812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzlCqPOONo
連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDZXthX556
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuwI2OGA69
『嘩啦——』812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZg4JJOYC0
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqcsxOnoKt
「這都下多久了......」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Sjp9Gnj45
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRXccMaylL
意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwFA55vULg
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv12Z5BUdY
枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3uyTjfUxd
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLFErkCoMG
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuqLfQdmV4
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE7vFABfw7
能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCBfyRSy3m
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwbNXaSsMg
『鈴——鈴——』812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHp3XPow8Q
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56WkZzgnaW
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSQCX1QI3C
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXnSWnMVIP
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVHe5BBGi1
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qWIPkzi0C
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzl1zigXTtA
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgwdhxTEzI
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBMfF9zlFO
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsltVnrfkn1
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaLxbur1jP
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTVsQuy0es
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6g5cukk12
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXDgfDmHkw
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQRvIu0vgr
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEo1AtOKsV
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi8V6wRsg3
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0rdXTzbh7
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBXnb7QZrF
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvAlmI1R2x
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2YAa786Td
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEP08lM3cLN
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1zaV9f0El
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZsQzqXLsy
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxLfHjvldi
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjm15Nfcah
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQo20vUnPs
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3MbKvibE4
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFzTNqu6hM
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAhSrcaFog
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPyLdKbGGM
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDQtoTfmos
「還會痛嗎？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNZDqEtPAD
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEu58bCEeD
「不會了，謝謝。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpARyWKKUD
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHC1K4l9I4
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EodAGyjMS
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzIbiQDaRq
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lfcRoPFvH
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDTj1Tw9my
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0tlgNofHl
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpd8JyDZT4
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMF1MuhHtV
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiYMFemaNR
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJxtazNA4f
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSREnisQ6Qd
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNazrWhjKt
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbbKNhIkpO
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt6T5XxQAo
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMWxTRl1eC
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGLL1w6e8V
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WcUo5tgn7
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHWRWZqS1c
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZGdAL06Nd
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgM9GMiVWJS
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3fvFgKGba
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgS1g9OrvAE
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAiSWAf1K6
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOU71e9eDg
「也是。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYrHZCAM5Z
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaYNyzrniY
我只是在逃避。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX5RJjRaGn
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZKKAfxl0u
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuzBw29Z3n
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNd5FGUFfe
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdbsZI8blc
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcxO4tOgQJ
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOw4k5JUQ2y
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9IAseZrgv
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHvpGtGNgM
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnhhsb7OPs
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqHRmVhz7L
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YvJvpUBRp
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFd5SNB7Ot
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0mX1XZuSi
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmbGmgSgvK
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvutlp5yIth
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SURf9eJJG
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPfSc43qfo
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNy4qqHGKbB
「別走！」
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfwR53c6mS
總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojvyOkfOLE
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xgIs1BcSN
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWN2w8TPuOU
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvopadIZOK
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM9WLPxQVm
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx1UcOsMfD
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAAwOB6DY3
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTBc3SVshZ
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzdQAc2nEL
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIImwSwgSi
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWrmlCPdM8
「過來！」他對我喊著。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TAk10uEkw
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDYoCbbhGO
「不。」我退後了一步。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6mBl6fapn
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbywN4Xcfm
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBwWty4H8R
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWzg058Lyb
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSz5QgtSEu
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8hvRlNdBZ
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu2gf0QiTd
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYbFNj1RJV
「我......」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmZZgA92YO
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eurwIPwPe
「不要靠近我！」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEEz52Vp5Z
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjCKZ58fnN
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0eqg2ktUZ
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCvJrbx75T
但是，我卻無法相信自己。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OSTwbwgHW
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdbF26NnrX
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfrf037TlK
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMadBAxvD8D
「你是傻子嗎！」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSdwleE7oO
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81UNZOP2xg
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi8AChyUly
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLREG12io55
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaIfbXlcvv
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCMhqHscM0
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0EkDXXbwk
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFmIPIVt5M
像烈日的太陽一般。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzODaLQQlP1
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSxmqAM8Pg
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4i9bMgjKf
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvjqMTTJTZ
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKyIhUsog9
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8bEiI0MjW
「我們回家，好嗎。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8XlLZvyfv
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44yemzZCZa
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJezK0T7Uzb
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTjKEM69Hx
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGFHQYeq5p
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33YNuD3fvI
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTE1VhIsFG
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzuoAgkTNT
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2DdvgtUbh
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklbLv0IoMZ
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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