呢次係我第一次向George發脾氣，當我冷靜落嚟，我問自己，點解咁橫蠻無理，幾時開始將佢對我嘅尊重，變成罪名而向佢指責？我責怪自己。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5azH6pX7U
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莫非我真係受到Julie喺facebook發嘅帖文同埋相片影響？572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2L2wk8cQPy
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而家每個月一兩次，大多數喺星期一，Julie都會post佢前一兩日喺海外影嘅相片，每次景點都唔同，但全部都鄰近George而家工作緊嘅城市。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBdGXpOJdk
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如果我無推斷錯誤，佢哋兩個應該係喺定期會議前後，一齊出遊去玩。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRJh7YtUgo
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George前日話會再聯絡我，但過咗兩日，佢一啲音訊都無，理解佢需要時間陪Julie，仲要兼顧工作，忙碌到無時間搵我係可以想像得到。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzggDcyUSh
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不過，一直到而家，Julie所post嘅每一張相，George都無出現過，甚至George借調總公司前，同佢一次旅行，Julie都無post過任何一張佢哋嘅合照。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YL3ejqEPH
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無明顯出現，唔代表完全無，只係顯示Julie處事好有心思同技巧。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsYjyRhIat
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只因為Julie嗰次post佢喺酒店房間嘅相，喺相片嘅一個角落，George著住浴袍嘅背影，倒照喺一塊茶色玻璃上面。雖然係淡淡一個背影，我同George一齊咁耐，一眼就認得出係佢。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfB9XCHzDm
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到底係Julie好有技巧咁將George擺喺鏡頭之內，定係無意將佢影埋上鏡，我就無從稽考。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLuFGG0YZH
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但出嚟嘅效果，雖然有一啲撲朔迷離感覺，但係令到好多人知道佢有親密伴侶。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaX6NIlMVo
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佢呢一張相，得到好多佢嘅朋友留言向佢祝福，呢啲係咪George師姐所講，佢係隱晦向所有朋友宣布佢同George復合呢。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJcnWBLYdG
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我想呃自己，George未必同佢喺埋一齊，Julie讀大學嘅時候，佢同George一齊之初，喺佢啲相片裡面George都無出現過，直至佢哋關係穩定咗，Julie先將佢哋嘅合照擺上社交媒體，呢啲係佢嘅手法。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwa2uIay77
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而家佢哋嘅情況會唔會都係咁，代表佢哋關係仲未穩定呢？我係咪仲有一線希望？不過我唔敢奢望。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY7i0X05ey
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結果將會係點，越嚟越清楚，我只可以向現實屈服，接受George離我越嚟越遠。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSMmchaX3c
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下晝差唔多六點，老闆同我一齊見完最後一個客，佢準備放工。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnC5YRP8jry
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"細C，今晚唔好返公司喇，早啲返屋企休息吓啦！"572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17HWEZDrFP
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老闆突然咁同我講，我手都震埋，我怕佢知道前晚我同van仔喺office嘅事。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNtQhHm25D
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"我......."572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNbUGw0QnF
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雖然我諗唔到點解佢會知道，但既然東窗事發，我倒不如向佢道歉，希望佢原諒我。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7u8c1bKMD
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我仲未道歉，佢見到附近有間cafe，叫我入去飲杯嘢，傾一陣。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GrzI4YnWB
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"唉，我明白你呢輪心情好差，我見到你情緒波動好大，成日若有所思咁樣，我估你感情出現問題，係唔係？"572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9IATmpBQE
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買咗兩杯咖啡，一坐低，老闆就問我。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq3RbLSN0K
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嗰日老闆親眼見到我控制唔住情緒，伏喺佢膊頭喊。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSM1oFoR0y
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佢咁講，我又再次諗起George，眼開始紅。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmunEcBl01
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"咩事都好，睇開啲啦，我見你有事無事，見完客都趕返公司，孤零零一個人喺公司，盞喺度胡思亂想啫！"572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpsYejTbVA
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老闆語重心長，佢咁關心我，而我就喺佢公司裡面胡混，我更加慚愧。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2o8FagLcj
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"我爸爸、媽媽去咗旅行，細佬住hall，返屋企都係得我一個對住四面牆，都係咁孤獨。"572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFuvVU3iLQ
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"傻女，就算係四面牆，屋企嗰四面係暖嘅，office嗰四面係冰冷嘅，聽我講，今晚早啲返去，休息吓又好，搵朋友傾吓偈又好，一於唔準返office。你嫌孤獨，聽晚放工，我請你食飯！"572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAcIcXuiXH
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老闆講完，催我飲埋杯咖啡，就趕我上車，送我返到屋企樓下。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8N75WyVvPm
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上到屋企先得閒開同事send俾我嘅短訊。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhELNuy8Qjm
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係負責同van仔交收嘅同事，佢未夠五點俾嘅message，佢話間物流公司換咗司機，佢好開心，話日後唔使再同van仔交收，受佢氣。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgzpfsWdIN
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老闆話屋企啲牆係暖嘅，我想等嘅人，一直都無音訊，我係被遺忘咗，所以無論呢四面牆係暖或者冷，都令人感覺孤寂。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGkbuQ54vg
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我唔知van仔因為乜嘢事唔嚟我哋公司，我怕因為前晚嘅事影響到佢，孤獨嘅心喺死寂環境包圍之下，我更加想見佢。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡra0FybpxSj
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有時我憎恨自己，明明唔想同van仔糾纏，但自己嘅意志力又薄弱，忍耐唔到內心寂寞而想佢陪吓我，每次同佢親密接觸後，又感到內疚。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdeW29xHs6
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“喂呀，做咩換咗人，唔係你上我公司？”572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4NpQj3SLS
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佢揸緊車，未必方便講電話，我send message俾佢。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw1X5jLC9M
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“老實同我講，唔係發生咩事嘛？”572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRZTkHmIO3
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佢成個鐘頭都無回應，我直接啲問佢。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkBx9TxRau
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van仔一路無回應，成間屋好死寂，我怕佢真係出咗事，但係我唯⼀可以做，就係等佢回覆，呢幾個月嚟，我已經習慣咗等，等George，而加等van仔。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EBkx0HzBy
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“無嘢！咪亂諗啦，我去旅行嘛，條友頂住幾日，我返嚟就我做翻！”572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3zrAlcv4R
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我等多成半個鐘，van仔終於打電話比我，聽得出佢有難言之隱。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Bg3ID5CTo
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“你無呃我嘛？我怕連你都離開埋我......”572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNNvfRsa4b
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van仔都要離開，近排唯一一個陪我嘅人都唔喺度，一輪孤寂感衝上我腦門。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5GS2GHLXw
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“係呀，做咩？有嘢想講？”572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEr3FL4ABI
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van仔似乎唔明我諗咩。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Gt98uYg3N
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“無呀，我...我...想見吓你，嗯.....你唔得閒就算啦。”572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21dRuhNg6H
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雖然van仔只係去一個星期，但寂聊感覺已經壓住我，幾乎呼吸唔到。
好想有啲人氣喺我身邊，好想見吓佢，雖然我哋只係隔咗四十八小時無見面，我好自私，想離開香港時前，丢低Gigi，嚟陪多我一陣！572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5SMNO9MEY
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“得閒！點會唔得閑！你俾一個鐘頭我，一個鐘頭後即到，一個鐘！”572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxxAsqdFqi
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“小心揸車呀！”572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVgK2MvNoU
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我好認真同佢講。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BM40xojxo
