一次意外，我失明了。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0V6lBrvNbN
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡae6TcMCLaE
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「是誰？」我問。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe2IHV05a8
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無人回答。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0bDHWdJ8s
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4qPiPZCV3
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0IeMs1VJH
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8Uq2BJjCt
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGia9P0kWW
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插——332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuvS6bPE0W
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGP62Hg3xW
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BSuyn7p8u
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他沒能回答我。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOH6OJnNzg
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlT2Iih70n2
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjze2qb1dRx
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「是誰？」我問。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPrpOVTUR1
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無人回答。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1kFj6gbho
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxURb6zS7O
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5NYC1VKJd
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「是誰？」我問。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhV8aM7Evm
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無人回答。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0biCSvk6v
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe18Q8UcY07
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZxCCR8Oaq
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44LqVqEHq5
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EPwuvs1kg
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAA3i1X5OB
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鬼？332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdLphUGD6D
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寒意蝕骨。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2FlHWdgvj
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2fgbmcmgg
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我瀕臨崩潰。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE8ujC2qGK
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgf9zfiA4r
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdl309YwGP
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一言驚醒夢中人。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIXot1lYGp
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJHBLDpjva
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決不坐以待斃。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngGUC2MggF
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我要主動解決他們。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGw4qV1bjR
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx5znd3f9s
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死不暝目。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihnuRlaWek
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHRmaFvWG0
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvYFYpuS6i
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5Fr6m8v1g
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mZOdSPhrN
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJpnANgRke
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrmctjm4oo
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG7H2f79m5
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZn5CWSjjx
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz2opfrBVL
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死寂。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruUTdA9F7s
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又是那一道目光。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp97NiEd3dV
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哪來？332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiJ8jztByP
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不在別處——在我心中。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6kPkO6XVx
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBJqmVYb3v
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6DCPBbhav
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RROodLcUb
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開膛，欲取心。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLfF0muFIP
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發現沒有心。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS92tS5RmQ
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只有一片虛空的黑。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt1wjgqlMv
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如深淵。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXO0t9xAtdu
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無盡。332Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tu25ucWKR
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