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一次意外，我失明了。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrU7fZFmlF
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTD0I4L0Nz
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「是誰？」我問。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsX9o16jOd
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無人回答。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9O6MQN9BNy
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSFs4ZWZlL
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1f7Qo1NRN
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtf470X9BmJ
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdLVzhk13g
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插——290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS42nM3NPyb
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jvEtjYQI3
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtXTsWpYwV
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他沒能回答我。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMDWlahGxW
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJT8JDLXb7
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsln62UnWli
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「是誰？」我問。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiDEAvQaTB
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無人回答。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU8ppZw7PL
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdm0Amd2J9
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC81d2TfjF9
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「是誰？」我問。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqnyWfHMwE
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無人回答。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJ4TTw6IYo
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8ru99svpH
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLIAD1SAGh
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgERevBWTF7
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFDLZJgQou
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aVwcS6uwF
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鬼？290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevH6D0hMdd
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寒意蝕骨。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqA6nfaWJGi
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCdjYoZx7E
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我瀕臨崩潰。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWuM6DyBWu
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSEbsInI5h
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkd6LHwuvc
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一言驚醒夢中人。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0GBUwmhg9
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIswlovyjOv
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決不坐以待斃。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCvPHVjfTS
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我要主動解決他們。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7tAD5Q2Ad
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZmzgLL2VA
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死不暝目。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5nVLBeiB0
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDgaiXtgU7
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxJCgC6aG2
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmcvPrE2BY
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sFKvK4TH9
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0QbutpkN2
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlMWNucZVz
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH7tpb2yca
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH8oIj7ow3
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFAEijSipm
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死寂。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazy2lRpBad
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又是那一道目光。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRx6IBSwVi
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哪來？290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hPjiVvHxV
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不在別處——在我心中。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8IyuWiGew
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCJ9DFbN4X
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchLG0dnLGw
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYb3gG2wRJ
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開膛，欲取心。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrOp4xjuDu
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發現沒有心。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi4j4H7Lba
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只有一片虛空的黑。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPdLVgt44b
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如深淵。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbLfrJ79eK
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無盡。290Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPbQZkZ8Q4
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