回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeJTdVcaPb
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WgRXz0aOx
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmbVicvFtk
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9i2RZrPfg
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J1530QZj3
我的眼淚不斷湧出來658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6P51FNutK
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡch9oDcc084
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMClA7CUQr
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2kl5Z86pS
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RuCO3jlRA
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNtTgD26Wk
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUsCRw6gHe
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jROZg6Krq
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fDeJZu3Df
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNIRuADQop
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAt6ZhuOKP0
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9Jte3ipq0
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLD5OSzNFvi
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyE1MRS1i4
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWHnTXpKCf
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwsGHtFwrb
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSCaIoJZRq
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKaZa0TNP7
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD41FO4bLqN
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可惡！連手機也沒電！658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmuafMmRYp
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfViDRgJdX
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJ5Ej559As
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRImaUzsTgh
我仍然有呀怡．．658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8gi4sNNPS
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電話沒電。658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBo9q6b0ol8
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpcQyRRkKp
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CSoDdhYBM
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第６次撥號，終於通了658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5NWLDafn0
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqDQxpZAch
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQ0gr96YGe
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4vbCz5lek
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oqzC4GILB
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHCeDYu6Xj
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdO55dYym6
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDtJIreEX3
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KhZK2YM26
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe66dF2GSM6
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6TgFygJxh
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGePQ2CJ8IW
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrN9bTQgBiQ
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtqmbUIqCF
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7d2rluZUcZ
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「你．．等陣有野做？」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FrtAo9xU1
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBM3u4rlPhz
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzG2orjhRb
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4Xprmy3YX
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpJhnkzmg9
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxvPjpoko9
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a6TyCkq3j
我仔細想想，還是算了658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt97RGAQQXq
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6klQva71y
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfEOpIOfBK
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0a1BF4ZYL7
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxfREV7hkU
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw8lvI3oqR
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWWdO7N2WV
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFq9A2cs8I
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEQ19FrwBw
我也只好乘巴士回家658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlbmmcHQhk
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCm5fYj8m0
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPAOzsmyPb
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回家後．．我不知如何開口658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvelrFgXe7
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdxItC9DFA
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHd69Ymzw6
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHyZv6SxaC
家人可說是我的死穴658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNpSY3p75L
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFG3xJxmF4
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTzTPampy5
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC893WC6vgd
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很累．．我真很累658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGny0aPkFC
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我躺在床上658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJUkIELfXS
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhry9RRjlMW
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0N423kIX2
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWMC2LZ05P
