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一季永遠記得高中畢業典禮後，他與旭在長椅上的畫面。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DA5fxO0z7
旭拉開啤酒拉環，瑩白的泡沫湧出，在午後的陽光下閃閃發光。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXzidIJGRs
旭喝了好大一口，然後遞給一季。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdGMUJiDfF
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一季垂著睫毛紅了臉，摸著杯緣，思索著該說些什麼－－－21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp7nRdO4LY
他們都還太年輕了，不曉得怎麼面對別離。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzeKUgabkz
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高中三年他們幾乎是膩在一起過的，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZmvBShmZD
便當、作業、抑或煩惱，什麼都彼此分享。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZsP6cqEGW
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一季在球場上總是長傳給旭，讓旭跳起來射籃——21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0bx6B3ING
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他傳球，然後靜靜站著，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpJ7iLmCZo
充滿信心地注視那穿梭的背影，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VizacXI6I
一季知道旭不會讓他失望的，旭肯定能夠得分。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZG54QcOQs
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一季在家裏並不快樂，他有一個會揍人的父親，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdCWuaThXo
從不打他，而是打他的母親。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7M9RC4koSg
用極其刻薄的話刺激妻子，惹得妻子反擊，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEW45akJf3
再以此為藉口，狠狠將對方往死裡打，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4EkUExIDc
從樓上打到樓下，門裏打到門外，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TBiHaMAtO
一季在的時候會嘗試護著媽媽，但他總得上課。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgVXRX38FP
他在課堂上往往心神不寧，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7jy3Tz0g5
擔憂回到家，母親身上是否又多了一些傷。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU4wP8LwaD
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十幾年來母親斷了七根肋骨，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a8YcJkbCq
兩次手指，一次腦震盪。左眼視力受創。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbyi3hRqfJ
好幾次一季發現母親倒臥在血窪裡，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb6rhtuL3p
他會打給住在附近的旭，兩個高中生，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlggKQ0IQvy
齊心合力把一季的母親護送就醫。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡladkrlmtyR
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOBUXmFzXR
為了一個完整的家庭，母親總拒絕報警。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqjoAmFm0Y
她對一季低語：為了一個完整的家庭，我不會遺棄你的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrA1kB2JFb
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEsWTQCQEK
啊就是這句話這擁抱讓一季無比憂傷，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uqfMXnBBy
他在病床前垂頭坐著，任由母親撫摸頭髮，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcJWXLd2en
淚水靜靜流淌。一季絕望地對母親說：妳能不能不要再隱忍？21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WLusT2tho
然後他感到旭的手，溫柔的放在他肩膀，像輕輕縫補靈魂的傷。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRIvxzx6bo
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqYr64pFbE
一季已經記不得了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzt4b8lBd0Z
什麼時候開始同學變得無可替代。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXSgvak8nu
好像是高中的某一天，母親終於決意離開，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89TWkDu6jy
時間是某個冬夜。一季在準備考試，母親提了行李箱來，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYk533xQLF
一季聽見背後傳來母親的聲音，她說：「一季，我要走了。你好好保重。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qTgtbSwMP
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4IGe5ZU2s
一季沒有回頭，他怕這一回頭，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6hRn03rVU
母親就因為捨不得而走不成，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhjAxiK2QR
也怕自己會露出，被遺棄的孩子那樣悲傷的表情。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOL9oDBJCG
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1CDybzofI
他只是靜靜地整理上課筆記，然後回了母親一句：「妳也保重。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNHV2iAXCF
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruTAZZtMFo
他聽見房門關上聽見腳步走遠，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfht3TT9y8
等回過神來的時候，筆記本上盡是被淚水糊開的原子筆痕跡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcfZq4QRvu
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3edpn5d5VI
一季匆匆開了窗戶，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZWScDfcMR
從二樓望著母親在雪街上越走越小的身影，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjpI2BHvx4
雪太大了，一定是雪下得太大的緣故，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHh9Xz59Yi
一季眨著睫毛漸漸看不清楚，眼前一切都陷入了模糊。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkEDlLg9Iw
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlCblPIl6u
一季那一晚翻來翻去睡不好，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG14fGYre7j
他穿了拖鞋就跑到旭的公寓前面按鈴。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJykiXhCnm
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdoMlu9HSi
旭開了門，什麼也沒問就讓一季進了房，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0vKKPtrGH
拿熱毛巾把朋友滿臉的雪水擦乾。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zO9ASFTMR
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一季把臉埋在毛巾內，久久沒說話，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xufySAPSd
旭坐著，坐在他身邊，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWg173spqE
過了一陣子，又把手圈在一季肩膀上。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSx2VJsqgeS
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJu4gZR6sqZ
他發現一季在發抖。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5xn3qkWHq
又或許是在哭呢？21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipzv1NVTSr
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所以旭把頭靠在一季的頭旁邊。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISlvI6aVbi
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrXDNeHg2x
一季感覺對方的瀏海散落下來惹得他有些癢。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGUyQ7Hhcz
就忍不住拿下毛巾笑了，笑容很苦，苦得彷彿隨時要哭。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKM5f4P1B3
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那一夜他們睡在地板上。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisbMeN9ZKD
凝視貼在房間天花板的螢光星星，有一搭沒一搭談話。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5XFqWDQ1O
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從此一季知道自己心裏有一塊柔軟的地方漏了縫，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5CxaTfaSZ
旭的笑容與光輝佔據得越來越多。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hQvYXfhbw
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YhQv3gsn9
他們大學考在不同地方，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj70z3yoyOF
一季想著這件事總有一天要說。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz9fXQltEJ
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他想著，拖了又拖。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbi2esMp0Og
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最後在畢業典禮後，那個長椅上，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbkoxBR6rB
那個啤酒泡沬香味的午後，一季轉頭，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUm5fUD0jM
告訴他的朋友，告訴旭：我想我喜歡你。很喜歡很喜歡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeR1z8aPfQ1
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZKvE9FGi2
一季說到後來簡直抬不起頭。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM35B2hjTZZ
好像喜歡上朋友這件事情是很難為情的、羞恥的事。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fwNPQrO4A
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1ZEe4YikR
旭聽了燦爛地笑出一口白牙：一季我也喜歡你啊。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7ubXeCE4K
我想我們這一生都會是好朋友。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60RNuyJcCR
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一季聽了就像被響雷打了一記，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodOVA179on
他忽然發覺自己的喜歡跟旭的喜歡，大不相同。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRiwoGgA95
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ql4mP84eZ
他臉色發青，很慢很慢地點了點頭，默默喝手中的啤酒。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBvDH7c1tl
他不喜歡這滋味。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9WErfNYf8
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那麼苦澀，那麼令人難堪。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KsiAVP93J
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從此之後他們很少連絡了，大學，接著是出社會。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOn2CHOPe69
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一季談了幾次無結果的戀愛，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJW6EgD3N7
和女人，也和男人。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqMVHNSuFg
他深夜被圈在男人臂彎裏的時候，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbYnraAJD2
總會想起母親離開那一夜，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyXNVCkixY
他與旭僅僅是躺著，漫無邊際地聊天。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dgF7m3jpt
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEM6rVnKvwI
卻比任何肉體關係都令一季感到親暱。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9c0yiGY9p
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他們再次見面是在高中同學會。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTpILTDOmj
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大家都是社會人士了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNfIGD1Ueo
長大的旭，朝同學們一一遞出訂婚宴的邀請卡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUFJwBedSO
旭與一季四目交接的時候，一季幾乎想找個地洞鑽下去。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pMeXAWvM3
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zkyPL1yGt
旭一下子握住了一季的手腕，緊的令他發痛。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0Z8QgqFmr
他說：一季，好久不見，你瘦了許多。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHYMM6SFkn
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQSjQ2Dqi5
一季被迫坐在旭的旁邊，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQtYViasb1
他還不習慣看到彼此穿西裝的模樣。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaS8NhC9sF
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2RjxVFAbX
大家都變得成熟了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipq2MeYryA
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdK9mZctRP
某些人發胖，某些人禿頭，某些人憔悴，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcGc6DEHQh
某些人甚至已經死亡或失去聯絡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3W63HoRuk
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpln9s0he7V
但旭，還是那個旭，光輝沒有絲毫減弱，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpi7Mre94nv
一季在他身邊冷汗直流，頭暈目眩。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcumKivvAt
面對那溫暖的笑容令一季隱隱疼痛，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnFfJXRCbB
捏著手裏的訂婚宴邀請卡，一季知道，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJM0dCVOjO
眼前的男人已經預備好和他所愛的女人組成家庭。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bDepnYQzV
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCaI4rXdAx
他們之間的路再度分得更遠了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXt9AS2Itx
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJPw9wjVNP
一季對婚姻有一種近乎恐懼的冷感症。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgdAGdxytV
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqb6ovxzmB
或許他害怕自己成為父親那樣的男人，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXNxW4PxG0
害怕看到一個妻子一個母親的絕望與離開。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTbaqw39T6
他沒辦法對那種夢一般的承諾下注。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVDO8qqEQC
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm4L2L5rUZ
大家圍繞著旭敬酒，很快地準新郎就被灌得醉意十足，動也沒辦法動了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGUlPrZdMw
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeM1FfiQkB4
聚會結束後，一季本來想幫旭叫計程車，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5cEaRnVRD
但看到趴在自己膝上睡得亂七八糟的男人，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreQFhcLUj3
他心一軟，最後攙扶著過去的好友上了自己的車。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuRgS9gnTw
旭咕噥著廉價旅館的地址與房號，就在副駕駛座上睡死了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY8Ytn74Nd
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一季開得很慢，他很珍惜這次短暫相聚的時光。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYIVh3yejW
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD1QcLiH5M
他想他沒辦法去參加訂婚宴的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fyogluJIO
那會令他太難受。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38QbHWRdNT
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其實一季自己也感到意外。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjDoo9S2PS
許多年過去了，針扎似的失落感卻深刻依舊。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrXfkMcIQ5
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飯店裏一季放了人本來就想走，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtrGeoMgru
可他聽見旭說了一句話。就那簡單的一句話，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLAdVb2wI6
把他釘在了當場。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CGvhhAxSJ
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旭睜著紅絲的眼，說：記得畢業典禮那天，你對我說了什麼嗎？21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyS2TYiorh
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMNeR8tNnX
一季狼狽得不知該如何是好，怔怔地傻在當場。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqKjTDdJdM
他記得，當然記得。怎麼可能會忘。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEiWVRedEp
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「那時我們都還那麼年輕。我不知道該答你什麼，最後說了違心的話。對不起。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSxY7w3ENa
旭坐起來，定定望著一季慌張的眼睛，他說：其實我是愛你的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIweqWFISK
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一季感到一陣昏軟幸福，但他並沒有因此被迷惑。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScWj8AxD9X
他不再是當初的高中生了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBGTLqTu1Q
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一季祇是靜靜坐回床上，坐在旭身旁，像高中時代那樣。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd03SpxS22L
他點了一根菸，然後也為酒意衝腦的旭點上一根。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xvtd6ZP1q
就著繚繞的煙霧，讓心情沉澱。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckAxRx3BHj
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「可怎麼辦呢。現在說什麼都太晚了。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡux8sKpRHHh
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一季緩緩笑了，笑容落寞：「你終究要，終究是要走開的......」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3fgbl4CFo
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和我母親一樣。一季低著眼簾感傷地想。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIUGYGahH1
他捻熄了菸。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CDEtS91CY
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旭忽然就吻了他。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWDlRUXv9L
吻了一季閃躲不及的臉頰，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaeHa8SRZN
而後是因驚訝而微張的唇，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW5UJQj0MQ
這個吻來得太倉促，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9gzOHbuLK
一季腦袋一片空白根本不知該如何是好。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuxgJ5BfcU
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他覺得這樣不大好，對旭的未婚妻不公平，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJnfNNggX6
可是他又想，倘若擁有過一次美夢——21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWWhSj1fI6
僅一次就好，或許他就可以擺脫那無止盡的午夜夢迴，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVx1JpqWqoq
反覆又反覆出現的，畢業典禮的畫面。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93RdtmMp6g
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他就像著魔似地開始回應旭的吻，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctPQM49Ria
並且彼此推脫衣服，脫成赤條條的兩個人。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5saoUbvGM
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一季不是第一次與男人做，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WZpIBvLYW
他引導略顯生澀的旭，如何潤滑並進入他的身體。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDlKOzZB1s
他們汗涔涔地擠壓在一起，肉體緊繃似鋼，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4tDv4Lx9C
肌膚如同火煉，旭的汗落在一季胸膛，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiGsLNGxgP
像燭淚，一點一點地燙出心上的疤。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNC4njmmyu
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一季覺得自己正逐漸崩解逐漸渙碎，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSXexBvVEg
他將自己敞開到最大，發出不知羞恥的亢奮呻吟，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlboS3cqSJ
並緊緊地扣住旭蠻橫的臂膀。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNJkGS1hMq
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如果一季是柴薪，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxhypKKAuV
那麼他已經被推入那一生一次令他成灰的爐火，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzLI2hxZL5
他嚐過了這滋味，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1hEGUBG9w
就徹底明白過去的將來的每一夜都將因此失色。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGiW7jRmQ8
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那令他極度顛慄也令他極度絕望。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7kIcZPC2W
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在旭操他的時候，他握緊了自己勃起發疼的陰莖，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvweMiEORB6
一季怕自己太投入會因此發狂，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ezC0AzSVN
他張開嘴，吐不出完整的一句話，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQvpJqRKRX
他只是低聲喚著旭的名字，反反覆覆，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOPPTjDFzF
就讓旭渾身發燙。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFXqYOAh9v
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旭發了狠地抱著他，抱得彼此一身紅印，大汗淋漓——21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioOfrGYvYs
好像死過了一次又返生，那樣虛弱那樣酥麻。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiyhmpZFNL
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他們像春情初動的青少年，整夜交纏，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gQfElrrIq
用掉了好幾個保險套，最後筋疲力竭地倒在飯店地毯上。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI0P63Ews7
額頭靠著額頭，瀏海散亂，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9SPbdyMTZ
四肢交疊地昏沉睡去，陷入深邃的夢境裏。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3m9u4wc4dx
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隔天一季醒得很早，他沖了涼，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvmlHK7wKP
把自己打理得乾淨整齊。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGLRaIbZtB
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旭也醒了，有些宿醉，但也還好。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi6l3hWfWX
走到浴室刷牙洗臉，拆了一次性刮鬍刀，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aWU3zXMpF
就開始處理下巴上冒出的鬍渣。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvsFPHkUWz
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除了垃圾桶與床上的凌亂，似乎什麼都不曾發生過。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNBtvuChEi
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一季跟旭告別，他說：訂婚宴，實在是沒辦法去了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjHg2Ml1sE
旭也不強留，他點了點頭。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIngtCcUAZr
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一季唇角動了動。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPbDFOGGyn
他想了想。該說些什麼好？又好像什麼都不該說。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7hdMPLBD2
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最後他竟吐出母親離開他時說的話：「我要走了。你好好保重。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOmryYUepC
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就這麼一講完他就後悔，因為他覺得很想哭。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojZPVMLkVu
很想很想。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKK20zHMcf
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所以一季急急地就走了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDWLyadG5u
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旭似乎在背後迫切地回答了什麼，但門板關上後，什麼都沒了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqXKTmfUjO
安安靜靜的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0767YVbt0m
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或許旭的回答，也和當初面對母親離開的自己一樣吧。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmUZ35JOdI
一季這麼猜想。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe8ZaAu1NU
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一季在電梯裏看著樓層一層一層往下，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTy61CLJpz
他覺得自己也一層一層變得斑駁疲弱。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqi7x2zVrFi
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或許生命本該如此，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2d5X43ykcc
經過了種種挫傷變得越來越荒涼。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ060niDScub
於是心底就生滿了人高的草。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCzTt6YRNA
蒼蒼茫茫。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhYzGBYYnK
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一季不知道他們之後還有沒有機會見面了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKtb6gDTzO
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但他想，如果時間隔得再久一些，多年以後。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSVzGyixZF
那時他應該是笑得出來的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOmqdEWm05
能足夠堅強，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYJGB7eODl
微笑著問候他深愛過的朋友。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSjy2WVMKq
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問候旭一聲：你還好嗎？21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN91Y4v8lh6
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在多年以後。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAObuRtTBAo
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