「時間實際上並不能治癒傷痛。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczVy7oyN6g
它只是緩和了痛苦，模糊了記憶。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80ab86hPSf
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凌晨四點。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50BpSxb3Up
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濃郁夜色席捲一切，星辰寥落，一片深邃中藏着無數顆破碎的心。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nR0LJY7q3
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陳凱婷最近經常從夢中驚醒，帶着一身冷汗不斷喘氣。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d1BkIzY5l
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和朱碩謙分手的事至今已有三年，她一開始以為自己能慢慢揮別過去。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsUDRQRO4g
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然而隨著經歷了數段感情後，她逐漸意識到自己在不知不覺間被困在過去的回憶中，哪怕是最輕微的身體接觸都能引起她巨大的反應。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoQq0NSYKo
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某個前任曾經紅着眼，對她一字一句地說：你不能把過往的傷害，帶給下一個人。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CnJvIa6NI
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她無言以對。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvMOTqa2s3
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她何嘗不想擺脫那些陰影呢？221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkdKckWpQU
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女生臉上盡顯疲態，目光像失焦般投向床尾堆疊在一起的棉被。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGkpyS39Yb
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被子形成一座小山丘豎立她面前，腳尖被壓得一動不動，恍惚中一種喘不過氣的錯覺。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1py2QSwXpM
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她像認命般放棄掙扎，身子往下躺，視野只剩下空白一片的天花板。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0D5V9ifmt6
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月光從窗外斜斜地投射進來，在陳凱婷頭上映出拉長了的窗框影子，她懶懶地翻了個身。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yMV3HR4m5
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合上眼。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQAjvXZuPU
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回憶如黑夜般佔據一切。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpFHdrX9tk
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生活糟糕得咄咄逼人── 陳國強這半年以來進醫院的次數比以往頻繁了許多，留院檢查的時間亦延長了不少。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdbS5wmEcH
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於是陳凱婷便要負上父親掉下來的擔子，替補他缺席的課堂，此刻她大概處於同時間兼顧學業以及道場裡種種大小事的繁忙狀態。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0GYd4i3IA
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更不用說蔣玲玲的狀況了，自從陳國強成了醫院常客後，也不知道是習慣還是賭氣，她總會在晚飯時預留一個位置給常年不回來吃飯的丈夫。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIXq7zWFlz
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然後在睡覺前默默把陳國強那碗飯倒掉。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlvbr9uRxo
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陳凱婷經常一臉無奈地盯着陳國強那專屬位置，還有那雙筷子，暗自猶豫到底要否和蔣玲玲道出真相。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXrOyoe92x
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陳國強回家的機會愈來愈渺茫了。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s80FIdhbJ
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當然，她最後還是不敢說出口，生怕蔣玲玲這一受刺激病情惡化便會釀成無法收拾的局面。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJTq7JOKxk
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那晚，陳凱婷重新睡著前的最後一刻還在思考明天的行程。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnL3lHPmjJw
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早上需要回大學那邊考試，中午到醫院探望陳國強，然後晚上有長達四小時的跆拳道課。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNysPVSNRAP
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她偶爾感覺自己更和一部機械人並無二別，每天重複完成千篇一律的任務，七情六慾都被迫抑壓在心底裡發酵，然後在晚上演變成一個又一個讓她夜不能寢的噩夢。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdUfVO54ju
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她不斷在某種困局中徘徊，答案似乎離她很近，可卻永遠隔了一層紗。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9R4uu431Ay
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摸不透，看不穿，走不出來。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfWIwT1j89
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翌日，陳凱婷像個沒事人般拿著倆膠袋走進陳國強的單人病房裡。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOyyEjtpRa
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她先是打量了一遍明亮寬敞的房間，還有一旁的電視，然後把焦點放在中間的病床上。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4wbOgU1oB
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不愧是私家醫院，不愧是金錢的力量。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mIxjfKIlM
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至少她不用忍受某些陌生大叔盯得人渾身發毛的眼神，還有那股像是放了數天沒洗的髒衣服味。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4WQP3MuWB
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「嚟啦？」陳國強微微支起身子。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecxz3mzlTm
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他聲音再也沒有像以往那樣低沉莊嚴，現在更像卡了一口濃痰，聽得人耳膜不適。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4N3jhTPKhg
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「例行公事。」陳凱婷舉起膠袋晃了晃，臉上寫滿不情願。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQenY6pkd2j
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病房寂靜，窗簾透出天外的光亮晴朗。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8bcW3mDnf
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他嘆了口氣，感嘆自家女兒還是一如既往地口硬心軟：「道場嗰邊點？仲係你睇住？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uO5de3Cnx
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她聽出了他的潛台詞，皺眉，隨便拉了一張椅子坐到對面。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCPAoEgdUx
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當陳凱婷坐在那裏，靜靜看著陳國強時，總讓她有種照魔鏡的微妙感覺。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7YJ7s2ome
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她歪歪頭，默認了他的問題。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfu83rnqmx
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陳國強好像從來沒承認過自己在跆拳道方面特別有天份，更加沒有支持過自己。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhP9kxSrkF
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他好像滿腦子都只想着要由兒子去繼承道場，至於女兒……她感覺陳國強只想把她嫁出去就作罷。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktp4Rou5jh
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「點解你咁唔鍾意我去玩跆拳道呢？」陳凱婷終於捨得解開她這些年來耿耿於懷的疑團。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTLwJRe6dM
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她趁對方還在思考時順便開始幫他削蘋果。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJQ0mTlgRo
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一圈又一圈的蘋果皮堪堪掛著，她垂下頭不緊不慢地削，有股等不到答案便不會離開的堅持。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8ZttByDFU
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「窮養兒，富養女嘛……」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJrrKVIsSz
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「你有做過咩？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQFkgwM235
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她一頓，刀刃卡在拇指上，滲出的血比蘋果皮更紅。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZLkC6u4Ol
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陳國強撇開頭，躲過她銳利的目光。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIQKLySN8f
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「想。」他有氣無力地回答：「不過做唔到。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOAmHp3o6G
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她沒有接話。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrFKr9d5GK
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蘋果很快便被切成一片片稜角分明的弧形，像陳國強那日漸陷下去的雙頰，以往還算得上健康的氣息消失了蹤影，只剩下倆顴骨掛著垮下來的肌肉。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7wQuwQO4W
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陳國強閒散地靠在床頭板上，掃視了陳凱婷一眼。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXdIS7htww
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他有一瞬間的失神，似乎又看到了小學時天真爛漫的女兒，那時她經常會向自己撒嬌，還有似模似樣般模仿着他大展拳腳。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaO042K3hQ2
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後來她的笑容收斂了不少，看自己的眼神也失去了當初的敬愛。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbUmwq6LUd
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曾經的他神采飛揚，無憂無慮，身邊願意湊過來的女人多不勝數。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1DGuuBpNK
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現在他病得奄奄一息時，卻只剩下女兒願意來找自己。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fbEXjzgtd
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他不時會想，要是當初沒有在女兒失落時落井下石，也許他們還會有一絲和好的餘地。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0FDbq1Goj
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也許她不會像現今那般痛苦，似乎無法與過去的自己達成和解。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIzzlJfzY1
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他輕咳了聲：「人老咗之後，就發現其實冇咩係放唔低。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEFNhS8Quv
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走到最後，他才發現原來自己最放不下的是家人。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLR5lWtBWd
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陳凱婷奇怪地瞥了他一眼。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NHRL0efDy
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「你想表達啲咩？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQ24UsC9uu
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氣氛再度凝結。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSbC6otYpY
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半晌，他動了動。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0GMGNnwmF
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「可唔可以原諒我呢個唔稱職嘅老豆？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSb0cBD6tL
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聞言，她微仰起頭，心裡有種說不出口的難受。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6tE8bXXDU
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「你好似上一秒先怨緊陳曉智冇如你願繼承家業。」她答非所問。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bYfDLP1rA
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「講吓啫。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ck3S57BsV
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房間只剩下沉重的呼吸聲。她一時間不知道該如何回答對方。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4bnBjiTHY
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這是他們兩父女將近三年以來第一次心平氣和地聊天。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lKS392PDb
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「聽講曉智拍咗拖，叫佢遲啲帶過嚟俾我睇吓。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVfmh5znBm
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陳凱婷揚眉：「點解？」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxL6pLQkdd
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即使是她也不一定能叫得動那如膠似漆的情侶呢。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymfz3Y8UWn
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「我想臨走之前試吓做好父親嘅責任。」他努力扯出一個笑容：「死而無憾。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sawggjnP9
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「所以你而家算係點？想自己良心好過啲？」她聲線開始帶上鼻音。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrca2WA22h
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陳國強聳聳肩，眼神示意她自己意會意會。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsB6DAuVbB
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她沉默了下，對上那長得如出一轍，卻因年邁而變得混濁的瞳眸。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTJr1n6Mcc
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指尖發力捏著另一邊掌心，竭力抑制即將滿溢的情緒。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwbOXmTd40
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「我走啦。」陳凱婷瞟了一眼時鐘，直起身子往門口走。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocbrcRcuIf
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女生的身影此刻顯得無比孤獨。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPsQbTDS8z
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「凱婷。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXEPBFZJWU
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她回頭。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTsjSnYHDO
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「三年啦，放低啦。」他重重咳了下：「唔好學我過咗幾廿年先嚟後悔自己錯過咗最重要嘅嘢。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW35DSrbUU5
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「考慮吓。」221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1dpD1qjIF
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她臨開門前偏頭看了一眼。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOzgUAsBUg
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接著自嘲一笑。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMLdROCS56
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淚水不爭氣地滑下來。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC10IcBZnpO
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比起原諒陳國強，她好像需要先原諒那懦弱的自己。221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1a2wLzR99
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