仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nO2WA3CZp
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCGdptjx6H
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeYtWWYgZq
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUBdRGhDw2
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2SrR8NY2M
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我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIoajwpfRm
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"我諗可以嘅。"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6S1js988B
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接近六點，佢回覆我。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yllY1ZsjZ
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRRlRLXM8x
一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhhcFeqwUp
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzLj1cDwcJ
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"嗯........好吖。"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNG8CZQz7g
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佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBprsnLGK4K
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtELqprREQ
"係咪有心事？"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7bsErZs50
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我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIkHZ2pmSd
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSn4fSRgZ4
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡut5eVqu1la
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsgf7XElvp
"嗯......無嘢呀！"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxq40mUilX
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zRnpAtHFv
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hwrCikK9h
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"今晚上你度，好唔好？"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVg7CEvH94x
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFQg7JDHVV
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5X23R5Rz3u
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我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtNUx7kAYb
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"唔得就算啦！"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q5sw2wTBf
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見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpaaue1M2G
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"唔係呀，只不過........."357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23t1849IRT
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我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c6kzzzzqa
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"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKgMqbNCyl
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqVsiqOl1t
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qtyLMkDTK
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTAahqpxa9
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmjNbpryth
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZEztIIsFN
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RHG3WIlGN
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1wUcbXE9P
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV4LAi0fQb
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVlfdCYEcr
"一陣再搵你！"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdd6JCSGQ5
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqQ7blfqjx
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu9KNTIT7e
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGWZ7857Sh
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxmqSVH0N9
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu5rbRcsq5
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6BeV491aP
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXTftIKZJ1
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY5UA86Cuy
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"唔好咁啦！"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelUC8Bzrs1
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBtymooKyz
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoswyunHJVv
"我好快返嚟，等我。"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj09lsLyd9l
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佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPTTy5KZfS
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEcj8V5euC
我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFK3VHKkca
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0u5U3ySaDe
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHEqQPwC0H
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdotmg4Evz
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNBoE0InE1
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我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbNmgkDarj
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPfjIVHoiK
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwT5aPRN8i
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不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9QMgiWd15
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqusFlCQuKY
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EmFUQdcJO
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4hHjPdKw2
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7gAdvh65h
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可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZqKkPSbli
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljqLpAXjpZ
.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpszizqbuZ
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呢張係四個月前第一張。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjMUO9nCyO
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Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPEnilKIQB
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『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc16nMvOsN2
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBa2zhDaA6S
呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX70glBkyyG
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『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPV48XxcdjW
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohpfBNNUOO
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以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYrSBb0zFN
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尤其是最後一張。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUodbKUrYwo
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNiaSDFSqW
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXxWdrbQAF
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下星期三？咪即係今日！357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvbrS6Iy9a
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嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqwoIjhuco
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo1x2kjlAd
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUOhtUoBsS
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVV3iZFbIVg
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8kbebFiwh
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmMlwoHM5t
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsf0kOGSfet
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACIiJDxISv
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtxK6pfZ68
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciWiRQEQDY
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZrPlv5MIe
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0cNp56K56
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZA6TXXejf
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mjZ0IKPdG
"我call咗車，我走先！"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXaMSG5c3H
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bNSz0cHIP
男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrLM609sAh
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMj2eoD9QN9
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoC1wuHP7VP
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“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHM4Y1bwSk
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男友追到落嚟。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjUgo8kmdC
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8ER6qZp6n
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodOzSi07pL
我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93vjFn7lRu
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgHSfOpLCQ
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZSro071uc
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNq8LxvAxm
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38GkyE0DMY
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我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyN05th0oTR
