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一次意外，我失明了。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIId4cQLig
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbC69ssdJ9
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「是誰？」我問。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2gkg8yuEc
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無人回答。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzLk7HNRv7
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgT8jMYUIC
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3e1x6K7dU
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUz8QumYG4
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJNZHYFNBs
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插——289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkniLlR2012
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEDrP4kACC
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HY3JVdd0G
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他沒能回答我。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5wGAbnga5
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAtyZiIeWN
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCD8HTJqKdu
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「是誰？」我問。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7bHQP4aD9
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無人回答。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07v63WeGYX
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYorReRtNv
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jgj6UlfHb
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「是誰？」我問。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWyblx47Tc
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無人回答。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS878ikaODN
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZIJ5E94Tj
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEtto7FpGD
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEmvkx5GRZ
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhneXRYVGs
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBUnuCfIPA
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鬼？289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElwCaIrr0q
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寒意蝕骨。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNy07TavmjB
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9e15xdKdBa
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我瀕臨崩潰。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7cdu19bby
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac6RE7mwIl
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBQIRDz8gp
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一言驚醒夢中人。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zEBxkbS0h
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXhqpybqpf
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決不坐以待斃。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYGUehP8iy
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我要主動解決他們。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7vQN1Cs2V
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AlOS8t9Ox
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死不暝目。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfXqR4StFb
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9g4t7z7YbJ
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2swBqZduc
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkRma61KKr
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3ZvX06wRB
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lAXgN7euc
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfWJwtdWoD
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPKnD9uHIQ
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlVrKFaG7g
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uzSFVBllY
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死寂。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAN3sVW9IS
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又是那一道目光。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrChQ6FGGez
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哪來？289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQQpCi5GdV
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不在別處——在我心中。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9A7btZMyIV
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZkip1Nm9d
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLCerAQG4W
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnKmONQgSF
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開膛，欲取心。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEoMHGZS0M
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發現沒有心。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIkk6KJ9Cm
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只有一片虛空的黑。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQf7cwmDdg
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如深淵。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEUm6cxYuj
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無盡。289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygldLuZ5Fe
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