一次意外，我失明了。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGdDOcgFWh
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMUbPOWcUQ
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「是誰？」我問。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMudk6v3wkR
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無人回答。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPZH3SdZLb
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiCwtE56kN
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh1rbdNdiN
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxlW8nivGV
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GQJsrAlfN
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插——332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnMtxC3mF7
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgstcs3DmNt
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OcZdWmzW4
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他沒能回答我。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo8a11472w
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIW3di1j2d
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqhCzZYWz8
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「是誰？」我問。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVe0XQXaLBD
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無人回答。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsdkcJQddW
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhALwUqvE75
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWIy1m6Pr4
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「是誰？」我問。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3tNDuwfwm
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無人回答。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwZ5fbc01H
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYz5L1bovB
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZaeP9xQrk
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsYQuvFgFf
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDXytcNmRG
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXl6XnHuX6O
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鬼？332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRpPgKd1h6
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寒意蝕骨。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm25ZU64WM5
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI8xC5e3hV
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我瀕臨崩潰。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQdsaD6WUo
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIvbtByE7X
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlA0OPdF1DN
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一言驚醒夢中人。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jqyD7AJ6k
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZqHxFNp4J
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決不坐以待斃。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQ4d6yLTyJ
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我要主動解決他們。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WxG9OKIJU
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5WeBZ0Z9W
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死不暝目。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGMjMABA3Y
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2ftSVVZi6
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDajzJsKM2e
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjXeRH04PA
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8nwsSsLn4
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yk4lo3fJB
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Vx5wXg5vc
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HTdh7SXEh
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0p6KTL45Va
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWI8Q8JgUo
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死寂。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2w2fXxQxex
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又是那一道目光。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEdCdu4AbG
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哪來？332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi3ygdZxn3
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不在別處——在我心中。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ws25gRpF5
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cMWd2k9Wy
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNmqMkc4Ge
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYx6QWg4Jy
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開膛，欲取心。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iTxiUFQ3f
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發現沒有心。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX3wbr5Ks5
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只有一片虛空的黑。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDap3TPZ6Ux
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如深淵。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lguWjbr94
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無盡。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpxf418U27
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