的深夜。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YWpPX4r3W
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVHgGOsD2l
換姊姊問：「阿弟，你們沒有做壞事吧？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGvvLxtWoQ
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsTyXpIPcN
如果說謊，媽媽和姊姊一定會看出來。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2QfumXs7Q
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpRZ25wcwC
我覺得很煩又很無奈的直視她們，明示自己的清白：「沒有啦。真的只是一群人出去玩而已。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJVPR7hWaw
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不過是騎摩托車瘋狂繞台灣，還會是什麼壞事？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOA7AqXjMS
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYS8qpcJiH
姊姊再問：「下週六你們也會像這樣出去玩到週日才回家？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYzNqGfV9d
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我不耐煩的回：「又不是每次都這樣好不好？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqSKGwRvtM
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSUL6Yf94Z
姊姊：「表示以後還會像這樣？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lz8owEldo
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSyt7TV8s5
我不敢回答，因為是肯定的，所以生氣大罵：「妳們又煩又囉嗦！有完沒完！碎碎唸個不停！我要回房間睡覺了啦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8NOpentVW
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就此頭也不回，直往房間快步走。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZHuTr3UOI
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQnvFq38IO
媽媽她們看我忽然這麼兇的大罵之後轉身就走，全部愣在客廳，忽然追不上來。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV17LOVj1vf
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZDvekMKip
只有姊姊，第一時間追進房間，拉著我的手：「你到底跟誰出去？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNIqNtRn0V
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就這樣，我第一次和姊姊吵架了……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYm7YRoNRNm
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cTDhOve0y
發急的我，只能甩開姊姊的手：「問這麼多做什麼？是有那麼嚴重喔？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4ixdylhsT
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJ8lxJgxvN
姊姊：「阿弟，媽媽剛才沒有說錯，你才十三歲，是個國中生啊！整晚不回家，大家當然擔心！加上你正在叛逆期，我們可以不擔心嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3nWF3mh5p
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtivMN7APJ
這時候，媽媽和阿媽也追上來觀戰。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pPp2Vb1vU
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMViaPknsLB
不過她們暫時都沒有說話，把發言權交給姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllJHx9fplS
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIexziosyVd
我一心只想早點罵退她們，所以直接對姊姊罵：「到底關妳什麼事！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ImrbslgG5
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfurh5awjNw
姊姊：「為什麼不關我的事！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCF2mSJliat
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuf7gufI0Z
我：「妳到底是我的誰啊！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszDmVxBXvM
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwPFM25fTE
姊姊：「我是妳的姊姊啊！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZqXtYEBBU
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sEvubfH4b
我：「我只是把妳當姊姊喊！不然我什麼時候有姊姊了！妳是媽媽生的喔？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoebDn3FRtH
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWgROACLeh
姊姊的確一時難以回答。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8F8vEqvGEE
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BMqmtCrQR
我繼續說：「妳又不姓黃！明明什麼都不是！妳只是個外人！就不要再對我管那麼多了啦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvBhNN4e3R
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姊姊：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEgQPdcOCI
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媽媽：「你這個孩子對姊姊說什麼話！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxVohxMWCL
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrapQFK9Mr
阿媽也罵我：「是姊姊辛苦的一手把你帶到這麼大，知不知道？怕你冷！怕你熱！怕你餓到！怕你受傷生病！怕你書沒讀好！你還要去哪裡找這樣的姊姊！到底誰還會對你這麼好啊！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGMQwWPhAe
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQQLDFtral
媽媽：「你的阿媽沒有說錯！姊姊真的對你那麼好，結果你竟然對姊姊說這種話！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6yMah7SpL
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIe7vX4OJwE
這樣子，我又要面對她們三人了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZjYuzSrEu
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4zRBgKqy8
整晚沒有睡的我，又煩又氣又累，拉著房門就要緊緊關上。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9mgUxkdrw
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidbDynJIER
姊姊卻是踏出一步，伸手用力頂著門，不給我關。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKNbEcsnUR
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jKtEVw6AS
甚至於，姊姊直瞪著我，毫不移開雙眼。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkc5fMR2kJ
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被姊姊這樣瞪，頓時一陣膽寒。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybHYujHFng
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXfkCUL3yd
畢竟我是被姊姊從七歲一手帶大的孩子，對於和姊姊相處的實際記憶真的比媽媽還要多。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOs4XDFYkz
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所以被姊姊這樣瞪，讓我感覺比親生媽媽這樣瞪還要可怕。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuocGWczWi
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覺得自己真的麻煩大了……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzckRBLEZk9
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAKmtpMl4n
我又急又怕：「放手！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAZVpEhHdU
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gTkAejyBI
姊姊：「不放！你不敢說，背後一定有問題！你好好說出是和誰出去整晚！你們到底去做什麼！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5ZupjpqEH
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESQBmh7744
我：「我已經說了，妳沒有資格問！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQCf1XCYGE
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjpHrKqQKs
媽媽出頭：「那麼媽媽總有資格問吧！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0uNYb66Q0
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNbvbjf9P6
我更是不敢回答媽媽，只能繼續用力推門，對姊姊喊：「反正跟妳沒有關係，放手啦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD7pGxtXPe
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALqf93iBd8
姊姊只能喊：「我不是外人！我是嫁進黃家的媳婦！你這樣子，我會擔心啊！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsORlMwYiVQ
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcCNQrWNcj
我：「什麼媳婦！到底是誰的媳婦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKJX6oIBRX
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHhxoDg1f6
姊姊：「你的啊！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0sY8X0Zus
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBghKHhgB5N
當時的情況，姊姊不這樣說不行。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDYUUR0eNE
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因為姊姊真的會在這個黃家找不到立足之地。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxTpKHuZDi
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQu8aUiLvQ
只會是個來自越南卻長時間住在黃家的外人。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXzbYFEjK2
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYdi6gYIC5
我：「才不是！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1nC8ltY9u
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jZ1EijEPc
姊姊：「為什麼不是？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiK5szruN3
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNF77O4FDG
我：「我又不是願意和妳結婚！再說當時我才幾歲啊！而且大家都知道只是做做樣子，又不是真的！妳才不是我的媳婦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Jdad75VEr
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIpvsAXXoq
接著姊姊的回答，我萬萬想不到。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU14VqxhLpv
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8MFHkm8yh
我真的萬萬想不到。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1M95Js4wV0
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxQFxZsp3C
姊姊問我：「那麼姊姊搬出去，和其他男生約會結婚也沒有關係了？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqXXXuHqrD
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I0yKwqm4K
當然姊姊是故意這樣說，為了嚇嚇我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eROvwBepr
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyodBXC0dym
不過才十三歲的我根本還只是個不夠懂事的孩子，心臟立刻一個大跳！212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc7F6vCVwv
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFQqpuBJFo
這樣的心情，就像孩子聽到守寡的媽媽要改嫁。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPch8XiRxN
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzwVNy0ZOw
只要是孩子，一般都會很難接受這樣的事情。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfpXNoaGAv
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbgma3XoOY
到時候姊姊會被其他人搶走，姊姊就不再是我的姊姊了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUpbfsMmTt
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA231K1DMtg
說起來，當時的我真的就像個要斷奶卻無法斷個徹底的孩子。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qYpDuN1sB
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hr5CPWXnE
當然我緊張的對姊姊說：「妳說什麼啊！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFhT1FnaND
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0QjRDodJb
姊姊說：「反正我又不是黃家的媳婦，你管姊姊那麼多。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr6j38uOjW
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJl9CMIK9Z
我：「這是不同的事情啊！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf3VopQJ38
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJVVC3MUO4
姊姊：「隨便你吧。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWistBgY6eW
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEr1T8SOc5
說完，姊姊還真的直接放手，不再想把我的房間門頂開，並且轉身就走。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKcdIDX8z4
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUZSWXaGkU
媽媽配合姊姊：「你這個孩子實在是啊……看看你剛才對姊姊說什麼話！姊姊真的不想管你了，還不快去跟姊姊說對不起！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ztSeYCoEE
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQFUfQkNym
我猶豫堅持僵持著。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxm0U1cfyI
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2O3mNHV8K
畢竟如果說出事實，我知道她們一定不會再讓我去參加車隊兜風。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJByMlYxy6e
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN8EAUcNfg
如果不說，姊姊又會變成別人的姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39PNxZjRIR
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpv7rR3jEea
我的心情真的是有夠天人交戰。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh48teT6J3
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根本是逼我二選一。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV9IUbtGGO
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媽媽：「姊姊真的不必勉強自己一直留在我們家！現在你真的要看姊姊離開？還不快去跟姊姊道歉！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpA6WGG0g7Q
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNbMkUTTSU
終於，我還是害怕的：「嘖！」一聲，離開房間，快步跑去找姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KmVEA3Fqf
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姊姊坐在客廳沙發看電視，冰冷的完全不看我一眼。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjo0F7ERby
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我：「姊姊。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1A83NKJBy
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姊姊：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXhi7yGSgz
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我：「姊姊，妳不要這樣。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsa0O0FsKIO
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姊姊：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUICDJoRbD
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我：「對不起。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5TSEssUt8
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姊姊：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50JLuUgvKV
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我：「妳不要走啦。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB46oOs5vIi
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姊姊：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUzPj7WdJo
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我：「剛才我真的不是故意那樣說……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOXtrhqVfq
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姊姊終於看我：「姊姊想聽到的不是這些。是你整晚到底去哪裡？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEtqPy2PJj
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我又是一番掙扎：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWg8kMLWtS
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姊姊終於看我：「你從小到大，今天真的是第一次有事情瞞著姊姊。讓姊姊好難過。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMeuUSZgT3
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我：「如果我說了，你們一定不會再讓我出去……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEZWjMR2te
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姊姊：「反正你先說，到底整晚去哪裡做什麼？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZunA3yj5lZ
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我：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoG1nZT7H0
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姊姊：「還是不願意說嗎？反正對你來說，姊姊只是這個黃家的外人吧。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwsIrsBNve
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我：「不是那樣啦。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLtT64RwDz
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姊姊：「那就告訴姊姊。不然姊姊真的要搬走了。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIgYvusYLG
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我只能心一橫：「昨天我是去參加車隊……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5TMr4Ocva
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姊姊：「車隊？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVpQ9pGZth
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我：「整天跟大家坐摩托車兜風，只有那樣而已。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhRLwe8J8S
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阿媽擔心的問：「你跟人家去飆車？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qsYdfYZAM
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我拼命想著讓自己可以無罪開脫的回答說詞，可是就速度來說，又覺得很難辯駁：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUqSHJBcFc
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媽媽看我的沉默，直接有罪判定，滿臉的難以相信：「你竟然去跟人家飆車……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqMtCKNxEO
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我：「不是飆車啦！只是外面騎一圈而已！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFS67W0q1A
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姊姊冰冷的說：「騎去哪裡？為什麼整晚才回來？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3QiyxJeHs
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我：「沒有去哪裡啦……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESgzDZCtuK
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姊姊：「到底跟人家騎去哪裡？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEH0e1hwVL
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我：「就是……台灣繞一圈而已……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eYXny3pN9
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姊姊略顯訝異：「台灣繞一圈？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CLNrAMTj5
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我看姊姊的反應，知道不妙了：「真的只有那樣！不是什麼危險的飆車啦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Vzi5IlAZa
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姊姊：「一天騎台灣一圈？所以整晚都在騎車？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwjhLEYDI6
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阿媽再次：「哎喲！這樣不就整天在飆車！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHB2m27HuDz
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媽媽同樣受驚不小，音量非常大：「你這個孩子實在是！竟然去跟飆車族整天在一起飆車！那樣有多危險知不知道！如果出事怎麼辦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ0nMe2cjE
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換阿媽哀叫：「哎喲……你這樣如果讓疼你的阿公知道，他一定會驚的血壓飆高喔……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbY1bQcYkr3
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我：「真的沒有想的那麼危險啦！再說我已經參加過三次，不是都沒有出事！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqta9PxcQqh
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媽媽直接大聲：「以後不准再去參加，聽到沒有！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNC7YrUwL5
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阿媽：「黃家現在只有你這個獨孫！黃家還要靠你傳下去！你要是有個萬一要怎麼辦啊！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsKO4CwqUA
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果然，變成我最討厭的情況。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwfDvDZ45U
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我只能做著沒有意義的抗議：「就是因為會這樣，我才不敢跟妳們說啦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGuO1aJS6K
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姊姊接口：「你不敢說，因為你自己也知道本來就不應該去參加。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmxPcYEJGP
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我：「但是真的沒有想像的危險！你們看我不是一直都平安回來？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHn0ERtsto
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姊姊：「不論你說多安全，我們都不會相信。飆車本來就是很危險的事情，更不必說你才十三歲。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8UL0Qjbeu
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我：「所以等我十八歲就可以了，是不是？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseR5ZqKgzQ
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姊姊卻是直瞪著我，直接一句：「姊姊對你很失望。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfVkxuN2mm
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我：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslxsx4U08Y
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姊姊：「我一直以為你會開始懂事，會自己想……結果你竟然做出這麼危險的事情，去參加整天飆車的飆車族。姊姊真的對你非常失望。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEjnsdbnak
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我：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreFNPo3fa4
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姊姊：「你根本還是個不懂事的孩子，完全不知道事情輕重。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdGHfK3iH1
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阿媽也在旁邊整個憂心：「會變壞……這樣一定會變壞……哎喲……怎麼辦啦……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFZghYWzdF
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我做著最後掙扎：「事情真的不是那樣……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0v6vQbBSo8
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姊姊：「反正你不准再去參加，否則姊姊就搬出去，再也不管你了，有沒有聽到？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaxefygK4t
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我還能怎麼回答？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7T8vvhtmp6
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只能垂頭喪氣：「知道了……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPgnbKGpdk
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當時的我，真的覺得好難過，覺得好不甘願。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SKmClxZ4D
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因為我真的很喜歡騎著摩托車兜風的感覺。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3d0eyd4sn
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現在這一切，因為我不希望姊姊離開，所以都要被強迫終止。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQSR2MiGS9
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讓我怎麼接受？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3jWpoGiOP
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我自然悶悶不樂起來。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPqpkAb2Mu
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週日的這場爭吵，就這樣結束。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcj5QLIOGJ
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然後，週二這一天，在外面跑生意的爸爸回家休息幾天了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IFA8Dhj3T
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所以這一天放學回家，我立刻被爸爸叫到客廳。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdLznIIe4t
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爸爸一臉嚴肅，姊姊她們三人都在旁邊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB4myp2yMr
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雖然爸爸因為和阿公一樣整天在東南亞跑，都把我的事情交給阿媽媽媽和姊姊，幾乎沒有插手過我的教育，不過還是會在必要的時候管教我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuPstelDCz
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所以我其實還頂怕爸爸的。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUZg6ZiMRQ
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爸爸開口就是嚴肅的問：「聽媽媽說，你去參加飆車族，已經好幾次和他們環島？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtfYa4NqoV
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我覺得說再多也沒有意義，所以簡單的：「嗯。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzgIlKnqII
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爸爸嚴厲罵來：「亂來！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdHVeYw1IS
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我：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPlTMk9qOb
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爸爸：「你以為飆車好玩啊！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlb1ENUBU1M
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不服氣又不甘心的我，雖然會怕爸爸，不過還是什麼都不管了，直接說：「很好玩。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a3XdwF2VR
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聽著腳下的引擎怒吼，看著二旁道路快速向後衝去的速度感，進入前方從來沒有見過的新世界，真的很好玩。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKJ2uYt6AV
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我真的喜歡騎摩托車旅行的感覺。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS2rXraGD7
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越是參加那個車隊，我越是著迷於那樣的感覺，難以自拔。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rq657x9uJ
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不過，在場四人都為我這句話：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu7FRhlqCi
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真的，他們都被我一句話頂到安靜。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIFNEGBHib
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好幾秒，半句話沒有。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgX963fLir
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爸爸反應回來，更兇的說：「飆車是在拿自己的生命安危開玩笑，你到底知不知道！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DL1OWGdUz
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我：「反正你們不會懂啦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fqljKO03y
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爸爸：「是你完全不懂！真的跟個孩子一樣！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLL0eO0zV4k
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我正想要給爸爸頂嘴……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ttgkkjcL9
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一直安靜在旁邊的姊姊：「那麼你說，我們不懂什麼？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7FOGj6xzf
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我：「反正你們不會再讓我去了。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLB6fSYyRd
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姊姊：「我們的確不會再讓你去參加飆車族。可是如果你說出來，至少我們還可以懂你為什麼會去參加。是因為姊姊開始不陪你，所以你覺得一個人很寂寞嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESr1RWUJyv
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我：「不是那樣啦。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ4yDcLmCB
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姊姊：「那是怎麼樣？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZO5Ri2IAF
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我：「我喜歡騎摩托車。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRtMO8ls2W
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姊姊：「你喜歡騎摩托車？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YCbBoiFuU
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我：「我知道你們一定會覺得那些騎摩托車的人都是壞孩子，當然不會讓我去參加。可是他們其實沒有你們想像的那麼壞。我只是和他們一起騎車，一起兜風，又沒有怎麼樣……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRl40FCfA1F
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姊姊卻是說：「我們先把他們的事情放在一邊。你為什麼會喜歡摩托車？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4Z9mcuKpW
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我：「你們一定不喜歡摩托車吧？是不是覺得會騎摩托車的人都是窮人？都不是什麼好人？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoujQGI26hR
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姊姊：「你為什麼這樣問？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1hN3pwZp2
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我：「因為一定是這樣啊！否則我們家為什麼連一輛摩托車都沒有！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFj5V6l0cuJ
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爸爸出面回答：「因為汽車載人載物比較方便，也比較安全！再說平時如果大家需要出門，媽媽會開車，不是都會開爸爸的車載你們出門？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIm8xcLWIs8
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我：「不一樣啦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHpHkCLAbF
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姊姊：「哪裡不一樣？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2cV1Ox3A1
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我：「摩托車帥氣拉風又自由，騎起來的感覺就是好棒！我們家的車又笨重又醜，名字也難聽又難記，叫梅塞什麼的……要怎麼跟帥氣的摩托車比！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfGGGzPKoM
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爸爸沉默二秒，口氣好許多：「梅賽德斯？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEQHuUDviE
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我：「對！梅賽德斯！聽都沒有聽過！看起來也真的有夠醜！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiJD7nGsJd
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爸爸：「梅賽德斯是主名，大家常知的通名是賓士。我們家二輛車都是賓士高級車款，你知道一輛多少錢嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqC20sW0qhj
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當然我絕對聽過，知道是很貴的車，忍不住確認：「賓士？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoIneNbtWi
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爸爸：「都是賓士。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtv0p41r81y
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下一秒，我有一種極為失望的感覺，因為總覺得賓士那樣的名貴轎車應該看起來更加不同凡響才對。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzAS1wrnPM
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所以我發自內心回答爸爸：「好醜……真的……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKm2igIjmF2
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首先，美醜是很主觀的。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYLknrswmL
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再來，我真的打心底覺得，賓士有名又貴到讓我很無法理解。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31ge1xzz6T
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真的，就算我已經長大成人，還是不喜歡賓士的外型，就算是賓士的跑車款也一樣……絕對是青菜蘿蔔每人各有喜好。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK031lLvuu3
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所以這時候的我萬分的難掩失望之情。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfnfiZqwbI
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爸爸：「賓士也有跑車款，看起來很好看。我們家二輛都是家用房車，所以看起來像一般常見車輛，不過的確都是很貴的頂級賓士。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EpfObG1BP
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我：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrg9rUlR0V
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姊姊再問：「你真的那麼喜歡摩托車？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoNtbS1hQ1
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我：「摩托車很棒啊！車隊的大哥大姊都把自己的車改的好酷好炫！那是因為你們沒有看過，不然你們一定也會喜歡！坐在上面騎，感覺就很舒服！真的可以騎一整天也不會膩！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISzf0RyhDU
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他們四人，幾秒的安靜。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKfuB6yZdc
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爸爸終於說：「十來歲的年輕人，真的都會比較喜歡摩托車吧？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA83ckQDNIb
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我：「所以讓我再去參加車隊啦！他們真的只是單純的在路上騎車，沒有想的那麼危險！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxAnvkJKmK
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媽媽直接大聲：「不可能！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiYZjoDAR6
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爸爸也說：「你給我乖乖留在家裡，有沒有聽到？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM09rlqV37S
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阿媽更是：「傻孫啊，摩托車騎那麼快多危險啊……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpAE9g0mm1
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我還能怎辦：「我就知道！一定會變成這樣！跟你們根本白說！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAGVllmcV5
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姊姊：「你真的那麼喜歡摩托車？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOY4cHLdWD
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我開始發洩自己被強迫阻止的怒氣：「我就是喜歡！比家裡那二輛什麼醜賓士帥氣多了！就算你們現在禁止我！但是等到我滿十八歲是個大人了，一定要回去車隊給你們看！到時候看你們怎麼阻止我！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBVP9RiY8c
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媽媽：「你這個孩子！說這什麼話！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qvP6ZmxOE
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我：「我一定會回去車隊給你們看！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvz8kyx6nZ
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媽媽本來想再罵我，但是看爸爸一直安靜：「你也對孩子說句話啊！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDHv1aGAVZ
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爸爸卻是思考：「嗯……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTtN7SXYx3
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媽媽：「喂！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChxr8qG5P7
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爸爸回答媽媽：「看他這樣，不如我先通知爸爸？不管怎樣，這件事都要讓爸爸知道，再看要怎麼處理。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDsrAaTVox
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當然，爸爸口中的爸爸就是阿公。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqWhPk7weH
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媽媽：「要告訴爸爸？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YRQBIWdXt
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阿媽：「讓你的阿公知道你出去飆車一整天，還要出去繼續飆，一定要為你急的高血壓啦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9rCDbsgFx
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然後，爸爸播起電話，開始和電話另一頭的阿公說我的事情。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebC4YchAX6
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參加8+9飆車族。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIlp2Iwqw7
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一整天的飆車，環台一圈好幾次。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AGQMBWxGF
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還放話，長大成人之後要回去繼續飆……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPc5qVvmYl
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然後爸爸掛電話，告訴我們：「爸爸說他會把工作的事排開，搭明天的班機趕回來。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ879zMAQJtF
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阿公一定吃驚訝異又發急，否則不會放下工作立刻趕回來。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfFLW5jdNc
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阿媽：「傻孫子，你自己看看，阿公為你急的……哎喲……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqh19SUWF0i
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我也只能摸摸鼻子回房間，心情忐忑又不好的準備面對明天就要回來的阿公。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJUL6Q4vmM
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就這樣，隔天週三，我照樣去學校上學。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZZ7rdNGj6
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傍晚回家，阿公果然已經等在客廳。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6MmFLEwh0
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姊姊他們四個人，都陪在旁邊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcpocYDK5l
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因為阿公和阿媽一樣疼我這個寶貝金孫，所以阿公沒有像爸爸一樣嚴肅板著臉。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9YXLtcZ9V
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阿公說的很溫和：「阿弟，先回房間放下書包，然後來告訴阿公怎麼回事？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAR5JD8TkW
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於是放下書包的我，回到客廳。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7ZqvltpIF
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阿公立刻對我招手，讓我親密坐到大腿上。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1e9rmXtZMh
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阿公對待我，真的一直都像對待幼稚園的小孩子。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HMVAik81Y
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可能對阿公來說，我不論長多大，永遠都會是當年那個可愛的小孫子吧。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJwKhpHvWm
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於是我開始把整個事情從頭跟阿公說一次。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGNfoQIfGx
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說完之後，換阿公問我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgLZYPTHWA
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先問我怎麼和那個車隊認識上，然後問我們都去哪裡？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSm3elK0wu
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接著都是問一些我為什麼那麼喜歡摩托車之類的事情？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4MdHGcso1
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我一直把自己的所有感受告訴阿公，並且求阿公讓我回去參加車隊，才能繼續快樂兜風旅行。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPtCG1jGQS
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阿公很有耐心的仔細聽我從頭說到完。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxXe4wtGae
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最後，阿公問我：「你真的這麼喜歡摩托車？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHegRjsw2Dg
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我當然說：「很喜歡！因為看起來好帥，騎著兜風也很開心！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZHb1fw0mJ
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阿公安靜：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMMsZfker3
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我開始撒嬌：「阿公……讓我回去參加好不好啦？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6vGS28imJ
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阿公：「不可以。真的太危險。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFLAIFQHcW
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我像個孩子拼命耍賴：「讓我回去啦！讓我回去啦！讓我回去啦！……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt31SEGUJnR
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阿公一直微笑看著我，一言不發。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnGxN78gR8
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爸爸很兇罵來：「不要這樣亂！大家是為你好！長大一點！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYJEAQYjBi
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以前阿公都會袒護我，不過現在阿公只是安靜微笑看我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4vWW1XgyV
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我當然不敢再發亂：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnImpLnvqE4
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阿公哄我：「好了，去洗個澡，換個衣服，全家一起去餐館吃晚飯。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGjdLOa6cL
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我：「可是車隊……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0XRak1Uv9
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阿公摸著我的頭：「乖。去洗澡。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEiOTcJ2ud
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我只好百般絕望，垂頭喪氣，前往浴室洗澡。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jmXP46dhk
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在離開客廳的時候，聽到阿公叫爸爸的小名：「阿忠？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eeDBBtxdY
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爸爸回應：「爸？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcwfU4xIJK
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阿公：「我們黃家的確只有他一個男孩。不管怎麼樣，今後大家一定要看好他。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JAzdPHpYu
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爸爸回答：「我們都知道要看好他。可問題是再過幾年他如果成年，到時候又要怎麼管？成年人實在是很難管了。要是真的搬出去，更是沒有辦法管。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNzHrWQ6YQ
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然後我走遠，只聽到交談聲，聽不到他們到底在商量要怎麼看緊我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNehqTHonT
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當時我真的是感覺徹底無望啊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktuH7JLQYO
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車隊當然更是沒有辦法再回去。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZRszPtWo3
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因為姊姊故意會在週六日一直跟著我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92I7pc3CQl
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我因為不希望姊姊離開黃家，所以也不敢再偷跑回去參加車隊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezUzOU3m09
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可以說我在『姊姊』和『摩托車』這二個我都喜歡的存在，選擇了姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEiW0pr6en
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不過我還是會在路上有人騎摩托車經過的時候，感覺好羨慕。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHqG5cZ6dH
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一心想著：我一定要在成年之後想辦法買一輛自己的摩托車……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprTNqo7Aso
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我對於摩托車旅行的慾望，真的只是暫時自我壓抑，並沒有消失。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs6MMdjBI7
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一個月之後的這個週六。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOs9wexaAA
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一大早，姊姊就出門，不見蹤影。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWupBopshNi
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看不見姊姊，感覺就是奇怪。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJSHoPwyr7
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因為姊姊應該會主動來跟著我監視才是？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG0CyAEDgO
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我吃著早餐，好奇追問媽媽：「姊姊呢？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kzrCpvnNT
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媽媽：「去城裡。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYwQMPcpQ5
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也就是說，姊姊去鄰近的城市。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGGJ2wSSJH
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我問：「去做什麼？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDeFTLYDih
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媽媽隨便敷衍：「辦點事情。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWC0TjkolE
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於是吃過早餐的我，回到房間寫週末作業。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99YukhJfNm
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雖然我想過可以趁姊姊不在的這個機會偷偷跑回去參加車隊，不過還是因為害怕姊姊會離開而……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuUoC8B32E
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就這樣，下午大約二點。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKifvs0TBE
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我聽到響亮的摩托車引擎聲。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYGXtz7Zwf
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那樣的引擎聲，一聽就很不同凡響，絕對不是一般市區常見的摩托車引擎聲。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTMZiPXasv
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如果要形容那樣的引擎聲，就像是馬匹的腳蹄，很有力的踩著地面，每次都快速踩三下：『噠！噠！噠！』，『噠！噠！噠！』，『噠！噠！噠！』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8gsd9O2Pk
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聽起來規律、快速又清脆，非常悅耳。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qzqa183zQ
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尤其是，竟然不是從家門前的道路騎過去，而是騎進這個住家的廣大前院，在前院踏馬蹄。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8nCJrPbF5
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鄉下因為土地寬，像我們這樣的有錢人家一般都會有像這樣的大前院。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Oa4tsAEOz
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摩托車就那樣停在前院，三馬蹄引擎隆隆作響。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0QMT15GCx
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寫作業的我立刻停筆，順著聲音轉頭，心中猜想：『摩托車？誰來了？』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk7Y2Nlz13
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然後媽媽高興喊來：「阿弟你快來看！姊姊把摩托車牽回家了！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm42XNM4TBG
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我自然萬般意外：『姊姊？牽摩托車回家？』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpE6t6zNDk
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立刻拋下作業跑到前院看個究竟。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImNpOj0zdH
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抵達前院，阿媽和媽媽已經在前院看摩托車。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZv8t9k3kH
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引擎正在隆隆作響的果然不是一般車。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DiqNbL1LT
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至少一看外型就絕對不是路上常見的車款。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlb8Iy53q2O
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外表看起來很拉風，很像是賽車場使用的競技車。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpGCAQ4kPQ
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那麼是什麼車？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycrURsmv3k
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是哈雷重型機車，全球限量二百輛的特別款，現在有一輛在我家。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOpe6EEILM
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全車幾乎都是由技術師父純手工組合和調整，可以說是精密的手工品。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVYhQioh54
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必然是從美國出發，通過層層關卡和檢查之後運來台灣，才會一個月之久才來到家裡。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfAf4jqpTl
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至於價錢，這一輛哈雷價值將近新台幣三百萬元，抵的上一輛賓士。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9rhxsa7ZN
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把這台限量款哈雷騎回來的騎士，正是一大早就出門的姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjcNyxvnEB
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漂亮的姊姊穿著全黑緊身皮衣，身材凹凸搶眼，跨坐哈雷，看起來超級帥氣迷人。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoJ0qZO8Hc
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過去那支車隊的所有大哥和大姊頭，從車到人都跟姊姊完全沒得比。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WMWcw6VDp
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我趕緊跑到車邊，興奮的又叫又跳：「姊姊！這輛車是怎麼回事！是怎麼回事！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAVXhnZQqU
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姊姊對我溫暖微笑：「阿公和爸爸買回來的摩托車。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcPqrJmKz1
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我完全難以相信：「真的買回來？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxmOQIQOjc
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畢竟一個月來，家人都沒有跟我說要買摩托車回來。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboFsdtCyxX
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媽媽回答：「本來阿公是說要大家把你看好。後來是你的姊姊跟阿公和爸爸說，如果你這麼喜歡摩托車，不如買一輛回來。看姊姊對妳多好，處處為你想，你卻對姊姊說那些話……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qFKCU8v2E
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我已經顧不得那麼多，激動興奮叫個不停：「哇！哇！哇！哇！哇！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebCFI5h58y
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姊姊：「帥氣嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pmI3xlr9r
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我：「好帥！好帥！好帥！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbThuny87wk
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姊姊微笑：「你真的很喜歡摩托車呢。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrm6mmEwhW
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我：「買摩托車為什麼都不跟我說！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNlJylMfUE
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姊姊直接說：「因為如果這一個月你趁機跑回去參加飆車，我們就會在你眼前把摩托車賣掉，懲罰你。讓你知道偷偷做壞事會有報應。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYOgsaziQS
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到時候對我來說，會是多可怕的報應和懲罰啊？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5XuzqGe4V
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也幸好，今天我沒有趁著姊姊不在偷偷跑回去車隊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRddQc0CKdd
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我忍不住又氣又笑：「好壞！你們真的好壞！都不說！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdlW7k1eUh
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姊姊伸手摸我的頭：「不過你一直很乖，沒有偷偷跑回去飆車。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWUORCfDOi
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我：「所以這輛車要給我騎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfbIRi7xv7
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我已經滿心騎著它到處兜風的幻想。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhowIHURwEv
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姊姊：「不是喔。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83hrgr2RxN
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我：「不是？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG75bnBVUHR
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姊姊：「你才幾歲，也沒有駕照，怎麼能讓你自己騎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEFR2AxQBz
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我急的：「不讓我騎，那麼買回來做什麼啦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrX2sQqmkq
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媽媽告訴我：「姊姊會負責載你，讓你願意乖乖留在家裡。除非你成年考上駕照，否則這輛車都給姊姊騎，讓姊姊載你兜風。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0DTEQRSct
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這就是阿公回來的那天，為什麼沒有說要買車回來的原因。不是沒有錢買，而是阿公和爸爸整天不在家，很難常常載我兜風，摩托車買回來也只是堆灰塵，相信我一定不會喜歡……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6V0EsKPlPK
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不過我聽媽媽這樣說才想到，直看著姊姊：「啊！姊姊會騎車？妳有駕照？妳真的把車騎回來？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4odDe57GY
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因為就我知道，姊姊應該不會騎車也不會開車。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9ETFl5X2l
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姊姊：「這一個月，你在學校上課的時候我去考駕照。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBi1zjRvRY
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我喜悅的：「姊姊好帥！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RE0TWOtTl
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姊姊又一次提醒：「你絕對不可以再去參加外面那些車隊，不然這輛帥氣的摩托車就會賣給別人，知不知道？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8G6BT01reW
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我再問：「姊姊真的自己把這輛車騎回來？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Gar6XNC5Q
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姊姊：「路上大家都在看，感覺有夠不好意思。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2HzRE09of
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我：「因為看起來真的好帥啊！可是這輛車看起來好重，姊姊真的有辦法騎的動？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSs4S04gJ6
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姊姊：「我本來也懷疑自己會騎不動。但是實際坐上去，發現重心很穩，腳架也很容易推動，女生也能輕鬆騎動。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS6Kvt3VrQ
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聽到這裡，我再也忍不住。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4h7n1NN58
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直接伸手摸握把：「讓我騎一下看看就好！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxvhWxdZBl
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就算只有一次也好，我也要帥氣的騎著哈雷限量款機車兜風！212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1t9h931nEl
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姊姊：「不行。沒聽到姊姊剛才說什麼嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7kEXF070t
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我：「只是在這個庭院而已，讓我騎騎看啦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMpSuY7T4n
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姊姊：「剛才姊姊已經說過，除非你二十歲考到駕照，否則絕對不可能讓你自己騎。如果你自己偷騎，也會把它賣掉喔。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cJXGn5LGU
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我：「可是－－－」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9xGVs8xwH
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姊姊溫柔微笑：「姊姊不是說了，我可以隨時載你出門。你不相信姊姊嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWvVKYTFCQ
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姊姊這樣說，才讓我稍微釋懷。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmORsRT5J7
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在一旁媽媽說：「讓姊姊負責載你，這樣大家才會放心。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbrmLxohqD
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阿媽也說：「對啦對啦，這樣最好，不然要賣掉喔。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41XFMIkbVK
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姊姊：「戴上這頂安全帽，上車吧。姊姊先載你在附近騎一圈。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8mUKzNHXZ
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我不再多說，開心的直接坐上後座。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaQN0NZvzd
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姊姊：「抱緊我，比較安全。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdjUThxfl5
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於是我親密摟著姊姊的細腰，貼靠在姊姊的背上。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmlNZ4dwdH
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姊姊：「阿媽，媽媽，我們去外面騎一圈就回來。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzmtjiWZ0Q
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媽媽：「小心一點。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlWULg8wTk
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然後姊姊調轉車頭，轉動油門，載我出發。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeucWAFmkb4
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雖然時速只有安全的三四十公里，並且都是騎在附近的寬大省道。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWt8iyBFlro
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不過可以再一次騎車兜風，我還是覺得好開心。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Q2jSklWMi
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當然，路上所有人還是都看著這輛車，聽著不同凡響的三馬蹄引擎聲，真的非常引人注意。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B01oHkGVm
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就此騎著騎著，姊姊忽然說：「阿弟？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFKYakjHpS
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我：「什麼事？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWFnV0ed9K
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姊姊：「現在這輛車雖然是姊姊騎，不過姊姊其實對於自己騎車沒有興趣。所以你快點長大，二十歲考重機駕照，換你載姊姊，知道嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzU9LcxTAt
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我：「好。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRIG2SFZZp
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姊姊：「約好了喔？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbzk4iKkKX
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我當然說：「約好了！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtIesjlezX
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然後，又是一會的安靜兜風。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlVal2SRjx
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換我主動開口：「姊姊……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1NUkaSwik
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姊姊：「怎麼了？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHu4aQLHKI
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我：「那一天，我對妳說那些話，對不起……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ9bkoZjqn
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbcz5crMrv
姊姊：「姊姊能夠瞭解，沒有關係，你能夠平安長大，好好的成人，比什麼都重要。所以你不要再把這件事放在心上了。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdcZZFv9XV
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不過我還是開口，很想要再說點什麼。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamXDbrnuIA
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問題是，我到底還能說什麼？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVbvoU6R81
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不論如何，我們家就這樣因為姊姊為我說話，買進一輛非常帥氣的哈雷機車。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFwSKlITvF
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由姊姊負責保管，定時騎去哈雷直屬的修車場檢查，所以保養的非常好。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRId20UsA9U
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我當然沒有興趣再去參加那個飆車隊，因為我已經和姊姊組成一個二人小車隊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEyDQurKtm
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姊姊會在我的作業寫完之後穿上出遊用皮衣，帥氣的載我出門兜風。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIelyTpoKsf
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載我前往從來沒有去過的地方，騎進沒有去過的大街小巷，看看陌生的新世界。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgBR39W06X
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甚至於，有計劃和安排的準備好帳篷之類野營用品，載我去遠一點的露營區過夜，週日下午才載我回家。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojo4xTBKYo
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整趟旅程，我們都會東聊西聊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcwanrj3UT
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我都是說些最近遇到的事情。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDW1JRDJ9c2
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaF5jsaiOtl
姊姊都會說些以前在越南的往事，或是她的父母和二位弟弟。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEbwubGSIV
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因此我對於姊姊的娘家算是有一定程度的瞭解。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAkhLJZI9D
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我問過：「姊姊，妳很想念越南的家人吧？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagi59LAX0X
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姊姊：「當然會想啊。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0YUCeD70C
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我再問：「為什麼不回家看看？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoE8CkSzx2
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面對這個問題，姊姊沒有回答，只是沉默。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5R5wzeTFbg
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRkxzd0QmO
不過我大概可以猜想到姊姊的心。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Xllp66a8i
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAJeRQ3pJ7
姊姊一定是認為已經過來台灣黃家這麼久，加上一種難以說明白的望鄉情怯吧……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZPWNGfha7
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所以雖然姊姊和我分房生活，不再於上下學接送我，但是因為摩托車旅行，我們的關係依然親密。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4xvAsWWTG
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真的讓我一再想起阿媽罵我的時候說的：『到底誰還會對你這麼好？』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzBSJjUHwZ
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Y4ExGqxoF
忙碌於工作的阿公和爸爸不可能。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtlw8PVIqR
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0cvRMd9j1
阿媽雖然疼我，不過已經有點年紀，加上必須處理很多家事，所以同樣不可能。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50EaH632D5
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媽媽十八歲和爸爸結婚，十九歲生下我，雖然現在才三十二歲，不過親密感沒有姊姊對我這麼好，加上必須管教我而無法對我百依百順。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHA7PXNYCW
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真的只有姊姊對我這麼好。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfYwAButqh
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1hV70HwfN
因此，我再次認真思考：『姊姊對我來說，到底是什麼人？』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mIHjJkl6c
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXqV0aZOaY
姊姊當然是沒有血緣關係的外人，不是真正的姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviSDAxGMXz
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfzG46TNb6
真的要當成姊姊看待，我們之間有十一歲這麼大的年齡差距，很詭異。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLglI2QNyp
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpe2W6nN0u
如果要說感情，又比一般的姊弟還要親密，絕對是姊弟以上的程度。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEDRRO0ph7
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要說我和姊姊是情侶或是夫妻……問題是，我的確是由姊姊一手拉拔長大的孩子，完全無法產生那麼親密的戀愛感情。雖然我的確不希望失去姊姊，更別說姊姊如果真的交男朋友。我對於姊姊真的具有不能有第三者出現的獨佔心理。
反觀姊姊，雖然把我照顧的不像單純的姊姊照顧弟弟，因為真的照顧的太貼心，但是看起來也不像對我有明顯的男女之愛那樣的感覺。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWDGtSU46e
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所以，姊姊到底是我的什麼人？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWlMyn7lCS
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姊弟以上，戀人未滿，到底應該怎麼面對這樣的關係？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWiq15ot0S
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oTMgpWF7W
一天天長大成人的我，就這樣開始越來越認真的給自己和姊姊的關係尋找新定位。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0i49W4jVhx
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96ClxH8BZD
畢竟我已經隱隱感覺到，如果找不到答案，最後等著我的一定只有遺憾和失落……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRQhZcHvTa
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我們家這輛哈雷，是全世界限量二百輛的限定款。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvl39gxfKU
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網路上專門觀看影片的網站，只要輸入這輛哈雷的型號，就能找到不少相關影片。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BEGa8gVz5
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大部分的同款車都是在歐美。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW72m7VoGet
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台灣這裡，只有我們家這一輛。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAbkI8AeI9
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所以只要是和台灣有關的同款車影片，一定是我們家。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgNngrQkLT
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不是我們拍的影片，是路上偶然遇到的識車人拍的。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxZDeQCzWf
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他們看到我們這輛罕見哈雷出現眼前，當然立刻開始錄影。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nknPiBcCw
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAfr4NQ3VH
影片中的姊姊都穿著黑色緊身皮衣，載著後座的我兜風，時速都是很安全的三十多公里而已。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQsrftv4eG
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYj0UUZYDX
姊姊看起來真的帥氣又迷人，根本像是摩托車界的瀟灑女英雄。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpi7IBQ54uN
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然後影片底下的留言，大都是一些車友或是愛車人，否則不會從型號找進來看影片。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkrw9DfrV1
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他們發表像這樣的言論：212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHESNNjHO8P
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「哈雷重機引擎特殊的三節拍好棒！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDmZH2Bo22
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「這輛車多少？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1ge5Q8qRq
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「三百多萬，全球限定二百輛的特殊款，台灣應該只有這一輛。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNHmk3EGzs
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「三百多萬？我要不吃不喝好幾年才買的起啊！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfg5VAZm1F
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「她幾歲？買的起？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLZHzbNnwC
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「一定是有錢人家的大小姐。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWLz9bIlwP
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「是我的菜，我可以。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMh1E7f21m
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「不管可不可以，路上遇見離遠一點，別撞上了，當心要賣腎。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ6mrUqIjg
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「如果是她撞我怎麼辦？可以要她用身體賠償？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8uL6GIcUq
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「朋友在路上親眼看見過。我聽他說還不太相信，竟然真是年輕女騎士……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1sXmbfld5
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「她撐的住這麼大的重機？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39R97spiW4
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「後座載的是誰？弟弟還是男朋友？年齡看不出來。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWT4agcOmSp
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「看他抱成那樣，應該是男朋友？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczjvLiYmAa
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然後有人說：「他們的關係，你們點進去這個連結的影片看看……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8f3weX7xQ9
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點進去連結之後，又是另一段錄影的影片。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4megY7ri0e
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我記得那段影片和那一天。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAjZ7yKIQf
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那一天姊姊載我跑遠一點，回程的時候在路邊的小七休息，買麵包飲料休息一會，忽然跑出一個三十歲左右的大哥哥。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH11cws4jB
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那位大哥哥穿著同樣用來騎車旅行的緊身皮衣，也是騎自己的重型摩托車出門旅行，遇到我們也在小七休息，於是趁機邊錄影邊跟騎士姊姊搭話。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40dSlGFgT9
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當然，大哥哥的重機只是幾十萬元的那種大眾車……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOmbmg9D9x
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大哥哥友善詢問姊姊許多這輛哈雷重機和我們的問題。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBDt3IX5On
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姊姊都是面帶微笑，落落大方面對。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8mJMPWyHn
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如果是關於哈雷騎起來的問題，姊姊都是直接回答。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tBBNlbkpK
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如果是比較家庭私事，姊姊會直接表示這個問題不能回答。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXxtEpkMNR
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在一邊安靜陪姊姊的我，看大哥哥這樣一直和姊姊裝熟說話，不由得覺得討厭起來。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fu9Wb6nXc
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這樣的討厭心情如果真的要說清楚，其實更多的是：你不要隨便一直和我的姊姊搭話啦！212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt7QAUDRzG
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可以說是獨佔姊姊的心情，希望其他男人滾遠一點。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMr44ZiGJws
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所以我插話，跟姊姊說：「姊姊，回家了。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrfD38KZz2
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之後就是我和姊姊都上車，我再次緊緊摟抱姊姊的細腰，貼在姊姊背上，讓姊姊載回家。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYEcM2AvP7
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那位大哥哥一直拍到我們的背影和哈雷一起消失在路上為止。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I7a2az9B6
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大致上，這段影片就是這樣。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTjsM0DB1h
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至於底下的留言當然……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv2EZ6R0Sl
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「姊姊？弟弟？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuv47uK88z1
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「騙誰啊，臉蛋一看就不是姊弟，沒有血緣關係。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTee8Nw9drg
212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEurWPQYuGO
「年齡看起來也不像姊弟，差個十歲吧，差太多。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsOCSzOzYX
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「所以是個貼上有錢大小姐的年輕小白臉？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5OPavI9Pb
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「有可能，看他抱著那麼親密……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzpJKsdksm
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大致上，都是一些像這樣的留言。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMac0cNblg
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後座的我被說成是倒貼姊姊的年輕小白臉，我其實沒有太多負面感覺。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhES3rwj2Nt
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因為我自己也在想這樣的問題：『我到底是姊姊的誰？』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXv3BkqROk
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至少，大家就這樣看影片，的確也都認為我和姊姊不是姊弟，而是感情很好的年輕情侶……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZPJ6FQeqv
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然後，大約是我國中快要畢業的這個晚上。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7ZHXVqc4s
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我們全家一起吃晚餐，看著電視的社會新聞。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cZymrfPNK
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新聞說到最近發生的一起老少配結婚事件。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslP4ij2Zl4
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女方五十多歲，男方二十來歲，女方比男方年長近三十歲。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc8QEp8SoS
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當然，因為他們的年齡差距，所以立即吸引我的目光。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpteImx2VBH
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接下來，新聞記者跑去詢問一位男女關係專家，詢問關於這件事的想法。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKswSrBifXK
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那位男女專家說：『年齡和身份地位從來不是男女在一起的真正問題。真正的問題在於有沒有用心對待另一半？』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ch9yFsHTi
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我沒有注意到當時的姊姊有沒有專心看這個新聞，她又是什麼樣的表情。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsqXq3xyVe
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我只知道自己看完這則新聞，總會不時想著：『所以沒有愛情也沒有關係嗎？』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7o3gKTE1S
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然後，十五歲的我從國中畢業了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFNbNw9Pyf
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媽媽主動問：「畢業典禮要我們出席？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr14qobWriQ
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我說：「只是領畢業證書，你們不必來浪費時間。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcdbDna5nJ
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我是真的這樣想，不想浪費大家的時間。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzSstV0s9Y
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不過當年二十六歲的姊姊還是來學校，在校門口等我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv5YRTXCEx
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畢業典禮結束，我們一群畢業生被老師和學弟妹們歡送出校門，遠遠就能聽見熟悉的規律馬蹄三拍。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWr6nWrMyzu
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幾名從國小認識到現在的同學，因為他們都認識姊姊，所以已經圍著姊姊聊天。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUAha5jv0h
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我萬分意外的跑上去：「姊姊？妳怎麼來學校？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IEG3vspkV
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姊姊：「過來載你。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8ydJSObSa
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我：「為什麼忽然要來載我？要去兜風？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2ygME8Qu5
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頗感意外，因為姊姊對於騎車的事情總是興趣缺缺，只有我主動找姊姊載我出門，沒有姊姊找我出門。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitSCJuDfLH
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由此可知姊姊對我多好，總是對於我的騎車兜風要求百求百應。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6v42JYzlU
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畢竟姊姊真的可以不必這樣，就是把我丟著不管也不能怪她……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkF6X3qgMR
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姊姊：「今天早上阿公已經回家。說要在餐廳慶祝你國中畢業，所以讓我來接你。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBBg2tlMDP
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我這才瞭解：「喔……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6f2jF1QK3
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所以是想要給我驚喜的慶祝聚餐吧。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZjnZu6dkI
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的確很像是疼我的阿公會做的事情。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFp5rkflvV
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然後我簡單跟這幾名老同學道別，讓姊姊載走。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjOPClIgME
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進入大餐廳的停車場之後，發現阿公個人專用的賓士已經停在裡面。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGW4ADPGL6s
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和姊姊一起進入餐廳的大包廂，果然阿公、阿媽和爸爸媽媽都在。
我又一次意外：「爸爸？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5Ys0t4JvT
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因為工作的關係，所以阿公和爸爸很少同時間回家休息。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6J9RkJpnB
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會像這樣一起出現，往往都是什麼大事，像是發現我去跟飆車族。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jjCoyslMC
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所以我小抱怨起來：「不過是畢業，又不是什麼重要大事，搞的好像很重要一樣……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uXwiN1pF7
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阿公笑容滿面，告訴我和姊姊：「是要談很重要的事情。你們先坐，再來談重要的大事。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64aGBiI3eM
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我第三次意外：「真的有大事？什麼事？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iY5HhJMzr
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阿公：「先坐。開始吃再說。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvotc3URLj
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於是我看姊姊一眼，想瞭解情況。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4avRrawASw
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姊姊也一臉茫然，不清楚情況。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4y9BNLD5q
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我只好和姊姊坐一起。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1cAOjQr3v
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大家給自己倒綠茶飲料，然後拿起碗筷開動。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pah8jCAix
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吃過幾口，阿公先說：「阿弟，你也要十六歲了。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKETkhYsGT
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我說：「還有二個月。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsxwiDN5vc
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阿公：「今天大家來吃飯，也算是先慶祝你十六歲生日。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZY942744SY
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我說：「喔……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmnBUF3Rib
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這樣我還是不瞭解算是什麼大事。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9G14XG6t6
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阿公：「阿公和阿媽本來還有生另外四個男孩。但是他們都命不好，還是孩子就夭折，我和阿媽只剩下你的爸爸。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Qtqmk537F
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我邊吃邊說：「這件事我聽媽媽說過，本來還有二個大伯和二個叔叔。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0N4zz2UVs
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阿公：「然後你的爸媽生下你之後，就沒有再生……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXTnJpeBBz
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爸爸趕緊開口，明顯要為媽媽和自己辯護：「爸，我和阿素－－－」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDNXbuSG7s
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阿公伸手制止爸爸說下去，並且表示沒有關係。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtjxTCsQxb
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爸爸發現阿公不是要怪他們，因此索性閉嘴。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4jA8eg7XO
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阿公繼續對我說：「現在我們黃家只剩下你，你有讓黃家開枝散葉的責任。現在我們黃家缺的不是錢，缺的是興旺的人丁。知道嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeigCFptat
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我專心看著阿公。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkjsZTJa0j
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因為我知道阿公一定想說什麼，只是我還聽不出來。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5b3bONQMQ0
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阿公：「我們黃家人一向早婚，最遲也會在二十歲結婚。早婚有早婚的好處，可以早一點把黃家傳下去，並且多生一點傳承的人丁出來。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO24LvS5UB
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我稍微有點知道阿公到底想說什麼，不過還是安靜看著阿公。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaX1YzNQZu
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阿公：「不管政府怎麼規定，在我們黃家男孩十六歲就是成年，可以結婚了。當年我和你的阿媽就是十六歲成親，十七歲生下你的第一個大伯。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3et8NVkhM
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我的心情沉重起來：「所以？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpRGS1yoFP
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阿公沒有回答我，看向坐我身邊的姊姊，直接喊她的名字：「林花，妳來黄家已經九年了？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtIBpRdXdQ
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我身邊的姊姊，表情平靜：「對。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoSpKpqgAQ
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阿公直說：「這九年來，我看妳和阿弟的感情一直很好，也為我們黃家和阿弟奉獻那麼多……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4nAYMImSW
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姊姊安靜聽著：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhFcpsY4nf
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阿公直說：「如果阿弟是要娶其他女孩進來黄家，阿公真的會猶豫，因為需要時間觀察和瞭解對方。不過如果是妳，阿公可以放心讓妳成為黃家的媳婦。再說也只有妳才能完全管好阿弟，其他女孩就不知道會怎麼樣了。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRwhgr4E16
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姊姊依然沒有半句話。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgwJHilwT3
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我則是終於完全瞭解，為什麼今天阿公和爸爸都會在場。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAEEQBWYcd
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阿公想把我和姊姊的事情說出一個定論。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZMCHgEfCO
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因此我不只訝異，心情更是緊張起來。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixGU30Qpgy
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我再次開始自問：『我和姊姊又沒有男女的愛情，真的可以嗎？』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WKmz3pj4z
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阿公問姊姊：「我們黃家不敢說是什麼大戶人家，不過我們黃家的財力妳一定很清楚。好的時候每個月百萬百萬的在賺，差的時候也有二三十萬，不是一般家庭比的起。所以這件事妳覺得怎麼樣？妳要不要乾脆正式嫁進黃家，給黃家生孩子？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeuvsPhZse
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姊姊：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcy09jfmUH
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阿公：「女人年過三十會越來越難生，真的就是那樣。妳今年已經二十七，不年輕，不能再猶豫。接不接受真的要立刻決定。如果妳不想正式嫁入黃家，也是時候快點開始新人生，才不會耽誤到妳自己。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6JrQ3MhX8
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所以阿公是想說，如果阿姐不打算正式和我結婚生子，就應該早點另外找好對象，對姊姊才是最好的選擇。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSxAa0UYy1
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我擔心的：「阿公，你不要這樣逼姊姊……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyaRRSlXEn
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阿公趁勢：「你看，這個孩子打心底擔心妳，保護妳。我們黃家有錢，還有像這樣護著你的阿弟。妳難道真的還會有什麼不滿？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz10VaEdCDb
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姊姊：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEyhDyZf3o
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我：「阿公。不要這樣逼姊姊啦。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOGJiMGzZa
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阿公轉移目標向我：「那你又怎麼想？十六歲成年的你，要不要正式娶這個從小辛苦照顧你長大的姊姊？剛才阿公已經說過，黃家只剩下你，所以你越早傳承下去越好。要是再拖下去，姊姊真的不年輕了。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPU4e86GBS
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我：「可是結婚這種事，要彼此喜歡啊。我和姊姊就像姊姊和弟弟那樣，沒有愛情，要怎麼一起生活？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5ARbCzULY
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阿公：「傻孫子。你認為人們結婚之後，過的是什麼樣的生活？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96tX2Jiku1
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我不太懂阿公到底想說什麼，所以安靜看著阿公。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQOm8RyL68
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阿公：「你和姊姊的關係，在阿公來看，已經和一般的老夫老妻差不多。所以阿公才會直接在今天問你們這件婚事。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhpZxLVlT5
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我：「可是我們連戀愛都沒有啊！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMw6LE4kaS
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阿公看向爸爸：「阿忠，你說，我們怎麼看這件事？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPMEn0B5d0
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我這才知道，阿公和爸爸竟然已經議論過我和姊姊的事情。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQnRcUhmYQ
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爸爸告訴我：「阿公和爸爸都覺得，你和姊姊已經跳過戀愛那個階段。所以爸爸也覺得，今天是應該讓阿公問你和姊姊的事。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIMxaqRSR2
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我真是深感不解：「跳過？想要結婚怎麼可以跳過戀愛？沒有戀愛就結婚，那樣不是會有很多問題？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGsgoKTLtr
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爸爸解釋：「爸爸知道你年輕，所以無法立刻聽懂。戀愛從來不是為了保障婚姻一切順利。戀愛只是其中一條走向婚姻的道路。婚姻會不會有問題，從來都是看有沒有辦法長時間認真對待對方，願意和對方長時間在一起。而你和姊姊的相處，看起來完全沒有問題。所以你們如果正式結婚，不過是把名義上的姊弟轉變成為具有實際關係的夫妻。這樣你懂嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSXNcFlMEN
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阿公也說：「接著阿公要說的話，是因為阿公已經把你當十六歲的大人看待才會說。一定要戀愛才能結婚那種事，是涉世未深的孩子才會說。真正出過社會的大人都是看對眼就好，沒有那麼多什麼戀不戀愛的。這樣你懂嗎？所以阿公看你和姊姊的相處絕對可以，不會有問題，才會在今天直接提出這件事。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfumfWwF0RK
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爸爸繼續補充說下去：「再說，先結婚再戀愛的例子，爸爸也算見過不少。所以你們二個怎麼想這件事？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHXED6OHnP
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我說不出半句話：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvBB9zzxNz
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因為他們這樣說，讓我忽然間懂了些什麼。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM13qSS1jbN
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讓我受到一定程度的震撼。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIqJ1JENkh
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並且開始瞭解，那晚看電視新聞，為什麼男女關係專家會說：『年齡和身份地位從來不是男女在一起的真正問題。真正的問題在於有沒有用心對待另一半？』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlcvLDnq0H
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姊姊安靜和我一樣：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5plaP8N8l
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換阿公問姊姊：「林花，比起阿弟，妳絕對是個更懂世事的大人。剛才我們告訴阿弟的這些話，妳覺得有沒有說錯？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkWqhLOSJK
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姊姊對於那些看法的回答，真的可以相當程度看出姊姊的心思。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB3Ret1sGf
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因此阿公絕對是故意問姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Rm1c6BWzx
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姊姊沉默：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2utyOVOUMz
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阿公：「林花，妳放心的說。妳也已經跟著黃家奉獻九年。不論怎樣的答案，我們都絕對不會虧待妳。否則就是黃家無情，對不起妳。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa23G7oxOts
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阿公一定是想說：就算姊姊不答應這場婚事，最後因為尷尬想要離開黃家，也一定會給姊姊一大筆補償的錢。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlnUKY0LiO
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姊姊終於說：「我覺得－－－」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6Cb5l2Tx0
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說到這裡，姊姊欲言又止，安靜打住。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzp0HUHvalR
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大家都安靜看著姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrKtL6vhMj
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尤其是我，心臟碰碰跳到自己都能聽見……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTcqIDQx0C
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姊姊幾秒的沉默：「對於阿弟，我真的年紀太大。還是年紀相近的女孩才是阿弟的好對象。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy7XvlJznp
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大家沉默。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29LITRJwVU
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我更是如遭重擊，因為姊姊拒絕了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBym2jB6oqo
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果然，我們終究只是姊姊和弟弟。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD3l3zon97
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所以姊姊為了避免尷尬，應該不久之後就會離開黃家，和其他男人在一起？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLpvA7xaNs
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阿公開口，語氣平淡，微帶遲疑：「是這樣啊？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyvVQsMMJm
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然後，阿公拿起自己的茶杯，喝口茶。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEZthg82VJ
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姊姊繼續說下去：「再說，阿弟剛才已經表示他並不喜歡我。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNjMZjZdtx
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沒有錯，我的確已經透過自己的疑問，表示自己對於姊姊沒有愛情存在。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzwIU3Uyyw
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不過母子連心，媽媽一定有體會到我的心情：「阿弟，快把你的真正心意告訴大家。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1InHjPnlu1
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我還在姊姊拒絕婚事的不知所措中：「我……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIKuypFRuM
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媽媽：「如果你喜歡姊姊，直接說出來，不然姊姊真的會離開喔。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIut2XoQXNT
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我不希望姊姊離開：「我喜歡姊姊！當然我喜歡啊！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYmQ8ghQWz
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媽媽：「你願意跟姊姊結婚？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5txuSIrBD3
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我：「我……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY57j8BodjF
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媽媽：「不願意？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdQJJJxu1a
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瞬間，我幾乎想問：『不可以讓姊姊繼續留在家裡？』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJr4ieZDw0
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但是我又想到，這樣問不就表示我要拒絕婚事？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3YDuvqODS
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並且繼續把姊姊綁在家裡，限制她的人生和幸福？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuReo7SPK5C
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這樣的我，難道不是很自私？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYm5t3XENe
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再說，如果姊姊住在黃家，卻又另外交起男朋友，我能接受那樣的情況嗎？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgjIb94ziZ
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所以我說：「我不知道……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3QSi29Gb2
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爸爸問：「你怎麼會不知道？你是想要拒絕這件事，還是你真的不知道？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClQILP8ImI
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我：「我真的不知道。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XeXuifbSj
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爸爸問出真正的重點：「你不需要管那些戀愛什麼的。你只需要說出來，你願不願意和姊姊結婚？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIRc4KDwUm
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我：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SFxi48EVR
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爸爸：「不願意？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OBBNFHAd3
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媽媽：「如果你願意和姊姊結婚，這是唯一的好機會。因為媽媽整天看著你和姊姊的相處，知道只有你能留下姊姊。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iUhTF1O6I
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我被問急，乾脆直說：「剛才姊姊說的，你們是沒有聽到嗎！讓姊姊勉強留下來，到底是有什麼意義啦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ379P6Ltfzp
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媽媽：「所以如果姊姊其實願意這件事，你就也願意和姊姊正式結婚？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeE5uyHOVn
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我：「姊姊都拒絕了啊！一直問到底是有什麼意義！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6hpx38fIj
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媽媽：「可是媽媽看你們，總覺得是誤會……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcCT1yFTfE
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我被媽媽這些話給說愣好幾秒。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBEshl81fW
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如果姊姊其實是願意，我願意嗎？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOZl6Jt8Rc
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但是，可能嗎？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlgVIwNF9P
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剛才姊姊不是已經拒絕我？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihedlot2Eo
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尤其是，阿公竟然也說：「我也覺得剛才我是問錯方向了……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UDEqpI3uS
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我：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yP1ihESMw
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媽媽轉而問姊姊：「我雖然是阿弟的親生母親，不過我終究只大妳八歲，這九年來我一直把妳當成妹妹，相信妳一定知道。雖然剛才聽妳那樣說，不過我覺得自己沒有聽到妳真正的內心話。妳真正的心意到底是什麼？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuJsNKcLTP
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姊姊安靜：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTMffE9QvJ
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媽媽：「大家日夜生活九年，真的就像無話不說的家人一樣。所以請妳任何話都直接說沒有關係。如果妳真的沒有那個意思，也請妳不要拐彎抹角，直接說。至少大家不會有誤會，阿弟也不會一直有遺憾和猜想。因為阿弟剛才說的那些，絕對知道感情無法勉強。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH9v6KBPMm
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姊姊：「其實我……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rcFndlOPU
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媽媽：「是的？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QuIAqsPQs
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姊姊慢慢低下頭：「我剛才那樣說，因為我以為阿弟對我沒有愛情，沒有辦法接受我……如果阿弟真的沒有辦法接受我，我能夠瞭解，絕對沒有關係，有必要的話我可以離開黃家。剛才我是想說那些。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NbesWfFtf
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媽媽：「所以的確是誤會了？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTasQqmQnZG
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姊姊：「九年來，我真的已經覺得自己是黃家人，而不是我出生的林家人了……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkc6ucZfPYh
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媽媽催促：「繼續把妳的心意說下去。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TknV6VkVv
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姊姊靦腆說著：「這件事情，我其實都看黃家的意思……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTTXlg9a00
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持續幾秒的安靜。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviJQXAPaBn
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對我來說，姊姊根本是在說：『正式娶我，讓我成為真正的黃家媳婦吧。』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfuOrmGSjB
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我吃驚又意外的完全不知道該說什麼。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepmH5H5Ld4
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媽媽喜悅打破沉默：「阿弟！媽媽就知道，果然是誤會！快點！跟姊姊說，你想要跟姊姊正式結婚啊！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90hJ29uIBS
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我難以置信的，轉頭看著身邊低頭的姊姊：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYKsdZ0U3y
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媽媽：「快點跟姊姊說，你想跟姊姊結婚！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeGauTUv9N
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我終於開口：「姊姊……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWdmjqY4MY
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姊姊依然靦腆低頭：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgashGqdPw
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我：「妳真的不會勉強和我結婚？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjY2Ap7JMT
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姊姊微微向我轉頭：「你才不會勉強正式娶姊姊吧？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLGSdiVk1C
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我趕緊說：「我是不會！但是！但是……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbFmRQPnEF
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媽媽趕緊代姊姊詢問：「但是？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUi8JExkr0g
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我：「我比姊姊還要小十一歲，現在也才這麼小，才要十六歲，姊姊真的不會討厭和我正式結婚？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCseYHZYAkK
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姊姊終於完全轉過頭，正面看著我，靦腆微笑：「我已經習慣整天看著像個孩子需要照顧的你。所以你比起擔心姊姊，不如先擔心自己更像個孩子，都這麼大了竟然還需要姊姊一直看著照顧。你先擔心自己什麼時候才會完全長大吧。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qnFcUSXxL
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我難掩喜悅和感動：「姊姊……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7TI51ghwm
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姊姊繼續說：「再說姊姊早就已經把我的所有青春歲月奉獻給了你，奉獻給了你們黃家……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFwngcD7ZM
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我：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQTMZmjneQ
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姊姊：「所以姊姊更擔心的是，你真的願意和姊姊結婚？就算沒有和姊姊談過戀愛？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBwig7Y7qf
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爸爸在我回答之前，趕緊告訴我：「你不要想那麼多了，先把姊姊留住比較重要！真的也有不少人先結婚再戀愛，知道嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MGRd22J1L
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我當然說：「我願意！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZKJzuQAm4
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話都說到這裡，關於戀愛結婚的事情我決定先聽爸爸的話，暫時不管它了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeoGWLg3KB
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畢竟不論怎麼說，姊姊自己也願意和我正式在一起，然後姊姊都不會再離開我的身邊！212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXFbv1DPy8
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所以我還需要懷疑什麼？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4D2WFUnXZH
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姊姊：「以後你還是要乖乖聽姊姊的話，有沒有聽到？不然姊姊會生氣。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KTNOIeNlg
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我說：「好！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqvwc7w1Bt
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姊姊：「一定要繼續聽話喔？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhGvjtwRDm
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我說：「我一定會聽話！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1eJ2fUVJX
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阿公知道真的說成這件事，笑到合不攏嘴，用台語說：「我就知道這件事一定說的成！聽某嘴，大富貴！我們黃家準備大富大貴啦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AMBrM9Tns
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阿媽雖然同樣喜悅，但還是趁機取笑阿公：「我說的話，你就有聽啊？難怪你只能賺那麼一點！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblcaKHBykM
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阿公：「阿忠！快！讓餐廳送幾瓶好酒來！今天真的大喜，一定要好好慶祝一下！哈哈哈哈－－－－－－」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3whGnIdVHd
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大家都為我和姊姊開心不已。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRZI9jF7g9
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我和姊姊彼此尷尬難為情好一會，沒有交談，不過還是自然的迅速要好起來，像以前那樣親密的無話不談。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeKJJQ8BVh
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甚至於，感覺自己跟姊姊好像真的更加親密了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV3kZEetan
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所以過去幾年最困擾我的問題：『我和姊姊沒有經歷過愛情，如果真的要在一起，我應該怎麼面對姊姊？』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnefaF3jeuw
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現在我已經完全知道應該怎麼面對。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpEmoissCu
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答案正是：『根本沒有必要去煩惱這個問題。』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2RDDE3FMh
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我和姊姊的親密感情，不會改變。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2IYI5yAY9
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我們九年來的感情，的確已經是跨越戀愛的家族親情。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDV5jo9D6YV
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阿公他們做的，真的不過是讓我們完全湊在一起。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKBj3dF7CT
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就這樣，我和姊姊終於決定正式成親了……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDG3ouIUZNT
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因為七歲的時候我和姊姊已經舉行過正式婚禮，所以在我十六歲生日那天家裡簡單準備三牲五果，讓我和姊姊一起祭拜黃家祖先，告訴祖先我已經成年，現在要和姊姊真正成親。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xqHXn1f3x
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阿公想要早點抱到黃家下一代大孫，加上擔心姊姊再拖下去會成為年過三十的高齡產婦，所以一直明示暗喻的希望我和姊姊快點完成好事。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObLgYgN19b
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就在我入讀高中的前一天，正好是月底發下個月零用錢的時候。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4V4sYhkTs3
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掌管全家金錢的阿公回家休息，順便把我和姊姊叫到客廳。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFxHfJ1809
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阿公先是對姊姊說：「今天開始，家裡不會給妳每個月五千元的零用錢。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1lel3utm3
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姊姊安靜聽著，沒有一句話。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLXLm0NpSI
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我意外：「不給姊姊零用錢？為什麼？姊姊有做錯什麼？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8EyJgzTMH
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阿公從胸前口袋拿出二張名片般的塑膠卡片：「來，這個給你們夫妻。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsDRys5WuF
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我和姊姊安靜接過，都是一樣的信用卡。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeQkm7OoFY
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阿公：「那二張卡是同帳戶的對卡，每個月最多可以刷二萬元，也可以提領小額現金出來。你們省著點用，學會節儉才是真正的持家之本。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbnXOMbppx
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我這才知道，姊姊不是做錯事，是因為我們的夫妻身份一起升級了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnubDE5GCo6
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並且阿公可以透過每個月寄來的刷卡帳單，瞭解我們的支出詳細，必要時對我們進行相關詢問。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8WXbZK755
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姊姊：「謝謝阿公。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOI9e1om8r6
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我也說：「謝謝阿公。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98CzUpeuz3
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接著阿公拿起茶杯，順便無聲示意要我們繼續留下，所以我和姊姊只能乖乖坐著等待。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDx9JQ1oWH
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阿公喝口茶，開口詢問：「你們到底是怎麼回事？都正式拜過祖先，卻還是一直分房睡？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1SzZD3rkx
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我趕緊說：「沒有啦。只是覺得暫時這樣比較好。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjVxKBnpzD
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阿公：「那一天阿公已經和你說的很清楚，姊姊已經這個歲數。另外我們黃家缺的不是錢，缺的是興旺起來的人丁。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xfuXk9Dzd
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我：「我知道。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡij9aM586jD
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阿公當著姊姊的面，直接問我：「那件事你會覺得不好意思是不是？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTl92ig8Bo8
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我趕緊說：「因為我才這個年紀，才要讀高中，真的覺得生孩子這件事－－－」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxCBXmi5JM
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阿公冷冰冰的一段話頂來：「孩子是會讓你負責帶？你在學校不說又會有誰知道？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj25HBnAAX3
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畢竟是在鄰鎮，也都是些不認識的外地同學……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35VAhhhbhV
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再說，孩子必定是會由阿媽、媽媽和姊姊養育，就像小時候的我一樣。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MNEa3Oj7e
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我無話可答：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUWX97x07f
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阿公：「明年你十七歲。阿公十七歲的時候，生下已經無緣孝順我和阿媽的大伯。你要給阿公拖到幾歲？再說，你和姊姊像這樣獨睡，男人不男人，女人不女人，陰陽怪氣的不健康，真的好嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzCpZiA28D
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我：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrrSeeCZ2g
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阿公：「這件事，你到底想要怎麼回答阿公？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoydgyzTAS4
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以前阿公疼我，所以都是溫溫和和。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0e6VMi2GA
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現在，我真的感覺到來自阿公的魄力和壓力。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06MC7zlfAF
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我深深體會，這件事不給阿公交待，阿公絕對不會放過我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd59W99jfwR
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相信爸爸和媽媽一定也有承受過這樣的壓力。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAI9cj7nEC
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不過我和姊姊還是沒有進一步發展，依然維持以前的分房生活。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQENzVm0G2
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主要是我知道自己還只是高中生，加上心情沒有整理好……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO9J8ThmR5
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我和姊姊就這樣繼續一天拖過一天，過著『有名無實的夫妻生活』。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn2CExBft6
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阿公也『有嘴說到沒口水』，只能唉聲不斷……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1qbv5cYnt
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事情再次出現變化，是在我讀高中二年級那一年，十七歲的聖誕夜。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguzJfw5spS
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姊姊騎車載我進行長途旅行，從南部老家前往台北市參加聖誕夜晚會。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2bUk7jyb3
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熱鬧的聖誕晚會結束之後，又前往入住的國際級大飯店，參加飯店收費舉辦的跨夜晚會。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRUdEdoTx9
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非常熱鬧，很多人都聚在一起唱歌、跳舞、吃大餐。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrKnUQnzCJ
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甚至有熱情的情侶當場擁抱熱吻。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ454T27UyMP
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我和姊姊也在人群中和大家一起開心。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rgQFMpy90
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因為飯店有提供一種雞尾酒，喝起來又甜又清爽，很接近摻糖的乳酸菌飲料口感，一點都不像是酒類。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZL0bH7zMDR
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我和姊姊開心的一起喝多。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGS8gcb0LL
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然後就……你懂……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtC0rY6MLiC
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我和姊姊都只有一點點記憶，不記得是怎麼開始，只記得是一個充滿溫暖笑聲的愉快自然夜晚。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuQ6Q7Rllt
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大量酒精真的徹底解放我們的心。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL4IvP6Zxa
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隔天中午，我們在姊姊的房間清醒，當時你說有多尷尬就多尷尬，完全不知道要跟對方說什麼。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNWzjKPOK9
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一直到整理好行李退房，騎著哈雷回程南下，我照樣摟著姊姊的細腰，我們才又開始談話。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWUqZKjhR8
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迅速恢復以前的親密感。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpFST8qYE9
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甚至於感覺更加的親密。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRZAefy3z6
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我們都沒有問：怎麼辦？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQrgBexFKB
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姊姊和我都知道，正式拜過祖先報告了，真的也不需要怎麼辦。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GDonLgzdm
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就這樣自自然然的一起面對這件事吧。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiHKDKLW6Q
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不過回家之後，我們還是什麼都沒有跟家人說。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtK1Bjtbow
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畢竟覺得這樣的私事，加上是意外，不需要特意去說。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVtZAMuSf4
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我和姊姊繼續分房，恢復以往那樣的生活，像是什麼都沒有發生過。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhNyRwF5hI
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直到一個多月後的農曆除夕，全家六人一起圍爐吃團夜飯。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMYC1Ys78z
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大圓桌上面各式菜色都有，非常豐盛。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvLUMiJVx7
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大家開動之後，阿公拿出一瓶高級洋酒，開瓶給大家倒一杯。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6B4KzW38i
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阿公說：「大家喝杯迎春酒。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcouC2GQpY
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姊姊忽然說：「我不能喝酒。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mn0V42qMt
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媽媽一向把姊姊當妹妹對待，關心詢問：「腸胃不舒服？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATRbzShpZ2
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姊姊沉默幾秒，才尷尬說出：「我有了。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHqBgzxc1J
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大家：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG06cqib0e3
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我相信，大家一定都聽出來姊姊說的是什麼。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZNU4ynJBR
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我受到的震撼更是深。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh8bFHycSn
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我一直在心中問：『聖誕夜那一晚？姊姊真的有了？』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIr98fZthLd
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畢竟我和姊姊也只有那一晚。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZj05hxwbP
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媽媽緊張的進行最後確認：「妳有了什麼？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusnVzBOoVz
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姊姊：「孩子。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuczuIn16i
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媽媽：「真的有了？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxrFWYYXkt
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姊姊：「嗯……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGLOgV3knB
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阿公認真直問：「誰的？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8575wXxvy
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我可以瞭解阿公為什麼這樣追問。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkA3oHMPZE
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因為我和姊姊跟以前的相處都一樣，沒有變化。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehzqNwelVu
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如果我是阿公，一定也會半信半疑的追問確認，避免誤會……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11Irxbw97d
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姊姊安靜幾秒，露出尷尬笑容：「去問你的寶貝孫子。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYldsK8OkPF
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阿媽驚喜的：「唉呀－－－－－－」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqbs2Nz39s
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阿公等待這天一年以上，同樣喜悅的：「哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈－－－」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7xPG0zORW
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爸爸直接伸手，開心萬分的在我頭上亂抓：「臭小子！看看你！真的讓爸爸我當阿公啦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPT5UYb30v
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媽媽則是出於好奇，一邊喜悅一邊問：「怎麼回事？看你們平時在家裡都一樣啊？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKnE2ZCGzx
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爸爸笑著說：「你管他們夫妻那麼多？是妳的金孫就好啦！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJub81lxyIq
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我讓二十八歲的姊姊懷孕，家裡肯定沒有人料想的到這麼快。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMPm5aMGCa
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阿公感動萬分：「這麼說，今年的團圓飯，我們黄家已經是七人同桌？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50I5Y4sCkr
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阿媽心花怒放：「明年團圓飯就能見到大金孫的面。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMhXBJolau
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阿公：「快！把她那杯酒拿掉，換果汁！今晚大家好好的喝一杯！黃家真的要開始人丁興旺啦！乾杯－－－」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ8uFQmuFu
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所有人都拿起自己的杯：「乾杯－－－」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UBdlYQvVj
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今年的團圓飯充滿熱鬧歡笑聲。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQbTBgobnU
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他們都萬分期待姊姊的生產。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh09OpNpUSD
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二十八歲的姊姊頓時取代我，成為家裡最受寵的人。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡss9l3Ies9x
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大家怕姊姊餓到，怕姊姊累到，怕姊姊生病，怕姊姊受傷，絕對不讓姊姊做事。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9c0RmIAiZ6
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給姊姊吃的補品和山珍海味更是不必說，想吃什麼有什麼，多貴都會買回來。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwBck00f3G
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至於我，依然和姊姊同樣分房睡，沒有因為姊姊懷孕而同房。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBqLTrO6yf
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並且一天天看著姊姊的肚子變大，心情複雜的唯有死心接受事實。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaa3BzoOpw9
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就算我有意拖著，最後還是讓姊姊大肚子。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5itBhahVD7
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我真的只能說，早婚早生果然是黃家男性的命運……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujes2NupsD
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升上高三之後，姊姊順利給黃家生下一個健康的白胖男孩，黃家的下一代繼承人。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9T9exYjAB
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十八歲的我成為一個嬰兒的爸爸，照阿公的意思把黃家傳承下去，我的高中同學都不知道這件事。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIjEZvpGeo
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我和姊姊真的只有聖誕夜一起意外睡過那麼一次。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNGdyv2jaF
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卻讓我們一起踏上人生下一個階段，成為一個孩子的父母。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxh67zFEPPR
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醫院私人病房內，我抱著自己和姊姊的長子，真是完全不知道應該用什麼樣的心情面對。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzefqGaawgq
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反觀其他人，抱著這個黃家下一代都是高興萬分。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGFziCVqLC
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升格當阿祖的阿公，更是抱著黃家大金孫盡力疼愛，開心到合不攏嘴。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19qlsSeHId
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黃家最受寵的人，自然又從姊姊變成我們的孩子。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8EHOpFRPT
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把孩子從醫院抱回家，黄家開始日夜可以聽到嬰兒哭聲。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZx8j4cTt1A
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阿媽、媽媽和姊姊輪流照顧。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwst9ise944
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房間的我，半夜睡覺更是被客廳傳來的啼哭聲吵醒好幾次。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsLtLwZpus
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我雖然聽的煩，還是心想：『反正不是我在帶孩子，就這樣吧……』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWnHC9viov
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姊姊就此一邊照顧我們的孩子，一邊陪伴我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrQntZPz3y
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對姊姊來說，肯定像是有大小二個孩子需要看著……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGmz3DjD6J
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隔年六月，我從高中畢業。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvCFDy0Hmv
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雖然我有報考大學，但是我對於是否就讀大學有疑問。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZ909PYPn2
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另外，也是因為我覺得自己和姊姊的關係『該是時候了』。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTSGRYy7pG
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於是我把姊姊約出門兜風，表示有事想要和姊姊好好談談。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5ufVF1guX
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黃家的大前院，阿媽和媽媽抱著大金孫，目送我們騎哈雷出門。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrvzyrw6IY
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姊姊邊騎哈雷邊問我：「你想找姊姊說什麼？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQVQGair2n
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我說：「妳覺得我不去讀大學好嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8aRPRZo7U
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姊姊：「你不想讀大學？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLVhJeb3is
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我：「我想跟阿公和爸爸一起出去工作。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmMVbAA1IV
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姊姊：「為什麼？你不是報考了？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1uWP3p8vf
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我：「首先是我對於讀大學沒有什麼興趣。而且他們都沒有強迫我讀大學，讓我想讀就去讀。再來是因為我看著姊姊妳照顧小孩，越來越覺得自己應該跟著阿公爸爸去家裡的公司工作。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBsVQKpLnO
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姊姊：「和他們說了？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39IYLpqqq3
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我：「還沒。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoPpZXNS2T
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姊姊：「你沒有勉強自己工作吧？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjViHdBALJ
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我：「沒有。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtnD2n1rcV
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幾秒的沉默。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkU2eX83c6P
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姊姊終於說：「孩子的爸爸，加油喔。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwCh6uCcP0
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我：「…………」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUB2p5XD18
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姊姊：「怎麼了？還有什麼事想要說？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmts9QSuLz
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我安靜的，確定路上幾乎沒有人車，開始大起膽子移動雙手。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3tepLt7MD
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摟著姊姊細腰的雙手開始向上方移動，摸著姊姊豐滿的胸部。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO1QHWTW7e
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真的好豐滿……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4lh9iFxHj
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聖誕夜怎麼樣，我不記得了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SxDsZm2Vv
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不過從小到大除非不小心碰到，否則我都沒有碰過姊姊的胸部。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsFEKKzhAR
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姊姊安靜幾秒：「你的手？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymrsh3xnT7
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我怕被罵，有點緊張：「姊姊，我在想，我都已經高中畢業，快要十九歲，也要去工作了……我們像以前那樣恢復同房好不好？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡst4hNbJI2K
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姊姊沉默的把哈雷騎進路邊的無人小巷，停在路邊，一定是避免被人看見我摸胸部。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOilrbvYyve
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我緊張不安：「姊姊，妳不願意嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIpLGhSZ3F
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姊姊看出我很緊張：「都生下你的孩子了，你還在擔心什麼？只是孩子還是會在半夜哭吵，我會需要常常半夜出入，到時候一定會吵到你睡覺。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ta5uKnNIg
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我：「喔……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwoagGg1qn
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姊姊再問：「另外，你的手……你是在跟姊姊求愛？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT1V4GLK6K
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我終究是個年輕男性，當然會有慾望，會對那件事充滿興趣。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG3SUzRZo2
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一年多以前的聖誕夜，意外和姊姊發生關係，我就開始一直想著這件事：『反正都跟姊姊發生關係了……』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjHUY0GovS
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簡單說：我想要再跟姊姊上床一次。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vNrqI96f9
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一直沒有再行動，的確因為覺得還是高中生，又害怕姊姊會反對抗拒，所以猶豫再三。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZusm49erzR
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然後，姊姊忽然在團圓飯宣告懷孕，讓我只能完全打消念頭，不敢碰姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdctBtkZZc
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不過現在，孩子已經出生，高中畢業，也要出社會工作了……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RFWwZ9vjV
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所以我緊張的用這種方式告訴姊姊：「反正我們都有孩子了？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8q8ZWc8JFt
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姊姊大方的說：「姊姊已經知道，放開手，衣服被妳弄濕了。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx3X11osr5
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我：「衣服弄濕？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Fq6G5KGNo
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姊姊：「忘記姊姊一直在給你的孩子餵母乳？你這樣抓，皮衣裡面的胸衣已經濕掉，感覺到涼涼的。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTZ2jmkGUy
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我趕緊放手：「啊，對不起……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4FZ2x3Qnr
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姊姊：「找間汽車旅館清洗吧。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79kEPSHvrY
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聽到姊姊這樣說，我鬆口大氣。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB8TXYrdWt
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因為不可能單純去汽車旅館。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3jRgpHAjb
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姊姊明確的給綠燈。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqELvekRr6q
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不愧是二十九歲的成年人，很大方的面對。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22O19uKBtX
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也一定有想過我像這樣正式求愛的情況，才能反應的這麼迅速自然。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebLmR60RM2
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於是我像以前那樣重新摟著姊姊的腰。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq1sCNJzfa
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姊姊把哈雷騎回大路，載著我繼續走。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gtcqeZglO
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又是一會的安靜。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiR6a3YbT7
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姊姊忍不住嘻笑起來：「明明都已經是一個孩子的爸爸，卻還像個害羞的男孩呢，呵呵……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfBGF3EW8P
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我只能說：「我會盡快長大啦。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eVg5eF4Ss
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哈雷就此騎進路邊遇到的第一間汽車旅館。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPcepNrlDF
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正式拜過祖先的我們，一起開房間了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijxmCLrwZy
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明明身上帶有足夠現金，姊姊卻特意用阿公給的信用卡刷卡租房間。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMspLfKG2IJ
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哈雷停進一樓車庫，我和姊姊一起上二樓。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULeZ7o50PV
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姊姊先去坐到電話旁邊，撥電話回家。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9aSrPuzp4
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姊姊：「阿媽？我和阿弟正在一間叫做春田的汽車旅館，今天可能會晚點才回去……我知道夜路危險。如果太晚，我們明天再回去……孩子要拜託妳和媽媽照顧了。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58tAzxCTLI
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當時我看著姊姊電話回家，光明正大的跟阿媽報告正在汽車旅館，真的很訝異，不瞭解姊姊為什麼要通知家裡。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz65xjIfcF
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之後我慢慢想，才想懂姊姊的用意。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHclR1FvQm
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信用卡的帳單寄回給阿公，就會從刷卡明細知道我們去汽車旅館，避免阿公又追問起生孩子的事情。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvI5WieKer
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電話回家連絡阿媽和媽媽，是類似的道理。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7voyTeIrGf
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他們所有人就會明確的知道我和姊姊關係再次不同。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7RP4vjhvm
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這樣就算我和姊姊再次同房，或是比較親密的舉動，他們也不會太意外。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZy6m9XQBb
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所以二十九歲的姊姊真的是個成熟女性，知道怎麼好好的處理這些家務事。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrg6KfPVEt
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那麼十八歲的我呢？什麼時候才會完全長大成熟？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIUE5KF7EF
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不論如何，害羞的我和大大方方的姊姊、就在這間旅館度過生命中的第二次。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiMLDVh8Fl
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並且是完全清醒、沒有酒精作用的第二次。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ny8feF86y
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在親密的笑聲中彼此試探摸索完成的第二次。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDrmAZY6Cr
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我和姊姊就從這一天開始，成為真正擁有親密性生活的夫妻。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7t9pUTjq6M
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我們之間，不再有任何心理障礙和隔閡了……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyylmV7haV
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我果斷放棄大學。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxi0vkzGRE
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正式出社會跟著阿公，讓阿公教我做生意的道理和訣竅。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTOn3za6w7
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平均四天回家休息二天，和守在家裡的姊姊團聚。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwfJQi1S9Y
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男人在外工作打拼，女人守在家裡照顧孩子，如此生活的確是我們黃家的寫照。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHEKwGt6JA
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只是，就算是家裡可以關上門的房間，和姊姊親熱我還是會覺得尷尬。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKhH2YNFY9
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畢竟阿媽、媽媽總是在家裡，她們多少一定會察覺。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfqEHjPX9w
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所以只要我說：「姊姊，我們騎車出門兜風？」一定會順便去汽車旅館刷信用卡報到。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQXLDP8UIC
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因此有我定時播種，姊姊很快又有了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VIBjkACJh
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我二十歲那年，姊姊再次生下我們的第二個孩子，也是黃家的第二個大金孫。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0O3Bu7A1AG
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我成為二個男孩的爸爸。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEISvVop5Dd
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阿公真是太滿意這樣的情況。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRCSqju2Dp
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二個寶貝大金孫左擁右抱：「黃家的未來都靠你們這對寶貝兄弟了！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXJOHn4fJR
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甚至於，阿公特意把我和姊姊的信用卡金額上限調高，擺明要讓我們盡情去汽車旅館做人。
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我和姊姊也只能：「嗯……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99azSrt9cm
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不過我還是和姊姊一起回到房間之後：「姊姊，雖然剛才阿公那樣說……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNh72cyK5CP
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姊姊沒有反對和討厭，只有淡淡回答：「我也已經三十一歲了。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YKBOQJpbr
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我不明白姊姊的意思，所以看著姊姊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4B86tP0Q8
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姊姊微笑：「我的確像阿公說的，沒有幾年機會了……孩子的爸爸，加油喔。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJnRs8gbC4
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姊姊都這樣說，我還能怎麼辦：「好吧……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvL2oIMp5Xf
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就這樣，我和姊姊不多想，能生就生。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1Hhdou2gB
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從我十七歲開始直到二十五歲的這八年，我和姊姊成為三男二女、總共五個孩子的父母。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2INU4U5NtG
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姊姊將近一半時間都在懷孕中度過。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGYhMV5lzf
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總是生產之後幾個月，肚子又開始隆起。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dLVlt4I7s
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為了一直給陸續出生的孩子餵奶，乳汁沒有中斷分泌。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32AwbnVWge
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姊姊就這樣生到第五胎的三十六歲，踏入醫學上受孕機會低的高齡產婦年齡，肚皮才自然的不再有反應。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXahp6semc
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至少給黃家增加人口這件事，阿公很滿意。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2w83lVIvIK
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八年的時間，我和姊姊的確完成阿公的期望了……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCzgh4idNF
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現在，我二十八歲。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgeASaUGyt
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我和姊姊的長子十歲了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVg8ttNaDcK
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算是已經長大懂事，會開始好奇的想要瞭解更多世事。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsUVpOuAcJ
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他終於在我回家休息的這天，拉著弟弟妹妹問我：「爸爸，你為什麼都叫媽媽為姊姊？姊姊為什麼都叫你阿弟？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptF1sybs0F
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你認為，我應該怎麼回答孩子？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7opMj2aGO
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我當然說：「因為爸爸在七歲的時候就和十八歲的媽媽結婚，讓媽媽照顧到這麼大，當然要喊媽媽為姊姊，被媽媽喊阿弟。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fV5qqDW67
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沒有錯，不論我幾歲，都覺得姊姊一直像對待小弟弟那樣照看我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoITplIF9rY
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長子很困惑：「爸爸七歲，媽媽十八歲，結婚？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0llNY8qyD4
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我問他：「奇怪嗎？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pR9Be5Gxu
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長子乖乖點頭。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9gUWSPXpD
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於是我開始把自己和姊姊的故事，說給我們的第一個長子聽。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tSEksUbKe
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讓他知道自己的爸爸媽媽到底是怎麼沒有經過戀愛，卻還是一直在一起……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmhtCsQhsH
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那麼接下來我還能說什麼？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzPdHh3MZ1
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我真的已經沒有太多可以說。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW92vUxnmaY
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七歲病弱的我，娶十八歲的姊姊沖喜，讓姊姊親手照顧長大，再於十六歲的時候和姊姊正式結成連理，十八歲生下我們的長子，後續幾年再生下二男二女總共五個孩子。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahDR3NCHSM
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十八歲為錢來到黃家的姊姊，本來想找機會逃跑，卻因為不忍心看還是個病弱孩子的我無助啼哭，開始接受我，日夜照顧我，漸漸的融入黃家的生活，最後給黃家生下五名重要的下一代。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLitWQ9tBDQ
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我們之間，一天天培養出來的深厚感情當然有，不過戀愛般的愛情絕對沒有……212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXcMR5cNgH
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你也會覺得我和姊姊的夫妻關係真的奇怪？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcAMlCOTY9
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年齡相差太多的男女，絕對不可能有未來？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOGDw9A0kS
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我不知道你會怎麼想我和姐姐的事。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKY8F5arQC
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我只知道自己和姊姊一路走來，覺得男女關係專家真的沒有說錯：212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSI3KDdCTN
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『年齡和身份地位從來不是男女在一起的真正問題。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQRK2spusk
真正的問題在於有沒有用心對待另一半？』212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbjAOYaj6h
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愛情真的像爸爸說的，只是通往婚姻的其中一條道路。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL6lB1Yrju
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維持一段婚姻的從來不是愛情，永遠都是在於是否用心對待對方。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzQj0VGqcL
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有心了，把對方當成自己的另一半照顧陪伴，自然能刻骨銘心，自然能長久。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiUUvXXuiG
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這才是家族親情和婚姻的真諦。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY20X2capF7
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因此我沒有什麼可以再說。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXG8DPbQNtA
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再說下去，恐怕就是那五隻兔崽子怎麼又吵又鬧又合作的興旺黃家的故事。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhM1BmYCgdE
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所以現在我唯有說：「這就是黃家屬於我和姊姊的故事了……」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGlfKq1Slh
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