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一次意外，我失明了。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyHgoerVKe
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL17XyOy1Q
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「是誰？」我問。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRRVJ82d1B
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無人回答。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rsTVjisi2
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUPzjMWAd9
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjxsbSUmeu
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TcKybDwpH
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuEyOIobxm
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插——279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35nKuEbbzl
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nTb3AvO2e
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEYMnkjCnl
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他沒能回答我。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WeYujdwIn
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTYagqDYro
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtspTjuwR0
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「是誰？」我問。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7jmtw0jy2
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無人回答。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfYoy0qliK
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5oNt4oF0k
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewXXpSWGpT
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「是誰？」我問。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp60H2YMcFI
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無人回答。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHSVy2qnzr
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS81N6aOVB
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEuDg0g63n
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOx9EVVuko
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYe8StHs2mj
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTjPhyWyYw
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鬼？279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaUirIZmGV
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寒意蝕骨。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBrh4RBhoD
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoyPaNLZgC
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我瀕臨崩潰。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hqeV3BfvW
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtV8xkRCG4
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkRwmXVpiq
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一言驚醒夢中人。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6adTzPLfeV
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8mS8NUWVv
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決不坐以待斃。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UYrUDfFCx
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我要主動解決他們。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyRyfkq1TN
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8SYjNBXbc
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死不暝目。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTR0p6olkT
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkID84ozDT
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFU2Cmu9dj
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkOueaehj9
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYam3ZDzv0K
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPntjdTlXqd
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpBFCbGKDH
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSyWJxdm98
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eAflsPVw7
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyo96YXdE8D
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死寂。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0OXgoOyxY
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又是那一道目光。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqgQspxJA3
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哪來？279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZTZCuB9fU
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不在別處——在我心中。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQplGBnK7gM
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsZnTMKMtQ
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO5cKd8nt8
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpFaxtlZ63
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開膛，欲取心。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQimE9JTMn
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發現沒有心。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigzwSJWwnS
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只有一片虛空的黑。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnRl7NDVsB
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如深淵。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaNTRD1jcP
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無盡。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGealfjh6R1
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