崇濟坐在我的身旁,默然不語。303Please respect copyright.PENANAPRBldblE7E
我看著他憂愁的樣子,心也不好受。303Please respect copyright.PENANAoGZrXPh7H5
我和他的關係弄成這樣子,崇濟當然有責任,但是我沒有用心維繫它這也是事實。303Please respect copyright.PENANAwmghb5jLPx
我嘆了一口氣:「崇濟,我們就這樣算吧!我不想再浪費你的時間,從前我不知自己原來是一個不懂談戀愛,不懂珍惜別人的好的女孩,而現在我知道了,我不想再拖欠他人,我們就這樣吧!」303Please respect copyright.PENANA2IYUMNoqeV
「以行,我放手,不是我認為你是對的,而是我知道你累了,我不想再加重你心靈的負荷,我想說的錯的是我,是我毀了我們的關系,你不需要負任何責任。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA0rH27AyCe9
聽到崇濟的維護,我並不覺得快樂,反而覺得內疚。303Please respect copyright.PENANA6amyV3r2S5
為什麼我可以把一個那麼關心我的男人迫到出軌?303Please respect copyright.PENANAwJAwBq2s1M
或者笑晴說得對,我要為這段感情的失敗負上最大的責任。303Please respect copyright.PENANAvngPidcQFU
又或者我不適合談感情。303Please respect copyright.PENANABAxZjT9abi
尤有甚者是我不適合做任何人的女朋友。303Please respect copyright.PENANAfxvt7HsVTL
我只會辜負別人,只會把別人的心剖開,然後把它丟在地上,我就是這樣的一個人。303Please respect copyright.PENANAfEGtJSqAC5
一個不懂珍惜別人的愛的人。303Please respect copyright.PENANAfENLCxDoi7
我躺在床上,感到身心俱疲。303Please respect copyright.PENANAIq1iKxRX51
過了不久,我又有訪客。303Please respect copyright.PENANARVFHqVG5Sg
那人道:「不用起來,我看看你就走。」303Please respect copyright.PENANASeZTkoi4Uc
他撫著我的頭髮道:「如果你不康復我是不會回美國。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAomVBMCxfRk
他輕吻我的臉頰,就離開。303Please respect copyright.PENANAq878rJrLY2
我知道他是認真,我不出院他就不回美國上課。303Please respect copyright.PENANAuAo0ixaYfX
山岩從來就是一個說一不二的人。303Please respect copyright.PENANAE0dPOHIZSY
我默默的流淚。303Please respect copyright.PENANAsBchN6nnbM
「山岩,我知你想我振作,我也很想努力,然而我真是力不從心,那個堅強,遇到挫折能站起來的女孩,已經離我很遠。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA22yurxbmXD
再過幾天,來的是承遠。303Please respect copyright.PENANA3TPnVrjhr2
我病懨懨地躺在床上,已沒辦法和承遠打招呼。303Please respect copyright.PENANAUi647C2viv
承遠的聲音有著無限的痛苦。303Please respect copyright.PENANAscKYXajOL9
「對不起,以行,我知我錯怪了你,我之前說的只是氣話,你不要難過,全是我的錯你才會弄成這個樣子的。」303Please respect copyright.PENANABvKaCNAYIj
我搖搖頭。303Please respect copyright.PENANA5o0MAYDGzJ
「是我自己病,不關你的事。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAXPPRm9oA6X
忽然我想起一件很重要的事,我低聲問:「你哥哥葬在哪兒?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAefUFRCHC7M
承遠面色一黯,無奈道:「哥哥不想再做任何的儀式,只想簡簡單單。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA1OZT4xxjb5
「什麼是簡簡單單?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAyaEcN5U7eU
他決定把自己的骨灰灑進港口。303Please respect copyright.PENANAqByQAIHSXZ
我的心又再痛,承永連一個葬身之所也不要嗎?303Please respect copyright.PENANAD6JQGKyiNQ
我輕聲問:「你灑了沒有?」303Please respect copyright.PENANACyUNfDOfrm
他搖搖頭。303Please respect copyright.PENANA8P8qr6jCEL
「你等我,我很快就會好,到時我和你一起去。」303Please respect copyright.PENANATDjV7oz637
可能我說得太急,我的氣不禁喘著,然後咳起來,更是停不了。303Please respect copyright.PENANAtQgXfpkKfx
「以行你怎樣?用不用叫醫生?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAm5w0Aq9E92
我正想說他不用大驚小怪,然而我卻是咳過不停,承遠飛快地走了出去,我猜他是叫醫生。303Please respect copyright.PENANAcYnDFbL8vi
小姨走了進來,驚道:「以行,你怎樣?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAoqguzqwiGv
我喘著氣道:「我喝一口水就好了!」303Please respect copyright.PENANANFWCsG7TDH
小姨連忙倒了一杯溫水給我,我也快快喝下去。303Please respect copyright.PENANAAgpWnEtfGU
我一喝下去,不但不覺得舒暢,反而更覺得辛苦,我忍不住吐了出來,然後更是咳過不停,更吐了一口血。303Please respect copyright.PENANA6C6UosD35o
小姨看到了,臉色蒼白一片。303Please respect copyright.PENANAkPOhWmpagk
醫生這時到來,嚴肅的道:「你們先出去,我要和病人做檢查。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAku0t0Z4Nc3
又做驗查,不是吧!我已做了無數的檢查,醫生,你也驗不到什麼,只是不停用針筒抽血呀!303Please respect copyright.PENANAxvpMXTNXUe
不過,看著醫生大叔黑如包公的臉色,恐怕是不到我來選擇。303Please respect copyright.PENANAdik4eyBywi
為什麼我的病總是不好呢?303Please respect copyright.PENANAoqcezGLAh0