回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTBmBnsJVg
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8ZHhfppfQ
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFA9GcvA1K7
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfR4dRu69b
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWjpJNBx6T
我的眼淚不斷湧出來598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6ORVOM4cj
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BAMCnow5U
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡev1RPTufUJ
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtIkMXREd3
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiW36l9b0xg
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xYcDgxjf9
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kcoT4lkoU
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikneRIziOP
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VAXyG3XxI
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpK8isuSyVb
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX53bpBAc5D
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmVqWg5a2E
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs75nmO3wpy
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPXSXEZTgK
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoIh3GA3tL
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM7LtdPVrR
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fO0oKJgMp
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNIfTAiip2
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0gWyVomGN
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可惡！連手機也沒電！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxwWiIaBYn
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD7dYix6Rj
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPncp2TY5HR
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bAOPTYbJs
我仍然有呀怡．．598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73yj2038kB
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電話沒電。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbfvb5E8aF
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5h5i8esoU
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy7yLTV6JH
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第６次撥號，終於通了598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiE5O7COwM
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv6jkkveeo
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pYiHEHlh4
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBmvrC0xky
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbk9U0kR92
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgmkyyJNdE
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTz6saCvW7E
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrermBITGq
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eCsnjSIfa
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cLgGyoWFD
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZ8OFeCm6y
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6r3CNiHL3
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8F1TFSXNW6
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzUbfe0K3x
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgu4zrROTT
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「你．．等陣有野做？」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzPr8XIEgy
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0z8fCkRmJ
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9NwelohvW
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06eW4fjdxn
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqIbx5yHgs
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VKAoVlobs
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVtirNfn18
我仔細想想，還是算了598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLr111QQhd2
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1e8onX82pv
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzcmSwOTR6
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjF4VkusRhZ
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKMWpNxRe6
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSw1xXeKobW
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdPlH2OrvG
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUEzUuXeVE
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5rVKLpIRE
我也只好乘巴士回家598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaktnn6nH0
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoEPCYzed1
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbwygXBsIX
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回家後．．我不知如何開口598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA41PVMgI5t
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NpKJPAxV5
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSUApEUat7
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNK5na4synN
家人可說是我的死穴598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSNqN4Jk9L
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTtqlBSgbj
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaDNSJOjUa
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHyywcDXoa
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很累．．我真很累598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdk8hF7TEQ
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我躺在床上598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4bYnODJD2
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBtW5Vkdt7
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtOgbu9VRX
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw1G6x6ymk
