一次意外，我失明了。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR547vgaPat
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChBMzApt3f
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「是誰？」我問。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcmXDwjsQu
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無人回答。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbF7F6TzH2u
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlBJp6d88r
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f22lyZCp4
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI1GWkwFse
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1Kznz4I2c
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插——333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE91CbTwxdx
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU08DutefxI
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULFYyTXLDC
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他沒能回答我。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPelDHba0BS
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiYdc8ll3Y
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzaTk9trwh
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「是誰？」我問。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqVlLDznCV
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無人回答。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHVlueCBOD
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnFdAogcUY
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHTzVBCK0l
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「是誰？」我問。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fhGRiYYd0
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無人回答。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGFGdOvJzY
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbMLR6XjnG
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjrWNHfGcz
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7opFPyJ5K7
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaMjBsBDGq
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9s2nwfl2j
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鬼？333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBMPYr0l1i
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寒意蝕骨。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2JMuy0hvs
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdI4wwb1Xit
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我瀕臨崩潰。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsq526LyMg
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBs3Gy6TTt
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKE1msCfVs4
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一言驚醒夢中人。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFfmqH0gYb
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgQpWteQfi
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決不坐以待斃。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUygn2hn87
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我要主動解決他們。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHyCUcitW5
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddRh7IMRqn
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死不暝目。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXL0LpVEtCA
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrwBpAWSPG
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmaK67Jfzf
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAaLI0kZi4
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5DvtWSKNc
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqug4XABurj
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasRgkOczFM
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dSHNLlKu7
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDL3C2mabp
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvOo8Znj6B
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死寂。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv2b6uAxbo
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又是那一道目光。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhN61Ojf26p
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哪來？333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5SXmBmnqx
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不在別處——在我心中。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9gVYeqqPv
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8nkscc4Ji
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3BUSIevkQ
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00TmM8S59n
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開膛，欲取心。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslOR9EMJJ2
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發現沒有心。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCh0jkfje5
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只有一片虛空的黑。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPSmrVGdMy
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如深淵。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc01VfUQddQ
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無盡。333Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOZL9MZdHX
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