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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW7zc5kplP
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『嘩啦——』745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0spYw5clJ
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「這都下多久了......」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFlQT9re7y
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShcT8UYQHr
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBochW5YMY
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00GF34JMsR
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能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyrkGd6WDL
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『鈴——鈴——』745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbGZw5BIVC
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終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkB3Im0kx0h
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一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcgaMmURvh
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車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqd599HLlun
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「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpT8G4Kqui
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「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7qaoZCf5Q
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我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7avFjuEipl
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我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXD8j1AS9x
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離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXC3RETUuOh
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到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCltDJVCVa
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依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8dg7cRgIK
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某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgtedAMMzO
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從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCMS0M2Snu
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是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3YIktciR2
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「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83FpHHjzlr
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紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCchSHnmv3
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「還會痛嗎？」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTV9rr4tjeF
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「不會了，謝謝。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17nFGDVtAt
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他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAWNOMUgTr
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這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKtaFmEuXl
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那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKhrLgdQn3
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聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6y6BwGk5e
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『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs53FVw5Ou2
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我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XxbHaLzvV
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『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXjJEzU9Tq
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當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbeZNMLv8M
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『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
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恍惚之間，我回到了現實。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuPkZSeJsb
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「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHegOk07pL
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「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbMbLTYgGn
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「也是。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAIb2qJIMU
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我只是在逃避。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGgOeBe9kY
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因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7ZvIEtAFa
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我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaBokbDlKr
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她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsgRjSDnd8
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從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
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夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQA2RgoTDrT
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我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUX6I3Q6q1
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發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgDUGVI01H
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不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVs8ITRwr3
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A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKBp99YUPb
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「別走！」
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總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFdXtPj7gj
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「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6X9OEsRvD
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8iyPoh1wv
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就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlQtlKp1na
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「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirmDrsHd5j
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雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOwFPrVuC6
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「過來！」他對我喊著。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmHG2evRVC
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「不。」我退後了一步。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxmqu89XvK
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他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHU9lofLLFA
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就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIEdgmQdG1
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我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWDUyNydHx
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「我......」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRaQ9YVpnM
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「不要靠近我！」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sI8iiYwR0
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我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEIPasijJh
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但是，我卻無法相信自己。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoWq2XO5KU
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「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFfSjOZ7tB
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「你是傻子嗎！」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lCIGoPGq5
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一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamZ9DJ0Gbe
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「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFtRAe7cFu
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你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPpoHBzJ90
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像烈日的太陽一般。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nyJ5AxQg6
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一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1BOMJ9THd
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就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jnJZX17zp
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「我們回家，好嗎。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DyFTJwnR5
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即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapYoYAFsf4
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就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHDPFMmkrl
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我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBpLbMGQnt
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我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPi5ri63XDA
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到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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