回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg84peogNvw
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Wyscxccg7
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4UZf2ANej
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FKMKh36UA
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgTEYzer3g
我的眼淚不斷湧出來654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1H5zT27jCr
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2781FdaKt
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzx1CSDb0Sr
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHFa71Lh1Z
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgqPHXgURg
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQvm4YAKwA
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lb61LMbwM
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirsXwq3Vlz
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX7a8xRUrd
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEevgrerQzV
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVBFkoIpvc
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8RmMCNjkN
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2zr7SEfBf
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0KjrUWBuP
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnzyV9CER7
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQlMT03Bcr
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDrFBP6yml
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUU6eGqL32L
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qOvpNsBiQ
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可惡！連手機也沒電！654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljBGXWlT2p
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0FxRZwcIZ
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAXCi0yU1x
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡst6sY8dvlf
我仍然有呀怡．．654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6dstLKiom
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電話沒電。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7QByNnoUc
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyja7imfIE
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2lMVbnvWa
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第６次撥號，終於通了654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa99HiCXDph
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgs4DBHpte
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwI3I3DHCz
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOnsBQ2tdQ
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGLrxgaRde
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGR6ieonxN
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBNEON7vse
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AD5vrKOgH
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KUtDTU5z5
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJB3sIs0cK
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aJg4t9nYv
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobjddSJI1r
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCQEdBncyo
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqDtlyMt13
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRKrtFy5ku
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「你．．等陣有野做？」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8P5zbiavt7
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGih9nsqgDV
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Czn7IQxqb
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsGLfapoom
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfLDMEBQMg
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz4sJmy8s8
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81UGWb36Ui
我仔細想想，還是算了654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqQSAfqzJS
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsfbRfU2rG
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrDXgwozuN
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9CcauNA0l
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYJmsyyyEX
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpr2BJyuhv
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFH76UKx8b
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgSM7WvRmb
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMKLZrV1r7
我也只好乘巴士回家654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL2ke8JQex
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OjGOscMR6
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2PAso7XuX
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回家後．．我不知如何開口654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoUDIaxCBa
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSokfz8xGJ
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhtEvwN4Hy
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAGbmOgiLk
家人可說是我的死穴654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVvHZedWYH
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKqceefl5y
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzhWgTC1WG
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBkVg7NBD2
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很累．．我真很累654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0F9JMn1tj
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我躺在床上654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EPqqKurfL
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JcJWBDU1G
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXyLWngDRM
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYz8twMhRH
