仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiECIsCvFR
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJscs137stY
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtpvK5bZlf
如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkkxyrWowH
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFeuZWCM1k
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9huhYsBc7
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGGAQdPw7w
我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaBuSI4yA3
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFNR7wOQMu
"我諗可以嘅。"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1sd69FvDa
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7HfmOvoxF
接近六點，佢回覆我。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwCxjsSzIE
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkzycfRRdo
一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqRlmgyRpi
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrTuGWrtpq
"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pfIYld80z
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnJ7JInKXz
"嗯........好吖。"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zXA0deOtU
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBgstg5mYC
佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihzm6bfDUT
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡourXCMvfbX
"係咪有心事？"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrO05DDcVD
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB4OoqXKCC
我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjnvtk6pDy
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDNb4f5YyG
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzuomGmGeF
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmyo1doPY6
"嗯......無嘢呀！"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfwtoTb2C1
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1r8Ik2fyYw
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5Iar4vuzH
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdt9YPEDZS
"今晚上你度，好唔好？"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlGf8gKNGS
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaCYANdhwi
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MDHJhf7cm
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OBFZm677U
我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HXbM5bDsM
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAALNKoxbB
"唔得就算啦！"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KjRyNKDFt
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspgfCbRz8T
見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKf5DSJFr7S
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7HwHnxqf6
"唔係呀，只不過........."356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJA3AI5JYXT
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCCNNqZ1Tx
我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1rRGyc9ao
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasPGg6IhJ0
"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOcwwCC83X
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHPzSpcDzI
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG04m4l8lOO
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRI4S4fLXVo
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8Zkxjjq7O
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzrBYC0IMR
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs56r32bQdi
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEl1KSOmeQv
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7mwTTVXXw
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZYHS2xyEk
"一陣再搵你！"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfGljbf6dY
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTN6yVdzj5
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KsXIuNRY0
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcqLcYGnHj
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduezul9pIl
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7gTsNy2Dj
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCLvZsDeWc
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4ZL1K0fVn
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S3ijOT1Vi
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdw96THCNV
"唔好咁啦！"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXz4jj0w7P
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrtTAhCx4H
男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauvwYfnfqI
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VS8XE28yO
"我好快返嚟，等我。"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB9VYaVjxF
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaLjxlnoLG
佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWrNMlrmRa
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdIL6G2v9u
我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N1yzvbyHw
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JrzLI3TZD
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeqzC7dgnb
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGE9g8tLxpz
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0v50CrSap
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI1mb9NXwv
我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQ7VP588AJ
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFApjk91cw
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1NYATM4Ku
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qhbfDUFFo
不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SnFuurW6p
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yMjipxHXU
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3O92EvXpQ
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgeMlrQVNx
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEA57OZH2x
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uQsjilMma
可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KoDy2eizQ
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDAC3qh74b
.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHy53xkQ1h
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZqttnPi4g
呢張係四個月前第一張。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS7qnAyXO3
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmKGobYpqO
Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGqjixDbsc
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oHlt6SZRY
『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJM1fnO3Jo
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOqWOL9QPf
呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdMaRlFVCF
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QEfHjg5zP
『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeULLIRNsPM
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt1mWtQuKT
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsNYsVsWfl
以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCeg4b0zLU
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尤其是最後一張。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPEYHtfHQr
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeTh9iGtRb
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmthIzeQAQE
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6xp3o5JZE
下星期三？咪即係今日！356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvz9t3kHMAe
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嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hSpRxxV4A
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVoX0AkuRu
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6Q2etsJiP
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeghj5pn74u
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUN4G7zQ9k
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOw7Jk8vTs2
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1W5LEZ0YJ
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4xx09uXFj
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNw7v3YGEWc
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Wmf7C6bYJ
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKFwjxeWDQ
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQrbXPfMUA
"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2uOARZSjX
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAc2PcSXLh
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlT8yZFDId
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCz8uoYJZx
"我call咗車，我走先！"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCD6rgVnOmP
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KlcWLFy1b
男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YkzGwpwkg
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fQ93l3xHR
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFoTASvs81
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“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUX5h9w2MQT
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfejLTo9Yk
男友追到落嚟。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5TJQteLRD
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOX5XoEVtZ
“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpQ9JPi4aS
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvBgxUdCUo
我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aOakFjNMa
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzyO0q14mv
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpfUnkldph
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXg7IkiWfoo
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd5a2XpKT0
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKbYztePSM
我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvdf38Qvby
