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No Plagiarism!7s5HL0ihknghbOVSBLEeposted on PENANA 14 July, 1914, Tuesday, Cloudy106Please respect copyright.PENANAd03KsYt8Zm
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When my son was a young boy, 8964 copyright protection102PENANAdee35K5fal 維尼
I took him into the city8964 copyright protection102PENANASCTknylxYG 維尼
To see a marching band.8964 copyright protection102PENANAiCBcl9ONF3 維尼
I said, “Son, when you grew up,8964 copyright protection102PENANAhbenKXof83 維尼
Would you be the saviour of the broken,8964 copyright protection102PENANAGFAN3pMT8T 維尼
The beaten and the damned?8964 copyright protection102PENANAaM7KsnmaHa 維尼
Your demons, and all the non-believers,8964 copyright protection102PENANAJu1RnDZLWF 維尼
The plan that they have made.8964 copyright protection102PENANAb7W3KGzit3 維尼
Would you defeat them?8964 copyright protection102PENANAxIwPBKPTpo 維尼
Because one day, I would leave you a phantom8964 copyright protection102PENANA6lS3JLvoyx 維尼
To lead you in the summer8964 copyright protection102PENANAYtw8EKi7Jt 維尼
To join the black parade.”8964 copyright protection102PENANAqxSCMIG37x 維尼
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106Please respect copyright.PENANAoJy7lS8Cof
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31 July, 1914, Friday, Foggy8964 copyright protection102PENANAuXkRWNkYIE 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAnxy9CBbK9o
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It was time to leave my son,8964 copyright protection102PENANAxmOUO97jyO 維尼
Although the sky was still dark.8964 copyright protection102PENANA2LpIdNcUoL 維尼
I saw that he was sleeping peacefully.8964 copyright protection102PENANAr3Dxn2YkOY 維尼
But how would he feel when he woke up and could not find me?8964 copyright protection102PENANALi9oh28Tep 維尼
How would he feel when he was having dinner on his own?8964 copyright protection102PENANAjHiR33FfZd 維尼
How would he feel when he had a nightmare and could not find me?8964 copyright protection102PENANAEv7tWVoOSs 維尼
My wife, his mother, left us when she gave birth to him.8964 copyright protection102PENANApPA4knUxSt 維尼
And no one was going to accompany him.8964 copyright protection102PENANAxdss5XYwOA 維尼
He was just 10!8964 copyright protection102PENANA6oRHSgBOT0 維尼
He would be lonely if I left him!8964 copyright protection102PENANA3zGsOUsHdc 維尼
Though I was just a poet with a short and weak body,8964 copyright protection102PENANASLE4I5wCmb 維尼
I still had to protect, to defend, to fight for the country.8964 copyright protection102PENANA3o6e9kxx7m 維尼
God, please tell me, what should I do?8964 copyright protection102PENANAMKuCzRIvve 維尼
Would I die8964 copyright protection102PENANA0Jf5h0voYD 維尼
Or stay alive?8964 copyright protection102PENANAcYSQxMR3GL 維尼
Would my body be found if I died?8964 copyright protection102PENANA8wsSVhbaCk 維尼
So I could formally say belated goodbye and sorry to my son?8964 copyright protection102PENANAypb9pSlpFC 維尼
Would I become a ghost if I died?8964 copyright protection102PENANAybp0O39tkR 維尼
So I could accompany my son until the end?8964 copyright protection102PENANA6sqwwT68g0 維尼
God, would you answer me?8964 copyright protection102PENANAQqpyDRCiL0 維尼
God, I was so confused about the future.8964 copyright protection102PENANAK2tU7a8nfR 維尼
I knew the war was nearly beginning.8964 copyright protection102PENANA5PrW2dPYOY 維尼
“I would fight for the country.”8964 copyright protection102PENANAfd2X7cAaFu 維尼
I remember, when I was young, I said it proudly to my dad,8964 copyright protection102PENANAswAE8Iw3rY 維尼
And I wrote many poems, 8964 copyright protection102PENANAFAK5Rkt4n2 維尼
To tell my son to be brave,8964 copyright protection102PENANAuAStbekpEb 維尼
To be strong.8964 copyright protection102PENANATJRFt8qbRE 維尼
But I was afraid…8964 copyright protection102PENANAZZyikVwesn 維尼
Afraid of dying in the war,8964 copyright protection102PENANAQ8rCOr8J03 維尼
Just liked a loser.8964 copyright protection102PENANACDwazX4iEp 維尼
God, father, my wife, my son, please forgive me…8964 copyright protection102PENANAhFyRpNQAnU 維尼
Forgive my weakness!8964 copyright protection102PENANAZL0XfNVsxn 維尼
I knew I was not a good father8964 copyright protection102PENANAeaGLU9p4Ns 維尼
Because I had to go to the war8964 copyright protection102PENANAs6GC7xUnmc 維尼
And I did not take on the responsibility of a father.8964 copyright protection102PENANAlKAA5nmCHw 維尼
All I could do was to leave this diary to you.8964 copyright protection102PENANAMKT1csZUEm 維尼
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Son,8964 copyright protection102PENANA2RggiMs11U 維尼
The night was so long,8964 copyright protection102PENANAw3osNIEq6p 維尼
And goodnight.8964 copyright protection102PENANAMPUgqj2zdj 維尼
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1 August, 1914, Saturday, Sunny8964 copyright protection102PENANAnuOwwunATF 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANA82KpC7duOV
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Dad, where were you?8964 copyright protection102PENANAZN5LMsFiX5 維尼
Where did you go?8964 copyright protection102PENANAEJvgfKn78N 維尼
Why did you leave me?8964 copyright protection102PENANAtBiveQaOwi 維尼
I was so scared!8964 copyright protection102PENANAGQcbNr6qLd 維尼
Did I do something wrong?8964 copyright protection102PENANAvOwtDcAMOO 維尼
Therefore you left me?8964 copyright protection102PENANA5IEcs9A58q 維尼
Dad, please, please come back.8964 copyright protection102PENANAAgcDfeHLWC 維尼
I knew I had done many wrong things before.8964 copyright protection102PENANAofz73tTnht 維尼
But Dad, please, please do not hate me!8964 copyright protection102PENANAyisGSa1TDv 維尼
Dad, 8964 copyright protection102PENANAI4Rrtv3aw2 維尼
I swore, I would never go home late.8964 copyright protection102PENANA0gqLVCJAXU 維尼
I swore, I would never forget to do any homework.8964 copyright protection102PENANAMq0FjCTAx1 維尼
I swore, I would never fail the exam.8964 copyright protection102PENANAXcPHr4R5Og 維尼
I swore, I would never get into any trouble.8964 copyright protection102PENANAInp0g4xOrL 維尼
I swore, I would never do any wrong things.8964 copyright protection102PENANAD28VBXBuMl 維尼
So Dad, could you please come back to me?8964 copyright protection102PENANANZNbxN0mUn 維尼
Did you know, when I looked outside the window,8964 copyright protection102PENANAGfVRf6JvpL 維尼
The golden sunlight was shining on the marching band8964 copyright protection102PENANAjHIiezMSA2 維尼
And the people who sang with them.8964 copyright protection102PENANABp7P0Ut93m 維尼
I knew how passionate they were,8964 copyright protection102PENANAhD7hDP3i5k 維尼
But I was not passionate,8964 copyright protection102PENANAGPSOT5F9GI 維尼
Because the sun could not get into my heart.8964 copyright protection102PENANAGyJxVfNOmv 維尼
Dad, you are my only sun.8964 copyright protection102PENANA9evz2ttg2e 維尼
When you left me, 8964 copyright protection102PENANATGePTF3Mln 維尼
I could only see darkness.8964 copyright protection102PENANAXc9VPSUJ8E 維尼
I could only hear silence.8964 copyright protection102PENANANFMo1sGMtm 維尼
I could only feel empty.8964 copyright protection102PENANABInNjq2q5l 維尼
Dad, did you remember,8964 copyright protection102PENANAvYwugOTkK3 維尼
Once I was sitting on a bench in the park, 8964 copyright protection102PENANAPR0ZaARJi0 維尼
Watching the leaves descend slowly and lightly,8964 copyright protection102PENANA78UfaBDxS9 維尼
I asked you, “Dad, will you leave me just like the flower leaves the tree?”8964 copyright protection102PENANAn0NaJNCOBN 維尼
And you answered me just a simple word,8964 copyright protection102PENANAYXa1U6l5hU 維尼
No.8964 copyright protection102PENANAwQ6VeFUwok 維尼
Dad, you told me not to lie,8964 copyright protection102PENANArzjr4UFTtO 維尼
But why were you lying?8964 copyright protection102PENANAjlpU3aiJfs 維尼
Dad, please come back.8964 copyright protection102PENANAvN1KD0n6lZ 維尼
The roof was leaking,8964 copyright protection102PENANAVPgvyG2pSC 維尼
The water dropped on the diary,8964 copyright protection102PENANAg1auQdWTCh 維尼
The pages became wet,8964 copyright protection102PENANAIfgQJyzt3H 維尼
And words became vague,8964 copyright protection102PENANAueTXi1hECA 維尼
And the water dropped in my eyes,8964 copyright protection102PENANAEDzrOFvDDT 維尼
Things I saw become blurry,8964 copyright protection102PENANAYRN2QrmKUq 維尼
But you were not here,8964 copyright protection102PENANAwEbr66TmEi 維尼
You could not fix it for me,8964 copyright protection102PENANARUFEHpSKqB 維尼
And I wanted to fix it,8964 copyright protection102PENANAdNxaFZB0Mf 維尼
But I was not as strong as you,8964 copyright protection102PENANAy4BjUXfshx 維尼
I was not as tall as you, 8964 copyright protection102PENANA327dcGkPn5 維尼
I could not fix it myself.8964 copyright protection102PENANApo51YRJcoL 維尼
Could you please come back?8964 copyright protection102PENANAT5rJC2zuhr 維尼
To help me fix the leaking roof?8964 copyright protection102PENANAoewHxkikoZ 維尼
I was so confused about the future,8964 copyright protection102PENANAMbqKnqSZWW 維尼
I was so lost without you.8964 copyright protection102PENANAbIfm6FZCg7 維尼
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106Please respect copyright.PENANAUGFTSw8ZyC
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15 February, 1919, Saturday, Raining8964 copyright protection102PENANAgMfFx0yonF 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAP2VZVKfYOQ
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In the morning,8964 copyright protection102PENANACrjEQd1X74 維尼
The doorbell rang,8964 copyright protection102PENANAWJoO2UptKb 維尼
And brought me back,8964 copyright protection102PENANAwyMWl82mOJ 維尼
From the memory with you,8964 copyright protection102PENANAHP2JZQmt9l 維尼
I opened the door,8964 copyright protection102PENANAT7A1f3Ruah 維尼
And I saw an old man,8964 copyright protection102PENANA4D1vQk85FZ 維尼
Wearing military uniform,8964 copyright protection102PENANArMFdnQWRQi 維尼
Using a unchanged tone,8964 copyright protection102PENANA7rQV88b2ls 維尼
Just liked a machine,8964 copyright protection102PENANAaVMEVuhlMP 維尼
To tell me about your death.8964 copyright protection102PENANAo46F4vxi1P 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAaPUUPbWzWs
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I then followed him to the hospital,8964 copyright protection102PENANARGIuJCBxOI 維尼
But when I passed through the soldier,8964 copyright protection102PENANAENRewGLUig 維尼
That was guarding the door,8964 copyright protection102PENANA5yiasWBP1b 維尼
And went into your ward,8964 copyright protection102PENANAVXn8r4m1Yl 維尼
The room was silence,8964 copyright protection102PENANAc9jozRCAFj 維尼
I could only see a beautiful straight horizontal line,8964 copyright protection102PENANAQdq1bLDzKz 維尼
On a unknown machine,8964 copyright protection102PENANA6Pi5h9pzDL 維尼
I walked next to you,8964 copyright protection102PENANAYeadeVjSGR 維尼
I saw your haggard face,8964 copyright protection102PENANAErH0n9YBBE 維尼
Without the smile you always shows me,8964 copyright protection102PENANAD86np99zhT 維尼
And I opened your clenched fist,8964 copyright protection102PENANAfbzhFRo3j3 維尼
I tried to drag your hand,8964 copyright protection102PENANAZuAGiMCCCp 維尼
To feel your temperature,8964 copyright protection102PENANAm1jAvvlG25 維尼
To feel that you are with me,8964 copyright protection102PENANA6o6XpgsQet 維尼
Just liked what we did when I was small,8964 copyright protection102PENANAnxy0c7tPZ7 維尼
But now,8964 copyright protection102PENANAnn34n6Z1zS 維尼
It was cold,8964 copyright protection102PENANAgWKe1SHP0f 維尼
And stiff.8964 copyright protection102PENANAmAGIyZc3ep 維尼
And I saw a paper,8964 copyright protection102PENANA5grKra89hS 維尼
With some red dots on it,8964 copyright protection102PENANA60E6whUhGr 維尼
That you hold in your hand,8964 copyright protection102PENANA6fspqE1Wo7 維尼
I picked it up,8964 copyright protection102PENANA195M4pkBLT 維尼
And when I opened it,8964 copyright protection102PENANAUxgdLMJTiK 維尼
I saw the words you wrote on it.8964 copyright protection102PENANAdj9GD1yUHn 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANABJwNBpJw4b
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“I tried to be perfect,8964 copyright protection102PENANAITqHVaphxV 維尼
But nothing was worth it,8964 copyright protection102PENANA9BPSm7rJMm 維尼
I do not believe it makes me real,8964 copyright protection102PENANA99WQ7q6crr 維尼
But I want to be your perfect model.8964 copyright protection102PENANAjCl9G3wavF 維尼
I am not afraid to keep on living,8964 copyright protection102PENANAhcdP4B77Uw 維尼
I am not afraid to walk this world alone,8964 copyright protection102PENANA9Dor4tnMrC 維尼
I know there is nothing I could say,8964 copyright protection102PENANAQJdQZ6RbR5 維尼
To change that I will leave you,8964 copyright protection102PENANANjM6IOOOvA 維尼
But if I stay, will I be forgiven?8964 copyright protection102PENANA7HzW7S2Rka 維尼
Will things be better if I stay?8964 copyright protection102PENANAldcOxPsXOK 維尼
And son,8964 copyright protection102PENANApD1rSHBWos 維尼
When my time comes,8964 copyright protection102PENANAI1BqvylMo2 維尼
Forget the wrong that I have done,8964 copyright protection102PENANAAhsWvgnXJC 維尼
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed,8964 copyright protection102PENANACyRpN8aGn5 維尼
And do not resent me,8964 copyright protection102PENANAiBXF7iScpd 維尼
And when you are feeling empty,8964 copyright protection102PENANAWI4xGnliIO 維尼
Keep me in your memory,8964 copyright protection102PENANAqAvDcrVbur 維尼
Leave out all the rest,8964 copyright protection102PENANAwFOMnHbHCL 維尼
Just leave out all the rest.”8964 copyright protection102PENANA8M8Hxfqdze 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANANhmuYp9Uhn
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I gently wiped the invisible sand in your eyes,8964 copyright protection102PENANArS45QFn7HN 維尼
And I finally saw your clear eyes,8964 copyright protection102PENANAhb0c1OIiI4 維尼
through the window of the soul,8964 copyright protection102PENANALSTKX4nicz 維尼
I could feel lost,8964 copyright protection102PENANAT8mmjQ9Rna 維尼
And tired,8964 copyright protection102PENANAsbf2DodjL8 維尼
And lonely,8964 copyright protection102PENANApee6dq5c2R 維尼
And compunction,8964 copyright protection102PENANArmxQNe9d94 維尼
And grieved,8964 copyright protection102PENANAb9UrHCtmu9 維尼
And hurt.8964 copyright protection102PENANADRGYMpKKoV 維尼
I then slightly pulled your eyelid down,8964 copyright protection102PENANAdsLt15hGje 維尼
To let you sleep peacefully,8964 copyright protection102PENANAizJhdQ539o 維尼
But more,8964 copyright protection102PENANAQ4OfbtMET3 維尼
It was to let me not feel those feelings,8964 copyright protection102PENANACroUmk4MZ0 維尼
Those feelings were knives that stab my heart,8964 copyright protection102PENANACeb9SP1n9k 維尼
It was so painful.8964 copyright protection102PENANA82tdr0tIIQ 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAZjJV08FZKc
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection102PENANAnH4HaTIMJY 維尼
I also tried to be perfect,8964 copyright protection102PENANADJwjiZEpRN 維尼
But nothing was worth it,8964 copyright protection102PENANAu115oIoK6u 維尼
I also do not believe it makes me real,8964 copyright protection102PENANAFcDBH3b3bb 維尼
But I do not want you to worry about me anymore.8964 copyright protection102PENANA3duIZMkviK 維尼
However, 8964 copyright protection102PENANAGnfqFUrt5W 維尼
You are just a man,8964 copyright protection102PENANA3LhAlSjgff 維尼
Not a hero,8964 copyright protection102PENANAxEFh2n9Nae 維尼
And I am just a boy,8964 copyright protection102PENANADf84LCvJac 維尼
Not a saviour,8964 copyright protection102PENANAgQw1hVUZno 維尼
Both of us do not need to be perfect,8964 copyright protection102PENANAhAROVbDXw1 維尼
Or maybe things would be better if we admit,8964 copyright protection102PENANA4LrbNN7yud 維尼
And accept our imperfections,8964 copyright protection102PENANAMa5c1rKuan 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAPPI09VfbWk
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection102PENANAualfuEuMLa 維尼
I knew you are sleeping,8964 copyright protection102PENANAmiVgUQccF5 維尼
Because you were so tired,8964 copyright protection102PENANA1fCOxH3vdD 維尼
And you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection102PENANA1OqvOC2NdL 維尼
So your memory would carry on,8964 copyright protection102PENANAHdqs8lcA9I 維尼
And you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection102PENANAAKa1TOf2tZ 維尼
Because I could take care myself now,8964 copyright protection102PENANAFt6te4i1g1 維尼
So you could continue to rest,8964 copyright protection102PENANA2dXDGiotWC 維尼
And did you know,8964 copyright protection102PENANArpKlOYNToL 維尼
The roof was leaking again,8964 copyright protection102PENANA6z9Uoa8XrB 維尼
Same as five years ago,8964 copyright protection102PENANAZOqTxOIAj7 維尼
The water dropped on the diary,8964 copyright protection102PENANAmcyH00uAtY 維尼
The pages became wet,8964 copyright protection102PENANAa1O3nrNb8d 維尼
And words became vague,8964 copyright protection102PENANAOTDR8V0pYx 維尼
And the water dropped in my eyes,8964 copyright protection102PENANAYrpsDFndVb 維尼
Although I was not as strong as you,8964 copyright protection102PENANA3V0SNaCNdJ 維尼
I was not as tall as you,8964 copyright protection102PENANAJGjyB4Norj 維尼
But you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection102PENANATkiZ1CzOhp 維尼
Because I could still fix it myself.8964 copyright protection102PENANAdVNyJyDaYV 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAEuloAzJYkQ
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection102PENANAIoKFI55oCI 維尼
The night was so long,8964 copyright protection102PENANAefzqp1I9bm 維尼
And goodnight.8964 copyright protection102PENANAoOnL6CkDRy 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANANkiARnyvKA
106Please respect copyright.PENANAfvQfOxYDPH
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12 June, 1936, Sunny8964 copyright protection102PENANATJaHBSL2CA 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAQJ1hugT8Pc
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At night,8964 copyright protection102PENANA9m3q7v6Rfa 維尼
When I arrived home after working,8964 copyright protection102PENANAYrnj4iPpDr 維尼
My son was waiting behind the door,8964 copyright protection102PENANAGl3jjc91q1 維尼
And asked me excitedly, 8964 copyright protection102PENANA1LdXfYg2aM 維尼
To tell him the most memorable thing in my childhood8964 copyright protection102PENANAypT9EtlGLO 維尼
For his life education homework,8964 copyright protection102PENANABQtI4cp2fF 維尼
I then looked at the thick old diary on his desk,8964 copyright protection102PENANADoPQ58LwrP 維尼
Which I gave him as his birthday present,8964 copyright protection102PENANAQOQySyKYbA 維尼
My mind then flashed back,8964 copyright protection102PENANAtNiwqVJylA 維尼
To the summer when I was 10,8964 copyright protection102PENANAfigndKLCOR 維尼
And I said,8964 copyright protection102PENANAz14Swsey6U 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAtkgwDq7nqt
8964 copyright protection102PENANAtX7K1NsjuR 維尼
“When I was a young boy,8964 copyright protection102PENANAmQv29zcyw2 維尼
My father took me into the city,8964 copyright protection102PENANAW9Z8gBGXej 維尼
To see a marching band,8964 copyright protection102PENANA5j57MrYKHc 維尼
He said, "Son, when you grow up,8964 copyright protection102PENANAxtgfTPO9EW 維尼
Would you be the saviour of the broken,8964 copyright protection102PENANAk3w5N8cbhy 維尼
The beaten and the damned?"8964 copyright protection102PENANAA58bqyolHX 維尼
He said, "Would you defeat them?8964 copyright protection102PENANAB16d1OnSrS 維尼
Your demons, and all the non-believers,8964 copyright protection102PENANACzOlriqo6F 維尼
The plans that they have made?"8964 copyright protection102PENANAEUSO18IXCM 維尼
"Because one day, I would leave you a phantom,8964 copyright protection102PENANAQWDFstVr8E 維尼
To lead you in the summer,8964 copyright protection102PENANAUZU4PpaByK 維尼
To join the black parade"”8964 copyright protection102PENANAo6qL48VpcO 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAfXX8QXkJf8
106Please respect copyright.PENANA0W7E8sLFfK
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