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濃稠黑暗若水緩緩推進,湧入室內。視野被徹底吞沒。洌風彷彿無形利爪,針紮般劃破肌膚。8964 copyright protection453PENANAXBRoZkzfcS 維尼
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時鐘懶洋洋倚在桌前,指針擺著輕蔑神色滴滴答答邁步從容前行,直至躍過數字十二。濃藍深邃的天空邊際綴著幾抹雲霞,是沉重壓抑的烏色,搖搖欲墜。一旁有微爍的星辰與琥珀色彎月安分的站崗。月華均勻灑落窗前那條十字路口,偶爾,有車輛若流星似的疾馳而過,尾帶幾束稀稀落落的光影。來了,僅一瞬,復揚長而去。8964 copyright protection453PENANAjOdpGUKBgz 維尼
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然而室內的我,卻不似平日那般了。8964 copyright protection453PENANAwT6mCLr1WG 維尼
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世界是不是,在旋轉。地面矗立逕自轉動著的老舊吊扇,幾冊書本毫無章法凌亂散落天花板。車流相繼亂了陣腳,失足墜落天空化作真正流星,窗外映入眼簾的是近在咫尺的巨大弧月與熊熊燃燒白焰的星星。8964 copyright protection453PENANAyKYoLgJal1 維尼
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安然棲於紙面上的它們忽然全都睜開了眼,眨著空洞的米白色瞳孔,在嘲笑我。8964 copyright protection453PENANA3xSTrMk2Nf 維尼
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鋼筆被我僅僅攢在手中。墨水尚未耗盡,紙質一般的平滑。然而我幾欲提筆,只想一如往昔再自然不過地飛揚揮灑……卻,只能凝滯停頓。8964 copyright protection453PENANA45TGnhOhmz 維尼
曾經有波流輕盈翻湧、有陽光眷戀佇足的靈感的湧泉已然不復如以往。龜裂閘口附著一層薄薄絨苔,凹凸不平的乾涸池底只餘幾只零星的、斑駁的文字碎片,凌亂灑落。若脫水已久將死的魚,瞪圓空洞雙眼,胸膛虛弱起伏,苟延殘喘。吸,吐。吸,吐。8964 copyright protection453PENANAMjDOX0C9js 維尼
夜風簌簌,鋪天蓋地般朝我席捲而來。迎向我的,是陰冷、是涼寒。8964 copyright protection453PENANAwfk0BHNhP3 維尼
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然後仍只能是,顫抖。8964 copyright protection453PENANAJNTfYEPUa6 維尼
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最後,任由斗大一滴濃黑墨水順著筆尖淌落慘白薄紙,暈染,渲散。良久,濃稠的黑色乾涸,形成突兀刺眼的痕跡。8964 copyright protection453PENANAIdAylCsrHs 維尼
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我哭了。一璧清澈綻開在眼前,在心間。模糊了視野,融化了理智。8964 copyright protection453PENANAvUnHY8vEVJ 維尼
咬牙。強浪般的悲憤與恨意正在上漲,彷彿潮浪。我感受著。它漫上指尖、浸入手指。忽然不由自主地,想將掌中鋼筆折斷。8964 copyright protection453PENANAgkYNhwe1Uw 維尼
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還是,心碎的聲音。8964 copyright protection453PENANAOVz3j3fx2d 維尼
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淚水像透明的墨,直直垂落,摻入紙張。淚漪一暈,無聲泛開。紙面是方正擂台,我靜靜凝視著一汪瑩白與一圈濃黑無聲碰撞、觸及、交融。那是一種不深不淺的灰褐顏色,晦暗不明的混沌形狀。8964 copyright protection453PENANAPVu8mBXTv0 維尼
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「……喂,你也該睡了吧,」母親側頸探入門縫,面無表情木然望著我。8964 copyright protection453PENANAMAt7CoVujp 維尼
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於是我僵硬的伸出手,拉熄檯燈。一晃溫和橙光就這麼毫無留戀的滅去了,絲毫不留一星餘溫。8964 copyright protection453PENANAIQcdeeTbn7 維尼
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我闔上因疲憊而發酸的雙眼。眼簾覆落的那一刻,視野一瞬間封閉,靈魂一點一點徹底冷卻下來,再無餘溫。8964 copyright protection453PENANA1LLBHOvN3s 維尼
絕望腥紅的蠱毒正在一點一滴侵蝕內心。我被啃噬的支離破碎,遍體鱗傷。而,無能為力。8964 copyright protection453PENANAeTyAOhQRnU 維尼
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