「唔使等下次喇，我而家就可以話俾你知。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjiMX7osTk
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「嗯？」小悠一臉好奇。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPpwSIfVab
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我別過視線：「不過，你可能要有心理準備…」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLvGiPLW0e
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「吓？心理準備？係咪好震驚架？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKBI6KkhzD
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「我講完之後，你或者真係會咁諗都唔定…」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVvcv08qH9
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小悠諗兩諗，忽然好似醒起某啲嘢：「吖，不過提起心理準備，我都諗起有件事要同阿帆講架。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5ak9FJx8X
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「咩事呀？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UsPZO00id
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佢笑：「都係你講先。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wvgrILLEY
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估唔到就連開口告白，都要遇到啲咁嘅橋段。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qrtuaKo0P
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如果我跟住落嚟堅持俾小悠講先，佢有99％機會又拋返個波俾我，我地之間嘅對話就會陷入沒完沒了嘅局面。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3zUfN0gsN
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所以照道理，我係應該唔理三七廿一，同佢講咗我想講嘅嘢先；只不過，呢個道理只係適用於正常情況下。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBqDzG44DF
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而家嘅情況，係我咁大個人，第一次同人告白。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlA9OAECcvP
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所以，內心稍微緊張下，都係正常吧？448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhOz1bVTlB
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雖然唔知小悠要講嘅係咩，但根據同佢相處咁耐嚟睇，八成都係蠢嘢；聽完之後，話唔定能平息心裏嘅緊張感。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPg7kcvrl4b
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就咁決定之後，我搖頭：「都係你講先啦。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh06Bv17G3g
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慶幸嘅係小悠冇將個波拋嚟拋去：「好啦，咁你聽住喇喎。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZsKQQuDHA
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「嗯。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rR8mWOGXC
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會係關休比事，定係關屋企啲零食事——我喺心入面猜測。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KdI8POAbp
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「就係，過埋呢個學期之後，我會跟紫悅一齊離開呢度。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x11WIXYhc
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欸…？448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7r2lUtuLLb
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空氣彷彿停滯於眼前。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV7ivfOIGR
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我用咗大概十秒時間去理解佢講嘅嘢：「離開呢度，係指…」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhR4043vti4
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佢接落去：「冇錯！就係離開呢個地方，出發到外地旅行。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROLn1zYT63
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「…旅行？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OAF29csr8
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「又或者換個講法，係去追逐夢想。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvTPy945W3
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「…夢想？」大腦嘅思考功能由剛才開始忽然停歇，只係識得重覆佢講嘅單字。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wKk4UfJux
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「嗯！就好似阿帆咁，我都搵到自己想做嘅嘢…阿帆？」小悠喺我眼前揮手。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTdxa0QJVQ
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「吓？我冇嘢…」我回過神來，「你諗清楚架嗱？你同赤城紫悅識咗唔係好耐咋喎…」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaV8wMAKgbm
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「嗯！就係諗得好清楚，先決定讀埋呢個學期，咁樣阿帆你會冇咁唔捨得我吖嘛。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZGJPJD9AL
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距離學期完結，仲有幾個月。小悠選擇咁早同我講，可能真係如佢所講嘅咁，我會早啲有心理準備、唔會咁唔捨得佢。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0dZT7qKQv
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雖然知道，但依然抑制唔到內心嘅激動，我強迫自己唔去表現出嚟。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwokAzTDsP
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「…你想做嘅嘢，係咩呀？」喉嚨發出乾澀嘅聲音。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirCpeuVHRo
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「我之前咪同你講過，紫悅係一個會行走於世界各地嘅龍貓學者嚟嘅？其實唔止做研究，佢真正嘅工作係拯救世界上所有有需要嘅龍貓…我想做嘅事，就係呢樣。」小悠一臉憧憬嘅表情。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXf63qdx1Jt
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「…你真心？」總係覺得，自己嘅決心俾一個莫名其妙嘅理由打斷咗。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiazE4zzfY
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佢笑：「又或者咁講，一邊拯救龍貓，一邊去睇呢個世界，呢個就係對我嚟講，呢一刻最想去追尋嘅夢想。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOOyhGcZos
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聽到佢咁講，我內心忽然一軟。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNlz8QJnmj
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然後厭惡頭先覺得決心被打斷嘅自己。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxLdyqys0S
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對於冇背景、冇來歷嘅小悠嚟講，可以填補內心一片空白嘅，就只有親眼去見識，並且切身去經歷；呢段日子以嚟佢喺學校嘅投入度就足以說明一切，但係呢個世界好大，佢唔應該俾一間小小嘅學校困住，呢一點我再明白不過。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVhXKGEkZk
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喺宏大嘅夢想面前，頭先我嘅所謂決心更顯得微不足道。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwPwGGlJhE
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我勉強揚起嘴角：「聽落好似好犀利。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zudOe11T6
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佢搖頭：「自從選完學生會之後，見到阿帆咁努力畫畫，我就開始諗自己有一日都要有想實現嘅夢想，然後親自去體驗一吓，嗰種無論如何都想要達成嘅感覺。所以倒不如話，係阿帆你令我搵到自己想做嘅事。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBTL7lIOM4
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「我明明咩都冇做過…。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChqoYffyDr
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「有架，由一開始阿帆已經幫咗我好多，唔單止包食包住，仲有供書教學…」佢開始數起手指。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbQjDvdX4E
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我笑起上嚟：「照你咁講，我係咪應該逐樣收返錢好啲？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHNFTppUI7
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「你終於笑喇。」小悠講完呢句之後，我同佢都靜咗落嚟。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwA93sinM1z
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係頭一次，我居然會去在意我地之間嘅沉默。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagF2jx6gPG
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隔咗唔知幾耐，佢再度開口：「你放心啦，雖然同你相處嘅時間唔係好長，不過我一定…」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0jshYLkvo
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唔知點解，佢講到呢度就冇再講落去。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJOH0hdAEf
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我將佢嗰條未梳好嘅頭髮撫平：「得喇，明喇。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoefASjrcLc
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喺道別嘅氣氛之下，就連呼吸一口空氣都令人感到格外無奈。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1Vtm0FUsO
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「咁到阿帆喇，你有咩要同我講呀？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8a9dRBEoj
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「我…」一時間諗唔到要講咩。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcOnuj8xFi
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「嗯？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ciMmmynfB
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我搖頭，將一瞬間閃過腦海嘅替代句子講出：「我…向學校投咗稿，成功嘅話佢地會登我幅畫喺校刊裏面。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyvHBgIamo
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「真係太好喇！」小悠望落甚至比我更興奮。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Fcb65tXzd
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至於原本要對佢講嘅說話，我選擇先藏喺心入面。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYTsj7coqM
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