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The next morning you woke up at 5 am as usual and went out for your morning run. You could barely sleep but staying in bed served no purpose since your thoughts wouldn’t give you a break.
Last night seemed like a dream, it was so strange to have had a nice evening in the company of none other than your ex-husband. It was the first time in over a year you two actually held a conversation that didn’t involve any form of heartache.
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“Satoru… “ you whisper stopping mid-run, breathing heavily, you can’t help but think about him once again. What the hell was wrong with you?! He showed up at your door and you suddenly feel like… feel like something in him changed. Shaking your head you try to clear those thoughts. No… you couldn’t allow yourself to lower your guard. Gojo was a cunning and manipulative little shit! What if all of that… what if last night had been just another way to get you back in his bed?. “No!” You bit your lower lip. Why did he come back? Why couldn’t he just stay away? But most importantly… why couldn’t you just get him out of your heart, out of your mind? Why is that whenever you started feeling like you were over him… he appeared again and you were back to zero.
Suguru wouldn’t be back for another two days. What were you supposed to do? You couldn’t keep playing this game. Going back and forth between Suguru and Satoru, but not giving in to any of them. It was unfair to all of you. You inadvertently were dragging the pain. You had to do something.
Why was it so difficult? Why? Despite the fact, you left Japan and divorced Satoru you still had feelings for him. Last night when he showed up… when he hugged you at the end, it had taken all of your willpower not to kiss him.
Tears rolled down your cheeks once more.
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You had to do something. You had to put an end to this. Once and for all.
When you got back home you showered quickly and then got dressed. By the time you were drying your hair, someone knocked at the door. Your heart went crazy in your chest. Biting your lower lip you walked slowly to the door but hesitated to open it.
The person on the other side knocked at the door again and you finally opened it. Sure shit… there he was… wearing dark grey sweatpants and a light blue t-shirt. His tall body leaning against the door frame; his impossibly blue eyes free of the usual blindfold looking at you with a mix of excitement and hope. “What are you doing here Satoru?” Your tone came harsher than you intended but at least that way he would understand you didn’t want him there. “Y…y/n…. Can we talk, please?” He asked; more like begged “no Satoru… we cannot talk, this is over. This has to stop!” You repeated “I can’t keep doing this anymore! You can’t just come and go whenever you feel like it! This… is not fair” a tear rolled down your cheek making Satoru instinctually approach you. “NO! Stay away from me Satoru!” He didn’t listen to you and instead wrapped his arms around your waist, leaning his head on top of yours “I know you hate me… and you have every right to do so… but I cannot help it, I cannot help myself Y/N, I love you… I know it doesn’t sound honest coming from me… I know I hurt you beyond belief but I can’t live without you. I tried to make it up to you but you didn’t allow it. I tried to leave you alone and move on with my life but…” a sad scoff abandoned his lips “but my life is no life at all without you. I know I was an idiot. But I learned my lesson Y/N. My life is not worth anything without you in it”.
His words soothed and wounded you all at once. “I know it seems selfish to expect you to forgive me but I can’t stop myself from trying. Baby… the day I met you my life changed. I was blinded by my pride and arrogance but now… I have nothing left, without you, I could care less about material things or other people. I will do anything you ask of me, I will give up anything. Just name it and it will be done.” Divested of his pride he knelt in front of you, looking in your eyes and holding your hands tenderly. “I love you, Y/N please I beg you, please, give me another chance…”
Your emotions were all over the place. On one hand, you were furious with yourself for allowing your heart to feel so much for him. On the other, you were touched by his love declaration, by the fact that it had been over a year since your marriage was over and despite it all, he was still in love with you.
You knew him and were certain he had gone through dozens of women and yet he still could not get over you. But, was it obsession? Was it his wounded ego unable to accept someone actually left him? Or was it really… love?
He stood up slowly and cupped your face between his hands, towering over you “I won’t force you into anything you are not ready, I won’t push you to fully accept me back in your life as your lover but I want a chance to still be part of it; if you can’t give yourself to me as a lover I will take whatever you are willing to give me, even…” he swallowed “even if it’s just friendship. I don’t want to be away from you” the honesty in his inhumanly beautiful eyes struck a cord within you. This was the Satoru you fell in love with and your heart was just aching to forgive him. Right now at this moment, you wanted it. You wanted a chance to actually heal instead of shielding yourself with resentment.
“If… and this is a very hypothetical ‘if’. If I choose to let you in again… I won’t be your girlfriend nor your wife… ever again” you said trying to sound as firm and as emotionless as you could. Satoru’s eyes crystallized with unshed tears but he nodded “I know…” he did know and yet he couldn’t come to accept it but if that is what you wanted he would accept it. He owed it to you, to let you take the reigns of whatever your relationship was.
“I will accept whatever you choose Y/N, I just don’t want to be away from you anymore” he insisted.
Swallowing hard you knew what your heart wanted, it wanted to let him in again. It wanted Satoru back in your life. Even if you couldn’t forgive him completely. You couldn’t deny that having him back… did make you happy.
Right then you tried not to think about what you were going to tell Suguru; would he be furious? Biting your lower lip you tried to not think about it, not right now.
“So what now?” You asked expectantly. Satoru smiled softly and caressed your cheek “now, you let me make it up to you… “ the way he said that made your insides clench, you felt hot and a little uncomfortable. Looking away from him you took a step back.
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His six eyes registered the change in your demeanor and your blush. He didn’t comment on it because he wanted to respect your wishes but seeing you so flustered did give him the slightest hint of hope. “Let’s start this off in a good way… how about we go out for dinner?” Satoru asked enthusiastically.
“No dates….” You reply folding your arms in front of you. He sighed “it’s just food Y/N” he tried to explain although he knew you probably could see right through him. “Fine… in that case how about we order some take out and we just… talk” he offered to try to appease you.
You pursed those juicy and delicious lips he was dying to kiss before you answered “fine… but if you try something I am kicking you out…. Ok?” He nodded “ok…. “
About thirty minutes and some awkward interactions later your food finally arrived. It was Chinese takeout but Satoru also made sure to order some wine as well because he wanted to impress you. You both sat at the kitchen table and ate in silence. “Can I pour you some wine?” Asked the blue-eyed sorcerer ever the gentlemen “yes please” dinner actually helped to ease the tension, then again so did the wine. By the time you were both done with your food you were talking like normal people, well… as normal as a sorcerer talking to a ballerina could get. “… and so I had to pay for rebuilding the whole place after I blasted it to hell” you laughed at Satoru’s story. He was so good at narrating his incredible adventures.
After diner you both moved to the couch where Kiky had found Satoru’s lap again, the cat slept peacefully purring on his lap while you sat next to him nursing your glass of wine “well… at least you paid for it!” He grinned with that stupidly attractive boyish grin that made your heart stop; only then did you notice how close you both were… you didn’t want to pull back. Looking into each other’s eyes for a little too long before the inevitable happened. You actually were the one to make the move and kiss him. Satoru didn’t resist of course and instead closed his eyes and depended on the connection. Your tongues danced smoothly in each other’s mouths. You wanted to blame the wine but truth to be told, you have been wanting to do this since last night.
Pulling back for a moment you look at him and say “no strings attached… this is a one-time thing” you didn’t think you could do this if it was to become a recurring situation, you didn’t want a relationship with him but your body desired his. It was one thing to blame it on the weakness of your carnal needs it was a completely different want to admit you still wanted to have a relationship with Satoru.
Satoru looked disappointed, like he wanted to reject the idea but nodded instead, he told you he would take whatever you gave him without complaining “I’ll give you whatever want Y/N, I’ll give you anything you ask of me”.
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By now Satoru had removed the cat from his lap so he could pull you closer and have you straddle his thighs. Without hesitation you grounded your hips against him making your lover moan “I… lo-…” you cut him by placing a finger against his lips “don’t say it…” you whisper to then return to your kiss. You wouldn’t be able to stand the emotional burden if he breathed life into those three words. You wanted his body but you still wanted to shield your heart.
His hands were warm and avid, they grasped your hips tightly helping you grind on his cock faster by guiding your movements. Pulling back for a moment he helped you take off your t-shirt.
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Nimble fingers move to the edge of his T-shirt helping him out of it, exposing his beautiful pale and toned torso to you.
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A moan escapes his lips when your lips kiss his collar bone, your tongue darts out to taste his heated skin “Y/N!” Satoru moans bringing you closer so his hands can undo your bra and reveal your naked breasts. His mouth moves down quickly and surrounds a perky nipple which he then proceeds to suck on making your call out his name. Satoru repeats the same treatment for the other breast and then pulls back just enough to trail a wet path of licks and nibbles up your neck.
“I want you…” Satoru whispers in your ear, standing up he secures your legs around him and then walks you both to your room. Placing you on the bed he stops for a moment to admire how beautiful you are before he climbed on top of you like a predator.
His hands move to your shorts pulling them down along with your panties so can bask in your naked glory, his hungry graze takes you in slowly from head to toe. Licking his lips he makes a request “let me worship you” he begs on your ear, you moan as an answer and throw your head back shivering while his mouth makes its way south towards your navel. Stretching your legs he licks and kisses one of your inner thighs. He stops just a moment to look into your eyes. Satoru is dying to tell you he loves you but he knows you made it a point for him not to say it, he doesn’t want to displease you. Not now that he had you so willing to offer yourself to him. Instead, he buried his face between your legs licking your gushing slit from the bottom to the top. His tongue collected the sweet nectar he had missed so much. 11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbysiH416L
A deep groan rumbles in his chest, immediately he latches onto your lower hips sinking his tongue as deep as it could go just to taste your essence. His lips practically made out with your labia. He did always know how to drive you over the edge of sanity. Your body tenses, clenching in anticipation as the pleasure builds steadily from within. He wants you to come in his mouth, he wants everything you want to give him. Your pleasure, your desire, your body, your need for him, the scrapes of your love… whatever you are willing to spare for him. Gojo Satoru is at your mercy.
Your orgasm washes over you like a wave crashing against the shoreline, it’s sweet and violent. Your body arches under his hands but his mouth refuses to abandon its place; he craves your more than anything and you know it.
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Does it make you cruel to push him away although he keeps coming back begging for more? Was your heart that cold and hard that you couldn’t… forgive him? When he had so despondently torn himself open before you to pick whatever you wanted to take from him. The realization makes a sob escape your lips… what kind of monster have you become that you would have this man who loves you breaking apart at your feet just to satisfy your thirst for revenge.
Satoru stops and tears himself away from you, climbing back up to look into your eyes, the tears running down your cheeks make him panic. Did he hurt you? Did he cause you pain… again?! He is about to lose his mind when you wrap your arms around him and pull him closer, burying your face on his neck. Maybe the origin of all this pain you felt was in your resentment… were you about to create a curse with your internal chaos or something? You couldn’t bear to be the reason why he has to fight another day. “What… is it?” He asks tenderly caressing your head. Wrapping an arm around your waist. Make sure you knew he was here, that you were safe in his arms.
“I’m afraid…” the confession slips your lips making Satoru pull back slightly to look into your eyes. “Are you afraid of me?” He asks, dreading the answer “no…. I am afraid of myself…” you say and then swallow hard. You had to explain “I am afraid of my feelings for you… I am afraid to let you in just so you can tear me apart… again. The same way you do with everything in your path…” he is horrified to hear you say those words “I will never hurt you Y/N… I would rather die than cause you pain.” You know he is telling the truth and that’s what scares you the most. “I know…” another sob “I’m afraid of forgiving you…” there… it was finally out in the open.
Satoru nodded “I know… it is my fault you feel that way and for that, I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you. Proving to you that I won’t fail you again. I am ready to prove myself to you until I die… Y/N… I love you. I know you don’t want to hear it but is the only thing I have left” his blue eyes reminded you of clear skies, looking at you with such hope, such… longing and tenderness.
You know what your heart wants. You know you want him; because… it’s always been him and only him. No matter what you did or where you went there was no man for you other than Satoru Gojo. And the notion terrified you. Once, you’ve put your heart and faith in his hands but it was all it took for him to break you. Going through that a second time would…. Simply kill you.
“Don’t… hurt me again” you ask looking him straight in the eye “I swear on my life, my love… I will never hurt you again.” He sealed his promise with a deep kiss that you willingly received and returned. Your legs move around his hips. Noticing he still was wearing his sweatpants you move your hands down to tug at the elastic and push it down along with his boxers, your hands travel to the sensual curve of his ass pulling him closer while you squeeze the soft skin making Satoru groan on top of you and thrust his hips looking for friction.
“Open up for me princess…” he whispers against the skin of your neck while his hands move down to stretch your legs to open further. “I know I have no right and I am unworthy of you but… there is nothing else I want in the world more than for you to be mine… forever. Will you allow me to make you mine again?” His eyes piercing yours with a mix of love and lust. You nod “yes…” whether it was wrong or right. At this moment it didn’t matter anymore. It is what you wanted. You made your bed by letting him in again, now you were going to lay on it.
His long fingers moved to your soaked pussy, teasing your puffy folds before inserting his index finger “fuck… you are so tight baby” he coos and then grabbing his heavy cock with his free hand as he rubs the tip against your entrance. “Look at me princess…” he requests and when your eyes meet his, you almost died seeing the pure unadulterated devoted adoration in his eyes. You have never seen such a look on his handsome face. “I love you” and then he thrusts with a hard push of his hips, his cock stretching your narrow channel until he was all the way inside. Your hips are flush and your breath is caught on your throat. Your body lurching forward, arching at the familiar and pleasant sensation of having his cock buried within your eager womanhood.
“Satoru!” Your eyes search for his again and he moves slowly, pulling almost all the way out until only the mushroom head of his huge cock remains inside. “Fuck “ he groaned before he allowed his body to descend into madness. Your nails digging on his back, marking a path of red scratches down his spine driving him into a lust frenzy. “I’m sorry… I can’t be so gentle” he apologizes and you silence him with a hungry with and a thrust of your hips that tells him you want him to absolutely destroy you and he cannot be happier than he was at that moment.
“You are mine” whispers against your lips once your lips separate “tell me princess… let me hear you say you are mine” he begs and you oblige “I’m yours!” You scream. The entire bed lurched forward and backward with his brutal thrusts. You are so wet, your sheets are a mess and Satoru loves it. “Mine … only mine” he possessively moves his mouth to suck on your right breast leaving his mark. Planting his knees on the bed he grabs your hips and lifts them from the mattress just so he could continue his punishing pace. 11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMDrfH95lr
By now you are not able to form any thoughts that are not about Satoru and the way his cock is filling you. “Look at me love” he begs once again “you have no idea how many times I fantasized about you like this. I want to see the pleasure in your eyes when you come around my cock!” A harsh thrust makes you wince in a melange of pain and pleasure. You are about to cry, the pleasure is so intense when his long and thick dick hits the back of your cervix. A tremor runs along your body and you know you are close. 11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLuIZiIXhU
“FUCK! SATORU!” Your scream his name one last time before you fly over the edge of ecstasy. “YES! Yes! Princess! Come for daddy my love!” He groans feeling your hot insides constricting his cock making him thrust faster. At this point the sound of wet skin slapping is obscene with a load of fluids coating your lower halves “I’m gonna come baby… where do you want it, love?” He asks. You respond almost crying “INSIDE! Come inside me Satoru! Give me all your cum Daddy!” “OH FUCK MY LIFE! You are so fucking perfect!” Satoru moans loudly. The moment he heard you calling him daddy he came hard. Thick ropes of semen paint your insides.
Satoru collapses on top of you and moves to roll you on top of him, still refusing to remove his cock from inside you. “Let me stay baby… just, please let me feel you like this some more” he begs in a tender whisper on your ear. You lift your head to look in his eyes, immediately your lips meet his and you kiss like you haven’t in years.
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Satoru and you both know this is the beginning of something new for you both.
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