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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyYW6WHxDV
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『嘩啦——』790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhex7Iwzco
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「這都下多久了......」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UoneSYMbx
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALhUAcWS8i
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Lr9gKxwFA
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmutln3J6x9
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能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6lyr44Up2
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『鈴——鈴——』790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfs48HVt6LJ
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終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HDgZzQ9zC
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一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvQ5K0yxGW
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車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSmhDRIqUx
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「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lCwVgZLnK
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「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIlIVnsrP4
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我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNxiHSbupI
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我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHjAvMSkJ3
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離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGgK0CAx82
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到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdg1kCa6029
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依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGqVGXXuPw
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某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhn48eCCaN
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從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnA22osDBf
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是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwYfyuJF64
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「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLItSEX49B
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紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkVf0loAan
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「還會痛嗎？」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopCScLUnEW
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「不會了，謝謝。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFElmjlqU1J
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他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXNLX32vzA
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這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6m5MBZca7c
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那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajiLNNDhtO
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聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0I3Ency0Tm
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『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOKiRsIy2k
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我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8a3k8KNn9g
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『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlHSNevkgx
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當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvTWAilXyK
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『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
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恍惚之間，我回到了現實。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzvpMvRNr8
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「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsSXY6qdKL
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYa2ajlSuKw
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0IlKERKJ6
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「也是。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaGOki20Mu
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我只是在逃避。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlz58jWmeb
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因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgFNDGWwcc
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我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3w02TQbfK
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjKxhxnsSC
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3JokufbZB
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從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
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夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuSrk5x9rL
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我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh0CxHNLmw
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發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B1pYnVQwV
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不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVymjWyg9WF
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A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWf7HXp5xX
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「別走！」
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總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJJnfZ5bcL
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「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawThZn3tcr
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKRPrGa0O3
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就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EsaEaYqMv
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「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP3B98XF4E
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雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZu1QM7HE99
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「過來！」他對我喊著。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjs4SJTcTU
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「不。」我退後了一步。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjh9ZvXjOE
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他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6I1wcXmUQ
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就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdvOxQDOps
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我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVMnxj4VLa
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「我......」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBd026Hfx97
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「不要靠近我！」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6nZKnGZBO
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我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCMfRGwls3
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但是，我卻無法相信自己。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDlrtxROie
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「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHzNCUowq4
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「你是傻子嗎！」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTRulqRyhm
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一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EZmYqzPxe
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「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFzkP3cNdd
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你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVfUd7SNZy
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像烈日的太陽一般。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvQgluIXcI
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一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8KYVP90M0
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就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcjVADusbA
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「我們回家，好嗎。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwmHNRG5d4
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即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam74lEpiaG
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就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmW4vXMKfQ
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我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgOhVbmjDr
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我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiV4JulNpw
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到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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