直到太陽近乎消失，房門被人敲響：「希渝，係我。」係紫悅嘅聲線，然後係開門聲。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjuumc6Gr8
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我一直攤喺窗邊冇郁過，望住外面被染上橘黃色嘅天空。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEWCGLJj1n
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduoVaGjK5R
「發生咩事…！點解你會…」大概係望到我手腳上因為掙扎而造成嘅傷痕，紫悅好驚訝。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZcxHSC3Mc
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHz3x9Yjj5
我一言不發，視線半毫米都冇移動過。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26joLVntc7
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kV6zQicLH
「我去拎醫藥箱…！」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HrxVLv7PT
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4th51siVQT
紫悅返嚟之後，開始幫我包紮手腳上嘅傷。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfMbkMDWPa
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUFtJ7LDNC
「我知道，今日嘅葬禮你係好想去，但係…如果因為咁而傷害到自己嘅話，實在太唔值得，」被紫悅觸碰嘅傷口傳來劇烈刺痛，但內心一啲感覺都冇。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHF3C5iOJ3
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ148E4dPyeE
紫悅表情一沉：「因為呢一件，係卯月最唔想見到嘅事。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PHXBAFWkm
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1ubZJURoG
「值得…。」我輕聲細語。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6akzyCdAmI
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3g3ZKiCdL
「嗯？你講咩呀？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13JxOpL3r4
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKWXf2PqUu
我知道，我咩都知道。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwVN3jCp0Z
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVxv025kkl
卯月唔想再見到嗰個因為懦弱而不斷失去嘅我；我都係一樣，唔想再見到呢個殘破不堪嘅自己，所以…697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwWahPeDF3
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GI9wKLyKG
我一手奪過紫悅手上用來裁剪紗布嘅剪刀，然後往髮上一揮——697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZlx6TWnju
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVx9odWgZ28
「希渝…？」一束束飄落嘅髮絲，伴隨紫悅嘅驚呼散落到房間地上。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesFthEciW3
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrv9T6v9Pn
直到頭髮變成剛過肩嘅長度，我先願意收手。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV8j95VTBO
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8L8sBcZfC
「…點解你要咁樣做？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGpFoew9OL
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYi2w7HroYd
「由出世到而家都未剪過短髮，想試吓咩感覺。」我對紫悅笑說。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsM8OcT1nCq
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRPuRlW6iW
我撥弄雜亂不齊嘅髮尾，後背傳來還未習慣嘅颯爽感覺。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohmscyWiGw
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNQ79EkHzl
「但你都唔使一次過…」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Asz6PdPt6
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1M8q5NwHs
「紫悅，我有啲嘢想同你講。」我直望進紫悅眼裏，內心前所未有咁堅定。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeykjvEiqki
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETgBvxGKtY
然後，我將卯月臨走之前留俾我嘅說話，仲有呢一刻心裏嘅想法統統話晒俾紫悅聽。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IRjXxvfpp
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qF2XBiZWb
佢聽完之後，並冇好似我預想嘅一樣去反對甚至制止，只係小心翼翼地，好似想再確認一次一樣：「你真係決定咁做？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1oqg9Qz2G
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxxj31OWcZ
「嗯，我要去。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CrwN0Yll5
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Bn7rue3Ai
我要去做我想做嘅事。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ufZZu68II
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gi8nPtLLx
我要去高田帆所在嘅地方。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPTnFkT1gN
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwFu54aZhJ
「你呢個決定咁突然，真係嚇我一跳…」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLQZ1Kf8hl
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdyLrwL2z4
「不過，之後可能就要辛苦你。」雖然卯月講過媽媽唔會對紫悅做啲咩，但我仍然有一點擔憂。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDiliRZklo
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUK52NYiLbK
紫悅只係搖搖頭：「點會？呢層你可以放心，就算就真嘅，我都識得保護自己；反而係你呢個決定，雖然令人驚訝，但我會全力支持你。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYW4cftLWd
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo91VT2BXoX
我望住紫悅，傳達發自內心嘅謝意：「多謝你。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36I9DZgqii
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEK513kEzX
喺紫悅嘅幫助下，我計劃好偷走嘅時機，仲有最重要嘅——點樣避開母親嘅耳目，喺佢唔知情嘅情況之下離開呢間大屋，仲有呢個我生活咗十幾年嘅地方。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TUwOywqBU
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7r7T0RI7r
或者得到卯月嘅祝福，整個過程並無半點不順利嘅地方。然後，喺臨上飛機之前，我對紫悅作最後嘅道別。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPuychP6QA
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVunuR2tUYH
「你諗住去幾耐？」佢問。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJOrXadfdI
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6205F0kKUD
我聳肩道：「呢一刻我未有答案，」然後笑，「或者好快就會冇晒錢，跟住返嚟。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnWdbyDbpT
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7d1tUWexGQ
「如果係撒仔嘅話，可能知道你想搵嘅人喺邊…可惜我唔見咗佢喺嗰邊嘅聯絡方法。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSPb3xc72k
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1ybELr0hy
我搖頭：「唔使，由一開始我就決定要靠自己。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RUpQn9S9H
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbA0Z5Y2ph
「但係嗰個地方咁大，要成功搵一個人，除非呢個世界有奇蹟…。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls3lRsKRaO
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLYv8GW13A
「即使係咁，我都要去。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclU2C7caBZ
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43M8RU5hDX
「我仲未講完，你知唔知你要去嘅係個點嘅地方？」紫悅邊講邊數起手指，「係個空氣又差，物價又貴到離譜，政治更加腐敗到令人絕望嘅城市，呢啲你都唔怕？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eCUYmKRqu
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs11BxXmyA
「唔怕，一啲都唔怕。」只要諗到嗰個地方有高田帆喺度，所有對於未知嘅不安都會神奇地一掃而空。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIV9RZ1vAE
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84kj1p4Wbe
佢冇辦法咁嘆一口氣：「咁我唯有祝你同休比玩得開心啲。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQ2aHlrvMC
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpXZgs8YdL
今次嘅旅程我會帶埋休比一齊，但因為坐嘅班機唔同，佢大概會遲我一段時間至會去到目的地。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelpdtqwjRp
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iuX6SOHNQ
「唔止休比，仲有小悠！」我將嗰幅畫舉高俾紫悅睇。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqw4rZxnxl4
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuPy5TU4zC
「小悠…？都唔知你講緊乜。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngZWMXuy1J
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63ERK2S9O4
「嘻，你唔知都得。」我細細聲笑。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnSpFMpb9q
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9eBHkyzNk
「我真係唔係好明，你想做嘅事究竟係咩，俾你見到嗰個高田帆又點…？」紫悅攤手說道。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7EmePIpKQ
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymCoXBwXZD
我以笑容代替回答，然後給紫悅一個臨別嘅擁抱：「我會掛住你。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFCsskc6nx
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstImQE2Klc
「等到機會合適嘅時候，我會嚟探你。」紫悅喺我耳邊講。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4z3eScmpqQ
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCyuDFwmYS
「一定要！」我向佢伸出尾指。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwaX5dQqV5
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjCHkRUXa4
除咗休比同必要嘅證件之外，我身上只係帶住嗰幅畫咗小悠同休比嘅畫。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHDOchVLwi
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWK9CuE6v4Z
上一次係高田帆帶我踏出以往我一直冇勇氣離開嘅房間，教我如果希望真係咁虛無飄渺嘅話，我地只需要繼續去尋找。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cKWn33lEX
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4Eb6iCxlK
所以，今次我要唔依靠任何人，淨係帶住高田帆留低嗰幅對我最重要嘅畫，去搵屬於自己嘅希望。
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