Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,479Please respect copyright.PENANAxa40bD2KJK
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed479Please respect copyright.PENANAJkzk7frkCK
You were all I ever wanted to be479Please respect copyright.PENANAX0CD5oe4xU
(And more)479Please respect copyright.PENANAKSLmv58hNO
You had talent and brains,479Please respect copyright.PENANA8jFa5rKEBu
And was also physically neutral479Please respect copyright.PENANAZo1w9Sw3Cl
But when I tried to be friendly,479Please respect copyright.PENANASdJyj9yzxS
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,479Please respect copyright.PENANAIt1TtQIfBv
I'm being too kind, too generous.479Please respect copyright.PENANAMPNGH7XnMQ
I was pushed to the ground479Please respect copyright.PENANA3iaZ8dB7XB
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,479Please respect copyright.PENANAwNCAX3oGRJ
But what's done is done479Please respect copyright.PENANAnWI79X1U4e
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,479Please respect copyright.PENANAWMJc2MYmJI
Harsh words and insults479Please respect copyright.PENANA1vbtmxcegB
It became an irreplaceable friendship.479Please respect copyright.PENANAxsSXfT4PZs
However, in mine,479Please respect copyright.PENANAA2ySCUT2IA
Glares and sharp glances479Please respect copyright.PENANAPeTqJ4PE1e
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself479Please respect copyright.PENANAchclxiVh57
"When did our loathing,479Please respect copyright.PENANA6FBVhKX9nn
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015479Please respect copyright.PENANAahGL1duEnI
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016