陳凱婷的心死了。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ9LDKpqLJ
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準確點來說，她的心死於大半年前的平安夜。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRro0ceKV6
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老實說，她不想再回望當晚發生的事。只是自從她和朱碩謙正式分手後，腦海總會不受控地浮現與少年初遇的那一天。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TRAifMtNT
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那個黃昏，朱碩謙跌坐在巷子裡，頭髮一縷縷的黏在額上，臉色蒼白，奄奄一息地喘氣。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtB5oYNiusH
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他好像被擊中胸膛，一呼一吸間盡顯吃力，並不是甚麼特別帥氣的一面。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajdsfqid48
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可青春期的悸動從來不需要理由，亦毫無預兆。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxoc9NDn18
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陳凱婷被他深深吸引住了。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNBvUEqSnx
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接下來發生的一切都可笑得讓人不忍直視，她亦懶得再提起。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkMOAYu4CK
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8k8ZI2JrT
陳凱婷最近經常想起「人生若只如初見」這句話。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNORPA6017
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeQRrna3zD
要是她與朱碩謙的故事永遠停留在巷子便足矣。要是他永遠只像初見般溫柔體貼便好了。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VWHGLiZt8
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陳凱婷並不是甚麼記仇的人，但朱碩謙始終是她初戀，是她第一個為之傾心，為之心碎的對象。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBop9R6koG
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更不用說二月所經歷過那短暫的生離死別，這不是一時半刻就能一笑置之的事。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNCYF8Ygye
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她從來沒聽過朱碩謙的解釋，她聽不下去。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC5Wy97GEl
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陳凱婷寧願抱著朱碩謙沒有愛過自己，只想一心一意把她騙上床的心態看待這件事。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK7OhFdGub
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始終讓自己徹徹底底痛恨一個人，總比藕斷絲連更好過，因為她把不切實際的幻想都切斷了。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdojVjPGxV
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDHn5WePyO
她曾暗暗希望這段往事能夠等到朱碩謙和她畢業後，悄悄埋藏於學校裡。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQLOUSWGKp
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2MeZEqWJB
只是，自從封鎖掉對方所有聯絡方法後，陳凱婷知道這一天理論上是他們最後一次見面。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPsfFhTFcz
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrmvLwhP1D
兩人不會再遇上對方了，是真正的分道揚鑣。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNX0WNyrFr
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOD7PG9AgH
於是她現在和朱碩謙面對面站著，兩人心緒一時間混亂得無言以對，相視的眼神訴說著難以言說的感情。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV3yo3Fr5a
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說完全放下了是假的，可無法回到當初也是真的。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooYWLyLWms
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfO2eLr5Tq
朱碩謙再不是穿著校服，臉色亦不如以往般朝氣勃勃，笑容滿面。相反地，他變得消瘦憔悴，下垂的嘴角如牽掛重重心事。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn918fZn956
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空氣凝結了那麼數秒。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mfJkDpUQM
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXQLihEX1T
「對唔住。」朱碩謙想了又想，最後低下頭輕聲道歉。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzy5Ewy7Dqy
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IsaDdg3EJ
短短數隻字彷彿甚麼都沒說過，卻又確確實實讓陳凱婷聽出少年濃濃的愧疚感和後悔。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuS8VWQkMF
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UbAQImhqi
她鼻子本能地酸了酸，攥緊拳頭，心臟揪成一團。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1iqjweNyE
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKroco1nBc
陳凱婷好像沒和其他人說過，她後來之所以不斷對朱碩謙拳打腳踢，是因為她仍未放下他。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSPrdDDo3P
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSaFCj21Xf
她打得有多大力，代表著她當初有多愛對方。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACxJpdbUoe
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtYC0DjVCE
「朱碩謙。」陳凱婷說出那個曾讓她心動不已的名字，聲線微微顛動：「有啲嘢唔係講對唔住，就可以當無事。」191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ktzeNLedF
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Pc6wvjzYR
少年頓了頓，靜了下來。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWJNvllRJn
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKlLuzYZX6
他對上陳凱婷晦暗不明的目光，心頭一緊。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KZKSJYcoj
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbatEbrzCP
少女仍像初見那一天般紮起高馬尾，雙目如圓鏡清亮，眼底卻再也不見昔日的憧憬和光芒。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46OC3mhXtq
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKN6cvmp0s
朱碩謙重重嘆了一口氣，彷彿下一句話是最強大的詛咒般沉重。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56WleVeO1M
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSSaXvTGj2
「其實我有一段時間好愛你。」他凝望面前的少女：「只不過後來我真係控制唔到情緒。當知道你去咗流產嗰陣，我知道你冇做錯決定，但我…我好似癲咗咁。」191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJzo9rjWcX
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpNEQ4YPPJ
他是如此痛恨自私自利的自己，竟因一時衝動傷害了最愛的人，然後接二連三地錯下去。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiIXQieazc
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGot81Vlo2C
事實上朱碩謙有想過就這樣了結生命，可這樣一來，不就是逃避責任的表現嗎？191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnnjlLjcN2
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人終有一死，可他想在死前向陳凱婷真摯地道歉。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGp8O3LrcC
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqEOmS0vDl
他也作好了不會獲得原諒的準備。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgqmPuzPtZ
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4Ci38o4s7
「但…」陳凱婷欲言又止，嗓音變得沙啞。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxzqAU0xl1
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyWWi5BJx5
陳凱婷難受極了，由對方口中吐出「愛」字那一刻，心臟便好像被觸到最柔軟的一部分般陷下去。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFvnPQGi4N
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRD3ZDJBQ2t
既然你愛我，那為甚麼你要把我推下深淵呢？為甚麼我好不容易才爬上來的時候，你又再一次把我推下去呢？191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6hdLY2IIV
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOyBVL8Eze
對啊。他們都曾經深深愛著對方，只不過那些日子早已一去不返。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaOFzHjsEH
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwASBkymFc
她眼睛一眨，淚水瞬間奪眶而出，在臉龐上劃下溫熱的痕跡。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3eius5Ny3
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsnGKB2oOv
陳凱婷的聲線染上嗚咽：「你知道我哋返唔到轉頭㗎可？」191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45sauwFvsu
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtNNlhud7H
她倏然低下頭擦去眼淚，哀傷如潮水一下子席捲心頭。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaXAMMwkhG
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCM8pdYkeX
朱碩謙下意識欲伸手撫上少女的頭，可手那刻凝滯半空，握成虛拳，最後收回身旁。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSkykSV08z
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPZY0KozVH
他沒有資格安慰對方。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSo8M6uVgLp
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BiJZ5fU1p
「我知道。」朱碩謙喉嚨乾澀，艱難地接受殘酷的現實。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4jGFadCda
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh85NLzY7xx
即使用膠帶重新拼湊撕破了的紙張，那條裂痕也不會消失。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWiTsF5oy5
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiakmp2v9VI
溫熱的淚水流進她嘴裡，又酸又苦。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aQp9n6Qk3
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她再也消受不起這樣的刺激了。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisc2emrmF2
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「出到去，記得唔好再利用人哋對你嘅愛，傷害返佢哋。」陳凱婷眼眸紅紅的，她僵硬地牽起一個笑容：「我哋就咁先啦。」191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtbXMwSJhP
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ15oJYigD
她沒有給予朱碩謙回應的空間，轉過身子便捂著臉跑開。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzyNTvV4i6
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEEJC8gMCZ
腳步磕磕絆絆的像是在逃離現實。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPPaSb9fTZ
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這個結局糟糕透了。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrj7jmeQWAr
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9cmDU6Jya
「凱婷…」躲在後方的張靜宜擔憂地發聲探問，伸出手想要握住對方。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5S6WcgxHJH
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陳凱婷輕輕推開對方，繼續獨自跑開。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh90ZTQhB2j
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR56fFnosn
「我想要一個人靜吓。」191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7PPc6ekI2
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcfbieUtGu
夏天確實熱烈如常，可她的心也死得透涼。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gjJmx29KB
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ613PHsTwsH
張靜宜探出頭凝視朱碩謙失聲痛哭的模樣，少年兩側拳頭捏得發白，落寞的身影明朗不再。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFdUINb1wC
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6VSqKCxcp
他好像真的切切實實地愛過陳凱婷。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqk57LW05I
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYt2e3FfoN
但為甚麼後來又一手摧毀了這段關係呢？191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K8te8gOWi
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdPc4xV1cA
人類是很矛盾的動物，上一秒明明還信心十足，下一秒便會因一丁點兒的跡象而陷入迷茫。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmgegty2nk
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3r1OBDTOh
張靜宜亦不外如是。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduB67rppl9
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她不禁回過頭仰望身後的陳曉智：「如果你一開始就知道個結局會係咁嘅話，你仲會唔會開始段感情？」191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWU7GYk2We
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraVsz3LMU8
陽光傾斜到他們這邊，少年的頭髮被吹得凌亂，散漫地扒在欄杆上的模樣就像隻慵懶的貓。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAatG48VB6
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ929z0c0lly
「我哋唔係先知，唔會一開始就知道個結局係點。」陳曉智的語氣很平靜，深啡色的瞳眸一瞬不瞬地盯著少女。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViOTJ4yt2d
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4BEsffwvD
「但如果你連開始嘅勇氣都冇，咁你都注定唔會有結局。」191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIgfx4yzaH
191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiYUU3iVQh
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