「當藍色的夜墜落在世界時，沒人看見我們手牽著手」──聶魯達，《我們甚至失去了黃昏》201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8Wgymr906
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張靜宜一下子僵住，眼中寫滿不可思議。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInwNZ1E5kE
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一切都發生得如此猝不及防又突兀。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeFr6F3Igr
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為甚麼陳曉智在這個時候選擇告白呢？201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp43OgMIK9n
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耳邊響起漸近漸遠的蟬喧，蓋過了兩人蹦得猛烈的心跳，陳曉智此刻無比認真地凝望面前的人，靜待她的答案。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk9Nlwa9MS
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事實上，他過去那數年都被困在陰影之中卻沒有勇氣走出來，生怕再次受到傷害。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfmaKQgJ17
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而張靜宜的存在像是為照亮了他的日子。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwJIemAwE8
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可是他仍然很怯懦── 害怕失去對方，害怕自己無法給予對方所需要的東西。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKxz6BWqz3
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他以無數理由合理化自己的被動，從來沒有真正回應過對方的感情。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmlfwhD7Uj
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後來他終於意識到自己有多自私了。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdplXkVH3J
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由得知張靜宜仍會關心和照顧蔣玲玲的那刻開始，陳曉智每天便活在愧疚和後悔中。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVyKxhxtdR
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到底她為了自己浪費了多少歲月，受了多少委屈呢？201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvQRFLLYV4
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到底周遭的人為了支持自己追夢而隱瞞了多少秘密呢？201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcm4JzBkAJ
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於是他不想再為自己的懦弱作藉口了。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzScxiGe9j
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他是如此想抱緊面前的人啊。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0l8guWF9TP
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雲朵緩緩經過，藏起了月光，客廳裡愈發昏暗，隱起面前人的表情。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsq6X7jQuR
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張靜宜仔細端詳陳曉智的臉，渾身上下的血液沸騰得幾乎充滿氣泡，滿腔情緒像氣泡迸裂時劃出鋒利的痛楚。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7GaZjv5TR
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這三年的情意卡在喉嚨，卻無聲漫上眼眶，形成一片紅。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HNMIdmD6m
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為甚麼你現在才願意說出來呢？201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN42T9NH5O4
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「點解啊？」張靜宜的聲線染上鼻音，有點不知所措：「你係因為知道我睇住你阿媽所以感動，所以勉強同我喺埋一齊？」201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GKEC1dlZq
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陳曉智一頓，以往慵懶散漫的模樣不見蹤影。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZ9heQxGYe
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張靜宜看他沒反應，心一沉：「定係因為你唔忍心見我等咗咁耐，所以先想補償吓？」201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1as8tUgPm
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他手一拉，把她攬進懷裡。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDCwMoNrO4
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「其實你唔使逼自己鍾意我。」她聲音悶悶的，滾燙的淚水沾濕他的上衣：「我唔想再自取其辱，錯信假希望。」201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0nk2azGc7
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她真的好委屈啊。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaORTFCtG5V
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喜歡對方的日子就像不斷在自我否定和充滿曙光的兩極擺蕩，從來沒有答案地堅持下去。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLYgyiEmVF
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而每一次在她即將放棄時，他偏偏又願意踏出一步，讓她重新充滿士氣。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD7YLbFEmz
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請問這種試驗能有終結的一天嗎？201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PYFYrWaKn
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「唔係。」他目光閃爍，語氣輕淺：「我一直都好鍾意你。」201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qbKA6gJS4
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淚水此時此刻流得更厲害了。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTip0VOZLX6
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「你想我點樣信你？」張靜宜抬頭，滿目水光。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxglUvIZQpn
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她能把自己的心重新完全交給面前這個人嗎？201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnhZ4zx9Ui
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他們能重新來過嗎？201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1fOShZioz
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「你之前講過，如果同你行落去就唔會再受委屈。」陳曉智語氣堅定，抱得愈來愈緊：「我都唔會再俾你過得咁委屈。」201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SsQImIG5a
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他停了下來，安靜地看著張靜宜。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8mmUHt2No
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月亮繞過雲朵散著清輝，融入天空，融入他的眸底。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73pkfUm0yR
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她瞧著微光在他臉上沉澱出一片柔情，彷彿看見自己當初所嚮往的一切。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzl5rsKN5yo
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心頭隨即一顛。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntloqD77fC
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她說：好。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0CH1TbWDX
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和陳曉智當時的答案一模一樣。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6mkit1LoN
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她想，幸好自己沒有猜錯，他果然正在那光明的未來等她。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzEGdXt9LY
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他們都沒有說話，在藍夜中緊緊抱著對方，兩顆怦然跳動的心終於貼在一起，坦率地表達愛意。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ656NgkoHBd
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確立關係後日子如常，大一生活也在這些插曲平息後正式畫上句號。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37scMjaJAM
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張靜宜自從開始實習生工作後，與陳曉智約會的時間和地點基本上都定在他那單位中。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhK2H5PQR2o
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兩人好像還沒有經歷過熱戀期便展開了老夫老妻的平淡生活。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TfTn89JpV
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她對這種相處方式並沒有怨言，畢竟平淡有平淡的好，起碼不用像以往每天都有些鬧劇嚇得人一驚一乍。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiQ64HtJbE
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更何況，陳曉智在外國修行一年後練得一手好廚藝，她也樂得享受對方親手烹煮的佳餚。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6djw6yfPm
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說真的，這個世界上最幸福和幸運的事便是你喜歡的人同時也喜歡著你。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbhioR7M6b
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因此她早已心滿意足。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjwhbAAFRM
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只是，陳曉智這個人在掌握分寸上有自己的一套想法，固執得可怕。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUYCaXYgrr
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有些時候孤男寡女共處一室，氣氛就會自自然然地變得微妙起來，那接下來乾柴烈火也是意料中的事。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFw9ZzLpJeF
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他們總會親著親著便跑到床邊，就差倒下去的那衝動了。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bkusSQM4e
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但陳曉智偏偏每一次情到濃時都能把持住，自制得差點讓張靜宜以為他那方面有某些難言之隱。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLUISgVIdj
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當她按捺不住好奇心問他時，對方又說自己早就有相關的經驗。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjp3GkwWCsi
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於是她把問題歸咎到自己身上了。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrZ7L8I7tS
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張靜宜垂頭打量胸前的脂肪，暗自思索自己是否不夠吸引力。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECP7oY96KD
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明明該長的肉都有長，只是尺寸問題而已……難道他喜歡特別大的？201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj77zrUI9BQ
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張靜宜想起以前陸運會時，女生跑步比賽期間男同學們意味深長的笑容。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCV92PI4oN
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早知道那時候觀察陳曉智的反應了。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJegFwhLU0
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於是她選擇詢求意見，而對象當然是經驗老到的劉泳淇和李琴。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVE60ZIUCs
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依著對她們的了解，張靜宜相信兩人一定會給出一些有建設性的意見。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOzAnHdbMt
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畢竟三個臭皮匠勝過一個諸葛亮。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkZ8NyXoeO
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她不敢直接指出問題，只能旁敲側擊：「如果俾另外一半食住上點算？」201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BxpA4v4Ch
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電話中下一秒炸出兩人的笑聲。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcpX5eSI3p
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李琴肩頭不斷聳動：「就咁睇我以為係你食住陳曉智上喎。」201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Z84EOAsOd
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張靜宜徹底無言。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6i22J1hhwR
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「唔係啦。」劉泳淇的聲線還一顛一顛的，似乎仍未平息下來：「你要嚟個下馬威！」201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTW37cQYRvB
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「冇錯！你要俾佢知道你先係話事嗰個！」201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDLrjBfGOZ
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大概是同輩之間的鼓舞特別強勁，張靜宜聽畢心裡便有個小人舉著大旗大喊：我要為自己平反啊！201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsriAjh2jzi
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於是某一天下班後，張靜宜特地約了陳曉智出來吃飯。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSRzO3baLD
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傍晚的霞光像一瓶翻倒了的橘子汽水，在高樓大廈的玻璃上反光閃爍，紅光充斥於人頭湧湧的街頭上。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEQXGuzkdq
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她走下樓梯後遇上了靠在欄杆上的少年。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WNJeWILf4
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他穿著寬鬆的白色T恤偏過頭看來往車輛，鬆懈的模樣在西裝筆挺的上班族中格格不入。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH93AeX4XPz
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乍看之下還挺像那些畫報中的模特兒。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcXntiH0pw
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陳曉智餘光中掃到熟悉的面孔，轉過頭，目光淡淡地落在她身上。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pVkhmO6HQ
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張靜宜小步迎了上去，掀起一抹淺笑：「唔好意思啊要你等。」201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aIu3OcGGP
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「我都係啱啱到。」他語氣平淡，脖子後方卻藏不下那一陣細汗。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXlPjAkbua
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他慣性拿過張靜宜的工作包，另一隻手垂下來，靜靜等待她牽上去。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEqgjs8mAA
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可她今天決定實行自強計劃。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSsDVFFsj5
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第一步：偏不如你意。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOM8Fzaw6aH
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張靜宜忽然抬起手，強行按下惡作劇的狡黠，衝他明媚一笑。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVBdi9XX5V
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「Hand Hand。」201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYTYKKuY9q
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後來她才恍然大悟，那根本是作死計劃。201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU47mgiLjt
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