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一次意外，我失明了。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip7UVzoUmL
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KV8EHsJjc
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「是誰？」我問。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4aSVzClFS
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無人回答。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBExSuxoK8J
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPcI50DKyg
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHUInmOiAh
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPf5awIQmpC
總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMvLB3v6KL
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv7thy39Ey
雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURSjDvPunj
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插——282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWm4XOM3f0x
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5G6NGtsxjA
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBE7p6OcjF
「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNDWbUJE9d
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他沒能回答我。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmLlSeKqqi
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tQtlBwNIT
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFdL3TK20Q
誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRPZfrsDni
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pGEZ1I4ET
「是誰？」我問。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnZS6Q68Yw
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無人回答。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPea8UzxX6l
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDPwPzbqZV
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBUr3f7NQI
沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDj0VHIyoCG
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYD46qwBmp
「是誰？」我問。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnW63kb83V
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無人回答。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgOfdLF3Cp
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz3LQqrTVK
我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEBjNt4DbX
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWMxp2V0jI
聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQa7NtDPGD
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhBuxhkbLA
難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVgrtlvGR1
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ18jZ8GTD
我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhNoCf6gjL
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlTDLL9iw6
不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWajEwdNuq
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鬼？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuj7JO5ltT
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寒意蝕骨。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDCFvrdcDn
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4M2W90vejA
接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG5KSv8fJE
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我瀕臨崩潰。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqoFvyo1Lz
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpauZVw7Zf
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkttqtIS4LZ
「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxMKQFKqD4
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一言驚醒夢中人。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlB7QsoRFuC
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlpzF4MtwD
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決不坐以待斃。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2K8Rr8WMc
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我要主動解決他們。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAR4844OubF
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtAcvTPDb5
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcw5vweolIC
死不暝目。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88mU6caRh5
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EtL17cNvN
首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUly12kkDo3
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBjlCestth
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Fw5fTQndK
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAOz2Boi4u
「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0EDaOIO3D
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gYVH4dbk4
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiA1F6NHpE
我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwTNDPK3zC
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oxhsD8Flb
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOjinHaCs7
薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOKyrlrUId
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhdODaB0R8
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死寂。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdIPjhOrj5
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又是那一道目光。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75rAR0zGOG
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哪來？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgMezPAjaJ
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不在別處——在我心中。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4lfvoAMbX
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJMQ8Q7iTM
我驀地憶起薄唇的話。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwSqjrGzNh
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeY0aDCTh9y
我擔心，是因為我有「心」。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rKsZJ0DzJ
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUfOiNrrTI
如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt5ldkhApn
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7l2yGKKxMc
開膛，欲取心。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuNvPBH75w
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發現沒有心。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PDBpe4l7K
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只有一片虛空的黑。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8f6Rc0Kicq
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如深淵。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQEGqax4nG
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無盡。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnKggHat4E
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