陳凱婷的心死了。202Please respect copyright.PENANAtpxxOUuFuD
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準確點來說,她的心死於大半年前的平安夜。202Please respect copyright.PENANAYxHNG1vF9B
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老實說,她不想再回望當晚發生的事。只是自從她和朱碩謙正式分手後,腦海總會不受控地浮現與少年初遇的那一天。202Please respect copyright.PENANARgrIXUM5go
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那個黃昏,朱碩謙跌坐在巷子裡,頭髮一縷縷的黏在額上,臉色蒼白,奄奄一息地喘氣。202Please respect copyright.PENANAztGw6CRAxG
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他好像被擊中胸膛,一呼一吸間盡顯吃力,並不是甚麼特別帥氣的一面。202Please respect copyright.PENANALvPOWmDi4c
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可青春期的悸動從來不需要理由,亦毫無預兆。202Please respect copyright.PENANAVt3RHNexs5
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陳凱婷被他深深吸引住了。202Please respect copyright.PENANAJmK1krYVIY
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接下來發生的一切都可笑得讓人不忍直視,她亦懶得再提起。202Please respect copyright.PENANAJQqQGNoQcd
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陳凱婷最近經常想起「人生若只如初見」這句話。202Please respect copyright.PENANAEseh0TFQkN
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要是她與朱碩謙的故事永遠停留在巷子便足矣。要是他永遠只像初見般溫柔體貼便好了。202Please respect copyright.PENANA32zbEVqWtf
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陳凱婷並不是甚麼記仇的人,但朱碩謙始終是她初戀,是她第一個為之傾心,為之心碎的對象。202Please respect copyright.PENANABlUajS7WPe
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更不用說二月所經歷過那短暫的生離死別,這不是一時半刻就能一笑置之的事。202Please respect copyright.PENANAtpF6p2a0KP
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她從來沒聽過朱碩謙的解釋,她聽不下去。202Please respect copyright.PENANAj71XoblcFW
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陳凱婷寧願抱著朱碩謙沒有愛過自己,只想一心一意把她騙上床的心態看待這件事。202Please respect copyright.PENANAOpQe2DmsZ2
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始終讓自己徹徹底底痛恨一個人,總比藕斷絲連更好過,因為她把不切實際的幻想都切斷了。202Please respect copyright.PENANArrasvzdKzZ
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她曾暗暗希望這段往事能夠等到朱碩謙和她畢業後,悄悄埋藏於學校裡。202Please respect copyright.PENANAiKgVTVfgCN
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只是,自從封鎖掉對方所有聯絡方法後,陳凱婷知道這一天理論上是他們最後一次見面。202Please respect copyright.PENANAdPp6X06mdx
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兩人不會再遇上對方了,是真正的分道揚鑣。202Please respect copyright.PENANAJS7188N4Oj
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於是她現在和朱碩謙面對面站著,兩人心緒一時間混亂得無言以對,相視的眼神訴說著難以言說的感情。202Please respect copyright.PENANAfRiwPO4rqg
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說完全放下了是假的,可無法回到當初也是真的。202Please respect copyright.PENANAcBTCOkE2rv
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朱碩謙再不是穿著校服,臉色亦不如以往般朝氣勃勃,笑容滿面。相反地,他變得消瘦憔悴,下垂的嘴角如牽掛重重心事。202Please respect copyright.PENANAaU7DEbTeeH
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空氣凝結了那麼數秒。202Please respect copyright.PENANAo8rzFKSgts
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「對唔住。」朱碩謙想了又想,最後低下頭輕聲道歉。202Please respect copyright.PENANA8m1uDPTSbG
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短短數隻字彷彿甚麼都沒說過,卻又確確實實讓陳凱婷聽出少年濃濃的愧疚感和後悔。202Please respect copyright.PENANAOYRoubuPo9
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她鼻子本能地酸了酸,攥緊拳頭,心臟揪成一團。202Please respect copyright.PENANAQK6CJU84hc
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陳凱婷好像沒和其他人說過,她後來之所以不斷對朱碩謙拳打腳踢,是因為她仍未放下他。202Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0aCvcZ1pJ
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她打得有多大力,代表著她當初有多愛對方。202Please respect copyright.PENANAqbiA9MUBCw
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「朱碩謙。」陳凱婷說出那個曾讓她心動不已的名字,聲線微微顛動:「有啲嘢唔係講對唔住,就可以當無事。」202Please respect copyright.PENANAOvILCIoL3o
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少年頓了頓,靜了下來。202Please respect copyright.PENANABdBE28HVQC
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他對上陳凱婷晦暗不明的目光,心頭一緊。202Please respect copyright.PENANAfKoUnM0eEa
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少女仍像初見那一天般紮起高馬尾,雙目如圓鏡清亮,眼底卻再也不見昔日的憧憬和光芒。202Please respect copyright.PENANA4bPVHEJ0nC
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朱碩謙重重嘆了一口氣,彷彿下一句話是最強大的詛咒般沉重。202Please respect copyright.PENANAuykys0GlnQ
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「其實我有一段時間好愛你。」他凝望面前的少女:「只不過後來我真係控制唔到情緒。當知道你去咗流產嗰陣,我知道你冇做錯決定,但我…我好似癲咗咁。」202Please respect copyright.PENANAR2bBoxCkTj
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他是如此痛恨自私自利的自己,竟因一時衝動傷害了最愛的人,然後接二連三地錯下去。202Please respect copyright.PENANAaZDsFc1iT0
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事實上朱碩謙有想過就這樣了結生命,可這樣一來,不就是逃避責任的表現嗎?202Please respect copyright.PENANA3OVtiIxyZr
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人終有一死,可他想在死前向陳凱婷真摯地道歉。202Please respect copyright.PENANAr6mhOosF5c
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他也作好了不會獲得原諒的準備。202Please respect copyright.PENANA3igNPe8lKW
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「但…」陳凱婷欲言又止,嗓音變得沙啞。202Please respect copyright.PENANAsvDkbN7ldo
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陳凱婷難受極了,由對方口中吐出「愛」字那一刻,心臟便好像被觸到最柔軟的一部分般陷下去。202Please respect copyright.PENANAYS2aOPYGUT
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既然你愛我,那為甚麼你要把我推下深淵呢?為甚麼我好不容易才爬上來的時候,你又再一次把我推下去呢?202Please respect copyright.PENANAA149hbpcbs
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對啊。他們都曾經深深愛著對方,只不過那些日子早已一去不返。202Please respect copyright.PENANAp6IEP3Yhac
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她眼睛一眨,淚水瞬間奪眶而出,在臉龐上劃下溫熱的痕跡。202Please respect copyright.PENANAowYH1J7kyd
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陳凱婷的聲線染上嗚咽:「你知道我哋返唔到轉頭㗎可?」202Please respect copyright.PENANAvjslh7wGZY
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她倏然低下頭擦去眼淚,哀傷如潮水一下子席捲心頭。202Please respect copyright.PENANAAdQwt292Dp
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朱碩謙下意識欲伸手撫上少女的頭,可手那刻凝滯半空,握成虛拳,最後收回身旁。202Please respect copyright.PENANAcsOY7WuKk9
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他沒有資格安慰對方。202Please respect copyright.PENANAY4AM86jnYq
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「我知道。」朱碩謙喉嚨乾澀,艱難地接受殘酷的現實。202Please respect copyright.PENANAicC0fRy6Km
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即使用膠帶重新拼湊撕破了的紙張,那條裂痕也不會消失。202Please respect copyright.PENANAX4O1ervLtK
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溫熱的淚水流進她嘴裡,又酸又苦。202Please respect copyright.PENANAAww0OUxXR4
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她再也消受不起這樣的刺激了。202Please respect copyright.PENANAvwFtWhSlD6
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「出到去,記得唔好再利用人哋對你嘅愛,傷害返佢哋。」陳凱婷眼眸紅紅的,她僵硬地牽起一個笑容:「我哋就咁先啦。」202Please respect copyright.PENANAZWvGwHF8Dt
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她沒有給予朱碩謙回應的空間,轉過身子便捂著臉跑開。202Please respect copyright.PENANALFfEa4RuVK
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腳步磕磕絆絆的像是在逃離現實。202Please respect copyright.PENANAm7GwSrWEOy
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這個結局糟糕透了。202Please respect copyright.PENANA1Y2Cs4TS7v
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「凱婷…」躲在後方的張靜宜擔憂地發聲探問,伸出手想要握住對方。202Please respect copyright.PENANA78FzMZFsoG
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陳凱婷輕輕推開對方,繼續獨自跑開。202Please respect copyright.PENANAufb95FH5d0
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「我想要一個人靜吓。」202Please respect copyright.PENANAhOJcjQFSYj
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夏天確實熱烈如常,可她的心也死得透涼。202Please respect copyright.PENANA7eEKGhZyER
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張靜宜探出頭凝視朱碩謙失聲痛哭的模樣,少年兩側拳頭捏得發白,落寞的身影明朗不再。202Please respect copyright.PENANAYWuDUmciyH
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他好像真的切切實實地愛過陳凱婷。202Please respect copyright.PENANAF5taLmtvsp
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但為甚麼後來又一手摧毀了這段關係呢?202Please respect copyright.PENANAcJ9GWdT0QU
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人類是很矛盾的動物,上一秒明明還信心十足,下一秒便會因一丁點兒的跡象而陷入迷茫。202Please respect copyright.PENANAzlEssHh04V
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張靜宜亦不外如是。202Please respect copyright.PENANAmu77zGJqmB
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她不禁回過頭仰望身後的陳曉智:「如果你一開始就知道個結局會係咁嘅話,你仲會唔會開始段感情?」202Please respect copyright.PENANAlIR7j1Ex15
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陽光傾斜到他們這邊,少年的頭髮被吹得凌亂,散漫地扒在欄杆上的模樣就像隻慵懶的貓。202Please respect copyright.PENANApQGT5SH7iK
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「我哋唔係先知,唔會一開始就知道個結局係點。」陳曉智的語氣很平靜,深啡色的瞳眸一瞬不瞬地盯著少女。202Please respect copyright.PENANA1n3xvJMXXt
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「但如果你連開始嘅勇氣都冇,咁你都注定唔會有結局。」202Please respect copyright.PENANA8xBNjf0YmV
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