回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEgzHhnZ7T
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtapZIE81U
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoP8sFzNkB
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcEFZr70IB
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyfOV85h30
我的眼淚不斷湧出來657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJ4Ww3TBBt
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpnxhexKP5
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYMvOUChqE
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA3cWTLdIM
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmABnJwxgIR
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW82ueLN7Ea
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAXeMdO33H
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRFc7k9nR3
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6JruuIzKh
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWy0Nl8kRbb
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qau70QWhn
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLoP3dgSdw
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MWD3RI000
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5P7xrm6L9v
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Zmg7sDPkY
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHE2fvPW9M
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUZvFNQDd7
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvk67i7sm3i
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIWvbgJyqv
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可惡！連手機也沒電！657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RtdRBpzwa
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmLJcexmOV
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFg5s4rouY
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQP8S4ePwY
我仍然有呀怡．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZsaOcP0c4
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電話沒電。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKdVF4owHO
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcP1YSMqJzx
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8iCPI2IR1
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第６次撥號，終於通了657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05Nz5761OQ
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yAKvqWJYg
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dBp2dzZZU
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGzEAu9OWw
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7xvF0UzJQ
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaF4fbwxfJ
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1946eHYZwF
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBn9cx4eWz
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLz2ljpC9x
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZ4pGrzrYn
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrMjIb2R9T
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOUqGKMimE
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B3vvYXOWR
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dGKIivgIg
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85EqDRbVhQ
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「你．．等陣有野做？」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIWOTlbZID
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJZHIiNmyT
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJAyH4mwBT
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a6YLfTdDG
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPSGzqh4IP
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe8VsN9arJ
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMDM2h33wm
我仔細想想，還是算了657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVxl3qGfxv
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEq4ibf3Ro
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9NZLhJKdo
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MhZ0syH5I
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUFsuA1oHr
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qQdlyMwT6
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwzN0vGhvT
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtK7TfNAXEc
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkAAhgBNWd
我也只好乘巴士回家657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kUURJTH37
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRJBpZ094o
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKfw4ZzTSk
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回家後．．我不知如何開口657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF1cBoM382
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSoSed97o6
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZTRGnMLXI
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYogt0jksSM
家人可說是我的死穴657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3fEqp6YW2
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyi7SFVWDO
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2r45nRgTP
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmINzEfwkz7
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很累．．我真很累657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNEota8eFn
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我躺在床上657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLILKZCyv2q
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7cOjPBFbP
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRJ8b0RcFR
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcnZpFGDKy
