Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MqBr25CX5
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhvfs8k2b2
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMStavmGuR7
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsBIuEAfhk
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hhl60r2sY
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyk62XOeLWe
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5kxDw2kex
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ijDmOitTj
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5CeVnLd56
Fake.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBMd3beFM2
Not myself.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXYFwJ6BuG
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb53GEoFr07
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGzBGdgyJQ
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ71fLQAhi
Help me, Ray! Help me!968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxpsTRQhhX
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5sbOAXjY7
Voice mail.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eiNMAIK3P
I try again.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiapjTLMINE
No answer.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODyYqZtlVx
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUz5lEelRS
I can't. I must stay strong.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSR0e1sDwm
My tears come faster.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6fr8IjBnR
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIUDeZmuPj
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumNnfwLI8t
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxrDvdSiCT
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqzFstF1aa
Is it really that high?968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyfA95cnju
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AVNCm86XY
I must move… I need to move.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWsDQi1D9O
I eye the door.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54gHQ1P1AA
I will myself to sit up.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzqncU5sIe
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tztLSRtzA
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo20ERwUcL
I focus on the door.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVXB0EgSzl
I crawl forward.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2r2mnBR6w
I need to get there.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfoYPyQkgD
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOohSMDog8
My legs are wobbly, broken.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8qH1yWD9I
Just a few more feet…968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9ckagwcw9
I reach out my hand and take another step-968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvJDQ7lqad
and collapse to the ground.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQGPyDrVxg
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xzERRHqUZ
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPBsuFN91j
I suck in a breath.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxuDCV4ckA
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHQGx6yh4O
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEfymdkOqK
Just once.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOArwwMsVZ0
"Promise me."968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXcY60P6bT
"I promise, Ray."968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks7CXM3kym
No, I can't. I promised him.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCjUbvCRQq
But it'll feel so good…968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQd0ZwkXeuG
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaHDfwbBup
It'll be quick. Just one cut.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3qvB9tg2o
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYngcMO1vIY
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOIV4Hnpq3
Anytime, now…968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c1C44264V
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoCLbTT0Lk
Is it raining?968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS52tv1Xvb1
No, that’s impossible.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFGuxx1YI8
I can't see.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3oEAeFfYx
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P2o1TrkG8
I can't breathe.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSLRsezXa1
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuS25ylMbwF
What's poking my leg…?968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ73kBon4j
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTJUXBXKqd
How did it get there?968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMddYcFvaFA
I take it and hold it closely to myself.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOv6Eqdz8G
How can something so evil look so beautiful?968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJp0GjFVjP
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡth7Z0wLloH
So cold.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0fSrEAHl2
I press down and drive it across my skin.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8y75wXmtS
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3sRxhfGGR
I take another breath.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRzpKxMZm7
Another.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9XKGGn8dk
My breathing comes harder, faster.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4NomTLkNn
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsxQ40q2J6
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSt7gghSDa
I shut my eyes tightly.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06TmNXk3cl
I should not have done that.
Penana
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