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EP 22 彌榮菩提娑婆訶291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2BUonSmPo
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無往291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5pjT5ZTSl
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圓寂291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyiZasZCjW
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息災291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jQcwxX4st
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增益
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吉祥
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成就
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失去了顏色，白色的漩渦，取代了汽車的景色
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這是一個超乎想像的景觀
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平面畫一樣，但其實只是太巨大
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黑白色的渦流線，花子的身體被無數蒼白的手捉住，拉後，拉進去
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「哈哈⋯對不起⋯」
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「我果然⋯還是做不到⋯⋯」
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「一茂，你要活下去喔⋯⋯」
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「花子！」
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伸手，我捉住了她的手，要對抗面前扭曲精神的視覺
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此時我才發現，那些小手沒有在扯住她進去
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正確來說，不是那些小手在扯她進去
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而是，小手捉住、在她身上繞住的線條，而長線的末，由一個⋯存在拿住291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipXr4ATkGI
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這個存在，超自然的存在，背後有著六圈圓環，身體的比例不似人形，皮膚也並非肉色的透粉，而是金黃、銀白、海藍和電光紫291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvay3DCPZCL
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肩膀有三個，臉有四張，一張額，頰各一，而中央臉部的輪廓、條紋更是刻印出另一張臉291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYHDSEtn6d
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沒衣服，只有一把很長的紫色頭髮遮住身體，六臂，六指，指頭是蛇頭，咬住線頭
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兩腳，卻有反轉了的關節，走來，似倒後走
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胸口，伸出了一物，是一個龍頭，神話故事那種龍，黑色的鱗片，紅色的眼睛291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lTjeBlzYX
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「這是她的選擇」291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkUlJnXKNg
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聲音一把，兩聲道，一男一女，皆是厚重的聲線
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「世界已經給了她最後通牒了」
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「但是她背棄了自己，那麼她只有淪至奈落」
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「放手吧少年，這個無盡深淵，不是您該介入的事情」
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我沒有放手，即使對眼前之物，我害怕
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這就是⋯她剛才說的怪物嗎？
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然而，我更害怕失去
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我不想事到如今，放棄
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「難道我就沒有方法可以救到她嗎？」291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqou2huZ9x
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「為什麼要？您控制不了太陽升起，您控制不到缺月圓月，這個危機，您無法負擔」
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「別讓感性佔據您的靈魂，少年」
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「少女正是因為感性，才失去了靈魂」
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此時，左邊頰部的口動了
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「順道」291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWAi5ugnmp
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「吾名奇美拉，是仙境的使徒」
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「別害怕，我對您無害，唯是少女的頑念，令仙境成為噩夢之鄉」
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「而現在」
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「少女的頑念死去，仙境亦因而崩壞」
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「少女的精神，也會因此絕止」
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「爱麗絲的噩夢也得以終止，實在可喜，娑婆訶」
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「可喜？但她會因此死去啊⋯我可不允許⋯那種事情⋯」
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我閉上嘴，意識到自己在這場合中，也許不該這麼自大狂妄
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「求求您了⋯我想花子她有幸福的機會⋯她的不值得這樣的一生」
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「她只是一個孩子」
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「⋯⋯」
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龍頭閉上眼睛，一副思考的模樣
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「⋯彌榮娑婆訶」
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「世間終有結成時，施主放下執念是好」
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「⋯⋯」
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在沉默中，龍頭又繼續了
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「⋯但是⋯」
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「您的執念，實在成為業障」
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「仙境不該如此，應夢醒可分散」
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「不過，敝只是使徒，仙境的意願不是僕可動搖」
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「但是您」
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「您的執念必需降除」
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「⋯這樣吧」
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龍頭抬起了，擺出莊嚴的架子，那怕此刻氛圍詭異，曲著頸子，頭在上，以紅色的珠子看著自己，沒有瞳孔，只是紅色
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「彌榮娑婆訶！阿逝孕，度盧度盧罰闍耶帝！醯唎摩訶皤哆沙咩！」291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJhQLC937y
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梵文，我聽不懂，但我知道是，在宗教研究中接觸過這類範疇的自己，不多少也可以知道至少是那語言
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「娑婆訶」(Svaha)，是佛教經文的「真言」之意
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這是在祈禱
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「摩囉摩囉⋯麼麼罰摩囉，蕯婆訶」291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbkpacG3X4
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六手放開了線頭，隨之小手們將花子的身體推前，推向自己
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「⋯娑婆訶，罰沙罰僧」291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLN3XAiV7s
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黑色的線轉為紅色，然後化為火焰，自燃且消於無形
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「蕯婆訶！菩提夜菩提夜，地利瑟尼那⋯⋯婆夜摩那」291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJyRs7mMtu
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龍頭在説完這句後張開了嘴，一團紫色的光在其中照出
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此時聲道增多了，是六把男聲和六把女聲，有孩子的聲音，有老人的聲音，有沙啞的，有粗厚，有柔弱的，有甜密的
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聚集一起，聲音似在合唱291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCu74rtDg7
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身體上的頭，四張臉的口在一同唸著這咒文
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「室那室那⋯菩提梭哈⋯」291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYBYSUN5Sv
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「智者」
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「身負意念前行的旅人」
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八隻紫色的眼睛，兩顆紅色的珠子看著自己
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「若然要斬破頑念，還請您有所覺悟！」
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背後的六環轉動得更快，開始發光，紫、綠、黃、藍、紅、白
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「獻上您的業力吧！執迷不悟的智者！」
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「業力」，沒有一個正確的説法，但大概，就是「因果報應」的「果」吧
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「獻上業力⋯？我會死嗎？」
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「理應智者不惑」
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「仙境之力非在肉身之世，索汝之命無用」
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「仙境之力在強念！」
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是指精神嗎？
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但其實，已經做好的決定，即使害怕，我已經不可以回去了
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「波羅揭諦！彌榮蕯婆訶！揭諦揭諦！」291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZalWlOSJG
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我緊握手中的鈍器，我感覺不了身體
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「跨越業障的智者點亮生命，以神聖光輝指點迷津吧！」291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhy6UE683n1
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我的手照理已經舉不起
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然而我感覺不了任何痛感
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龍頭低了下來，以頭頂對住自己
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我敲了下去
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「波羅憎揭諦！」291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkB3Me0KABM
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頓時，一道綠色的光，吞噬了視覺
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沒有不會完結的夢291Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZkpNJercj
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也沒有會完結的夢
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