一整夜,我握實高田帆送俾我嗰幅畫入睡。400Please respect copyright.PENANA9vclcs0DUw
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然後,久違地喺閉上雙眼後依然感到安心——嗰種感覺就好似以前希洋仲喺度一樣,就算黑夜籠罩四周,但內心半點懼怕都冇。400Please respect copyright.PENANAkX867C8Hjx
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去到第二日,紫悅話俾我知羅凱撒尋日喊咗一晚,因為佢唔見咗我冇幾耐之前寫俾佢嘅一封信。400Please respect copyright.PENANAaWRoQxnBEu
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「咁佢而家點呀?」我問。400Please respect copyright.PENANA2wdNlVFUQv
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「仲喊緊,話尋晚拎完出嚟之後,就唔知放咗去邊。」我從紫悅嘴裏聽到。400Please respect copyright.PENANAQVwYf5MOqn
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我無奈地笑:「你同佢講唔緊要,我可以隨時再寫俾佢架嘛。」400Please respect copyright.PENANAwUufrHaLyL
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但紫悅搖頭:「我諗冇咩機會喇,因為撒仔都就嚟要走,返去準備開學。」400Please respect copyright.PENANAM3NRfidcST
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「…咁快,」一諗到唔知幾時先可以再見到佢,我就有啲唔捨得,但我隨即想到:「不過我可以寄信俾佢!」400Please respect copyright.PENANA9YWOgXHs3n
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「嗯,撒仔收到一定好開心…」話音剛落,紫悅嘅目光就落喺我手裏面幅畫,「呢幅係…畫?」400Please respect copyright.PENANAufu2Ijv8d2
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「嗯!」我微笑答道。400Please respect copyright.PENANA88nm60wJjb
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「都唔似你畫嘅,邊個送俾你架?」400Please respect copyright.PENANASJGLxgupy1
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我望住畫裏嘅女孩同休比:「係嗰個叫做高田帆嘅男仔。」 400Please respect copyright.PENANAg32BD5mwTL
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「咁樣講起嚟,我記得撒仔同呢個高田帆…好似住得幾近?」400Please respect copyright.PENANAvLNr94QrRh
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「真係嘅?」我一時喜上眉梢。400Please respect copyright.PENANAS71WRyWwVN
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尋晚高田帆走咗之後,我先發覺原來唔記得問佢我地會唔會再見。而家知道佢同羅凱撒住得好近,話唔定以後羅凱撒再嚟渡假嘅時候,高田帆都會跟埋嚟。400Please respect copyright.PENANAsFl6Rd2FTS
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而且除咗名之外,我終於知道多一樣關於佢嘅事。400Please respect copyright.PENANASzvLxAfO9Z
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紫悅點頭:「嗯,就喺卯月以前住嘅城市裏面。」400Please respect copyright.PENANABAh0rPxiPu
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空餘嘅時候,卯月時常會對我講有關世界各地嘅事,然後不知不覺就會將話題帶到去自己出生同成長嘅地方——對於從未踏離過呢座小島嘅我嚟講,佢嘅一字一句都牽動住我內心。400Please respect copyright.PENANA0SDfxg2ER6
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而咁樣嘅地方曾經有卯月之外,原來仲有高田帆。400Please respect copyright.PENANAXlKo8bmObv
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「我想去一次。」400Please respect copyright.PENANAlUoNHZvAfk
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「唔?」紫悅好似聽到外星語言一樣,帶點疑惑。400Please respect copyright.PENANATBr3kdjyeO
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「我話…我想去一次,嗰個地方。」400Please respect copyright.PENANA5QssA6CfN6
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紫悅嘅表情一下子嚴肅起來:「唔得。」 400Please respect copyright.PENANAcighE4FWCE
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「但係…」我還未講完,已經被紫悅嘅聲音嚇倒——400Please respect copyright.PENANA9fWEyWujud
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「唔好咁任性喇,你知道太太唔會俾你離開呢間屋半步,更何況係去地球嘅另一邊。」400Please respect copyright.PENANAFZKxs78ayr
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我垂頭,腳跟上的鎖鏈映入眼簾:「呢樣我知道。」400Please respect copyright.PENANAzaNrBzzrc7
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「所以,你都係諗吓好喇——唔係,應該係話發夢都唔好諗。」然後,紫悅望向窗外,「係時候修剪吓外面嘅花草,你休息多一陣就準備上堂喇。」 400Please respect copyright.PENANAg7HfVJKgZR
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一想到接下來又要對住刻板嘅家庭教師,內心鬱悶一湧而上,但我只能對紫悅點頭:「嗯,知道。」400Please respect copyright.PENANAoZQjZSmGch
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紫悅走咗之後,我望住畫裏面嘅休比:「休比,如果有機會嘅話,我真係好想去一次。」400Please respect copyright.PENANALX1wcpHHEf
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好想再見到高田帆。400Please respect copyright.PENANAkp74T85Ga0
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隨著時間流逝,呢種心情變得愈來愈強烈;我每一日都喺度期待高田帆會再到訪呢間屋,但望住窗外一成不變嘅風景,學到嘅道理只係希望愈大失望愈大,高田帆一次都冇再嚟過。有關佢嘅回憶,就好似只係剩低手上嘅畫一樣。400Please respect copyright.PENANAYMYgg7XQfb
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然而,咁樣都無阻我成日去諗關於佢嘅事,雖然除咗佢個名,仲有佢住嘅地方、佢鍾意畫畫之外,我對佢一無所知。但我習慣想像有關高田帆嘅一切:自從上次見面之後,佢個樣同把聲有冇改變;除咗畫畫之外佢仲鍾意做啲咩;又或者,畫入面個女仔點解對佢咁重要。