「愛是最扭曲的詛咒，卻也是最純潔的祝福。」──《咒術回戰》235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRhUotEJWq
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陳凱婷依稀記得媽媽自殺前一天突然緊緊抱著她，說了莫名其妙的一番話。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKs3HrsQCP
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「阿婷。媽媽從來冇後悔生你出嚟。」年不過四十的女人五官素雅，纖手撫上陳凱婷的臉頰。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyAqlXuR4p
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她長了一雙和陳凱婷一模一樣的圓眼，柔情似水，猶如看待工藝品般細細端詳面前的小女孩。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOET4IYJ8R
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「只不過世途險惡，人心難測…」她嗓音逐漸染上嗚咽，眼底下是無盡悲涼：「我已經冇辦法再行落去。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZPnV4PKU0
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九歲的小女孩固然未能理解大人的世界，她感覺媽媽很委屈，很寂寞。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFTWqXcaDR
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女人帶著拋下一切離去的決絕，卻流露出不捨的表情，矛盾極了。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P7HiCazYS
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「所以你一定要堅強。」媽媽抱得更緊，聲音顛抖不已。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHT93Rdhoqo
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「陳凱婷，你一定要堅強咁戰勝一切。」她在女孩的額上印下一吻，猶如給予對方最好的祝福。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUg2ncb3Qc
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陳凱婷呆呆地凝望笑得淒涼的女人，有點不知所措。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm0DuFtqzT
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那時媽媽倚在窗台邊仰望夜空，微弱的光不輕不重灑在她身上，襯得她無比光潔，好像靈魂不再屬於這塵世。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7zruazndn
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記憶是象牙白色的，可她清晰地記得媽媽的眼角泛了紅。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgs5fRtuNUM
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就像面前這兩根紅線一樣。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3JIrr5Vlm
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陳凱婷大腦瞬間變成一片空白，她獨自坐在那裏，仰起頭緊盯天花板，與蒼白光燈對望。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEqwMu4Rm2
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神啊。我上輩子到底是犯了甚麼錯，才使得這輩子插曲不斷呢？235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURqYUguTiG
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看來你和我一樣笨呢。你投錯了胎，而我信錯了別人。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUgEBM2lKJ
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她垂眼，捂上平伏的小腹，不敢相信有一個微弱的生命此刻正與她共享一副身體。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEf8JC0fMy
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那只是片刻的慌亂，陳凱婷下一秒便整理好思緒，對她的決定極為清晰。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJPeMjlBaj
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事實上，她作為一個年僅十七歲的中學生，還能作出甚麼抉擇呢？235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG6GBXPAsr
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她根本沒有選擇權可言。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QFoXLJSgW
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死路一條。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbf9nTI4xg
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狹窄的廁格裡隱約傳來潺潺水聲，滲得人發慌，然而她信念無比堅定。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqr02hYZYb
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對不起。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArFL0F95w3
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這句是對肚子裡那人兒說的。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGOoeH365D
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陳凱婷深深吸了一口氣，推開門時恰巧照了些陽光進來，灑下一地溫暖。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RSKBHuc4V
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張靜宜見她出來，忙迎上去，滿眼擔憂：「點樣啊？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoWfvB7krR
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陳曉智也望了過來，熾熱的目光讓陳凱婷難堪地別開臉。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznWOuHT8MR
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對不起，我終究是沒能好好保護自己。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUIUSFgc4Z
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陳凱婷沉默片刻，然後強顏歡笑：「係呢，有冇人想陪我去家計會？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFMA3aBNJ6
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再遲鈍的人也能理解她說話背後的意思。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIquqNbBOAb
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張靜宜瞬間神色泯然，一下子抱緊陳凱婷蹭著她的脖子：「我陪，我一定陪。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8w9znRbMy7
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也許神明刻意以黑暗籠罩著陳凱婷的前途，但張靜宜一定會陪她走出來。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5XESq5oEp
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畢竟再為無盡的黑暗也終會迎來光明，不是嗎？235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVhtSlF00R
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這次輪到張靜宜成為陳凱婷的小太陽了。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDL8OTUwkt
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接下來的幾個星期，陳凱婷成為了家計會的常客，急急忙忙地排期進行手術，以及和社工周旋。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCt1g0WXhu
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那些「點解要咁衝動呀？」、「你真係決定唔要啦？」成為家常便飯，陳凱婷聽了不下十次。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0qmvPwwPV
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她亦從未感到一絲動搖。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgibPKRuqk
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她並不是沒有想過自己能夠和心愛的人結成聯理，只不過…235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLB1IauD5J
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無謂再作解釋，一切已成定局，多想亦只會自尋煩惱。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sKmWyeSce
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幸好她上學期沒有缺席，因此這段時間才能不斷請假去看醫生。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAuUTE5Aff
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與此同時，他們三人的保密工作做得天衣無縫，朱碩謙對這件事毫不知情。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡST8D0ihN8E
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他一直以為陳凱婷是懶得上學。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnujLxtQ3Fs
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但朱碩謙已經不會再對陳凱婷噓寒問暖了，因此理所當然地被蒙在鼓裡。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjL2PSxL7g
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聽陳曉智所言，他們的父親險些氣得要死，把陳凱婷趕出家門。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y1rKem6Ok
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然而張靜宜並不知道這軒然大波是怎麼被擺平的，對方不願繼續說下去。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaR0O4PeoOz
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即便陳凱婷回到學校上課時，不是在睡覺便是在發呆，整個人彷彿丟了魂，愈發寡言。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJyvkSVOMU
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最近她想起媽媽的次數也愈發頻繁。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12hDlqOLMa
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窗外晨光拂照，嫩葉萌芽，一切都為春天的到來準備就緒，她內心卻透着死一般的靜寂。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBjUJBBj4Y
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她有意無意地將流產手術的日期定在二月十四日。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwdkvNFqDH
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趁人們情意正濃，親手捏死自己的感情。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj7aTMzlv7
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諷刺極了。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQ15SlE2CV
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說實話，陳凱婷和肚子裡的生命沒有甚麼特別的牽絆，感覺對方只是一個租客罷了。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjbL7jjFos
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而那短短三十分鐘的手術便是請走客人的過程。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRvflh0bdt
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但是，當陳凱婷模模糊糊地從麻醉藥中逐漸清醒時，鑽心的痛感同時變得異常清晰。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IXWsP00Eh
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她對上張靜宜和陳曉智的目光，淚水驀地奪眶而出，眼角泛起薄紅。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmaExc4xDo
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這是她第一次在倆人面前忍不住哭了起來。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisnVWZNT6j
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心臟好像隨著抽泣的起伏一抽一抽地痛，不斷錘著她的胸膛。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTbPPyzBZt
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她可是親手斷送了一個生命啊。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLr4jSk404
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說到底，她比所有人更清楚自己根本無能力養育另一個人，另一個…有血有肉的人。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2snxU5VUB
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陳凱婷腦海中浮起學期初和張靜宜的對話。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDIQSmcFsH
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那時，自己說小朋友只是一個副產品而已。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJkOHVW9BV
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陳凱婷終究是錯了，徹徹底底地錯了。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDb3ZwIkrXW
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她們從來都不是副產品。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q1JpK9JAJ
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她是在黑暗中堅定地走下去的人啊。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTS87qXSzb
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