No Plagiarism!2WG1YcghmwAXuDVlqonbposted on PENANA 14 July, 1914, Tuesday, Cloudy301Please respect copyright.PENANAFTisdMwWLL
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When my son was a young boy, 8964 copyright protection297PENANAcSqwhjFhTP 維尼
I took him into the city8964 copyright protection297PENANAZ9QB6lPlfM 維尼
To see a marching band.8964 copyright protection297PENANAENEKqXLX06 維尼
I said, “Son, when you grew up,8964 copyright protection297PENANAZFHQkundlU 維尼
Would you be the saviour of the broken,8964 copyright protection297PENANAddVK9ogevt 維尼
The beaten and the damned?8964 copyright protection297PENANAAQMjC5ky1r 維尼
Your demons, and all the non-believers,8964 copyright protection297PENANATMRCZyeFvg 維尼
The plan that they have made.8964 copyright protection297PENANAiWpe0JUt8x 維尼
Would you defeat them?8964 copyright protection297PENANA1wK6ozW3JE 維尼
Because one day, I would leave you a phantom8964 copyright protection297PENANAR3bMRnb2Mg 維尼
To lead you in the summer8964 copyright protection297PENANAHbXzP8FJFZ 維尼
To join the black parade.”8964 copyright protection297PENANA1jSvxeOmbL 維尼
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31 July, 1914, Friday, Foggy8964 copyright protection297PENANApUxqbTHi1r 維尼
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It was time to leave my son,8964 copyright protection297PENANA4jkDuu5P5z 維尼
Although the sky was still dark.8964 copyright protection297PENANAdYeq8HUyxw 維尼
I saw that he was sleeping peacefully.8964 copyright protection297PENANAJ93nLH3wDt 維尼
But how would he feel when he woke up and could not find me?8964 copyright protection297PENANAZcxGYEgLIW 維尼
How would he feel when he was having dinner on his own?8964 copyright protection297PENANA0O1q8oXtLP 維尼
How would he feel when he had a nightmare and could not find me?8964 copyright protection297PENANAjt7VvfY4fT 維尼
My wife, his mother, left us when she gave birth to him.8964 copyright protection297PENANAHsayNyjONV 維尼
And no one was going to accompany him.8964 copyright protection297PENANA6igoDK5CBI 維尼
He was just 10!8964 copyright protection297PENANAIdrNVUKcfQ 維尼
He would be lonely if I left him!8964 copyright protection297PENANAn21yAGubVS 維尼
Though I was just a poet with a short and weak body,8964 copyright protection297PENANARCjhiBwC0s 維尼
I still had to protect, to defend, to fight for the country.8964 copyright protection297PENANA9vfjeUu7Hd 維尼
God, please tell me, what should I do?8964 copyright protection297PENANA2RH4pbRIPa 維尼
Would I die8964 copyright protection297PENANAWeHXDwzG5W 維尼
Or stay alive?8964 copyright protection297PENANACCIf77JrCQ 維尼
Would my body be found if I died?8964 copyright protection297PENANAw0E5306pBP 維尼
So I could formally say belated goodbye and sorry to my son?8964 copyright protection297PENANAybpkoJDDLd 維尼
Would I become a ghost if I died?8964 copyright protection297PENANAqfNHF9bwDu 維尼
So I could accompany my son until the end?8964 copyright protection297PENANAW7PjIfiGxN 維尼
God, would you answer me?8964 copyright protection297PENANAk6jJWQ59yB 維尼
God, I was so confused about the future.8964 copyright protection297PENANA9VyjaiUmGx 維尼
I knew the war was nearly beginning.8964 copyright protection297PENANAkdEScOf0xI 維尼
“I would fight for the country.”8964 copyright protection297PENANAHML7DyAKNw 維尼
I remember, when I was young, I said it proudly to my dad,8964 copyright protection297PENANA3Ay0m7XE7n 維尼
And I wrote many poems, 8964 copyright protection297PENANAv60e6CRL5d 維尼
To tell my son to be brave,8964 copyright protection297PENANALVAtxCwEhm 維尼
To be strong.8964 copyright protection297PENANAYqk20BUh3g 維尼
But I was afraid…8964 copyright protection297PENANAwFgULzikCr 維尼
Afraid of dying in the war,8964 copyright protection297PENANADnNFOX4f2m 維尼
Just liked a loser.8964 copyright protection297PENANADaBrOuB0xV 維尼
God, father, my wife, my son, please forgive me…8964 copyright protection297PENANA6l2MVoqtkU 維尼
Forgive my weakness!8964 copyright protection297PENANAIaS4rRcIx0 維尼
I knew I was not a good father8964 copyright protection297PENANAUI10EkoQv6 維尼
Because I had to go to the war8964 copyright protection297PENANAhh2p1HjWxf 維尼
And I did not take on the responsibility of a father.8964 copyright protection297PENANAMPasaDUFIi 維尼
All I could do was to leave this diary to you.8964 copyright protection297PENANAaHSsF3YW79 維尼
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Son,8964 copyright protection297PENANAbrxyMVxfrV 維尼
The night was so long,8964 copyright protection297PENANAl4UHElwLtt 維尼
And goodnight.8964 copyright protection297PENANADVQcRUvR3n 維尼
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1 August, 1914, Saturday, Sunny8964 copyright protection297PENANAdy5Tiz2o00 維尼
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Dad, where were you?8964 copyright protection297PENANAs7izfXOijg 維尼
Where did you go?8964 copyright protection297PENANAsCF4khaXiW 維尼
Why did you leave me?8964 copyright protection297PENANAFeZBR9QaJm 維尼
I was so scared!8964 copyright protection297PENANAQKec3XeY3z 維尼
Did I do something wrong?8964 copyright protection297PENANAdPQJjUhXbu 維尼
Therefore you left me?8964 copyright protection297PENANAYpx8SbpLyf 維尼
Dad, please, please come back.8964 copyright protection297PENANAVn1nRYDUU2 維尼
I knew I had done many wrong things before.8964 copyright protection297PENANAsvMgWkAQ5c 維尼
But Dad, please, please do not hate me!8964 copyright protection297PENANATVyRACoAme 維尼
Dad, 8964 copyright protection297PENANAwkKhfTvSo6 維尼
I swore, I would never go home late.8964 copyright protection297PENANAw6u4plvACF 維尼
I swore, I would never forget to do any homework.8964 copyright protection297PENANAAGTfmvWZXO 維尼
I swore, I would never fail the exam.8964 copyright protection297PENANA8sOryBexvo 維尼
I swore, I would never get into any trouble.8964 copyright protection297PENANAjRsNhLCAsw 維尼
I swore, I would never do any wrong things.8964 copyright protection297PENANANICdJYT6oT 維尼
So Dad, could you please come back to me?8964 copyright protection297PENANA7p5SOXh3lB 維尼
Did you know, when I looked outside the window,8964 copyright protection297PENANA5ihIKeC6JG 維尼
The golden sunlight was shining on the marching band8964 copyright protection297PENANA86mbJZeRKd 維尼
And the people who sang with them.8964 copyright protection297PENANAZ2a7t5Q9Sx 維尼
I knew how passionate they were,8964 copyright protection297PENANAJf7b5zxyjC 維尼
But I was not passionate,8964 copyright protection297PENANAv720kWMers 維尼
Because the sun could not get into my heart.8964 copyright protection297PENANAye1Iu4uR6C 維尼
Dad, you are my only sun.8964 copyright protection297PENANAcZFfU4mEbM 維尼
When you left me, 8964 copyright protection297PENANASBWGStEJYq 維尼
I could only see darkness.8964 copyright protection297PENANArjduibFOt6 維尼
I could only hear silence.8964 copyright protection297PENANALdBNkX1HVQ 維尼
I could only feel empty.8964 copyright protection297PENANAhVCa1b8CIL 維尼
Dad, did you remember,8964 copyright protection297PENANAWxyaRM4Ns8 維尼
Once I was sitting on a bench in the park, 8964 copyright protection297PENANAZeQlgJOuZm 維尼
Watching the leaves descend slowly and lightly,8964 copyright protection297PENANAP5FsYL8PoA 維尼
I asked you, “Dad, will you leave me just like the flower leaves the tree?”8964 copyright protection297PENANAtvtIm9Yzbj 維尼
And you answered me just a simple word,8964 copyright protection297PENANAGOEKOMrJdC 維尼
No.8964 copyright protection297PENANAewbFml90CG 維尼
Dad, you told me not to lie,8964 copyright protection297PENANAYXOtltXcqp 維尼
But why were you lying?8964 copyright protection297PENANASojC84cWQd 維尼
Dad, please come back.8964 copyright protection297PENANAenFhg2PJQ6 維尼
The roof was leaking,8964 copyright protection297PENANA82A36EvCfg 維尼
The water dropped on the diary,8964 copyright protection297PENANAQM1r3f49lP 維尼
The pages became wet,8964 copyright protection297PENANAYNEGUSBKDP 維尼
And words became vague,8964 copyright protection297PENANAIum6dSzcV9 維尼
And the water dropped in my eyes,8964 copyright protection297PENANACvYU2fgCQU 維尼
Things I saw become blurry,8964 copyright protection297PENANAk7xF1PZEiT 維尼
But you were not here,8964 copyright protection297PENANAjCmhODFj6M 維尼
You could not fix it for me,8964 copyright protection297PENANAhsRL32szHg 維尼
And I wanted to fix it,8964 copyright protection297PENANATI6dJd7JAH 維尼
But I was not as strong as you,8964 copyright protection297PENANAPXt5QjRPy5 維尼
I was not as tall as you, 8964 copyright protection297PENANA6jEUIbRAyN 維尼
I could not fix it myself.8964 copyright protection297PENANA1Y73PJHBpe 維尼
Could you please come back?8964 copyright protection297PENANAmD84872xkG 維尼
To help me fix the leaking roof?8964 copyright protection297PENANAGOOzh9mCiC 維尼
I was so confused about the future,8964 copyright protection297PENANA72PdHD4tOR 維尼
I was so lost without you.8964 copyright protection297PENANAWNID6zLKs9 維尼
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15 February, 1919, Saturday, Raining8964 copyright protection297PENANAB1NuhzSZ2C 維尼
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In the morning,8964 copyright protection297PENANAqVoLYeuBsE 維尼
The doorbell rang,8964 copyright protection297PENANA8JL31WdngS 維尼
And brought me back,8964 copyright protection297PENANA0dbf8WT9on 維尼
From the memory with you,8964 copyright protection297PENANACUDWi4DI1B 維尼
I opened the door,8964 copyright protection297PENANA7UXO8AgyJt 維尼
And I saw an old man,8964 copyright protection297PENANAQwcK3NRlrN 維尼
Wearing military uniform,8964 copyright protection297PENANAGcFbI9BONF 維尼
Using a unchanged tone,8964 copyright protection297PENANA3hljExrqe7 維尼
Just liked a machine,8964 copyright protection297PENANAThyQNyaT3C 維尼
To tell me about your death.8964 copyright protection297PENANAE1YStJFneS 維尼
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I then followed him to the hospital,8964 copyright protection297PENANASIp4FDYmyr 維尼
But when I passed through the soldier,8964 copyright protection297PENANAKOwizEeVUv 維尼
That was guarding the door,8964 copyright protection297PENANA8lGMpJgmce 維尼
And went into your ward,8964 copyright protection297PENANABLF7PLfL6h 維尼
The room was silence,8964 copyright protection297PENANA4rQJPBtiWA 維尼
I could only see a beautiful straight horizontal line,8964 copyright protection297PENANAVKp1VopRmX 維尼
On a unknown machine,8964 copyright protection297PENANAzLlFmX3pfj 維尼
I walked next to you,8964 copyright protection297PENANA0vp5DTLzpP 維尼
I saw your haggard face,8964 copyright protection297PENANAPlTP5M9diq 維尼
Without the smile you always shows me,8964 copyright protection297PENANAu3L1kHAdCM 維尼
And I opened your clenched fist,8964 copyright protection297PENANACXbhYssqRX 維尼
I tried to drag your hand,8964 copyright protection297PENANAWjXn0Dmqz5 維尼
To feel your temperature,8964 copyright protection297PENANAKFdJ6fGuQM 維尼
To feel that you are with me,8964 copyright protection297PENANAjbgp3v6FBf 維尼
Just liked what we did when I was small,8964 copyright protection297PENANARyG9NFFc7x 維尼
But now,8964 copyright protection297PENANAQDeBn5TjH3 維尼
It was cold,8964 copyright protection297PENANAl1NaV0ja9e 維尼
And stiff.8964 copyright protection297PENANAOco50yHku7 維尼
And I saw a paper,8964 copyright protection297PENANAdUUynD7Kd9 維尼
With some red dots on it,8964 copyright protection297PENANAaXKe0wrDJ6 維尼
That you hold in your hand,8964 copyright protection297PENANAY4tv7unw4i 維尼
I picked it up,8964 copyright protection297PENANAbPKNZtmTau 維尼
And when I opened it,8964 copyright protection297PENANACG4jbf2bIu 維尼
I saw the words you wrote on it.8964 copyright protection297PENANA5x7pP8yYrb 維尼
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“I tried to be perfect,8964 copyright protection297PENANAPi5IBFXcI4 維尼
But nothing was worth it,8964 copyright protection297PENANA8pIXhKFpDj 維尼
I do not believe it makes me real,8964 copyright protection297PENANA0k1hi3VU9B 維尼
But I want to be your perfect model.8964 copyright protection297PENANAKsrqkRTyJF 維尼
I am not afraid to keep on living,8964 copyright protection297PENANA0LGSXRl70o 維尼
I am not afraid to walk this world alone,8964 copyright protection297PENANAuTPDj9Znpt 維尼
I know there is nothing I could say,8964 copyright protection297PENANAicDqNpPFUM 維尼
To change that I will leave you,8964 copyright protection297PENANAAMTiQXhgzn 維尼
But if I stay, will I be forgiven?8964 copyright protection297PENANAgmAqIelWOG 維尼
Will things be better if I stay?8964 copyright protection297PENANA3MxF9ulxm3 維尼
And son,8964 copyright protection297PENANANZwC9pjTdC 維尼
When my time comes,8964 copyright protection297PENANAAEnnf2zqhM 維尼
Forget the wrong that I have done,8964 copyright protection297PENANA0vzFykITZd 維尼
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed,8964 copyright protection297PENANAFE73VytQJb 維尼
And do not resent me,8964 copyright protection297PENANAu6hoHkTnth 維尼
And when you are feeling empty,8964 copyright protection297PENANAgIK2VPCg25 維尼
Keep me in your memory,8964 copyright protection297PENANAEyjB6T34Yx 維尼
Leave out all the rest,8964 copyright protection297PENANAf9qbGHYSnE 維尼
Just leave out all the rest.”8964 copyright protection297PENANADwPXSCXVwU 維尼
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I gently wiped the invisible sand in your eyes,8964 copyright protection297PENANAH1L0WHVped 維尼
And I finally saw your clear eyes,8964 copyright protection297PENANAbZ7O3kvnnf 維尼
through the window of the soul,8964 copyright protection297PENANAVNXq1cehp0 維尼
I could feel lost,8964 copyright protection297PENANAwNnzL4kwKI 維尼
And tired,8964 copyright protection297PENANAVJ5NyUUsmV 維尼
And lonely,8964 copyright protection297PENANAOS1LjoLTDP 維尼
And compunction,8964 copyright protection297PENANAExzRj267ML 維尼
And grieved,8964 copyright protection297PENANAtrOXERq1D4 維尼
And hurt.8964 copyright protection297PENANAj2afVJsMbi 維尼
I then slightly pulled your eyelid down,8964 copyright protection297PENANAv8jvmRaF73 維尼
To let you sleep peacefully,8964 copyright protection297PENANAo71BpBtGxi 維尼
But more,8964 copyright protection297PENANAZqFzveyVtP 維尼
It was to let me not feel those feelings,8964 copyright protection297PENANAwcDAHs1FfN 維尼
Those feelings were knives that stab my heart,8964 copyright protection297PENANA5Aqz09S5Yu 維尼
It was so painful.8964 copyright protection297PENANAjATd9WJLfy 維尼
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection297PENANAZMohBcHZxZ 維尼
I also tried to be perfect,8964 copyright protection297PENANAXjhRoIEwJC 維尼
But nothing was worth it,8964 copyright protection297PENANADdyNFKcJst 維尼
I also do not believe it makes me real,8964 copyright protection297PENANAr7smUSUoJ0 維尼
But I do not want you to worry about me anymore.8964 copyright protection297PENANAYAxKrqL5ef 維尼
However, 8964 copyright protection297PENANAAlGKm6buYr 維尼
You are just a man,8964 copyright protection297PENANApCXmgTXaX8 維尼
Not a hero,8964 copyright protection297PENANAz6Zd68wbeT 維尼
And I am just a boy,8964 copyright protection297PENANAnZXBlUQOwg 維尼
Not a saviour,8964 copyright protection297PENANABmGKBu8p83 維尼
Both of us do not need to be perfect,8964 copyright protection297PENANAqWelgKFhTI 維尼
Or maybe things would be better if we admit,8964 copyright protection297PENANAEDiLvVfHTK 維尼
And accept our imperfections,8964 copyright protection297PENANAxVUZVsOzNu 維尼
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection297PENANA5Ro6HI7w2O 維尼
I knew you are sleeping,8964 copyright protection297PENANAtAkuvNkYBj 維尼
Because you were so tired,8964 copyright protection297PENANAAZCb46VMYt 維尼
And you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection297PENANAvVChs0rd8x 維尼
So your memory would carry on,8964 copyright protection297PENANAFRyt1ONQlY 維尼
And you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection297PENANATNShEV8iOL 維尼
Because I could take care myself now,8964 copyright protection297PENANAIL69zDKKpe 維尼
So you could continue to rest,8964 copyright protection297PENANAgZnySAozD6 維尼
And did you know,8964 copyright protection297PENANAo2BmLpPAbx 維尼
The roof was leaking again,8964 copyright protection297PENANAgA8GXc0FjZ 維尼
Same as five years ago,8964 copyright protection297PENANAPeXL99tDJ9 維尼
The water dropped on the diary,8964 copyright protection297PENANAAtx7rBJILf 維尼
The pages became wet,8964 copyright protection297PENANAOJFKKsPDcc 維尼
And words became vague,8964 copyright protection297PENANAHE5iDDWRTA 維尼
And the water dropped in my eyes,8964 copyright protection297PENANAPsgIavr6HB 維尼
Although I was not as strong as you,8964 copyright protection297PENANAF3i5hAVsZ1 維尼
I was not as tall as you,8964 copyright protection297PENANAUMnAaTqG5x 維尼
But you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection297PENANAqgw4Hp2DEo 維尼
Because I could still fix it myself.8964 copyright protection297PENANAbAcD4qPP4F 維尼
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection297PENANAHKrraI91dK 維尼
The night was so long,8964 copyright protection297PENANAL4e0ygNY3S 維尼
And goodnight.8964 copyright protection297PENANAKv66qbpMKg 維尼
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12 June, 1936, Sunny8964 copyright protection297PENANAO01bRfLvgw 維尼
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At night,8964 copyright protection297PENANArn5qkjYCxN 維尼
When I arrived home after working,8964 copyright protection297PENANAj0ygIlBqAy 維尼
My son was waiting behind the door,8964 copyright protection297PENANAUcCeXBNFTi 維尼
And asked me excitedly, 8964 copyright protection297PENANASBIxQvJMpH 維尼
To tell him the most memorable thing in my childhood8964 copyright protection297PENANAztBjMzyDrp 維尼
For his life education homework,8964 copyright protection297PENANAsxh9V0Dy5q 維尼
I then looked at the thick old diary on his desk,8964 copyright protection297PENANA2S1gHmAn0T 維尼
Which I gave him as his birthday present,8964 copyright protection297PENANAgJTTQARyYL 維尼
My mind then flashed back,8964 copyright protection297PENANABYY0fHUqCY 維尼
To the summer when I was 10,8964 copyright protection297PENANAzvzQamNyCp 維尼
And I said,8964 copyright protection297PENANAGRYJPqBLHi 維尼
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“When I was a young boy,8964 copyright protection297PENANAyiD3f3Ffg3 維尼
My father took me into the city,8964 copyright protection297PENANAMLUB1gSk3o 維尼
To see a marching band,8964 copyright protection297PENANAqyCReKc4PR 維尼
He said, "Son, when you grow up,8964 copyright protection297PENANAn2MigmVAbK 維尼
Would you be the saviour of the broken,8964 copyright protection297PENANAIsTLtJwntC 維尼
The beaten and the damned?"8964 copyright protection297PENANAtMQxtL7vRm 維尼
He said, "Would you defeat them?8964 copyright protection297PENANAWegFZVtkfz 維尼
Your demons, and all the non-believers,8964 copyright protection297PENANAdBOFDjcFju 維尼
The plans that they have made?"8964 copyright protection297PENANAn6h7jtlPEE 維尼
"Because one day, I would leave you a phantom,8964 copyright protection297PENANAFeP8ZPp0Nz 維尼
To lead you in the summer,8964 copyright protection297PENANAks148bHhwX 維尼
To join the black parade"”8964 copyright protection297PENANApt7MkPcjLM 維尼
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