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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57qu5AkMZI
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9haz1zmJ3y
『嘩啦——』794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbAvnfFox2
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKJIoUeT9W
「這都下多久了......」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHcb8bc1fm
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlPtdti7KN
意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKgsCQWfQB
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPkpREf4fY
枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIk3zAeLD6I
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk4hSPcgfq
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2dQIFXCpj
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡql7L6SM8m5
能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNixo6lAJ3
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVSApgeo2v
『鈴——鈴——』794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkSWRGt5dF
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuZnmUurDA
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1j9Ut8qR3z
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknO4Fnv5vy
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGdz4s6LGw
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu1i3sD5pl
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SdpeYVsDm
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vFO9OTIHD
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUvn9TSiKN
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx4q7z1X2Y
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRVRUeD5Tt
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiTCSJJdOW
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fzyznt6j6
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Uam9ZsurD
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP6aYg8157
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWxwGfcO6K
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ata5xa2cZ
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxeWjR5o8r
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7xEEjvGBS
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXO0ngsDkN
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hu1TKXnRe
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWxSnExmLi
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT5zMhnDZH
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwvDJudq0Y
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuzPWMc6vp
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZIv2lfrjr
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssV8LliKbg
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdDS8yicTj
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmA78m805y
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAsSx8Gk4i
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04DpnFIaT5
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3N9zPIyUo3
「還會痛嗎？」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCY7E4Og0pF
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pe8QUGgDl
「不會了，謝謝。」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuuWxOP8W7
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7UXVh78ec
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPT7v0w510l
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Mkjs2lS9L
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJySQM2k4v
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpqpmsAo7V
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6T2pEq5SL
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRsH52VOuU
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ800YeOIUZq
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HGNEDlTwY
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXFgRSXWzQ
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAGrX95mzX
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBXVYavoM8
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dQkNMOIQn
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVf2Njuepk
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiFspagWAD
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RpnrYNkpU
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TpYMbTWfE
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxUzoTMche
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YDBnLAsjV
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemV3kYK9Nl
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCSrLIANyM
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJpOuc0HWr
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqrdawPxxH
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLn2sItjjf3
「也是。」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWZTRPf2ue
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMm6IFjYJ4
我只是在逃避。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdAVsYvHW5
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8mk38FE81
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoampgAl4o
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM1Ld02ijY
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3GsWrN4qG
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMCySIDKlk
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeCpvbhhGl
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrCcPdy9uP
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzvppC1o3w
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4rURMVYxy
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7Sr1mZkYv
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dGyshgLwW
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGn6jMsIoV
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufIn95xjRM
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvheYKbGM0K
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXccst4HjJk
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8ApZCoVDr
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡape4N0MD6w
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JoCq06zxy
「別走！」
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL6qHndCRM
總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs8YHfqEKV
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78WbEqIKKS
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6U6Y6NBX7
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIG7G7mjMl
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukKrbMrnES
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJWytBEqgc
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8xk1VS194
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLuSlMBf8H
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR038fXY4R
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMBITbmnyI
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFd7xdnWKV
「過來！」他對我喊著。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmah6vMn6lj
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhzd2cAHlU
「不。」我退後了一步。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeEUC5rwNK
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqOwF4YsS4
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI4AVtaLDY
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWBMGcLvb1
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bJx6xSclf
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iaKvCqg5i
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaHC6olBtd
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmrWHqqbHT
「我......」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh76UIwFJty
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7YPNGUVRp
「不要靠近我！」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ADI4gcYDB
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAd1NCRqzO
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QzNnPnkaM
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEsCbJqKNQ
但是，我卻無法相信自己。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmrtiDDl55
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxNfmJxMLh
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZyHjwlSHT
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oWzyzAPgN
「你是傻子嗎！」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU8pQuVMuc
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlhLrfAb3L
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWL5yihz0N
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2y8kirYuWa
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPa7M1qrHt
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jMl0r2P3u
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1z36l9RAA
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFGSBpfnUq
像烈日的太陽一般。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWMOkfGO5r
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJlrnjQOND
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnbRSjOQkO
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZ4Yq4NiJ3
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjpqDP1pKv
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUD3Vo91RT
「我們回家，好嗎。」794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMihQEEuLkL
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwnFOgjtXy
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiD0eV9OZN
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03rrXQdlGC
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltHVtQmUN4
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnATl9RHJy1
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgZYCD9F1r
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOuUiKnaJi
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqnHLfHy29
794Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHKufmLiUZ
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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