回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDfBJ4Osoq
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoia1Tjq6r
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzFnKPxz8g
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dll0Ne8XN
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkemytxPbM0
我的眼淚不斷湧出來594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKoRpyfCT2
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4tV5TOmPG
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7w7W8BtMzk
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEhVqBORT4
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3KfK1KeN8
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyS4VWTGuV
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5bpi9VhN6
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHUeSJ7n69
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZ7bAHT885
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPQQSdhIVP
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF6DDZWvdb
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57Lr0n2Xnc
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEhtpPKEjh
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9jJl6o6aN
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhXSYfcatX
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UZ3RiA31e
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb5KN1HLl7
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9dDPEAYPc
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps0k3cWBkN
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可惡！連手機也沒電！594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd14Olqugfq
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirHEMjtdud
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0ngExE1Sd
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAU5zwFrBpk
我仍然有呀怡．．594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEkJlnMvai
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電話沒電。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxorHO2XZL
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuk4xlq0VG
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bxWRQPFdG
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第６次撥號，終於通了594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQoBFSnwtD
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n2m1q2Hv1
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkSQdQSGhj
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhhrBDhY5h
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk2iOabTOs
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv5Cfsuy7j
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYITunl6HNv
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rr37HDCoA
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4llBuduH74
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ485wgO5QdO
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59aWD4XURh
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBK4PytYZp
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtLMfDPvTI
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Yo5HPZ6PR
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM647Tbm16J
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「你．．等陣有野做？」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEQ0yGb7Uz
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwbote957u
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FJXyigzAG
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aPNxSbjVg
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQEfybm9DQ
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqTLXu62PA
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jmSZZCmez
我仔細想想，還是算了594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0159DvdCIV
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngNKVEpwwy
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEIoYnICKg
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKK9M8fksC
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLLU5WxNce
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfVfSXNrd4
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyL5NElWlKZ
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuRkNfK3nu
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbFYgqDGEm
我也只好乘巴士回家594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcqoBpXSnT
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGR1VyDK3c
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iO4Ea0Jb3
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回家後．．我不知如何開口594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsdSMLnvdH
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsk4Ec77IxE
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsye49bPqo2
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFIRNsqt5w
家人可說是我的死穴594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDABxkLwkD
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNl1rzagPt
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjM08jUxar
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiQW37Cr3M
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很累．．我真很累594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ML2VOz0vg
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我躺在床上594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg322fyvQI
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvQ9d2vohu
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9siaMWsnf2
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln34UDA9hL
